[QUOTE=DrVivi;46576625]So I've been an avid facepunch user from the beginning but I've always had a problem with using drugs. I've gone from pot to alcohol then ectasy, acid, shrooms, benzos, then heroin and I was in love with opiates definitely my DOC. Now I'm in rehab and have learned soberity is soooooo much better than I ever imagined I've got 101 days sober and have gone from 115 pound pale face kid to 140 pounds who loves himself and life. Thanks for listening you guys are da best![/QUOTE]
Good job controlling your demons. I wish you luck.
Aw yis, the md is legit
I wanna bomb one now and save the others for later but i have a medical tomorrow because of the add and renewing learners permit
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[QUOTE=DrVivi;46576625]So I've been an avid facepunch user from the beginning but I've always had a problem with using drugs. I've gone from pot to alcohol then ectasy, acid, shrooms, benzos, then heroin and I was in love with opiates definitely my DOC. Now I'm in rehab and have learned soberity is soooooo much better than I ever imagined I've got 101 days sober and have gone from 115 pound pale face kid to 140 pounds who loves himself and life. Thanks for listening you guys are da best![/QUOTE]
Sober really is pretty great once you get readjusted to it, keep it up man
This is some good shit
[QUOTE=cody8295;46577081]This is some good shit[/QUOTE]
acid is the bomb
this is fucking hilarious too
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_msCI2Raj0k[/media]
I've been taking a tolerance break, to make sure that I can stay focused on finishing my semester without fucking up the last few assignments, which are proving to be a bit difficult. I gotta say I am somewhat enjoying sobriety. I was feeling pretty anxious when I smoked recently, or more often the day after. I know sometimes I've woken up refreshed after a night of heavy smoking/edibles but lately it's just been exhaustion and brain fog.
I've had pretty bad anxiety and bouts of depression all my life, but now I'm finally talking to someone about it and started taking an SSRI. Here's hoping that it actually helps. That same anxiety is what keeps me from posting on here very often, or doing much of anything really. Just talking to people. Some in here can relate- I'll start writing a post but just figure its not worth posting and trash it. Feel like I've lost myself a bit, or at least my voice. I often have a hard time being around my friends too, especially when we smoke, because I just tend to get trapped in my head with negativity.
I won't find out for awhile if the pills do anything good for me, but either way I went to the dispensary so I am sufficiently stocked for winter break. I picked up somma' that' dank' and some CBD heavy bud, which apparently causes less anxiety, as well as a joint rolled with kief and dipped in hash oil. I don't know what I was thinking picking up in the middle of a tolerance break, but its going to be great if I can survive the next 21 days. I've also got 3.5g of shrooms waiting for me, whenever my friends are up for it, and there's word about some LSD going around.
Actually, I'm curious- are psychedelics fine with SSRIs? I am on 50mg of Zoloft. I did some searches about Zoloft+lsd/shrooms, and some say its less effective at a higher dose of Zoloft. Anyone have an opinion on that?
Kinda bummed that I can't use MDMA while I'm on an SSRI, as I really enjoyed it my first time. But oh well, mental stability over a few hours of bliss.
I gotta say, I spend a lot of time lurking here, and even if I don't post much, I feel like a part of DD. Always something interesting or entertaining going on in here, and its cool to see you guys posting whats going on from all over the world. This thread is pretty much the only reason I even come to FP anymore.
So, you can use an oil rig to vape mdma. It tastes like root beer..
vaping mdma is a pretty bad idea from what I understand
but I can't say I haven't tried it, tiny bit in a meth pipe a long ass fucking time ago
I have a bunch of different clothing items I bought whilst high on something that I don't think I could ever consider wearing sober.
you guys are peaking my interest in this smoking crystals ordeal. i've got about 100mg laying around, BUT I SHOULD NOT ROLL.
hows the high?
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[QUOTE=mrmr;46577678]I have a bunch of different clothing items I bought whilst high on something that I don't think I could ever consider wearing sober.[/QUOTE]
be brave, be flamboyant!
2cb fell through so we did ecstasy instead
had a great night regardless, met some lovely people
Might be going to a cabin in the woods with four other friends and two grams of psilocybe subaeruginosa, it's going to be a hell of a fucking ride.
Staying at a cabin in the woods is like inviting a serial killer into your life. At least you'll go out high off your ass. Peace mate.
i'm having a few friends over this saturday (i'm turning 19, which is a frightening thought). a few of 'em offered to come over a few hours earlier and cook a meal for all of us, before we go get blackout drunk.
it really means a lot to me whenever they're around, cause i don't see them as often as i used to these days.
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and some of 'em even asked if i wished for anything they could afford <3
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you're all invited
Ladies and Gentlemen, please allow me to present, Pine Bros.
[video=youtube;lXFspfkzHgA]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lXFspfkzHgA[/video]
A guy in my highschool a year above me worked with Waka Flocka to make this, leaving me to wonder, what the hell am I doing with my life
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what's going on with my video tags?
fixed it
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46578028]you guys are peaking my interest in this smoking crystals ordeal. i've got about 100mg laying around, BUT I SHOULD NOT ROLL.
hows the high?
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be brave, be flamboyant![/QUOTE]
Not as great feeling as eating or snorting. Its more stimulating, but less empathic. It takes about 3-5 minutes to kick in. I vaped about 50-70mg in two settings at ~10pm. I was able to fall asleep by 3am.
Neat, but probably not the smartest thing I've done. Intaking omega3 and vitamin c like mad for the next week.
What a great trip last night, deff felt like around 125ug. Wake n bake, and it's snowing, oh yeah
Things are on track but i cant help but feel like my life is in pieces
i just really need to get my shit together,which at the moment in my current state of mind seems a bit... out of reach, but increasingly pressing
Like holy fuck im nearly 20, when the hell did that happen... time goes way to quick and im feeling more and more mortal by the day, at the same time, the surrounding world gets more and more confusing and annoying, might just be the people im associated with but the hard going lifestyle everyone seems to love of live fast die young is really starting to make me feel shitter and shitter not only because im constantly surrounded by it but because ive wasted so much of my self to it already. What i mean by that is this seemingly endless momentary chase and pursuit of happiness, i want to achieve something real, something i can be proud of, not just have a bunch of drug fuelled memories that i look back on and think 'what a waste'
Them dull state sighs. Dont mean to be a downer guys, but fuck i wish i had the hindsight
Im gonna put my ass to some hard work and dedication when uni rolls around, because the alternative is this contemplative back and forth crap for the rest of my life
In the mean time im learning to say no to the demons of temptation and desire but theyre still pesky. Ironically, although i know giving in only makes them stronger, its hard to listen to my good conscience so to speak because ive already gone so far, perhaps this is the what is meant by good and bad karma (at an introspective, personal, mental/spiritual level) and the concept of sin and repentance. I have a lot of burden and baggage weighing me down to the point where even when i get up and start walking away, it drags me back over and over, i need to break free of it somehow, so long as i can see the light in the direction i should be heading with how i handle myself though, i will continue to make progress towards it no matter what obstacles i have to face
Looks like its gonna be another sleepless night for me... anxiety is high and i am restless
someone posted his name and address on a public feedback thread on an agora listing...
[t]https://i.imgur.com/wUJRi9Y.png[/t]
An O of cristal limit 2 gallons of apple pie shine and enough food to feed a small army. It's a good goddamn thing no one has to work tomorrow
tfw
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/Aregh9N.png[/IMG]
Some dude stopped me outside of my house asking if I lived here. Turns out he was watching me through the window the other day and wants to know if we can play vidya sometime... Not the most awkward conversation I've had in the dark of night, but it's up there.
Maybe he blazes.
maybe you can recruit him to our dd clan
What if he's 5 0
picked up 6 g's and have enough money left over for 5 tabs, nice start for break lmao
So, I'm about $100 short of my total rent cost for this month. I'm honestly worried I wont be able to make enough money to pay rent
dumped, heartbroken, and high as fuck
[t]http://i.imgur.com/nFPB7qS.gif[/t]
I feel lonely.
Alcohol, stims, and weed all at once and I have a class in an hour but it doesn't matter wheeee
And the campus is empty so I'll probably be able to smoke while out and about
is this pop music technically? am I allowed to like this a lot? ok go can be whiny but fuck do they make okay music.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m86ae_e_ptU[/media]
also is the singer depressed? the album is fucking depressing for some reason.
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It turned out Jimi Hendrix was better the whole time.
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