• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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At times, I wonder why.
Fuck a 6am shift
Went to a party, it was alright. Got super baked though. Crazy night overall
Yeah I over reacted a bit cause she doesn't even use it..just annoying how she said she'd call to tell me if she's going or not, but really dit even tell me so I had to wait till 1 in the morning just to find out wtf is going on and shit.
Dr. Bean, you are way too clingy
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46382991]Yeah I over reacted a bit cause she doesn't even use it..just annoying how she said she'd call to tell me if she's going or not, but really dit even tell me so I had to wait till 1 in the morning just to find out wtf is going on and shit.[/QUOTE] i've got no idea what to tell you mate, but you're currently running your life into the ground cause of a text based relationship ending. it might seem like the world is ending to you, but trust me man, you just need some clarity in life. stop trying to numb yourself and allow your self to actually [B]FEEL[/B]. it's completely normal to be depressed after what you've been through, and by not allowing yourself to go through the pain and thoughts, that normally comes by when you breakup, you're only postponing the shitty mood and dragging it out. if i were your mate i would take you by the neck and fucking force you out the house to hang out with me. you need something to distract your mind, that's not drugs. i'm really sorry if i'm pissing on you by posting this, but it's because i'm worried about your health. i would like to think you would be posting something along these lines if i started slipping with my mdma use for an example. lift your head mate, there's a whole life out there waiting to be lived out.
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46382991]Yeah I over reacted a bit cause she doesn't even use it..just annoying how she said she'd call to tell me if she's going or not, but really dit even tell me so I had to wait till 1 in the morning just to find out wtf is going on and shit.[/QUOTE] Go outside. Stop worrying about her. You're just repeatedly fucking yourself over a girl you never even met in person. pls stop pls -on a lighter note, I figured out why my ex and I wouldn't work: I won't fist-fight him til we fuck? It didn't help that I wouldn't worship him or let him go full-blown alcoholic. He'll figure it out in time hopefully. Great two years, but its better us just being friends. Unfortunately for him, without me constantly around, his multiple personalities and "magic" are coming back, he's taking trazadone to sleep and control his mood, but it's still in his blood when he gets drunk on the weekend.. Going hill-climbing up a mountain trail with my father and step-mother today. I'm driving my pos hyundai behind his legacy hoping to keep up without all-wheel drive.
man, i cant wait for this semester to be over
does most people on here test what they buy? I mean Ive always just done whatever I ask for, if I want mud/ket then Ill just do it soon as the dealer gives it to me no tests or what. Is that being a dirty cunt or what?
It's being an irresponsible drug user
As a depressed person, I've been considering getting antidepressants, which are still drugs. Does anyone have any experience with them? What do they do to you on a day to day basis? Would you consider it something light like cold medicine, or something stronger? Is there any risk of potential withdrawal symptoms?
I've heard some stories of people coming out of long-term anti-depressant use even more depressed than when they started. I'd stay away from those synthetic feels
[QUOTE=Battledrobe;46384696]As a depressed person, I've been considering getting antidepressants, which are still drugs. Does anyone have any experience with them? What do they do to you on a day to day basis? Would you consider it something light like cold medicine, or something stronger? Is there any risk of potential withdrawal symptoms?[/QUOTE] out of experience it will just numb all thoughts, it made me feel even more worthless.. and yes, most ssri's have withdrawal symptons go for a healthy experience to deal with depression
[QUOTE=scorpinat;46384709]out of experience it will just numb all thoughts, it made me feel even more worthless.. and yes, most ssri's have withdrawal symptons go for a healthy experience to deal with depression[/QUOTE] What's a "healthy experience" supposed to be? With my time schedule, workload, and my lack of motivation, I'm not really in any situation to have a "healthy experience", sadly.
drink 8 glasses of water a day work out a few times a week meditate stop watching the news spend your free time outside love everybody unconditionally even if you have to fake it
[QUOTE=cody8295;46384793]drink 8 glasses of water a day work out a few times a week meditate stop watching the news spend your free time outside love everybody unconditionally even if you have to fake it[/QUOTE] nothing to add here, except smoking dmt
[QUOTE=cody8295;46384793]drink 8 glasses of water a day work out a few times a week meditate stop watching the news spend your free time outside love everybody unconditionally even if you have to fake it[/QUOTE] Is that supposed to help cure depression? I have my doubts. Also, I don't know what dmt is, but I've never done drugs before - I'm not sure I want to start now, especially with illegal stuff.
[QUOTE=Battledrobe;46384905]Is that supposed to help cure depression? I have my doubts. Also, I don't know what dmt is, but I've never done drugs before - I'm not sure I want to start now, especially with illegal stuff.[/QUOTE] Practicing these things will create a routine that will eliminate stress and hopefully lead to a more fulfilling life, which can ultimately decrease depression, but idk, I've never been badly depressed
[QUOTE=cody8295;46384703]I've heard some stories of people coming out of long-term anti-depressant use even more depressed than when they started. I'd stay away from those synthetic feels[/QUOTE] My friend told me to get on some. He said it really helps him. But I'm not sure that's what I want. I think there's no chance of finding happiness at this point. When I was young, I told myself multiple times, if I'm not happy by the age of 25, I should just give up on living. [editline]1st November 2014[/editline] I let more of my thoughts and habits slip out to others. I don't know why, I think it's a sign of me giving up. Oh well.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46384922]Practicing these things will create a routine that will eliminate stress and hopefully lead to a more fulfilling life, which can ultimately decrease depression, but idk, I've never been badly depressed[/QUOTE] I really don't have the time or motivation to medidate, or work out. I also can't spend all my free time outside, and when I do have free time it's usually nighttime anyway. That's why I was considering antidepressants - it'd be a lot handier for me for my treatment to come in medicine form.
meditation is easy enough to do for 5 or 10 minutes as you lay in bed before sleep, working out can include walking the long way to your destination, etc. you've got to change your habits if you expect to change your mindset
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46385002]My friend told me to get on some. He said it really helps him. But I'm not sure that's what I want. I think there's no chance of finding happiness at this point. When I was young, I told myself multiple times, if I'm not happy by the age of 25, I should just give up on living. [editline]1st November 2014[/editline] I let more of my thoughts and habits slip out to others. I don't know why, I think it's a sign of me giving up. Oh well.[/QUOTE] let me tell you, once you start certain meds you will never quit the meds without a visit to the Psychiatric hospital. go see a doctor and tell him what you are feeling
Going to a huge party with my mate tonight. Its gonna be fun! - I might try coke for the frist time. Not sure though:)
i got absolutely ripped last night, must have smoked a good 6 grams or so, and somehow ended up smoking with one of the biggest dealers in my area without even realizing until he told me who he was, and then later on in the house he was snorting coke with some other dudes and he sneezed and coke went [I]everywhere[/I] and he got a nosebleed and then knocked over two glasses full of water on the carpet and everyone flipped out at him and i just burst out laughing and they all turned and looked at me funny so yeah halloween was cool [editline] . [/editline] [QUOTE=Battledrobe;46385034]That's why I was considering antidepressants - it'd be a lot handier for me for my treatment to come in medicine form.[/QUOTE] don't take anti depressants, in my experience with them they just made me feel numb and emotionless, which lead me to be even more depressed because i couldn't feel anything, and i ended up just being really lazy and not wanting to get out of bed and eating a lot of junk food which overall decreased my health and caused my face to break out slightly different things work for different people, definitely try at least some of the methods mentioned above; however in my case i tend to be a lot happier in general since i started smoking weed more than i used to, ultimately you should try things that are convenient for [I]you[/I] and do what [I]you[/I] want to do, but i certainly disagree with prescription anti depressants
[QUOTE=Battledrobe;46384696]As a depressed person, I've been considering getting antidepressants, which are still drugs. Does anyone have any experience with them? What do they do to you on a day to day basis? Would you consider it something light like cold medicine, or something stronger? Is there any risk of potential withdrawal symptoms?[/QUOTE] Avoid SSRIs, but I'm on Wellbutrin which is a non-SSRI anti-depressant and it's worked wonders for me, I'm back to feeling normal but it doesn't feel synthetic at all, and the only downside/negative effect (for me at least) is that I can't abuse cough syrup [editline]1st November 2014[/editline] And like in contrast to feeling numb and emotionless, since I started I've been feel way more emotion than I did for a long time
[QUOTE=Battledrobe;46385034]I really don't have the time or motivation to medidate, or work out. I also can't spend all my free time outside, and when I do have free time it's usually nighttime anyway. That's why I was considering antidepressants - it'd be a lot handier for me for my treatment to come in medicine form.[/QUOTE] Depression is very much a state of mind problem as it is a biological problem. If you are living a totally normal life with a happy partner, good hobby, physically and mentally active, and you still get symptoms then its a good chance it's biological. In that case maybe you're brain isn't regulating correctly and you need medication to stabilize. However only drugs is usually never the solution in mental health, it is usually drugs+therapy. The drugs are designed to pull the person on the brink of suicide or non-cooperation to a point where they can participate in therapy and better themselves. Mental disorders, for the time being, are incurable and it is something you will literally have to deal with for the rest of your life. Popping some pills and expecting to suddenly do the shit you've always wanted to do is the kind of crap you see in commercials. If you really don't have the time to work out, meditate, go outside, then you don't have the time to be depressed. What I mean by that is, at what times are you feeling depressed? Is it when you are in the mist of your job while you are really thinking about something and then it hits you, or is it when you have downtime when your mind has time to race and bring yourself down, lose your drive, demotivate. You have to consider the cause of your feelings, because the way I see it, if your mind is occupied its a lot harder to fall into the demotivating, self-hate, fatigue of depression whereas if you are just bored or have nothing to do, it is easy for your mind to slip into negative thinking. Mental health care isn't exactly at the point where one can say "hey i have depression, I want to use X and Y treatment but not Z because I don't feel like it". Most of the time you need all the tools they have to offer to create a complete treatment plan because this is a life long problem. Getting better isn't as easy as just taking some meds, you have to [B]actively[/B] change your behavior and outlook on life. The best example I can think of is the smile phenomenon, where if you go out of your way to put a smile on your face you can actually feel better even if you aren't happy. By flexing the smile you trick your mind into being happy, or at least content, since there is the existing association that "oh when I'm happy I smile, if I'm smiling I must be happy". Associations like this is what you need to change in order to reduce the amount of depressive thoughts and increase motivating ones. The other example I can think of is moving on from an ex, sitting in your room crying your eyes out doesn't fix anything, whereas hanging out with your buds, getting your mind off her and onto a new girl or something helps. The only reason this response is so focused on state of mind is because you seem to be coming up with excuses as to why other solutions aren't options. I don't want to be a dick, but who doesn't have the time to at the very least meditate or take a walk outside. You gotta get rid of that mindset and adopt a more positive attitude if you really want to better yourself. Pills arent going to make you feel happy, they are just going to either numb you or simply get you to neutral. There is no "happy pill".
i just slept for 15 hours god help my sleeping pattern
yo [t]http://i.imgur.com/HVyU8BW.png[/t] i fucking love darknets
Great. Woke up and smoked a couple hits, played a match of dota then right as it's about to end my pc just shit out and idk why,something beeped then it shut off.
fuck dude i was going to conserve the ~2gs or so of weed i have left but i just got some REALLY good pizza and a coke pizza goes with weed almost as well as anime [editline]1st November 2014[/editline] oh and i got fucking bags full of chocolate and halloween candy too im rich niggas
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