Got high, just started with world of warcraft again
fuck
[QUOTE=jomt1234;46372041]Got high, just started with world of warcraft again
fuck[/QUOTE]
I lasted a month before getting bored of the way the game plays now and quitting again.
Lost my 2cb and acid source. Halloween ruined for my friends, oops. Must be time to get some K.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46368686]lookie lookie, pretty colours.
[url]https://haxiomic.github.io/GPU-Fluid-Experiments/html5/?q=UltraHigh[/url][/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=jomt1234;46370597]This one is also pretty pretty :v:
[url]http://existenz.se/out.php?id=110912[/url][/QUOTE]
These together lost me some valuable time I could have used for other things dammit!
In other news, while EXTREMELY high on painkillers and dabs I had a panic attack and freaked out but to make myself calm down I just put myself to work on something creative. This is what came about in notepad:
[QUOTE]animes are trading cards for otakus
they're all have some things in common
they're done in a bunch of different styles
Anime writers often mix and match different themes and styles that are often very different
"Have you seen A, B, or C?"
"I've seen B, But what's C about?"
"Oh you should watch it if you liked D"
"D was pretty good, What did you think of A?"
"The animation wasn't really my style."
"Mhmm"(Nods head)
"You like mechas?"
"Ehhh... Guran Laggan and Code Geass are the exeptions"
"Classic"
"You seen the second season of F?"
"Dude that prison door is so close to breaking holy crap"
(Excited gestures)
It's like I'VE SEEN SO MANY ANIMES BIOTCH + sharing animes you think are good to a fellow critiquer of animes
This has happened time and time again to me at competitions and performances and clubs and school
(am I a genious or just high)
Also stop doing pills seriously dude[/QUOTE]
These are great days we're living, bros. We are jolly green giants, walking the Earth with guns
If anyone wants an Evolve PC referral code (for the alpha access which startes oct 31 tonight into nov 3) pm me. Not sure if you will be allowed in immediately but they said it was instant.
rippin' a shottie in ro's honor for his birthday
Dabs are awesome
dd, what is the most effective use of my avb right now? i have maybe .5
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it smells like hairspray and wood oh boy
So, DD, it's sad to say but I'm going to be moving on from living a lifestyle alongside of drug usage. I'm going to sober up until a later point in life when I have less to worry about. It was great while it lasted guys. See ya :)
[QUOTE=OneFourth;46373212]dd, what is the most effective use of my avb right now? i have maybe .5
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it smells like hairspray and wood oh boy[/QUOTE]
Smoke it, it's what I do
Is ZzzQuil fine for dosing, the only active ingredient listed is Diphenhydramine Hydrochloride (DPH). They're 25 mg each. I do use them for sleeping, but I want to have a little fun (I know most probably don't think it's fun).
I don't want to use too many of them so do you think 6 pills will do anything worth while?
6 * 25mg = [b]150mg[/b]
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Well I did it anyways. Impending doom..
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Probably the worst time for fucking Bon Jovi to be playing in my head. I haven't even heard his in at least a year or two (yes I've avoided the radio that long).
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Whoa, we're half way there
s
[QUOTE=Exigent;46373651]So, DD, it's sad to say but I'm going to be moving on from living a lifestyle alongside of drug usage. I'm going to sober up until a later point in life when I have less to worry about. It was great while it lasted guys. See ya :)[/QUOTE]
Don't forget the lessons they taught you, and remember to come back and say hi once in a while. It never hurts to remember your past.
Have fun Exigent.
[QUOTE=Exigent;46373651]So, DD, it's sad to say but I'm going to be moving on from living a lifestyle alongside of drug usage. I'm going to sober up until a later point in life when I have less to worry about. It was great while it lasted guys. See ya :)[/QUOTE]
We will miss you dude. Come visit us now and then.
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And sudden DPH rush. Oh shit
[QUOTE=cody8295;46372616]These are great days we're living, bros. We are jolly green giants, walking the Earth with guns[/QUOTE]
I fucking love that movie.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46374825]We will miss you dude. Come visit us now and then.
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And sudden DPH rush. Oh shit[/QUOTE]
Music is gr8 on low doses of DPH
also 150mg produces some really subtle interesting hallucinations for me, lots of movement on the sides of objects and in the peripheral field.
[QUOTE=de;46374854]Music is gr8 on low doses of DPH
also 150mg produces some really subtle interesting hallucinations for me, lots of movement on the sides of objects and in the peripheral field.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, I'm really digging music at the moment. Seems my insomnia is still over powering the drowsiness, I don't feel at all tired. My limbs feel slightly numb, among other common effects.
I forget the amount I did the only other time I've tripped on DPH, I think it was around 200-250mg, and I had a bunch of hallucinated conversations and such.
also toking up in memory of Exigent, be sure to pop your head back in occassionally
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[QUOTE=Joscpe;46374878]Yeah, I'm really digging music at the moment. Seems my insomnia is still over powering the drowsiness, I don't feel at all tired. My limbs feel slightly numb, among other common effects.
I forget the amount I did the only other time I've tripped on DPH, I think it was around 200-250mg, and I had a bunch of hallucinated conversations and such.[/QUOTE]
DPH is weird in that it doesn't some people all that tired at recreational levels, 50mg makes me more tired than 150mg tbh
also I've never encountered any audio hallucinations yet, just people walking into my room and then vaporizing.
God damn it, i was making ramen and i accidentally poured boiling spicy ramen broth all over my fucking hand. Fuck me i need a bowl right about now.
Peace Exigent
Do you think the Blair Witch is down to party?
Out of drugs....
damn so this is what its like being poor
today i'm hopefully going to buy 1,4g of mxe and 100mg of 2cb for around $35
good pricing or am i paying too much?
so this is going to sound terrible...
I abused my meds again, this time I don't know how or if i'm going to recover because holy shit,
I'm literally down to 32 pills left, I started with 100 on tuesday; after an all night binge until just before work today,
I had 80 when I started the binge (so I was kinda overshooting off the get go, what the fuck)
now i'm crashing and i had to call my shift off (half an hour before it started) because of the stimulant crash depression fucking with me
that's so bad... I expect i'm going to have some ridiculous fucking tolerance to it as a result,
why did I ever snort it in the first place, god fucking damnit
hopefully this crash will be enough to teach me my lesson about it,
don't overfeed the fucking dopamine demon, cause he gets hungrier and hungrier when you do
dunno if I should bring it up with the psychiatrist, might express that I started snorting it, despite telling myself I wouldn't fuck around with it, and things got out of hand really quickly to my doc and see if I can get on the long release form instead
thing is, that might contraindicate me from getting any stimulant medication at all anymore
one way or another,
No more. I always say 'no more' but in my mind, it's always been 'as of tomorrow'. This time, i'm starting as of right now.
I could have more meds to balance me out and go into work, but fuck that. It'll just fuel the cycle further at this point
I had one job, one fucking job...
and i've gone and fucked it up even after the last time, god damnit
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46375251]today i'm hopefully going to buy 1,4g of mxe and 100mg of 2cb for around $35
good pricing or am i paying too much?[/QUOTE]
Good price as long as it's reasonably pure. That's about what I'd expect to pay just for the mxe.
Im currently waiting at the emergency room, holding in got some mates with me god bless.
Fuck dude, what happened.
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Hope you're allright.
Just picked up fk loads of tramadol, never tried them before but I heard that combined with smoke is fking great so may have to pick up smoke later and try that
Good morning fellow brits
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46375655]Im currently waiting at the emergency room, holding in got some mates with me god bless.[/QUOTE]
Hope you're safe n sound mate.
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[QUOTE=D:\;46375817]Good morning fellow brits[/QUOTE]
Good morning from the land of Pizza.
Parents just left to go away for the weekend time to hotbox my room before work. Got a crazy party tonight with a 5-6 piece rig and all my mates are mixing, its gonna be madness. Also I'm dressing up as Hunter S Thompson for it, as my brother has the bucket hat, glasses, shirt and cigarette. It should be a eventful night.
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