• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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picked up quite alot of some really nice weed today, first bud pickup in a long time but i need a break from hash :v:
It's always great when you dealer cuts you a nice little deal
Spending a weekend with Molly and some buds.
I have really under appreciated caffiene
aw man this weed breaks apart as smooth as nougat and smells potent as poison aww yes
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45542181]except this is what people assume before they get addicted to anything. It helps to take your own ability to control yourself with a substance with a grain of doubt. I assume that I can't control myself with meth, this is a large part of what keeps me away. I too thought "yeah it's a misconception" but i'm telling you man, when you feel something THAT pleasurable, it's more than just instantaneous cravings. you go into automatic behaviours of seeking that feeling and have to apply tremendous will power to get your mind off of it, and if you can't do that much, you're pretty fucked. i've seen some people use it /fairly/ responsibly (think once every few months or something) but these are people that have all gone through the "hook" of substances at least once before, i've never seen someone new to meth use it without getting hooked, i've heard stories, but those people tend to make the conscious decision to never use it again simply because they know they'll likely get hooked. seeing how it affects consciousness whether it be my own or someone elses on the other hand and the "free will" aspect of it however, is actually fucking scary. because your "free will" seems to be what actually wants more, call it a craving if you want, but when I say you go from "i'll try it just once" to "I fucking want more of this this is amazing" almost instantaneously, I am not joking. Even if you /know/ deep down how bad it is for you, you can't help but want more. I'm not saying this will be true for EVERYONE, but with meth specifically, it has a VERY high chance and the rate of change from "yeah i'm in control" to "what the fuck have I done" happens so quick you don't even know what really happened. the reason being the drug releases so much dopamine that no matter how fucked up you are, you feel on top of the fucking world like nothing else has to offer. it's a very addictive feeling and going back to "normal" is so bland by comparison that most people will automatically seek more, and assume it okay to do so because of how rewarding the feeling is, but once again, this seems to happen almost automatically and requires direct intervention on your self to avoid. I only have myself to blame, and I know this, but it still fucks my head over trying to decide whether or not it can even be used responsibly, cause once I start thinking it can, I automatically start thinking and feeling like having more. there's a reason people that use these substances discourage people from getting involved. Personally, the only reason I don't want more, is because I know if I touch it again, i'll just want more, and I don't trust myself enough with that state of mind to think that I can stay on top of it. My lapses have been sparse and relatively controlled, and I still feel like it's out of control in those once every 2 month sorta ordeals. I seriously hope I never lapse again, but I can't say this for sure, and this is after using for /a month/, which compared to some others is really nothing, but still. that month passed by quicker than any other time period in my life, a month that i'll never get back, with permanent after effects. it was enough to take me through multiple psychosis and a seriously seemingly impossible struggle with self control. just don't assume you're more powerful than the drugs, getting cocky or confident is the first mistake when it comes to meth. quick edit: just realized you were basically saying what I was saying to some degree, the part I don't agree with is about the cravings/hook, they're very much there, but as you said, they're misunderstood in a sense. people don't realize them for what they are and instead give in to them and continue on as if it's "okay" and that they're in control, when really it's the exact opposite as control slowly (or quite quickly, in most cases) slips away, and mental addiction takes over. the thing is, if most people are getting that from one use of said substances, then is the "misconception" really a misconception? meth not even once seems a lot more valid now that i've gone through it cause all I can say is it only took that one use for me to instantly fall in love with what I was experiencing. I wasn't "instantly addicted", or was I? my mind changed from "i'll try it once and leave it alone" to daily use pretty much after my first hit... sure society exaggerates things but exaggerations don't come from no where. using meth or heroin one time might not turn you into a full fledged junkie, but it'll definitely change your mind about the substances in question. for better, or worse, it's inevitable and assuming "it wont do anything to me because I have will power" just comes across as a fucking joke to anyone that's dabbled with these substances. so sorry for being a little hostile in response but I think I misinterpreted your comment originally because of the misconception you brought up. The very problem with the misconception, is that it's not entirely a misconception, but most people fail to realize it until they get to that point... tl;dr hard drugs are the most hypocritical mind changing substances around and cause a dichotomy of headfuck that can never quite fully be explained or solved other than "fuck it just leave it alone" and now imma fuck it and just leave it alone.[/QUOTE] I have to repost this because reading it actually made me stay sober yesterday. I haven't done any Molly today either, but I still have quite a bit. I won't take a full dose because it wreckt my bf yesterday off only 100mg and his body has a high tolerance to everything, where I have no tolerance to anything but weed. I thought coke was an opiate. I guess because of how similar coke and heroin affected me. Both were insufflated though, so that might have something to do with it.
dabbed into a nice lil coma this love affair with mary jane might be for life
I can finally be in the first page of one of these things
[QUOTE=Widgeon;1]If the thread gets closed at/before page 420 again im gonna be really pissed.[/QUOTE] GOD DAMN IT
What a cockstain. I'm out drinking and smoking at a friends.
smoking the last to smøgs before cleaning up the house :smile:
About to head to feed Me's psychedelic tour with a good dose of some pink buffalo mushrooms; safe travels fellow psychonauts!
The person I wanted to avoid disappeared from the guest list of this party, woo And it looks like there's actually gonna be a lot of people who smoke here, although I don't think the host does.
Is it just me, or is the smell of weed massively exaggerated? I mean I can keep an open tin of weed right next to me and not even smell it, and of all the weed I've smelled it's always had this grassyish smell. Don't think I've ever smelled skunk weed (i've also never smelled a skunk either so take that as you may). It smells very close to a freshly mowed lawn but a bit fresher, and this holds true through all the strains I've smoked.
[QUOTE=de;45644554]Is it just me, or is the smell of weed massively exaggerated? I mean I can keep an open tin of weed right next to me and not even smell it, and of all the weed I've smelled it's always had this grassyish smell. Don't think I've ever smelled skunk weed (i've also never smelled a skunk either so take that as you may). It smells very close to a freshly mowed lawn but a bit fresher, and this holds true through all the strains I've smoked.[/QUOTE] You've just grown insensitive to the smell, it's still a very potent smell to one who doesn't smell it frequently.
Either you've grown insensitive to it, or you're smelling male cannabis. I've been smoking for years and I can still smell any source of dank within a mile away if I don't have any myself.
My san pedro growth has slowed, I'm thinking about using it for a mescaline trip maybe on Halloween or thanksgiving
[QUOTE=de;45644554]Is it just me, or is the smell of weed massively exaggerated? I mean I can keep an open tin of weed right next to me and not even smell it, and of all the weed I've smelled it's always had this grassyish smell. Don't think I've ever smelled skunk weed (i've also never smelled a skunk either so take that as you may). It smells very close to a freshly mowed lawn but a bit fresher, and this holds true through all the strains I've smoked.[/QUOTE] If you get some truly dank shit, a quarter or half gram can stink up the entire passenger compartment of a car. Many times I've had some medical that was so potent smelling that I had to put it in my trunk just to avoid the interior getting smelly haha.
[QUOTE=jonashappy;45645041]If you get some truly dank shit, a quarter or half gram can stink up the entire passenger compartment of a car. Many times I've had some medical that was so potent smelling that I had to put it in my trunk just to avoid the interior getting smelly haha.[/QUOTE] oh man, i only got weed like that once. Opened up the baggy and walk to the other side of the room and you can still smell it rofl. Guess I do get desensitized, cause it only smelled for like 5 mins and then i couldn't smell it anymore.
hiya regulars, i don't ever come here but i feel too high to post anywhere else on fp rn so what's up [editline]9th August 2014[/editline] has anyone seen metaltoast lately
Next semester is gonna be fucking great I'm gonna: @ get ADD meds @ read books cause I have ADD meds @ go to the gym all the time @ cook shit in the dorm instead of using my shitty fast food meal plan @ studyyyyyyy @ not get high for the sake of being high but for music and shit @ chill with my dormmate who's cooler than my last dormmate
♫monday is the day that i will blaze with my friends♫
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;45645702]Next semester is gonna be fucking great I'm gonna: @ not get high for the sake of being high but for music and shit[/QUOTE] This one is crucial
Man it sucks when you're down to your last nug and you don't know if you wanna split it in half to get a little high now and then a little high later or if you should just smoke all of it now or later
There's some shit going down in my current city, some assholes passed laws that are fucking over dispensaries by raising the age minimum to 21 (even though you can get a recommendation at 18), and requiring that ALL products have to be grown in-house Some places are trying to get around it but a lot are getting shut down The city I'm moving to for uni is fine but that's in a month and a half... Also I've been back on Focalin for a few days now so it's settled in, and I've completely regained my motivation to exercise, keep my room clean, have my shit together, etc. and I'm just naturally unmotivated because dopamine
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45640194]you filthy drug addicts and your mind altering substances here I am smoking cigarettes and drinkin booze. I'm clearly better than all of you /social hypocrisy :quagmire: oh fuck just realized I did actually drink earlier and that explains why i'm tired so early tonight >.> looks like i might be going to that psychiatrist appointment after all, brother offered to pay for it if I pay him back. getting back on a smart phone soon, second hand galaxy s2, still behind the trend but should do the trick for most things for a while I'm enrolled in the pharmacy assistant course, gonna be getting paid to study too guess this is where things all come together for me after all, then.[/QUOTE] Galaxy S2 is a solid phone, I had one for a couple of years until I left it in France a few weeks ago :v:
[QUOTE=Faren;45647021]Galaxy S2 is a solid phone, I had one for a couple of years until I left it in France a few weeks ago :v:[/QUOTE] used to have one a while ago, til I slipped into a pool with it... loved it, personally one of my favorite phones of all time. xperia s didn't even compare i wouldn't mind getting one of the newer ones but honestly, i doubt i'd really need much better, not into gaming or anything like that these days, just need something for taking photos on the go, music, calls and texts. i'm so fucking bored atm, i'm doing the most retarded shit [t]http://i.imgur.com/jac6fcr.jpg[/t] i'm not even on drugs
I need to buy books for the semester :b
tips for cod cwe?
Friend made almost two grams into edibles today and ate them with his ramen noodles. He was eventually unable to communicate and type a coherent sentence, followed closely by him liking a bunch of fake meme pages on facebook and making a stoned picture of me his dp, and instructions on how to make edibles his cover.
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