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I think I'm having a bad acid trip
I was about to start homework and was wondering where the hell my laptop charger went after it wasn't where I plug it in or in my backpack. Then I notice someone took the vape and the vape power adapter was left here. I found the person who borrowed the vape and they were using it with the laptop power adapter fine. Apparently the laptop adapter was only .5V above what the regular vape adapter is. So apparently extreme Q power adapter and lenovo laptop power adapter can be exchanged. [img]http://i.somethingawful.com/forumsystem/emoticons/emot-drugnerd.gif[/img]
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;46663641]I think I'm having a bad acid trip[/QUOTE] False alarm, I'm just being introspective
okay back on medication made a few decisions about my approach. I believe I should be alright to stay in control of it, i just need to occupy myself with something should temptation spring up and I have a lot of options for that. ATM, I don't see any point in misusing I'm thinking that i might make weekends off a thing, though. I enjoyed the last couple of days just bumming around to myself, as unproductive and useless as I was, it was nice to be off everything for a couple days but I think I overate a lot of junk foods, somehow I got my sleeping back in line in time here's hoping I can keep this stable, for now I might as well get my day started. Will report back on how I do over the next few days etc. that way I have a sense of accountability as well to help me stay focused on doing this right
I have this embarrassing online personality called "Elecbullet" and I just feel like my life might be a whole lot better off if I just ended that personality and just committed Facepunch suicide by posting That Cat or something. If not that, then I feel like I ought to do it because it will come back to haunt me.
[QUOTE=Elecbullet;46664269]I have this embarrassing online personality called "Elecbullet" and I just feel like my life might be a whole lot better off if I just ended that personality and just committed Facepunch suicide by posting That Cat or something. If not that, then I feel like I ought to do it because it will come back to haunt me.[/QUOTE] your posts are ours for eternity but nah, I do know this feeling. Just remember you're trippin and liable to overthink things to some great depth, I wouldn't worry about it too much buddy, for all we know everything you post is a personified lie as part of an ongoing personal art project ;)
i think im just gonna get rid of this other blunt last night wasn't fun after the first 15 minutes
My parents got me the Galaxy S5 as an early Christmas present, fuck yeah. Now I can monitor my heart rate anywhere. technology is cool. I think I corrupted my SD card while transferring contacts though. Oh well
Travelling out to Ohio in a couple weeks, anyone around wanna chill? [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=cody8295;46664388]My parents got me the Galaxy S5 as an early Christmas present, fuck yeah. Now I can monitor my heart rate anywhere. technology is cool. I think I corrupted my SD card while transferring contacts though. Oh well[/QUOTE] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46664400]Travelling out to Ohio in a couple weeks, anyone around wanna chill? [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone[/QUOTE] got one for myself when I got on a new phone plan the infrared remote thing is pretty cool, so gimmicky when I already have a remote but oddly satisfying as all hell, also 'air view' where you hover your finger over things to see expanded previews is pretty nifty but a little underutilized. Genuinely decent, I only wish it had a slightly better graphics processor for games (Real racing 3 is my fave, but runs a bit slow in the frame rate department)
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46664400] [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone[/QUOTE] USB3.0 (optional and optimal) file transfer is awesome. When I first saw the charger I was like wait wtf samsung [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] Just set-up wifi calling over VoIP, it was offered for free by sprint and it's a really cool feature. They had me e-sign a contact though that I wouldn't sue if I made a 911 call and for some reason it doesn't help me. (doesn't get through, doesn't get to right police station, etc)
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46664400]Travelling out to Ohio in a couple weeks, anyone around wanna chill? [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone[/QUOTE] you gonna be around columbus?
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46664400] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone[/QUOTE] The custom ROM support for it is tremendous now. I'm running Cyanogenmod 12 (Android 5.0.1) and it's beautiful. If you don't feel like voiding the KNOX, I seriously recommend downloading the app called "Themer". It's a custom launcher but the themes its got built in are truly ace. Love the Galaxy S5, despite the hate it gets.
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46664400]Travelling out to Ohio in a couple weeks, anyone around wanna chill? [editline]7th December 2014[/editline] Just picked me up one of those, excellent phone[/QUOTE] Where in Ohio?
[QUOTE=dr.bean;46657765]Yep I sure can if I wanted to, but I don't cause I reallly dont care right now. Just plugged up a little bit of h (with ~60mgs dxm HBR, 25mg Promethazine, and a Robaxin 30 minutes prior [except the dxm]), most likely gonna plug another small amount to start nodding, then smoke a cig/a little weed then coffee of course. After today though I'm going to wait until tuesday night to indulge again since no school on Wednesdays, then wait again until the weekend.[/QUOTE] Isaac, I'm sorry man, but you have a problem. I've known you since eighth grade, when we were thirteen years old. You were smoking weed and stealing petty amounts of vicodin. Now you're selling your possessions for drug money and buying tar heroin from strangers over the internet. You transferred schools and don't really talk to me, or to any of us anymore. You probably think we forgot about you, but you're on our minds. I saw your mom at the supermarket the other day and she said you've been doing terribly, that you never bring people over anymore, and that you're really sad. This isn't how you should be dealing with your problems. I like you, but not when you're like this. The things you post on here are the sort of stories that recovered addicts tell when they come in and talk about how we [i]shouldn't[/i] be doing drugs. I don't know if we're still friends, and I don't know if you like any of us anymore. You're slowly killing yourself and we're all very worried about you. You need to put down the crack pipe and think about where you want to be in five years. You'll end up dead.
I think I've finally sorted out what I want to do with my life I plan on winning the Nobel Prize in Physics/Something for revolutionizing the field of non-equilibrium thermodynamics/complex adaptive systems Basically there's this huge unsolved problem of how something can be more than the sum of its parts, and if it's solved it will let us mathematically understand life, consciousness, society, and in doing such possibly also prove/disprove the existence of a higher power
[QUOTE=OneFourth;46664687]you gonna be around columbus?[/QUOTE] No, a bit north from Ravenna
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46665314]I think I've finally sorted out what I want to do with my life I plan on winning the Nobel Prize in Physics/Something for revolutionizing the field of non-equilibrium thermodynamics/complex adaptive systems Basically there's this huge unsolved problem of how something can be more than the sum of its parts, and if it's solved it will let us mathematically understand life, consciousness, society, and in doing such possibly also prove/disprove the existence of a higher power[/QUOTE] dream big d00d [editline]8th December 2014[/editline] remember us when you make it
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46665314]I think I've finally sorted out what I want to do with my life I plan on winning the Nobel Prize in Physics/Something for revolutionizing the field of non-equilibrium thermodynamics/complex adaptive systems Basically there's this huge unsolved problem of how something can be more than the sum of its parts, and if it's solved it will let us mathematically understand life, consciousness, society, and in doing such possibly also prove/disprove the existence of a higher power[/QUOTE] a lot of interesting theoretical science involved in such a thing; the real trick would be the proof aspect IMHO. Granted we have anecdotal proof of conscious experience, if you could somehow prove that things outside of us share that layer so to speak then you'd definitely be onto it. I wish you the best of luck in solving this one, it's something that's played at my mind for a long time and i'd argue that 'higher powers' do exist in the form of society (to the degree where perhaps even cities have conscious experiences, possibly) and though it can not as of yet be proven, I'd argue the entire universe consists of fundamental awareness and that this is the basis point for all forms of 'experience'. My argument is that all forms of interaction between 'matter' and'energy', aka physical forces, are a result of this fundamental awareness, as for matter to be attractive it must have some kind of 'awareness' of other matter, though imho it's largely possible it's not 'consciously' aware and definitely probable it's not to the degree of self-awareness such as the human mind, it likely could be directly experienced outside the realms of system bound conscious experience such as yourself or I once again, this is all conceptual/theoretical. Proving any of those kind of concepts is the real trick, and if you could do so you'd definitely win that prize my friend as it would bridge the gap between religion, spirituality and science very likely once and for all ;) so far so good on my meds today, had my second dose on schedule, my appetite is not as suppressed as usual and my hunger reflects it, definitely still feeling effectively medicated. I did however, cave on cigarettes again last night and today have been smoking a bit, it's pretty tame in terms of amount as of right now so i'm not too concerned for the time being, but will continue to push towards smoking less frequently. I don't mind day on/day off sorta cycles with it at the moment, but will keep a close eye on my rate of consumption and cut myself off where necessary coffee is out of the picture, a bit of coke (soft drink not drug) so still a bit of caffeine but seems to be in well reasonable amounts to the point where it's not really hyping me up like coffee does. Could be that excessive caffeine was the prime culprit for over stimulation and fucking with my self control levels while medicated, which would make sense given i've noticed it brings me up but really scatters my focus and over-energizes me in a sense time and time again
Last night I went downstairs and hit a blunt on my front porch, where my grandfather used to sit all afternoon and relax, bird watch, read, etc. I went inside and made myself some hot cocoa. I turned all the lights off before heading upstairs. As I was walking up the stairs something stopped me at the landing halfway up the stairs: there is a shadow person sitting on the second set of steps, hand on chin; like they were waiting for me. I was shocked, but I figured it had to be a hallucination, so I walked through it and double checked the hallway once I got to my room. Then, when I went to the hallway bathroom (3 feet from the steps the shadow figure was sitting on) to brush my teeth, someone knocked on the door twice. When I opened it, my grandmother, who is the only other person in the house, was still asleep. Either my grandfather is breaking into the physical realm to reach me, or I'm hallucinating. I'm going with the latter, so I'm going to discontinue my tramadol use. I also had very intense dreams last night. Most of what I remember was horseplay with a flash-bang grenade or fighting. -The only thing scarier to me, is that I've done a a bunch of psychedelics and hallucinogens, but I've only visually hallucinated on 25I-NBOME (trees and other things in the sky were separated into threes, one each red, green, or blue) and only audibly on MDMA and MXE (ears ringing, small indistinct chatter). All that was in my system was weed (not even much), white grape Game tobacco, and 100mg of tramadol. This is the first hallucination to scare me or catch me by surprise. I hope this isn't the result of cumulative effects on my CNS from different substances or a latent mental disorder. I'm really need to kick myself in the ass and talk to a psych.
bout to go bomb a statistics test. at least it'll be over with
So this trip has finally been planned out and it's fucking amazing Me,My GF, and my sister are flying outta here christmas day to amarillo TX to my buddies house then were driving to boulder,CO seeing Big head todd and the monsters the 27th staying in boulder til the 29th driving to denver seeing lucero the 29th the bouncing souls the 30th then lucero again the 31st then driving back to amarillo and flying back home the 2nd. it's gonna be fucking nuts especially fucking denver on new years EDIT: Did i mention we also have a weed budget for this trip a fucking WEED BUDGET! it's amazing
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46665446]a lot of interesting theoretical science involved in such a thing; the real trick would be the proof aspect IMHO. Granted we have anecdotal proof of conscious experience, if you could somehow prove that things outside of us share that layer so to speak then you'd definitely be onto it. I wish you the best of luck in solving this one, it's something that's played at my mind for a long time and i'd argue that 'higher powers' do exist in the form of society (to the degree where perhaps even cities have conscious experiences, possibly) and though it can not as of yet be proven, I'd argue the entire universe consists of fundamental awareness and that this is the basis point for all forms of 'experience'. My argument is that all forms of interaction between 'matter' and'energy', aka physical forces, are a result of this fundamental awareness, as for matter to be attractive it must have some kind of 'awareness' of other matter, though imho it's largely possible it's not 'consciously' aware and definitely probable it's not to the degree of self-awareness such as the human mind, it likely could be directly experienced outside the realms of system bound conscious experience such as yourself or I once again, this is all conceptual/theoretical. Proving any of those kind of concepts is the real trick, and if you could do so you'd definitely win that prize my friend as it would bridge the gap between religion, spirituality and science very likely once and for all ;)[/QUOTE] The idea of "fundamental awareness" does actually align with my whole theory in some ways, although in a fairly alien manner. Calling it "awareness" is a view centered on humanity, while my theory takes a step back and reconsiders what "awareness" really is Life, consciousness, and society are all fundamentally the same type of system. Life is the cascading result of molecules interacting in a way that they become self-organizing, snowballing all the way from the simplest biological components to us humans. Consciousness is the result of life developing complex networks of neurons to the point that they again began self-organizing and we became capable of (relatively) complex thought/perception (I mean "we" as in whatever life was the first to have some sort of "consciousness"). Finally there's society, which is what resulted when a bunch of minds organized themselves into a more effective structure. All three of these systems are composed of "agents" that are self-organizing, and each of them builds off the last. You can keep looking backwards, to subatomic particles and atoms, or you can look forward and wonder what a bunch of interacting societies will end up doing. I think this one is currently undecided, but it something will happen soon. If you look at a timeline of when each system popped out of the last one, the time between each has been contracting greatly. It only took a few hundred thousand year to get from complex consciousness to society, compared to the billions it took life to start in the first place. So I hypothesize that some point in the (relatively) near future (i.e. not in hundreds of thousands of years), all the societies of the Earth will quit their bitching and get together to create the next system, but I can't even comprehend what that might be. Imagine if you were a human from around 50,000 BC and you saw modern society; that's essentially what the difference will be like. Getting back to "fundamental awareness", as you can see, within my theory I've redefined what "awareness" and life itself are to something more general. So "fundamental awareness" isn't "awareness" in the human sense, it's that sense of organization. You might say that an atom is "aware" in the sense that it is the result of the interactions of subatomic particles. At the same time you can question what you consider "real". If life is just made of interacting atoms, then it follows that consciousness is also from the interactions of atoms. But atoms are made of the interactions of subatomic particles, therefore life and consciousness are also made up of subatomic particles. If all of these things are the same type of recursively-structured system, then we can think of consciousness as the result of interacting cells and make cells the new atoms, or minds are the new atoms. Therefore, subatomic particles, atoms, cells, minds, and societies are all equally real and present in the physical world as discrete, concrete things. Now that all of these things are defined as being equivalent and this whole recursive thing are worked out, we can think of examples other than the atoms->cells->mind->society progression. In particular, this makes an interesting postulation about extraterrestrial life. Sure, there might be carbon based life out there. Another idea is that maybe there's some other kind of life based on something else. With this theory, instead of just saying "well maybe there's silicon based life???", we can see that "life" isn't necessarily based on carbon or even atoms. "Life" out there is probably so alien from our own that we might not even be able to recognize it as anything significant. I consider anything that is a similar sort of system as "life" now. Something I just realized I hadn't considered yet, is death. My initial thoughts on this are that death is simply the failure of one of these systems to maintain itself, and it breaks down into the next most sustainable form (society->individuals, a person->cells, cells->a big mushy pile of molecules)
Stayed home from school today. Better get all of my assignments done.
[QUOTE=-z-e-m-i-;46666495]Stayed home from school today. Better get all of my assignments done.[/QUOTE] saw your snap :v: currently im having double math classes, so a polite fuck to you <3
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to smoke or not to smoke, that is the question
[QUOTE=cody8295;46666884]to smoke or not to smoke, that is the question[/QUOTE] bleyz it up meyt there is no question
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