spoiler tagged because i dont want to put a downer on anyones high
[sp]guy who i thought i was actually quite decent mates with and i thought he was trustworthy gave me paracetamol/acetaminophen for 50 quid, which is the second time this has happened to me, and he's probably been planning doing something like this for ages cause he owes me like 35 quid as well. the worst thing is that i'm not even mad, i mean i'm annoyed that i've spent so much money on me being dependent on drugs, and it's made me tell the college i want to leave, which i suppose is the best option since i've spent probably 2 grand of money i didn't even earn myself, the fact i didnt earn it myself is probably why im not even fucked off about it, which makes me a bit of a cunt to be honest. i realise now that none of my friends are even friends, i am ruining my life at this point and i've only just realised that maybe it is a problem i need to address, and i don't know what the fuck to do, should i quit college and start making all this money back or continue college and probably never go in because i don't enjoy it and i can't socialise properly because i'm a fucking wig out basically as i have been for basically my whole life
the fact i've actually even let it get to this point is fucking bad and i've only got myself to blame[/sp]
sorry for blogpunch
well, this is pretty hilarious
airhorn alert, get your volume down
[url]https://soundcloud.com/fjomje/xfactor-intergalactic[/url]
Great. The only way I can get bud is the other side of town, and sadly, I don't drive (usually my girlfriend gets them from her side of town then drives to me). I have money, but no drug dealers around my area. Offered one of them £5 to drive to my house, waiting for a response. I hate shit situations like this.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2Vp8dzcC4R0[/media]
trip report: monster energy
*sigh*
I know a lot of people have had the same issue as me, but I just don't enjoy weed anymore.
It's a great stress reducer, but I don't know, when you live a chill high school life you're never really "stressed". Whenever I smoke/vape I end up asking myself "Why did I even do this"
I've had my fun with it, but I think it's time I part ways from the nice little green leaf, heck, maybe take a nice long tolerance break. Maybe a smoke here and there at social events. Anyone else here can sorta relate or give me tips on how to enjoy cannabis more?
[I]Good mescaline comes on slow. The first hour is all waiting. Then about halfway through the second hour, you start cursing the creep who burned you because nothing's happening. And then - ZANG! [/I]
dosed 1mg 25i 25 minutes ago, see y'all in space
1.5 hits of this ridiculously stong shit, and 5mg of Focalin. Was very careful and gave myself a proper set and setting this time
Feeling fantastic, ready to do some work
huh, i poured some water in my empty bag of paste and drunk it and i feel much better now
not sure if this is good or bad but i have one decent hookup for amph.
if i get an apprenticeship which my college say they can help me do, then i can make money and both be able to afford things and start saving my money again. i'll also have experience so i'll be more likely to be hired in the future.
[QUOTE=thecat100;46450084]*sigh*
I know a lot of people have had the same issue as me, but I just don't enjoy weed anymore.
It's a great stress reducer, but I don't know, when you live a chill high school life you're never really "stressed". Whenever I smoke/vape I end up asking myself "Why did I even do this"
I've had my fun with it, but I think it's time I part ways from the nice little green leaf, heck, maybe take a nice long tolerance break. Maybe a smoke here and there at social events. Anyone else here can sorta relate or give me tips on how to enjoy cannabis more?[/QUOTE]
I just love blazing and playing video games, by myself or at the net cafe with my mates.
The main reason i love weed is because it makes playing games sooo much more fun
this is getting pretty crazy music is good and i need company in my space voyage
[QUOTE=bacardimaster;46450527]I just love blazing and playing video games, by myself or at the net cafe with my mates.
The main reason i love weed is because it makes playing games sooo much more fun[/QUOTE]
haha mate, i find it impossible to play video games while stoned, in dota for example my reactions are unbelievably late and the experience is just "ghuhufghfghrhugh"
basically explains weed for me, used to make me feel alright now it's just "hgghughughugh" loool
[QUOTE=thecat100;46450084]*sigh*
I know a lot of people have had the same issue as me, but I just don't enjoy weed anymore.
It's a great stress reducer, but I don't know, when you live a chill high school life you're never really "stressed". Whenever I smoke/vape I end up asking myself "Why did I even do this"
I've had my fun with it, but I think it's time I part ways from the nice little green leaf, heck, maybe take a nice long tolerance break. Maybe a smoke here and there at social events. Anyone else here can sorta relate or give me tips on how to enjoy cannabis more?[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE]Great. The only way I can get bud is the other side of town, and sadly, I don't drive (usually my girlfriend gets them from her side of town then drives to me). I have money, but no drug dealers around my area. Offered one of them £5 to drive to my house, waiting for a response. I hate shit situations like this.[/QUOTE]
Continuing from this, I now have bud, and I'm smoking a joint whilst typing this. Ahh, the good life.
@thecat100 - Have you tried smoking in an environment when your comfortable? Me personally, I would never smoke in the daytime unless I was at a social event or party. I only smoke at night times, keeping a strict schedule in place (the more you smoke, the more your tolerance builds. Some days I take 3-4 day breaks). And also, for some reason when I get high, I love to watch fail compilations whereas when I'm sober, I think they're stupid and barely funny. Maybe you should try doing something you wouldn't usually do sober, and do it high? Potentially making getting high more exciting.
~~ doctor melon out ~~
[QUOTE=Hazardous Melon;46450577]Continuing from this, I now have bud, and I'm smoking a joint whilst typing this. Ahh, the good life.
@thecat100 - Have you tried smoking in an environment when your comfortable? Me personally, I would never smoke in the daytime unless I was at a social event or party. I only smoke at night times, keeping a strict schedule in place (the more you smoke, the more your tolerance builds. Some days I take 3-4 day breaks). And also, for some reason when I get high, I love to watch fail compilations whereas when I'm sober, I think they're stupid and barely funny. Maybe you should try doing something you wouldn't usually do sober, and do it high? Potentially making getting high more exciting.
~~ doctor melon out ~~[/QUOTE]
I've done it at school as well as around my own place. I don't know, when I smoke, I end up doing what I already would of done regardless if I smoked or not, so I really see no point in it. Though, with a group of friends it can be interesting, however I feel like other substances are much more "fun"/introspective.
[QUOTE=D:\;46450542]haha mate, i find it impossible to play video games while stoned, in dota for example my reactions are unbelievably late and the experience is just "ghuhufghfghrhugh"
basically explains weed for me, used to make me feel alright now it's just "hgghughughugh" loool[/QUOTE]
whaaat i play dota all the time while super blazed and fucking rape shit haha
Im almost better when im high
I guess its cause I often got super blazed back in the day before managing parties at bar and shit where i had to be on the ball, kicking people out and making calls on when to shut the parties down etc without seeming high.
Being high has never really impaired me unless i eat a fuck ton of edibles
yeeeeee
[t]http://i.imgur.com/FenC8Tl.png[/t]
How can I cut down on the anxiety I feel when I'm super baked?
[QUOTE=Solomon;46451982]How can I cut down on the anxiety I feel when I'm super baked?[/QUOTE]
Like what can you do drug wise? Weed tends to give you anxiety, that's why I stopped. As far as drugs go, xanax, ativan, valium, anything really anti-anxiety I would imagine would help with anxiety. It's just kind of something you've gotta deal with if you get anxiety from weed, you get anxiety from weed
[QUOTE=Solomon;46451982]How can I cut down on the anxiety I feel when I'm super baked?[/QUOTE]
I use weed to cut down the anxiety I feel when I am super sober.
Other than seeing a doctor for anxiety relief, I do not know.
Each hit of this stuff is ridiculously strong
[editline]9th November 2014[/editline]
I'm at a one dab level and it hasn't been ten minutes yet, um
Weird, I don't remember falling asleep but it's somehow 6AM, no point trying to sleep now :v:
man I love you guys. often I wonder what I'm doing on this forum. I've been on here since I was a little kid, but just feels like home. ya know?
Working in a gay bar would be the perfect form of employment for this college student.
[QUOTE=Solomon;46451982]How can I cut down on the anxiety I feel when I'm super baked?[/QUOTE]
maybe try smoking a bit less, whenever I had a few too many hits I would get super anxious and paranoid.
[QUOTE=Lick;46452586]man I love you guys. often I wonder what I'm doing on this forum. I've been on here since I was a little kid, but just feels like home. ya know?[/QUOTE]
I feel the same way, this place has been a large part of my youth...
[editline]10th November 2014[/editline]
I forgot how much I love sativas. I got way into indicas but this is nice.
[QUOTE=Solomon;46451982]How can I cut down on the anxiety I feel when I'm super baked?[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=CritNick;46452023]Like what can you do drug wise? Weed tends to give you anxiety, that's why I stopped. As far as drugs go, xanax, ativan, valium, anything really anti-anxiety I would imagine would help with anxiety. It's just kind of something you've gotta deal with if you get anxiety from weed, you get anxiety from weed[/QUOTE]
In my experience, anxiety from weed sort of fades after a while and you stop getting anxious when smoking up, it just takes a bit of time. I wouldn't dive straight into using benzos if you can help it, they're too easy to get hooked on I think.
On another note, MGMT have some really good songs.
[video=youtube;QvSMp7T2Kes]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QvSMp7T2Kes[/video]
I might make a little playlist of some tunes later and post it here.
Are we posting music now?
[video=youtube;ZKT4odkyrdg]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZKT4odkyrdg[/video]
This song is a favorite when I'm smoking a bowl on the back porch in the evening
[video=youtube;rpJteTgvKT4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rpJteTgvKT4[/video]
I will forever associate this song with playing connect four stoned in a garden shed.
I want to get started with making my own drugs, I was pretty good at chemistry those few months I was in high school, but organic chemistry completely eludes me, is there any good book to read that teaches the knowledge needed to synthesize and extract psychoactives?
What you think boys, getting paid this weekend and I need to celebrate my hard work ;)
Smarked-Half Oz+Half L of Voddy
Heart-8th of Mud+ 1L of Voddy <--- Leaning towards this tbf
Artistic-10 drops
I can finally listen to The Endless River and I'm really digging it so far
I'm also starting to find established ideas relating to my personal philosophy I've been developing for video game design, specifically with Top-down vs. Bottom-up Design, Systemics, and Reductionism
Me and /b/rother were just DESTROYING the enemies in cod:aw. Real fun stuff.
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