Got some white widow and super silver haze for tonight, gonna be nice <3
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46593615]it's almost as if mdma resets my state of mind, don't know how to explain it.[/QUOTE]
Seems to always bring me to base line after I do it. The lows aren't as low and perhaps the highs are slightly less too. But it's cool
would i be okay to smoke like once a week or something with prozac though
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like i won't even be paid until this two-week trial period thing is over so i've got some time to go without smoking anyway ;v
[QUOTE=Staneh;46593629]Got some white widow and super silver haze for tonight, gonna be nice <3[/QUOTE]
Mix that shit, yo.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46593615]it's almost as if mdma resets my state of mind, don't know how to explain it.[/QUOTE]
Funny you should say that
Its exactly what i think every time after mdma, and how i feel right now (though im still psure it was a different mdxx substance) and is why i like to refer to it as 'the doctor', also because MD but yeah
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[QUOTE=geogzm;46593804]would i be okay to smoke like once a week or something with prozac though
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like i won't even be paid until this two-week trial period thing is over so i've got some time to go without smoking anyway ;v[/QUOTE]
Once in a while will probably be fine but your highs are gonna feel differently, thats why you should get used to the effects of the prozac first and see if it is actually an effective medication for you prior to adding weed into the mix. Get your psychiatric stuff worked out first and foremost and steer clear of smokin up until you do find what works best for you in terms of medication and dosage without too many side effects simply put.
i'll let it set in and then get cooted and see how that turns out
Of course you run the risk of not really wanting to or seeing the point in smoking weed anymore if your medication truly works for you, im like that these days. Meds alleviate everything i was trying to self medicate, dont like being stoned all the time, but once in a while can still be enjoyable its just gotten ridiculously sparse for me like once (or a few days in a row, one buy/pickup ) every couple months or so
But then my use history with weed is probably different to your own, i dont really get 'high' like good feelings anymore, more just altered state of consciousness which is quite psychedelic in it self, but like intense thought tripping
[QUOTE=geogzm;46594123]i'll let it set in and then get cooted and see how that turns out[/QUOTE]
I found it tends to block out some of the effects of the weed once it hits. You may also feel very speedy after about a month.
When you are coming off them eventually do not do what I did and cold turkey that shit. Brain zaps are one of the most fucked up withdrawals I've ever been through.
Pretty much for 2 weeks straight my brain would go zap I'd feel a pulse go through my whole body and pretty much lose all muscle control for a good sec or two.
Anyone dealt with depersonalization here?
Kind of made me question myself for months, and I had to quit doing everything.
[QUOTE=mrmr;46592215]I don't see that it'd change his situation much, same shit just with a different name.
What would have me worried is him saying he just got a very highly paid job and will celebrate with opis :v:[/QUOTE]
Yea guys, I'm not bangin or anything, and it's too expensive for what I got out of it anyway...
Picked up some weed and 2 Robo's valued at 300mg of DXM each. Ohyeahboi
ok so theres this really weird ass power puff girls episode on next to me and its tweaking me out. go check that shit out. it's scary. it's about like daydream lane or whimsical willie or something. jesus.
Me and /b/ro need some of you guys to get cod.
I used to play battlefield 3 all the time for a while, my vidyagaming life is over till I get a better computer.
Also
I dont like coming off as an anarchist or something but some of this police state shit is scaring me.
It’s more dangerous to drive a car than be a cop (this is bolstered by the fact that the number of cops who died in car accidents almost equals the total number of cops murdered–23 to 27).
[url]http://theantimedia.org/fbi-report-accidentally-exposes-the-severity-of-the-police-state/[/url]
Those numbers are from 2013
Maybe I'm being slow but it sounds like you're saying it's a bad thing that being a cop isn't as dangerous as driving?
No it's not bad it's just that I was always brought up around the idea that cops are brave heroes that risk their lives everyday. And that's true but I didn't know the numbers would be so low, it's just the shock factor i guess
Fair point, I guess there are alot more people driving on the roads than cops.
I've taken the 2cb wish me luck
I'm going to take amphetamine and alcohol tonight.
im gonna take 300mg of dxm later
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[QUOTE=To the Ski;46594928]ok so theres this really weird ass power puff girls episode on next to me and its tweaking me out. go check that shit out. it's scary. it's about like daydream lane or whimsical willie or something. jesus.[/QUOTE]
[url]http://powerpuff.wikia.com/wiki/Neighbor_Hood[/url]
My life long friend, who goes to the same college as me, just told me that she works at a dispensary. She gets 50% off everything!
[QUOTE=mrmr;46595004]Me and /b/ro need some of you guys to get cod.[/QUOTE]
I have it for PS3 if anyone wants to play!
300mg DXM at 8:04pm
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354mg*
Mission accomplished, I smoked with my mom
[QUOTE=Cam00;46587699]Is xanax any good?[/QUOTE]
If you have a legitimate anxiety disorder or you're coming down off of hard drugs I guess?
i do believe im falling in love
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im so fucking high holyfuck
So I take 3 lorazepam, then I got to take my last forth one, and it's not there and I'm like... hmmm must've taken that one.... frickin benzos are stupid sometimes haha
[QUOTE=zach1193;46597674]So I take 3 lorazepam, then I got to take my last forth one, and it's not there and I'm like... hmmm must've taken that one.... frickin benzos are stupid sometimes haha[/QUOTE]
Yep never taken drugs without knowing it except when on benzos. Take 3 Xanax and by the time I wake up in the morning everything else I got is gone. Did I hide it on myself? Sell it? Take it? Probably all three at some point. Alprazolam would be perfect except for the fact it basically causes amnesia.
Last night I sent a message to my ex for her birthday,
i never felt so casual and carefree about throwing her a communication since the breakup
i'm at that point where, i think the feelings are mostly behind me, I still think fondly of her and there's a bit of 'yeah it'd be nice' but I don't feel that strong sense of loneliness without her anymore
what I do feel, is a fucking awesome desire to continue making my life as awesome as possible
can't wait to start on the driving lessons (I've only driven automatic, going for a manual license)
mindset changes i've been going through as of late feel like maturity finally starting to develop,
I have moments where I still feel like a little kid but it's this nostalgic reminiscent feeling when I have those states of mind,
I've been working on developing my inner voice, and listening to it; in the sense of tuning out everything else in my head except for constructive self-directive thought
It's really helping me stay present, it's not an always on kind of thing, but it helps me console myself and re frame myself appropriately based on knowledge and inner wisdom,
when I do utilize it, I feel like i'm behaving as my own parent, so to speak, my mind quiets down and stops going wild and I become fully able to just in a sense, communicate with my self; not in a harmful way, but self-driving and motiving, decisive and establishing kind of way. It's taken a while to find that again after everything and it feels like freedom in a sense, because when I tune into it, it breaks down my habitual boundaries and automatic responsive/reactive behaviours into something I can perceive, like switching from autopilot to manual
I feel like i'm really starting to get the hang of just being 'me' in that sense, it's not something that I can expect to fully integrate overnight, but i'm putting the time into working on it so that I can utilize it more often and keep myself going in the right directions
[QUOTE=TamTamJam;46597987]Yep never taken drugs without knowing it except when on benzos. Take 3 Xanax and by the time I wake up in the morning everything else I got is gone. Did I hide it on myself? Sell it? Take it? Probably all three at some point. Alprazolam would be perfect except for the fact it basically causes amnesia.[/QUOTE]
yup sounds about right xannies are one of the only drugs I avoid like the plague I like those little fuckers far too much. There was a time when i had a scrip for em that I'd down 5 or 6 bars just to start the day
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