[QUOTE=ZenX2;46720160]What I've found to be really effective is listening to calming music in bed before falling asleep, but I focus on the music and not my own thoughts. Usually it's the same album each night (Homeshake - In The Shower), because after you've listened to it a million times/in this environment/setting, it's nowhere near as distracting. The final step is that I never stop it mid song, I always wait for the sound to die off on it's own because then my brain doesn't try to continue the song in my head. Once it's off I take off my headphones and almost immediately pass out every time
Edit: it's really important that you are actually in bed while doing this; you want to move/be active as little as possible after stopping the music to avoid triggering any distracting thoughts[/QUOTE]
I've tried that metohd mistakingly trying to fall asleep while midsong, turns out I used to listen to the whole cd and frustrate myself upon realizing the melody/lyrics/effects got my attention and kept me awake. Another wasted night watching polishop.
[QUOTE=greeds;46720335]turns out I used to listen to the whole cd and frustrate myself upon realizing the melody/lyrics/effects got my attention and kept me awake[/QUOTE]
Yep. Normally I'll put on something on Netflix and then hope to god I fall asleep to it. Worse than music, tv or white noise: silence. I cannot sleep in silence. My mind goes fucking nuts
I have to open my window so I can at least hear wildlife, traffic, etc. For some reason hearing cars doing speed runs on the main road late at night and knowing what engine I hear puts me at ease to fall asleep. Benadryl helps too.
I can name the cars that were speeding last night but not remember my dreams.
Benadryl helps but goddamn I feel like shit the next day. It puts me to sleep, but it's a nasty sleep. Though I have no come up with a theory as to why it works like that for me.
Klonopin/Xanax and alcohol (often together) do the job fantastically
Fucking hate Hydrocodone withdrawal (my own prescription).. I usually stash a few pills away for myself because my mom controls how/when I'm supposed to take them. But I always sniff out the hiding spot for the bottle and knab some. I take too much and now I'm out, 3 days short of when I get some more. This sucks complete asshole. Not only that, I was apparently "randomly selected" for a pill count. I got a prescription for 60 pills a month, got it filled on the 1st of December and I'm out way before I need to be. The DEA will be all over me. This fucking sucks so much ass.
[QUOTE=greeds;46720335]I've tried that metohd mistakingly trying to fall asleep while midsong, turns out I used to listen to the whole cd and frustrate myself upon realizing the melody/lyrics/effects got my attention and kept me awake. Another wasted night watching polishop.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, your choice of music is super important too. The album I listen to is slow, jazzy, and the lyrics are smooth and almost blend in with the instrumental part.
I think I've conditioned myself to fall asleep while listening to this, just thinking about it is making me tired
I was hoping to go into town today to get some fresh marijuana but it's rainy as fuck and I have to walk like 2-3 miles, I might see if I can get it delivered though
[QUOTE=NoobieWafer223;46720954]Fucking hate Hydrocodone withdrawal (my own prescription).. I usually stash a few pills away for myself because my mom controls how/when I'm supposed to take them. But I always sniff out the hiding spot for the bottle and knab some. I take too much and now I'm out, 3 days short of when I get some more. This sucks complete asshole. Not only that, I was apparently "randomly selected" for a pill count. I got a prescription for 60 pills a month, got it filled on the 1st of December and I'm out way before I need to be. The DEA will be all over me. This fucking sucks so much ass.[/QUOTE]
Welcome to the world of opiate addiction if this is your first time feeling the withdrawal... I'd recommend just stopping now, how long have you been dependent?
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[QUOTE=Anubis678;46719395]words[/QUOTE]
I understand not reusing needles, but oral syringes can def be safely used multiple times, just gotta clean em with some hot water, but the plungers go after a while it seems.
Of course it would be preferred to use a new one each time, not everyone has access or works in a medical profession.
[QUOTE=zach1193;46721196]Welcome to the world of opiate addiction if this is your first time feeling the withdrawal... I'd recommend just stopping now, how long have you been dependent?
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
I understand not reusing needles, but oral syringes can def be safely used multiple times, just gotta clean em with some hot water, but the plungers go after a while it seems.
Of course it would be preferred to use a new one each time, not everyone has access or works in a medical profession.[/QUOTE]
I've been on them since I was about 15/16, and I'm 22 now. I take them for my hereditary chronic back/neck pain and chronic migraines. And no, this is definitely not my first time going through the withdrawal. I've had way worse. I've had almost 2 week withdrawal at one point, and that was pure HELL. Its just a really bad time to run out of them already because I think I'm getting sick with the flu or a cold or something and my body hurts 3x as bad as it usually does.
[QUOTE=NoobieWafer223;46721313]I've been on them since I was about 15/16, and I'm 22 now. I take them for my hereditary chronic back/neck pain and chronic migraines. And no, this is definitely not my first time going through the withdrawal. I've had way worse. I've had almost 2 week withdrawal at one point, and that was pure HELL. Its just a really bad time to run out of them already because I think I'm getting sick with the flu or a cold or something and my body hurts 3x as bad as it usually does.[/QUOTE]
I'm willing to bet it's just the withdrawal, the longer you stay addicted/dopesick the worse the symptoms get. How much do you take a day? at one point I was taking like 50-60mg oxycodone or equivalent a day and w/d's from that are so shitty and long lasting...
[QUOTE=zach1193;46721196]I understand not reusing needles, but oral syringes can def be safely used multiple times, just gotta clean em with some hot water, but the plungers go after a while it seems.
Of course it would be preferred to use a new one each time, not everyone has access or works in a medical profession.[/QUOTE]
Oh I know, buddy. I end up reusing them when I need to, but since I have such ready access to them, I figured I can go ahead and spoil myself :v:
140mcg acid
23:33 - Katyn: cuz im eating now, except i have no clue whats going on
23:33 - Katyn: there is food and there is my face, what happens inbetween is irrelevant
23:33 - Katyn: all i know is im eating and typing
Also, I don't like the idea of swapping syringes, clean or not, should anyone else wanna try.
My name is Anubis and I advocate the administration of illicit substances into one's anus.
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Ninja'd
[QUOTE=zach1193;46721438]I'm willing to bet it's just the withdrawal, the longer you stay addicted/dopesick the worse the symptoms get. How much do you take a day? at one point I was taking like 50-60mg oxycodone or equivalent a day and w/d's from that are so shitty and long lasting...[/QUOTE]
My prescription is 10-325. Which I think is 10mg Codiene and 325mg Tylenol. Or the other way around, I don't know. But, I usually take 2 of them at one time, that's how bad its gotten. And I usually take maybe 4-8 a day.
I thought you said it was hydrocodone
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Yeah, you got norcos, son
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=NoobieWafer223;46721806]But, I usually take 2 of them at one time, that's how bad its gotten. And I usually take maybe 4-8 a day.[/QUOTE]
Hate to be the one to crawl up your ass at such a bad time, but why haven't you been talking to your doctor about this? Don't titrate your doses on your own. Trust me, I've been there, and it fucked me over and made me look really bad. If there's something going on, discuss it with your doctor. And be firm. You need to remember, doctors work for you, and they're owned by pharmaceutical companies. They hand out pills like they're candy, especially if it's for something laying in the grey area (can't be proven, can't be dispoved). IN that situation, they will always err on the side of caution. Unless you have been flagged for drug-seeking behavior, or you have a poor report with your doctor/history of drug use/etc, they should be more than willing to help you. Help you quickly so you'll get the fuck away from them and they'll avoid a potential medical malpractice suit. Just keep pushing the issue.
If you're in enough pain that you HAVE to exceed your prescribed dose, then your doc needs to be aware of it ASAP, and they need to do something about. Besides, it's just hydrocodone, who gives a shit? I'm surprised they aren't just throwing it at people by the handfuls.
In the airport about to catch a flight to japan, then one to the states 3 hours later. I'm 27 hours without sleep and its starting to hit. Gotta stay awake another 30 minutes then i get a rest. My backpack and briefcase weigh a grand total of 23 kilo.
It's been strange hong kong, but I'm happy about what i learned.
[editline]16th December 2014[/editline]
See you stateside dd
[QUOTE=NoobieWafer223;46721806]My prescription is 10-325. Which I think is 10mg Codiene and 325mg Tylenol. Or the other way around, I don't know. But, I usually take 2 of them at one time, that's how bad its gotten. And I usually take maybe 4-8 a day.[/QUOTE]
Wait wait wait, you think two is bad? Shit then I must be satan. :v:
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[QUOTE=Anubis678;46721761]Also, I don't like the idea of swapping syringes, clean or not, should anyone else wanna try.
My name is Anubis and I advocate the administration of illicit substances into one's anus.
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Ninja'd[/QUOTE]
lol yea I wouldn't feel right lending a bro a rig that's been up my ass...
im really considering trying to get put on SSRI's. would it do anything more than therapy and not turn me into a fucking zombie? i need to fix my brain but i have 0 motivation to do anything, even like stand up and just get a cup of water. its been 3 years since my research chemical abuse stint and i still feel like my serotonin receptors are fucked. im pretty lost dudes, anybody have experiences to share?
i have just had the most spiritual experience of my entire life. for the 19 years i've lived, this is the first time i've felt... peaceful?
Somehow I ordered two ounces of syrian rue seeds. I'm rolling in this shit. I hung out with the ex again today, things are always different when he doesn't have alcohol in his system or desire it. We talked about things and smoked some syrian rue seeds with mids. Woah is all I can say about that first euphoric wave from the rue. He took a huge teaspoon full of kratom and a little extract, I jumped his car, and we took it to the shop and dropped it off. On the way back the kratom started to kick in and that took the edge off his hangover pains and made him sleepy. I'm gonna brew some tea +syrian rue and a pinch of kratom. As soon as my grandmother starts getting ready for bed, I'm popping a capsule filled with ~200mg Maeng Da 10x extract.
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=Anubis678;46720553]Benadryl helps but goddamn I feel like shit the next day. It puts me to sleep, but it's a nasty sleep. Though I have no come up with a theory as to why it works like that for me.
Klonopin/Xanax and alcohol (often together) do the job fantastically[/QUOTE]
Weird, I always wake up relatively normal, but I've always woken up in a kind of daze.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;46722756]Somehow I ordered two ounces of syrian rue seeds. I'm rolling in this shit. I hung out with the ex again today, things are always different when he doesn't have alcohol in his system or desire it. We talked about things and smoked some syrian rue seeds with mids. Woah is all I can say about that first euphoric wave from the rue. He took a huge teaspoon full of kratom and a little extract, I jumped his car, and we took it to the shop and dropped it off. On the way back the kratom started to kick in and that took the edge off his hangover pains and made him sleepy. I'm gonna brew some tea +syrian rue and a pinch of kratom. As soon as my grandmother starts getting ready for bed, I'm popping a capsule filled with ~200mg Maeng Da 10x extract.
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Weird, I always wake up relatively normal, but I've always woken up in a kind of daze.[/QUOTE]
2 ounces? that's amazing bro save that shit for future psych trips. They especially compliment the tryptamines nicely. I ordered 10grams for $5, order never came after 2 months, I emailed them, they sent another 15grams, both packages arrived a week later. Also I wonder how much effect on the yield % of boiling kratom and rue together is, versus how well they extract in separate boilings. Then you could combine them (make into powder first, don't want to drink this nasty shit)
[QUOTE=zach1193;46722556]Wait wait wait, you think two is bad? Shit then I must be satan. :v:
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
lol yea I wouldn't feel right lending a bro a rig that's been up my ass...[/QUOTE]
Well, taking 2 a day made my tolerance shoot up to where it barely works anymore and makes me lose them faster so I face the withdrawal when I shouldn't be.
[QUOTE=Anubis678;46721872]I thought you said it was hydrocodone
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Yeah, you got norcos, son
[editline]15th December 2014[/editline]
Hate to be the one to crawl up your ass at such a bad time, but why haven't you been talking to your doctor about this? Don't titrate your doses on your own. Trust me, I've been there, and it fucked me over and made me look really bad. If there's something going on, discuss it with your doctor. And be firm. You need to remember, doctors work for you, and they're owned by pharmaceutical companies. They hand out pills like they're candy, especially if it's for something laying in the grey area (can't be proven, can't be dispoved). IN that situation, they will always err on the side of caution. Unless you have been flagged for drug-seeking behavior, or you have a poor report with your doctor/history of drug use/etc, they should be more than willing to help you. Help you quickly so you'll get the fuck away from them and they'll avoid a potential medical malpractice suit. Just keep pushing the issue.
If you're in enough pain that you HAVE to exceed your prescribed dose, then your doc needs to be aware of it ASAP, and they need to do something about. Besides, it's just hydrocodone, who gives a shit? I'm surprised they aren't just throwing it at people by the handfuls.[/QUOTE]
I have. But, last time I went to get my painkillers, I got drug tested and failed because I smoked like a few days earlier and thought it'd be out of my system. The doc gave me my ONE "free pass" so, talking to him at this current time is just probably going to make things worse. Especially if he finds out that I delayed the pill count appointment.
[QUOTE=cody8295;46722890]2 ounces? that's amazing bro save that shit for future psych trips. They especially compliment the tryptamines nicely. I ordered 10grams for $5, order never came after 2 months, I emailed them, they sent another 15grams, both packages arrived a week later. Also I wonder how much effect on the yield % of boiling kratom and rue together is, versus how well they extract in separate boilings. Then you could combine them (make into powder first, don't want to drink this nasty shit)[/QUOTE]
Damn, sounds like a rough time with shipping. My package came on time and with an extra ounce of rue seeds. I got lucky, I thought there was going to be an undercover cop waiting for me to grab this package, but nope.
Syrian rue smells like coffee, and kratom tastes like coffee. To me, at least. I don't like coffee, but I can definitely get past the taste. I don't like grapefruit juice either, I keep drinking it to get its effects, though.
Gonna smoke a bowl as soon as something starts kicking in.
There's nothing to worry about mixing kratom, syrian rue with benadryl, is there?
Not safe according to most sources
[QUOTE]Antidepressants, such as amitriptyline (Amitrip®), nortriptyline (Norpress®), paroxetine (Aropax®), fluoxetine (Prozac®) and monoamine oxidase inhibitors (MAOI), have anticholinergic side effects. They are best avoided when taking an anticholinergic medication.[/QUOTE]
[url]http://dermnetnz.org/treatments/anticholinergics.html[/url]
I wish it snowed in the UK, I really want to smoke a joint in the snow
[url]http://pastebin.com/0DEPS7MV[/url]
i need a joint so fucking bad now.
[editline]16th December 2014[/editline]
instead i'll just go sleep
[QUOTE=AgentBoomstick;46722632]im really considering trying to get put on SSRI's. would it do anything more than therapy and not turn me into a fucking zombie? i need to fix my brain but i have 0 motivation to do anything, even like stand up and just get a cup of water. its been 3 years since my research chemical abuse stint and i still feel like my serotonin receptors are fucked. im pretty lost dudes, anybody have experiences to share?[/QUOTE]
I have the same problem and Wellbutrin has been really effective at improving my motivation
I've been taking 150m for a few months and it feels like I'm stuck in limbo between having motivation and not having it, so I'm moving up to 300mg in a few days
Gonna get some weed for the first time in a while
and maybe a new pipe, i'll see what happens
anyway I can reduce high anxiety? I know set and setting is the obvious one,
suppose I could smoke absolutely minimal amounts as well to just get that nice chill, possibly
Found some pot brownies in the freezer, really excited. Ate one and a half.
well local headshop was closed so no pipe, but i'm flushed and if I can maintain this moderation thing i've been getting accustomed too it should last me a good while
so i've got a feeling the weed I was getting for a while there might have been sprayed with something, an old baggie I found from my last pickup a couple months ago smelt like deoderant in side. Got my current batch from an old mate who I don't visit very much for reasons but was always reliable, the smell is lot more how I remember with that nice, earthy fruity scent, so I have a good feeling I wont get to uncomfortable from smoking this bud
on the same note; when I had hash even after tolerance break I didn't quite get into those same tripped out mindstates even when I smoked a fuckload. I did get high as all hell, but not like psychedelic feeling states of profoundness with a strong sense of deja vu and high anxiety
well time to test the waters. Wish me luck
i wanna buy dohka again but i feel like ill jst end up sitting at my house on my computer all day smoking it
[editline]16th December 2014[/editline]
BUT IF IT MAKES ME HAPPY I SHOULD DO IT JAH??
[editline]16th December 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46723601]I have the same problem and Wellbutrin has been really effective at improving my motivation
I've been taking 150m for a few months and it feels like I'm stuck in limbo between having motivation and not having it, so I'm moving up to 300mg in a few days[/QUOTE]
my dad takes wellbutrin. it seems to work for him. i took a bunch of it a few years ago to see if it had any recreational effects (im not that ignorant anymore) but ive never taken it in a clinical setting
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