• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Truman Show is a damn good move why you in Hong Kong Aussie?
Plane hopping to Seoul. Also doesn't explodingape live here?
rad dude, what are you gonna do there then? post pics 'cause Seoul always sounded kickass
Dunno, meet friends, visit the DMZ, go to Japan later on.
I just had some kief after a few days of light smoking This is good
I'd say send a snap from the dmz, but you'll probably vanish shortly after.
[QUOTE=LSK;46712788]Nice. I've been saving up for an 89 Trans Am GTA for the last six months, I plan on buying one after Christmas. I can't wait, this is my dream car. I want to get a black and gold one like this. I'm still debating on whether or not I should put the bird on the hood and a louver on the rear window. [img]http://www.thirdgen.org/tech/images/gallery/banditrw1985PontiacTransAm.jpg[/img][/QUOTE] honestly just jizzed a little I fucking love the pontiac trans am you are a lucky man indeed [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] it's 4:30 AM here, just stayed up all night finishing my painting final will post pics tomorrow
how can i keep myself occupied during a t-break exercise is out of the question for a while because of some injuries i sustained from being drunk this weekend [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] not really how can i keep myself occupied, but more so how can i stay motivated and not get stuck in a perpetual cycle of doing nothing or doing everything half-assed? i have really bad motivation problems that stem from drug abuse in the past and i don't really want getting high to be the solution anymore
[QUOTE=AgentBoomstick;46717230]how can i keep myself occupied during a t-break exercise is out of the question for a while because of some injuries i sustained from being drunk this weekend [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] not really how can i keep myself occupied, but more so how can i stay motivated and not get stuck in a perpetual cycle of doing nothing or doing everything half-assed? i have really bad motivation problems that stem from drug abuse in the past and i don't really want getting high to be the solution anymore[/QUOTE] Only try doing things you're really interested in
even the things that interest me dont interest me right now. i know that's stupid and i sound like a little bitch but my hobbies that i used to enjoy just feel useless. i guess time and faith that it will get better is the best medicine right now
Try finding other things to do that you never thought you might enjoy. Never know
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46686805]the guy laying on the ground had eaten 100mg over the course of the day. even though they were completely fucked they kept re-dosing and tell each other over and over again that they weren't feeling much.[/QUOTE] I took a whole bottle of Lorzapalm, snorting, and popping them. I litterally didn't feel like I felt anything. But I forgot that day.
i've come to realize a lot of my sleeping issues are a result of presleep anxiety, just excessive worry about pointless things playing at my mind and leaving me restless what do
[QUOTE=cody8295;46714231]2004 mitsubishi lancer <90k miles engine light on, only code showing up on scanner is an O2 sensor heater. oil light flickering, deff needs an oil change piece of shit car[/QUOTE] I'll trade ya! :v: Always wanted a Lancer anyway. [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=ljonny;46718148]I took a whole bottle of Lorzapalm, snorting, and popping them. I litterally didn't feel like I felt anything. But I forgot that day.[/QUOTE] I still don't understand why people snort benzos... not all drugs have increased bioavailability from intranasal ROA. And I'd actually argue that the majority of drugs the BA is actually decreased via this ROA.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;46716972]Plane hopping to Seoul. Also doesn't explodingape live here?[/QUOTE] eyyyyy welcome to the city! Shit dude, i'm going to the airport to leave HK in like 6 hours, we almost could've hung out and done airport stuff.
the upside to having a 50cc aprilia 'ped is that i can go 30 miles from my hometown to my flat and pay £1.50 in fuel [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] the downside is having a 50cc aprilia 'ped
I just plugged 30mg of adderall and now I just wanna nap lol [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] wtf adderall, you had one job
[QUOTE=Anubis678;46718564]I just plugged 30mg of adderall and now I just wanna nap lol[/QUOTE] Hey so after you plug addies, like right after, does it always make you feel like you really have to shit for about 10-15 min? Opiates never do this, but both times I've plugged addys I think it must be more irritating and salty than opis or somethin.
How much water are you using? I mix a finely crushed 30 XR into roughly 10cc of water. There is definitely some irritation, but it's not that bad. I've never felt the need to expel after dosing, though, again, 10cc is very easy to manage. I'm about to go plug another 30 and probably parachute some. [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] From Bluelight: [quote=Who Gives A Fuck]"Usually when i re-dose i feel a rush when i plug it, more then anything, when i first plug it, 1st dose, it gradually creeps up"[/quote] I can validate the "gradual creep up" onset. At first I thought I wasn't feeling anything because I've been binging. And nooow it's rolling in, nice and mellow, euphoric, wonderful. Though I did take some kpins so everything is mellow. BRB, loading up two more 30mg syringes. I'm going to try using less water this time. Supposedly 5cc is enough. What have I been doing to my butt?
[QUOTE=Anubis678;46718663]How much water are you using? I mix a finely crushed 30 XR into roughly 10cc of water. There is definitely some irritation, but it's not that bad. I've never felt the need to expel after dosing, though, again, 10cc is very easy to manage. I'm about to go plug another 30 and probably parachute some. [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] From Bluelight: I can validate the "gradual creep up" onset. At first I thought I wasn't feeling anything because I've been binging. And nooow it's rolling in, nice and mellow, euphoric, wonderful. Though I did take some kpins so everything is mellow. BRB, loading up two more 30mg syringes. I'm going to try using less water this time. Supposedly 5cc is enough. What have I been doing to my butt?[/QUOTE] I have a 10cc oral syringe and I don't usually fill it up to the top, the cc markers have since rubbed off but I'd say I use around 5-8cc's per use. I think it's cc's may be ml's tho. are 10cc syringes the very thin ones you can attach a needle to? Too much water isn't really that bad, it's no different than drinking it really...
[QUOTE=zach1193;46718251]I'll trade ya! :v: Always wanted a Lancer anyway. [/QUOTE] What's your engine light on for?
commence the csgo disco
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46718561]the upside to having a 50cc aprilia 'ped is that i can go 30 miles from my hometown to my flat and pay £1.50 in fuel [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] the downside is having a 50cc aprilia 'ped[/QUOTE] Try driving around on this beast (skyteam gorilla): [img_thumb]https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/64443729/Brommer/Gorilla/Nieuwe%20map/SP_A0054.jpg[/img_thumb] The cylinder and valve's are kinda worn so i've had to do a lot of running for about a year cause kick-starting doesn't work anymore(not enough compression). I never got to fixing that since a lot of other stuff broke (kickstart rod, rims, fuel tank, etc) that always had priority. Getting close to 20000km's with the original engine and there's still a ton of stuff that needs to be fixed but that probably won't happen as i'm saving for a car and i'll hopefully get my license soon so i won't be needing it anymore. I've got a ton of great memories linked to it though. It has some kind of small trunk at the back which used to have some tools, i took those out and now it's perfect to transport my weed without the cops finding it.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46718993]What's your engine light on for?[/QUOTE] I uh noh :v:
[QUOTE=zach1193;46718848]I have a 10cc oral syringe and I don't usually fill it up to the top, the cc markers have since rubbed off but I'd say I use around 5-8cc's per use. I think it's cc's may be ml's tho. are 10cc syringes the very thin ones you can attach a needle to? Too much water isn't really that bad, it's no different than drinking it really...[/QUOTE] I've been using 10cc every time I butt-bomb, but I'm definitely dropping it down to 5cc. I was poking around bluelight trying to figure out where I might have gone wrong, since I've never had a problem dirty dosing. Common consensus is to use as little water as possible, preferably after a thorough enema cleansing. Using less water will increase the rate of absorption, providing a strong rush. As far as effects go, I definitely prefer plugging over all other ROAs. I've heard IV is completely pointless and, no matter how much preparation, is rough of the colon/rectal lining/etc. All dem binders and fillers and shit. But the high is much cleaner, smoother, more euphoric, though much less physically stimulating than any other ROA, but I couldn't fucking care less. I love this warm, mentally stimulating high. Much more than the uncomfortable, overspeedy, anxious, paranoid and all-around unpleasant effects I've been getting more and more from oral dosing. I've never been too crazy about snorting Adderall. It's fun-ish and, not gonna lie, I do it frequently. But the duration kills me, and being dropped on IRs sucks a whole lotta fuck. I never noticed that before since I have the XRs, which I've always found to have a smoother comedown (even when crushed and parachuted/snorted/especially plugged). Btw, the longer I sit here, the more pronounced the effects. Definitely a slower, gentler onset. I'm still about to go stink-shoot another 30-60mg. Maybe plug 30 and parachute another 30, with perhaps an uncrushed 30XR to carry it all through. Gonna cleanse to ensure my redosing is as effective as possible. Plug. Rinse. Repeat. And now I get to go stick more things up my ass. [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=zach1193;46718848]I think it's cc's may be ml's tho. are 10cc syringes the very thin ones you can attach a needle to?[/QUOTE] cc = ml And I dunno exactly how to explain the size of the syringe, however, yes, it does have the screw-in threading for needles. Source: I work in a hospital. I have an unholy degree of access to pretty much any and all disposable surgical/medical items, so I keep myself well stocked. I have at least 15 clean 27g rigs for when I come across something worth mainlining. I also have micron-filter wheels and 19g micron filter needles. I have handfuls upon handfuls of syringes of all sizes (5cc, 10cc, 20cc, 60cc cath tips - for anal irrigation). The list goes on and on. I advocate responsible drug use. I will never share or reuse a needle, nor will I let anyone else. I also will not reuse syringes that I've used for plugging. Property hygiene and safety come first, especially when I'm spoon cooking something that I'm putting right into my veins. [QUOTE=zach1193;46718848]Too much water isn't really that bad, it's no different than drinking it really...[/QUOTE] It wouldn't be harmful in any way. However, it will make retention more unpleasant (I give myself 10 minutes max before I have to void), and it will slow the rate of absorption, thus reducing the intensity of the initial onset. Theoretically, unless I'm a moron, using excess water would increase the overall duration of effects. Also, redosing (both initial and subsequent doses administered rectally) is supposed to be super effective for some reason. I'm about to test that theory.
I want my adderal prescription back for finals week. damn you stimulant psychosis. it only took 40mg to do me in. fuck that.
Did you give it back or was it taken from you? I'm guessing you have a predisposition to [manic] psychosis? Are you bipolar/schizotypal? I'm diagnosed bipolar, though my psych mentioned potential schizotypal/schizoid. Truth be told, I'm the latter (schizoid) with bipolar traits (the combination of the two may constitute schizotypal... I've gotten rusty in that area). I stuck with bipolar because it looked a whole hell of a lot better than either schizotypal or schizoid. People are going to, consciously or subconsciously, connect schizotypal to schizophrenia. It would seem to suggest reasonably high level of delusional patterns of thought/behavior, auditory/visual/tactile hallucinations, and a general inability to function in society. It's true those are indeed symptoms of a manic psychotic episode (an extreme one, mind you), but those are episodic (rather than persistent) symptoms. Sorry, I'm spun. I cannot promise the ranting will not continue. I also cannot promise any degree of validity, coherency or continuity. By day three of a solid binge, I'm not people. I'm a jumbled mess of childish giddy, giggling, purposely obnoxious nonsensical behavior, super mania, [harmless/cute] delusions, and some very distracting auditory/visual hallucination (primarily in my peripherals at this stage, but rapidly increasing - I hit the pipe a few hours ago and I swear I felt like I was frying on acid. Had to munch some kpins to mellow). Now, finishing my other point before I have to remember what any of this nonsense was about and address the original point. Schizoids: I'd definitely prefer to not have a schizoid diagnosis on my record. As far as anyone (the ignorant and educated, and sometimes even the "educated") is really concerned, we're just a branch of ASPD, the sociopath's little brother. So bi-polar it was. Ooooh, that's why this bullshit happened: I'm bi-polar myself and I find my [mis]use of my Adderall certainly does springboard me into a manic episode. It ends with the drugs, but it still seems to hit me harder than most. But it's cool, mania is my favorite drug and I'm smart enough, and have enough strength of mind, to ground myself and retain people skills. I've never hurt anyone or come close to hurtin anyone during my self-induced episodes. I tend to just... write... and goddamn do I write and write and write. And the shit I crank out is generally pretty cool, even by my pretentious standards. Unfortunately, I only ever find the inspiration/motivation to write when I'm tweaked. God this was all ridiculous. Thanks for listening. Until next time...
[QUOTE=AgentBoomstick;46717947]even the things that interest me dont interest me right now. i know that's stupid and i sound like a little bitch but my hobbies that i used to enjoy just feel useless. i guess time and faith that it will get better is the best medicine right now[/QUOTE] Dude that sounds like it might be depression, as those are some of the main symptoms I highly, highly suggest you find some kind of support/see a doctor ASAP, not necessarily for medication, but just because letting it run it's course and suffering through it alone (if it is depression) is not worth it [editline]15th December 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Consciousness;46718202]i've come to realize a lot of my sleeping issues are a result of presleep anxiety, just excessive worry about pointless things playing at my mind and leaving me restless what do[/QUOTE] What I've found to be really effective is listening to calming music in bed before falling asleep, but I focus on the music and not my own thoughts. Usually it's the same album each night (Homeshake - In The Shower), because after you've listened to it a million times/in this environment/setting, it's nowhere near as distracting. The final step is that I never stop it mid song, I always wait for the sound to die off on it's own because then my brain doesn't try to continue the song in my head. Once it's off I take off my headphones and almost immediately pass out every time Edit: it's really important that you are actually in bed while doing this; you want to move/be active as little as possible after stopping the music to avoid triggering any distracting thoughts
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0S43IwBF0uM[/media] man i just love this video
got my hearing coming up soon, gunna have to party like I've never fucking partied before.. BRING OUT THE KETAMINE!!!!
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