• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Would you guys be for the idea of a drugs discussion hangout? I could invite anyone who wants in and you could talk in real time from your phone or computer. Its like an irc basically.
[QUOTE=Bleach Qeef;46362889]210 seems pretty average for 5'11, i'm about 260 and 5'11.5 and i'm in pretty good shape[/QUOTE] I'm 160 at 6'0 [editline]29th October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46363389]i guess you could say weed is my snickers lol [editline]29th October 2014[/editline] also please do not worry about my venty posts i use this place as a place to speak my soul because you guys are trill as fuck and getting problem off one's chest is feel good i'm going to be 19 in 9 minutes, in 24h i will probably be extremely stoned and taking photos of this half ounce i'm scheming on[/QUOTE] Happy birthday! [editline]29th October 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=ZenX2;46364848]I actually can't tell if it makes me more or less introverted Today I haven't smoked and I'm definitely feeling waaay better, from both the afterglow I get the day after smoking, and my anti-depressants not getting blocked out Also my mind feels much clearer now. Although I like the altered thinking, it doesn't work 24/7 for me[/QUOTE] When I am sober I think too much about too many things, all at once, and it doesn't do well with my depression. I constantly think of horrible shit, and actually fall in love with doing so. When I am high or drunk, are really the only times I can break out of my mind to complete tasks. When I'm sober, I can hardly leave my bed. And now that I have sleeping pills, I may actually get some sleeping done while in my bed.
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46363310]i need to smoke, being lucid for more than a day or two makes my brain enter that overdrive state where i think and think and maybe feel too, but not in a happy way, i'm slower because i think about everything i do and say rather than just letting it flow naturally, i find myself getting angry and chastise self for allowing to become angry, because when one person is angry it upsets another person and no love or happiness is shared as a result, i cant play dota with the current meta unless i'm baked because i just get angry at mistakes i make which makes me play worse; for most people not playin games is a trivial issue but dota is to me what football (as in the one where the ball is actually shaped like a ball and you use your foot and nothin else) is to half the middle-aged men in england, i fuckin impulse bought so much expensive gaming gear just so i could up my mechanical skill but i can't do that if i dont want to play. this is what happens when i don't smoke, i turn into a psychological bottle of nitroglycerin inside with elements of hitler in his youth [/QUOTE] This. Though not with dota, used to be really bad with l4d2 and cs, but not as bad anymore. Now I have little interest in just about everything as its not solving my issues, can't really enjoy anything with it hanging over me. Either time is going to sort it out or I'm going to be in exactly the same situation in a month and I'll be trying again. I really hate this guesswork, but either its going to work or it isn't and I can't really accelerate it, but can't move on from this thought cycle. Keeping off weed for the weekdays as the last thing I want is to be is content with this nothingness and have the month go by and then be back here.
Picked up 3 grams of hash oil, gonna have a hell of a night
Anxiety is the biggest problem I face when trying to make music. Just gotta keep trying and learn
[QUOTE=zach1193;46363513]That's fine if you don't want to do it, I'll be over here feeling awesome because I do.[/QUOTE] I'm already dependent on cannabinoids. I know I have an addictive personality, so I'll enjoy my memories of snorting china white with my bf for now. I'll keep myself away from opiate dependence and all it entails. It's not like I have any constant pain to be rid of anyways, my woes are just mental and emotional, fortunately, so its not like stimulants, psychedelics, anti-psychotics, sedative hypnotics, and everything in between aren't fair game. The only exception I can think of is lacing blunts with codeine, but that's only when I'm really sick, like I said. Not trying to tell anyone else they shouldn't but I watched my father go through it and a couple friends, and I know myself enough to know I shouldn't fuck around with it.
I have a hard time express my thoughts in text because I don’t think in the way that I speak or write. These thoughts are all in my head so I ty and assimilate thme into patterns but it never works out quite right because they aren’t my words. they are the words that fit the pattern of speach, of language. why don’t I just speak my mind straight to the paper? I sit up. Fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck the world at large. Wonderful fucking morning, isn’t it. Ahhh. shit time to get up. damn I swear a lot in my head. Oh well. Hupp.. Okay legs to the bathroom. Hold on dick, we’re heading. over! Toilet zipper, unpack, fire. bullseye. aaaahhhhh. mmmmmmm. shake shake shake. tuck, twitch and wash them hands off. Fuck, we're out of paper towels, and soap. Damn it. Rinse and wipe on pants. walk to door. open up with right hand and try to defend myself from the kid who walks in at the same time with my left. Who else needs a shower at 7:00? wal down hall, swipe, beep beep beep, chunk, shagunk squeeek. Ahh, there’s the shower bag. Grab, shwoochunkbam. Eh. Hope that doesn’t wake anyone up. Trot trot trot, push… squeek, ahow light, blink shake head, step over puddle, assess stalls for other nakie guys. see no nakie guys. satisfaction that am alone. Drop shorts. Turn on shower. Drape towel over hanger. get show shit aranged on NEW SHELVES! Step into scalding hot water. Scream like little bitch in head and turn down the heat. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh…… So warm. Mmmmm. Open cap on shampoo. Put dime, no, penny sized drop on hand. Close bottle with back of hand and put back. very important so water doesn’t go inside the bottle. i don’t want diluted fucking soap indescernible grumbling. slight smirk. lather’s up hair. should have used a dime drop. oh well. washes out soap. opens up soap container and starts rubbing soap on skin. yeah, that’s right you fucking towel users, this guy rubs soap right onto his fucking skin! oh! whatcho gon’ do!? Left arm fully lathered. Back left. chest, abs, and nether regions. they get scrubbed. don’t want no fucking smell from the ass all day. Legs next. feet. one at at time, shwip, splat of flip flop flopping off scrubba scrubba foot clea! back in flippy flop! swooopshieshishzle. foot back in flippy flop. shwip shlooplash scrubba scrubba foot clean! kersplooshelquiggy qguiggysherplop. On! right arm now, shrub rubba and whoosh swhishy grab towel wrap around body and step back into stall. Shwishkachinga.Rubba rubba shfff shff shff. Now between the shoulders, legs, lower back, wrap waist. Whisclick clacktshyish drop towl real fast grab undies pull ‘em on and we’re safe. Smick smack schewessk my feet are so wet now. oh, door. grab thunk, wheekshababaaba. badoom. Shufffa sqhelcke shpaltcipen shmaeyck. Swipe, beeebity beebity beeebity boop chunk shawunk, swing shut behind and…. close scene.
Tonight I took about 10mg of oxycodone, now its time to all the hairs out of my face for pain seems to add to the high. I also end up looking awesome handsome after the red goes away too. So much easier then shaving every day.
Listening 5o the police scanner again, sounds like a manhunt and theyre sending a dog on him. [editline]29th October 2014[/editline] Also I am REALLY high, 3 dabs and a bowl of some white widow
[QUOTE=valkery;46366080]I have a hard time express my thoughts in text because I don’t think in the way that I speak or write. These thoughts are all in my head so I ty and assimilate thme into patterns but it never works out quite right because they aren’t my words. they are the words that fit the pattern of speach, of language. why don’t I just speak my mind straight to the paper? [/QUOTE] Why you don't speak your mind straight to paper I do not know. I would suggest you take like 5 minutes of your day and just write down all the thoughts that come in to your conscious mind. Visualize them leaving your mind once you write it down. From my experience thoughts don't have a pattern their more like steps.
welp it's officially my 24th birthday picked up a half O of green crack and got 2 handles one of fireball and one of apple pie (everclear apple cider/juice and cinnamon) my GF's coming over later today and by this time tomorrow I plan on being proper plastered. Today is gonna be a good fucking day
[QUOTE=DELL;46366164]Why you don't speak your mind straight to paper I do not know. I would suggest you take like 5 minutes of your day and just write down all the thoughts that come in to your conscious mind. Visualize them leaving your mind once you write it down. From my experience thoughts don't have a pattern their more like steps.[/QUOTE] That wall of text is me transcribing into paper exactly what I i think, hear and feel in the morning as I go and take a shower down the hall from my room. It is thought transcribed to paper.
[QUOTE=Zombie man70;46365440]Would you guys be for the idea of a drugs discussion hangout? I could invite anyone who wants in and you could talk in real time from your phone or computer. Its like an irc basically.[/QUOTE] [url=http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1273995]There's one already, link is in this thread.[/url]
My shroom trip ended a couple hours ago. That was my first time and I love it!! I ate an 1/8 and tripped for seven hours. I wrote down so many interesting things and I feel as if I have learned a lot from this experience.
The girl I love is changing because of weed. When we first started speaking she'd slowed down on weed and after a week speaking to me she stopped, and I was really proud of her because she'd been to rehab last year for weed and alcohol addiction. She cared about me and she always showed it. However recently she's started smoking weed again, and not even just a little. Since she started smoking weed, she'd wake up really late in the day, say goodmorning to me briefly before meeting up with her connect, getting stoned for the rest of the day, come home and speak to me for an hour before sleeping. It's like she only wants to speak to me when she has a problem, she doesn't show she cares about me anymore, and I've been trying so hard for her. I don't know what to do, because she's under the illusion that weed is harmless, and that she's not changed.
first and foremost, tell her if she wants to get stoned every day for the rest of her life she's free to do so but tell her to at least keep it at home and that you're okay with it; and discourage her from spending all her time at her dealer's house (many reasons for this) then, smoke with her on a daily basis and give her the best sex she's ever gotten out of you for a week or two(for added plow throw some amphetamine in the mix) finally, stop doing drugs and stop sexing it up until she at least minimises her smoking to once a night or something like that you know, that, or don't try to manipulate/take control over someone elses life, probably the best option if you love her enough you'll accept her and be there for her no matter what she's going through truthfully, but that kind of love can be detrimental to yourself, so please, whatever happens, worry about your self first and foremost and what you truly want and how you truly feel.
[QUOTE=FreddiRox!;46367009]The girl I love is changing because of weed. When we first started speaking she'd slowed down on weed and after a week speaking to me she stopped, and I was really proud of her because she'd been to rehab last year for weed and alcohol addiction. She cared about me and she always showed it. However recently she's started smoking weed again, and not even just a little. Since she started smoking weed, she'd wake up really late in the day, say goodmorning to me briefly before meeting up with her connect, getting stoned for the rest of the day, come home and speak to me for an hour before sleeping. It's like she only wants to speak to me when she has a problem, she doesn't show she cares about me anymore, and I've been trying so hard for her. I don't know what to do, because she's under the illusion that weed is harmless, and that she's not changed.[/QUOTE] Jesus you sound exactly like an online text based male version of my girlfriend
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46367400]Jesus you sound exactly like an online text based male version of my girlfriend[/QUOTE] and how does your girlfriends attitude make you feel /b/rother, purely for contextual reference here
woah [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JykJrVbCMuM[/media]
ive been on the verge of greening out a lot recently, like every other time i smoke weed i end up feeling uneasy time for a break?
I wish tittles would come back, I miss his stories.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46367432]and how does your girlfriends attitude make you feel /b/rother, purely for contextual reference here[/QUOTE] well, it doesn't feel good that's for sure. i know that she is just looking out for me and only wants me to be the best person that i can. i can't shake this feeling of guilt though. i spend a lot of time with my friends/dealer as freddy's girl does and i also don't pay enough attention to my so. i just don't have the will, power or energy to change my ways. what i can tell you is that people change, with or without weed, and maybe her actions are a sign that maybe everything isn't up to par in her life. don't stress her but show love and affection instead. let her know how much she means to you and that you want to help her doing the best here in life. [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] tomorrow i'm going to be picking up 1,3g of mxe and 25-35mg of 2c-b for a little under $35. fair price?
Yall voted for 3 hits, crazy mother fuckers. Ima be trippin for 15 hours Some of these candies were dropped with 2 hits, so I might actually be taking anywhere from 3-6 hits [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] I'm just gonna take 1 [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] +0:00- dropped one watermelon slice
[QUOTE=cody8295;46368247]Yall voted for 3 hits, crazy mother fuckers. Ima be trippin for 15 hours Some of these candies were dropped with 2 hits, so I might actually be taking anywhere from 3-6 hits [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] I'm just gonna take 1 [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] +0:00- dropped one watermelon slice[/QUOTE] im coming down from 350 mics myself, enjoy the cosmic funkiness
enjoy the ride matey!
This is my wake and bake view [t]http://i.imgur.com/pyg45yF.jpg[/t] I wish I had a proper camera on me right now
Took a walk to get a drink from the gas station. WOahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] hahahahaha [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] i love this madness [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] if only wish there was some substrate through which i could send this message of disorganization
[QUOTE=cody8295;46368382]Took a walk to get a drink from the gas station. WOahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] hahahahaha [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] i love this madness[/QUOTE] have fun :) on another note, i've never directly got anything anything other than weed sorted on my own since i've always had a middleman, so I have no clue what I'm supposed to text my guy to see if i can get my hands on some molly. hmm.
this seems way to much for only an hour in, deff got a double hit lmao [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] now im certain i've been double dosed!!! [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] these effects are miraculous [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] The magical mystery tour is coming to take me awayyyy [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] I wrote down my own hidden agendas [editline]30th October 2014[/editline] this list will come in handy
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