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awesome trade bruh, i cant wait to trip again
My grandmother just has so much Xanax... :quagmire: [editline]27th October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=cody8295;46348059]awesome trade bruh, i cant wait to trip again[/QUOTE] I've been trying to get my hands on some acid recently, but the only kid I know who sells I'm almost positive sold me fake shit last time, or at least lied about the ug.
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;46347908]Traded some noopept for a tab of acid 'cause I ain't had that shit in so longggg. Let's go![/QUOTE] oh man i read noopept as 'neopets'.... and that makes it one weird trade .
[QUOTE=Shark Cat;46347861]bruh i was like shot as fuck and my mom's entire family was there pretty much and everyone kept asking me questions from across the tables it was like when ur high as fuck in the subway line and the guy behind the counter is asking too many questions about ur sandwich[/QUOTE] Ahahaha holy shit, i can only imagine the pain. So sorry mate.
anyone remember this? [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n9qoyUjiwoY[/media] musical genius :v:
This one time me and two guys were tripping on 4-Aco-DMT in my dorm room, and my idiot friend sees some powder on my roommate's desk next to a razor blade and declares that it must be a line of some drug ready to be snorted. I didn't know what it could have been, and my friend tastes it and reports it tastes like nothing, then he just fucking snorts it, and I texted my roommate about what it was, and it was fucking creatine :v:
I haven't been sober in a few days, I think it's going pretty well
i find it kind of funny how humans, naturally, perform better at ultimately everything when in a state of full confidence and yet, the anxiety that stops us from doing so forms out of the concept that we won't or can't perform well enough to do it, for a lot of easily identifiable reasons (comparisons to others, approval seeking, low self esteem, lack of self belief, lack of positive reinforcement/reference points, overthinking, a lot of other underlying issues that could be at play in regards to those factors in themselves and very often it's a multitude of those factors playing against you together), let alone when we're put under 'apparent' pressure to perform well, which in turn is what results in poorer performance this in itself essentially cripples our confidence that we're actually good enough through a self-fulfilling loop of doubt and despite the fact that we know this, we say things to ourselves like "I wish I could be better at this" and continue on doing it as if we can't if only confidence was as simple as flicking a switch and forgetting about the anxiety, eh sometimes you just gotta tell yourself "actually fuck that, i'm doing this whether I suck at it or not" sometimes it helps to go 'I probably suck at this but fuck it i'm gonna do it anyway" or even, if it's something you truly believe you suck at, telling yourself "I do suck at this, that's why i'm going to give it my all, so I suck less" essentially, one way or another, even if you do suck at it, the fact that you put the energy into it with that 'confidence' is what makes it good and what gives you pruth in one way or the other half assed will never bare realistic results of performance capabilities. >just sang along to a red hot chili peppers song i've always wanted to sing well too, but was always too apprehensive especially about things like hitting notes, worrying about causing noise and sounding terrible (only to sound even worse because I wasn't really putting myself to it ya know) gave it my all cause I fuckin could and never really have, you only live once right? (having volume up helped me get outside myself for it) and I'll be damned if I don't believe I can actually sing along quite well in full confidence sorry for the random drop rant but like fuck the anxiety bullshit that often gets in my way, it annoys the hell out of me for what it is, I feel deep sympathy for those who suffer from it because I knowexactly what it's like, but I have to say; it's literally the biggest load of shit ever, and I don't mean that in a "it isn't real" kind of way, I mean that in a, dude, fuck anxiety. It's such a cunt kind of way that being said, i'm back on meds now, and after those two weeks off I am so glad to be back on, no more chasing a high with it (doesn't work for me, i've tried more than enough times, any more would be pointless insanity (doing the same thing over again expecting different results). Just a waste of doses without offering anything in return), my mind is working with/for me again so to speak and I finally managed to do some essential cleaning i've been endlessly procrastinating, not out of choice folding clothes is a literal pain in the back, but god damn the results of having a neatly organized wardrobe is worth it On another note, i'm downloading dota 2 and possibly League of Legends currently, got back into video games a bit so I could at least stay focused on one thing instead of feeling bored to death in my break, moving on to the competitve strategy games so I have things to put my mind too when there's nothing else to do (something that at least challenges the mind somewhat, in that sense) do any of you guys play either of these?
Without caffeine I become a complete mess [quote]and yet, the anxiety that stops us from doing so forms out of the concept that we won't or can't perform well enough to do it, for a lot of easily identifiable reasons (comparisons to others, approval seeking, low self esteem, lack of self belief, lack of positive reinforcement/reference points, overthinking, a lot of other underlying issues that could be at play in regards to those factors in themselves and very often it's a multitude of those factors playing against you together), let alone when we're put under 'apparent' pressure to perform well, which in turn is what results in poorer performance this in itself essentially cripples our confidence that we're actually good enough through a self-fulfilling loop of doubt and despite the fact that we know this, we say things to ourselves like "I wish I could be better at this" and continue on doing it as if we can't[/quote] I feel that, it's been one of the major things i've been working on overcoming this year. I think one of the biggest issues for me was body image, it fucked with my head when I was trying to be socail and made me less confident, which lead to all sorts of inefficiency. I couldn't comfortably go outside in a t-shirt, my entire wardrobe was affected. Since then I've been getting an hour of exercise 6 days a week, and these changes are allowing me to become more self reliant and confident in most social situations. It's strange, so much is going against breaking out of that pattern. When I first started I kept comparing myself to the other guys that I saw going around. In order to change anything the most effort has to go into the initial push, then it becomes easier over time. Life has a strange difficulty curve.
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;46349570]This one time me and two guys were tripping on 4-Aco-DMT in my dorm room, and my idiot friend sees some powder on my roommate's desk next to a razor blade and declares that it must be a line of some drug ready to be snorted. I didn't know what it could have been, and my friend tastes it and reports it tastes like nothing, then he just fucking snorts it, and I texted my roommate about what it was, and it was fucking creatine :v:[/QUOTE] At least he'll have a stronger nose for snorting future drugs. [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=scorpinat;46345077]lets do it[/QUOTE] For me it'd be best if we started on Saturday.
[QUOTE=explodingape;46349829]Without caffeine I become a complete mess I feel that, it's been one of the major things i've been working on overcoming this year. I think one of the biggest issues for me was body image, it fucked with my head when I was trying to be socail and made me less confident, which lead to all sorts of inefficiency. I couldn't comfortably go outside in a t-shirt, my entire wardrobe was affected. Since then I've been getting an hour of exercise 6 days a week, and these changes are allowing me to become more self reliant and confident in most social situations. It's strange, so much is going against breaking out of that pattern. When I first started I kept comparing myself to the other guys that I saw going around. In order to change anything the most effort has to go into the initial push, then it becomes easier over time. Life has a strange difficulty curve.[/QUOTE] my reminder to myself that looks don't matter is, have you ever met a relatively mediocre or otherwise considerably physically ugly person that you found particularly awesome to be around, have as a friend, or even found yourself sexually attracted too granted, if they were particularly downright off putting in appearance, it'd have an effect on that attractiveness, but I find with those kinda girls it rarely even matters what they're wearing (though something nice is always bonus points) then compare that to people that are downright absolutely smackbang gorgeous but you just cannot fucking stand to be around, for whatever reason, it's just something about them as people that really becomes well... repulsive, in a sense, surely you've met or come across some people like this at some point or another, male or female put yourself in their shoes, it doesn't matter at which end of the physical attractiveness scale you are, just imagine what their thoughts and attitudes must be like from an internal perspective; the beauty lies within, always, the surface is completely superficial, though not completely pointless in itself, "don't judge a book by it's cover" comes to mind in this sense better off worrying about what your blurb has to say about you, tbh, not that you should worry too much! edit: trimming because focus and writing walls of text
School is two hours and thirty minutes away. I fell asleep at ten and I woke up at four. I am gonna drink some wine.
Nothing to do at work now while waiting for a truck so I'm just laying on an excavator looking at clouds. Getting paid for this :v:
[QUOTE=explodingape;46349829]Without caffeine I become a complete mess I feel that, it's been one of the major things i've been working on overcoming this year. I think one of the biggest issues for me was body image, it fucked with my head when I was trying to be socail and made me less confident, which lead to all sorts of inefficiency. I couldn't comfortably go outside in a t-shirt, my entire wardrobe was affected. Since then I've been getting an hour of exercise 6 days a week, and these changes are allowing me to become more self reliant and confident in most social situations. It's strange, so much is going against breaking out of that pattern. When I first started I kept comparing myself to the other guys that I saw going around. In order to change anything the most effort has to go into the initial push, then it becomes easier over time. Life has a strange difficulty curve.[/QUOTE] Man I can totally sympathise there, I've only just started getting into a workout routine. Thing is a little over a year ago I got an injury to my hand that stopped me from doing much at all to keep my upper body in shape. It's gradually healed and I'm ready to start strengthening again, but as someone whose identity was largely based around being athletic for much of my life, being out of shape has seriously affected my self-esteem. As soon as my arm is strong enough to support my body weight consistently without injury, I'm getting right back into parkour and yoga. An upside of being fit again is that I'll be able to dance longer at festivals :v:
Smokenze weeden ist bien everze dayzanen.
got a pizza comin' out the oven at 1:35 holla
took some shrooms last night, third time on them, still love em. i spent a lot of the night sat in a small (cozy) shed with 5 other people then we went out and roamed the town at about 3am, finally fell asleep at 6-ish. it's a fun trip, it took a while to kick in but as soon as i ripped my first bong it suddenly hit me and i was tripping balls all night
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Well, it's finally happened, fellas. Im addicted to nicotine.
lol last night me and my brother decided to pick up a handle of fireball we killed half of it in 20 minutes and killed the bottle in an hour. We were simultaneously proud and disapointed at this fact.....we should probably reevaluate our drinking lol
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46351218]Well, it's finally happened, fellas. Im addicted to nicotine.[/QUOTE] One of us, one of us In all seriousness though, dont beat yourself up over it, at least youre willing to admit its an addiction, and admittably its a pesky one at that, the more you stress out about it the tighter its grip on you gets, the trick to minimizin your smoking is not fighting the addiction head on but literally just keeping yourself occupied, focused on other things and being as relaxed as possible. A tricky feat, admittably, but it can definitely be done if you truly want to quit it at some point, the problem with saying things like 'i want to quit' i found, even when i genuinely felt that way, is that its essentially lying to yourself due to the nature of the addiction, your mind and body absolutely do not want to quit, and any thoughts otherwise are easentially kidding yourself to some degree or another; ironically so this does not make it impossible to quit at all, i had to embrace the same kind of fact when i quit meth, that i loved it and didnt really want to quit but for my greater good in terms of physical, mental, social and overall well being i absolutely had to cut myself off from all my sources and give it up by doing different things with my life, admittably i still occasionally entertain the thought from time to time but now im in a much better place than i was then and though its fun to entertain the thought and even joke about it with mates or others, i know better than to let myself head down that path again, ive had it offerred to me since then and easily said no because of that . A large part of what got me through it in the end was constant self expression and seeking to understand myself better, very much including this forum to actually share my thoughts and experiences, as well as the community feedback. These kinda psychological addictions are a real fucking cunt and ive basically completely failed my last cigarette quit attempt that i made a while back, i dont particularly smoke more than i did, but i dont particularly smoke less... just depends on what i do with my days and i find the biggest culprit for my comsumption of it is quite literally boredom and stress, and having them readily available to cope So on that note; i did find weed helped me take a few days off from them in the past, for that very reason (but also i just feel like cigs cause more stress and physical nastiness when im high/stoned) I dont really have the option to spend a week on weed these days to try to get away from cigarettes that way so im going the alt route and filling my time as best i can with time consuming activities that offer a greater sense of reward. They may be stressful in the moment but once i get through them that state of satisfaction and relaxation triumphs what cigarettes offer me, and smoking in that 'i accomplished/succeeded at something' really seems to negate that state and throw me back into an artificial stress loop if ya know what i mean [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=PandaJuggernaut;46351375]lol last night me and my brother decided to pick up a handle of fireball we killed half of it in 20 minutes and killed the bottle in an hour. We were simultaneously proud and disapointed at this fact.....we should probably reevaluate our drinking lol[/QUOTE] Whiskey kicks ass but if you learn how to pace yourself its that much better cause a single bottle will last many drinking sessioms. Its fun to get plastered but in the future try spacing out your individual drinks (shots or on the rocks or with coke, whatever) by 10-20 minutes of seperation. Youd be surprised how far small quantities can go On the plus side ive not yet had an unbearable hangover or even vomited from drinking too much whiskey, and believe me when i say there were times i drank way too much, Its by far and large my favorite kind of spirit/liquor but ive not yet tried the fireball for the same reason as your post; a mate of mine highly warned me against it on the basis that i will very likely finish the bottle or come close to it once ive cracked it open, and it seems to be a common trend
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46351218]Well, it's finally happened, fellas. Im addicted to nicotine.[/QUOTE] I'd be there too if I could only get e-juice in this city state.
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46351218]Well, it's finally happened, fellas. Im addicted to nicotine.[/QUOTE] Welcome to the club!
You know you have a problem when half your dealers cut you off..
Last night was good Like, [I]really good[/I], holy shit
I remember when my bf and I did 25i-nbome together. On the comedown, our eyes had yellow and red refractions from our irises. We were sitting at the table talking and enjoying the fact that we weren't peaking anymore, when his dad walks in, looks us straight in the eyes and stops dead in his tracks. He asked us "Is everything, did you see a ghost or something?" We replied. "No, we [I]are[/I] the ghosts." "Yeah, you two look like fucking ghosts right now. Tripping." Is it weird for your eyes to change color when coming up, plateauing, and coming down? It happens when I smoke, too, apparently. baseline: dark gray/light blue come-up: light gray/deeper blue peak: little-no gray/deep bright blue come-down: dark gray/light blue
fuck you [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] i won't do what you tell me
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drunk and listening to arbitrary music at 90db face [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] gimme something i can slam up the volume to [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] yes and please thank [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] great now im stuck listening to this [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=smGIswITvVU[/media] your inaction has caused this is everyone's fault except mine are YOU HAPPY [editline]28th October 2014[/editline] becuz i know i am
[t]http://i.imgur.com/zA1Dc5S.jpg[/t] Gold bars lol
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