The weed man gave me more weed than I exptected and I got crazy high
-snip- should use the music thread for this lol
[QUOTE=D:\;46361603]hey dd, how are you all?
i'm kind of worried about my heart right now, on saturday i was on a coke/speed/alcohol bender (really shouldnt have mixed alcohol with all that) and i was given a $1 with a distinct scent of mephedrone so i've been sniffing at that for the past few days (very irresponsible of me, i'm not gonna do that sort of thing again) and actually getting very mild effects from it, i flushed it this morning though and it's weird, ever since that bender i've still been getting very mild euphoria and i've been active a lot too, many of the obsessive compulsive problems i had before it with my head have been greatly improved too.
last time i sniffed that note was like 9-10 hours ago and i've been feeling alright off it all day. i played a game of dota and i was playing unbelievably well.
my main point tho is that i'm kinda worried about my heart, i'm getting quite mild heart pains and i'm thinking i might go to the doctors about it, my pulse is really weak too. i'm hoping it's just something like anxiety that i'm not noticing. i do smoke a LOT, like 1 an hour. my heart's weird, i'm not healthy at all and i'm fairly chubby actually, i asked the doctor about my really low heart rate (55bpm resting) before and he just told me it was cause i'm really healthy, personally i think he was just being lazy.
i think i'll just stick to a psychedelic for halloween and give my heart a rest though definitely. thinking of it i probably wont even use anything.
edit: i'm a bit worried about telling a doctor about my drug use honestly. dunno if i want to do it. i think i'm being paranoid.[/QUOTE]
Just go to the doc and let him know what'sup. You're in the UK so it's free after all. Might as well mate.
I went through something similar and my family got a bad history of heart issues, but the doc said it was all good. Piece of mind.
[QUOTE=mrmr;46362053]Just go to the doc and let him know what'sup. You're in the UK so it's free after all. Might as well mate.
I went through something similar and my family got a bad history of heart issues, but the doc said it was all good. Piece of mind.[/QUOTE]
yeah i guess you're right, cheers mate.
Though I didn't mention drug usage to mine. Not sure what their rules are regarding logging that information.
DPH is actually really fun. I get great CEVs and right now i'm reading a book and there are blue racecars driving down the page. They're really tiny and 3D.
[editline]October 28, 2014[/editline]
and i'm in class high as fuck and some people can tell.
Anyone here have a misses who they get fked with? Person I'm speaking to at the moment went through a wreckhead stage and said she woudn't mind sniffing with me.
Dunno if I'd feel right sniffing with my misses, smoking weed is fair enough but sniffing some mdma with your girl..?
[QUOTE=mrmr;46362193]Though I didn't mention drug usage to mine. Not sure what their rules are regarding logging that information.[/QUOTE]
Maybe i should just ask about my low heart rate. If they do tests on me they'd find out as it is so i dunno what i should tell them if i'm honest.
The mild chest discomfort is probably nothing in the end anyways, it's quite intermittent, so it's probably just the smoking.
I mean i used to be quite into studying medicine, guess i still am, and 55bpm is way too low.
~i just got some codeine~
~i just got some codeine~
~i just got some codeine~
Got an inhaler too, could be useful after a particularly violent sesh. Thank you weed, couldn't have done it without my smokers cough.
[QUOTE=D:\;46362778]Maybe i should just ask about my low heart rate. If they do tests on me they'd find out as it is so i dunno what i should tell them if i'm honest.
The mild chest discomfort is probably nothing in the end anyways, it's quite intermittent, so it's probably just the smoking.[/QUOTE]
Would you consider yourself to be in good physical shape?
If they do blood tests they'll only look for things relating to the problem, they probably won't check for the presence of drugs. I'd just go down there tell them what your concern is and see how they respond, then if you feel like they could do their job better by letting them know, tell em. Maybe just say you blaze and they'd probably give you more general advice for other drugs.
Or maybe hit up that doctor guy we have here on FP zone something, ask him for advice on what you should/shouldn't share.
[QUOTE=mrmr;46362867]Would you consider yourself to be in good physical shape?
If they do blood tests they'll only look for things relating to the heart, they probably won't check for the presence of drugs.[/QUOTE]
I'm not in good physical shape no, 95kg last i checked at roughly 5ft11.
210 seems pretty average for 5'11, i'm about 260 and 5'11.5 and i'm in pretty good shape
You're too fast for my edit.
Thanks for the advice mrmr, puts my mind at ease a lot.
And i'm pretty chubby, i have a belly thats for sure.
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
I've suddenly grown a huuuuge appetite today. Ketchup crisps are so great. Prawn cocktail too. I'm actually gonna go make a sandwich now haha.
It'll be worth going mate. If you're paranoid like me you could get like a pulse oximeter and a blood pressure tester to make sure you aren't secretly dead.
They're fairly cheap.
[QUOTE=mrmr;46363011]It'll be worth going mate. If you're paranoid like me you could get like a pulse oximeter and a blood pressure tester to make sure you aren't secretly dead.
They're fairly cheap.[/QUOTE]
Alright cheers, i'll definitely get checked out tomorrow then.
But for now, i'm gonna make the greatest sandwich of all time.
made some lean, its pgood
i need to smoke, being lucid for more than a day or two makes my brain enter that overdrive state where i think and think and maybe feel too, but not in a happy way, i'm slower because i think about everything i do and say rather than just letting it flow naturally, i find myself getting angry and chastise self for allowing to become angry, because when one person is angry it upsets another person and no love or happiness is shared as a result, i cant play dota with the current meta unless i'm baked because i just get angry at mistakes i make which makes me play worse; for most people not playin games is a trivial issue but dota is to me what football (as in the one where the ball is actually shaped like a ball and you use your foot and nothin else) is to half the middle-aged men in england, i fuckin impulse bought so much expensive gaming gear just so i could up my mechanical skill but i can't do that if i dont want to play. this is what happens when i don't smoke, i turn into a psychological bottle of nitroglycerin inside with elements of hitler in his youth
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
you could count merrican football too people seem pretty jump up and party about that sort of thing when it goes well
I kind of like the analytically-slow critical thinking process, it seems to ground me in sanity
i guess you could say weed is my snickers lol
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
also please do not worry about my venty posts i use this place as a place to speak my soul because you guys are trill as fuck and getting problem off one's chest is feel good
i'm going to be 19 in 9 minutes, in 24h i will probably be extremely stoned and taking photos of this half ounce i'm scheming on
[QUOTE=teslacoil;46360869]I'll save my opiate use for when I have too much fun and break something or get injured.
There's one thing I trust the U.S. Gov't with: Keeping me away from opiates. Keep that shit locked in Ft. Knox
Also, theres only a few things that belong in my rectum and powders, pills, strips, and crystals aren't any of them.[/QUOTE]
That's fine if you don't want to do it, I'll be over here feeling awesome because I do.
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46363389]i guess you could say weed is my snickers lol
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
also please do not worry about my venty posts i use this place as a place to speak my soul because you guys are trill as fuck and getting problem off one's chest is feel good
i'm going to be 19 in 9 minutes, in 24h i will probably be extremely stoned and taking photos of this half ounce i'm scheming on[/QUOTE]
happy birthday
Tomorrow is the first day in like 2 weeks that I have no obligations.
lsd?
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
LSD it is, one vote was all that was needed.
Optimistic = 1 hit
Informative = 2 hits
Useful = 3 hits
A buddy of mine is offering me LSD wholesale price. Seems too good to be true tbh.
codeine and weed mix very nicely
I'm really nervous for the 1st
My friend's having a birthday party, and is bringing a very assorted collection of alcohol: absinthe I know for sure, and he says a mystery drink which we've narrowed down to whiskey. I am an absolute shiteweight who cannot handle my drink... oh god. :v:
Plus, I'll probably be drinking on the 31st as well... :v:
[QUOTE=Bleach Qeef;46361724]weed definitely makes me more introverted[/QUOTE]
I actually can't tell if it makes me more or less introverted
Today I haven't smoked and I'm definitely feeling waaay better, from both the afterglow I get the day after smoking, and my anti-depressants not getting blocked out
Also my mind feels much clearer now. Although I like the altered thinking, it doesn't work 24/7 for me
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46364848]I actually can't tell if it makes me more or less introverted
Today I haven't smoked and I'm definitely feeling waaay better, from both the afterglow I get the day after smoking, and my anti-depressants not getting blocked out
Also my mind feels much clearer now. Although I like the altered thinking, it doesn't work 24/7 for me[/QUOTE]
You do it long enough and continuously enough and it ceases to be altered thinking and becomes, to you, normal thought. Reality becomes your alternate world.
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46363389]i guess you could say weed is my snickers lol
[editline]29th October 2014[/editline]
also please do not worry about my venty posts i use this place as a place to speak my soul because you guys are trill as fuck and getting problem off one's chest is feel good
i'm going to be 19 in 9 minutes, in 24h i will probably be extremely stoned and taking photos of this half ounce i'm scheming on[/QUOTE]
Happy birthday mate.
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