• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Time to get back into the habit of chatting to random girls as I go about my day, I reckon. Last few days I've been revisiting everything I learned from when I used to do 'pickup' as an actual activity, and holy shit is it amazing talking to people when you feel confident and unconcerned with their opinion of you. Had a really awesome day at work today and there was honestly nothing special about it. I just told myself last night I'd have a good day today, then remembered to keep up all the habits I had learnt to apply back in those days but slowly forgot to use through the course of my last relationship. Shit like strong eye contact, keeping my tone low instead of raising it out of insecurity, chatting and making jokes because I wanted to, not because I was seeking validation. Personal development ye boi! Gonna pick up where I left off and work more on my confidence/comfort and social skills. [editline]8th January 2015[/editline] Also I enrolled in a course to learn Mandarin! Starts on Tuesday :dance:
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46874905]i really need to get into this deep web shit, instead of hitting people up on facebook haha.[/QUOTE] i don't order from tor, rc's are (still) legal here :v:
[QUOTE=Amic;46875576]i don't order from tor, rc's are (still) legal here :v:[/QUOTE] people who sell stuff like mxe on street level or overcharging as much as they possibly can. 1gram of mxe goes for more than 1gram of fishscale coke. it doesn't seem right to me.
Uh how long do benzos/etizolam stay in your body because i woke up with impaired motor skills still :v: or did I just have a dodgy night's sleep
I woke up at 8am on the dot without an alarm. After I got out of the shower I got really nauseas and dry heaved into the toilet for a few minutes. I don't know if it was the midnight run to taco bell, the lexapro, or the fact that I didn't smoke when I woke up.
[QUOTE=Maximoon;46873263]get over yourself im not being a dick, that's just the secret to enjoying life there are things you cannot control, do what makes you appreciate the life you've been given[/QUOTE] Yea but dude really, telling someone with chronic depression to just "get over it" is like trying to perform surgery with nurf tools, it's not that simple especially now that I'm still battling a semi serious opiate habit. And on top of that now I don't have a car in the dead of winter, no weed, I'm fucked because its' not so easy for me to just think my problems away yet depression has me lacking any motivation to do anything about it. [editline]7th January 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=Nekro;46875713]Uh how long do benzos/etizolam stay in your body because i woke up with impaired motor skills still :v: or did I just have a dodgy night's sleep[/QUOTE] all benzos are different, but if it's anything like klonopin, I took so much I was fucked up for 2ish days.
Telling someone to get over depression is like telling someone to get over autism. It's a neurological problem that can't be solved by overstimulation of the already suffering brain.
[QUOTE=CoilingTesla;46872326]Even when I could keep myself upbeat, keeping myself busy, finding the positives in everything going on(I only got that after good ol' MD.. found me) etc, I still had episodes of depression and angry outbursts pretty often. It felt really good to talk to somebody and get something for it. I didn't even explicitly mention depression, but they knew it when they saw it. Shit, they gave me xanax, no one saw that one coming, holy shit. I'm glad I sent in a good review for her a couple weeks back. Now that I think about it, I've been a huge crybaby since I binged on mdma. I cry at least once during any movie and half the songs I hear get me to cry, it's downright embarrassing. Funny as shit sometimes though.[/QUOTE] yea, I didnt' even have to see a psychiatrist to get my xanax script. I just talked to my physician and bam easy.
Hey guys, havent been round in a week or so. Seems like whenever I actually do drugs it turns me off DD for a lil bit. Seems like there was some heavy shit here while I was gone. I just want to say, if anyone feels like they need someone to talk to, no judgement, feel free to pm me or hit me up on steam. Even if its super depressed needing to vent, its cool. I love you guys, and I hope that eventually through whatever combination of chemical, reflective and interpersonal connections you can find that you feel happy and content. Also /B/, you're kicking ass on the whole cutting back plan but you don't have to go all or nothing. That sort of lifestyle change takes a lot, doesn't need to be all at once.
alright yo if this is out of order then dumb me down but does anyone else agree that everyone posting about being depressed on a drug discussion thread is out of place? i mean, stoned as a mother fucker I dont wanna read about people saying that theres alot of blood and shit like that, i mean we all have problems and personally reading how people are fucking depressed does not help my problems in the slightest bit whatsoever. we all do drugs, we are all meant to be chill so be chill in one of the few actual places we can e chill!? but on a bite more on topic, im about to try my hardest and pull a half gram bong then neck this crate of cider down then go on a stroll to whereever the fuck my feet takjes me with my m8s ahah
for me it's less about saying "hello fellow drug-takers bask in my sorrow" and more "hello friends let's share whats going on in our lives" i like being there for people on dd and i immensely appreciate everyone who shows the same support to me [editline]7th January 2015[/editline] in other news i'm on a mixtape [url]http://coast2coastmixtapes.com/mixtapes/mixtapedetail.aspx/weworkin-mixtape-vol-9?track=83[/url]
[QUOTE=Thug;46877056]alright yo if this is out of order then dumb me down but does anyone else agree that everyone posting about being depressed on a drug discussion thread is out of place? i mean, stoned as a mother fucker I dont wanna read about people saying that theres alot of blood and shit like that, i mean we all have problems and personally reading how people are fucking depressed does not help my problems in the slightest bit whatsoever. we all do drugs, we are all meant to be chill so be chill in one of the few actual places we can e chill!? but on a bite more on topic, im about to try my hardest and pull a half gram bong then neck this crate of cider down then go on a stroll to whereever the fuck my feet takjes me with my m8s ahah[/QUOTE] I can see where you're coming from, but most of us who use and abuse, do so because of depression/anxiety.
drugs go hand in hand with depression and empathy
time for a 'why do you get high' thread
My eyes don't get red when smoking anymore and my pupils don't become the size of dinner plates. Mixing weed with meds is fun. [editline]7th January 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=cody8295;46877180]time for a 'why do you get high' thread[/QUOTE] Hi, my name is CoilingTesla and I'm addicted to [i]marijuana[/i].
Doing a big pickup day, gonna get some lollipops for the first time in months
Weed and alcohol is my favorite so far. Its the confidence boost of the booze and the extra stimulation of the weed that gives me a 'I feel fucking ALIVE' moment where I feel invincible and just in the best goddamn mood. But at the same time it sucks knowing if I keep it up I might fall into my family's history of alcoholism and shit so I keep at least the drinking away from a daily basis.
4:20pm [img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-2bong.png[/img]
holy shit the cartoonist-killing in paris right now, i am left in my chair without words. im definitely not gonna sleep well tonight. ima go light a candle or some shit for those suffering families and friends.. i can't even imagine how much it must hurt. “[I]No Freedom without freedom of press.[/I]” [editline]7th January 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=Animoz;46878717]holy shit the cartoonist-killing in paris right now, i am left in my chair without words. im definitely not gonna sleep well tonight. ima go light a candle or some shit for those suffering families and friends.. i can't even imagine how much it must hurt. “[I]No Freedom without freedom of press.[/I]”[/QUOTE] also this is relevant [IMG]http://pbs.twimg.com/media/B6wZOY8CMAA_b6v.jpg[/IMG]
any of you got gta 5 on ps4? if so send me your name in a msg ill be buying a mic and playing it friday
[QUOTE=Animoz;46878717]holy shit the cartoonist-killing in paris right now, i am left in my chair without words. im definitely not gonna sleep well tonight. ima go light a candle or some shit for those suffering families and friends.. i can't even imagine how much it must hurt. “[I]No Freedom without freedom of press.[/I]”[/QUOTE] Felt the same way, couldn't believe at first when I first heard it.
Played some music on the morning news today, and then went on a first date after that. Got home, found my hash waiting for me on my desk. Fuck today was nice.
The French office of the company I work for is about a 30 second walk from Charlie Hebdo, I was speaking to people there today and they were so afraid. Just shocking man.
I got tired because of the etizolam and I took a nap and usually after naps i feel groggy as shit but i actually feel alright wow i am liking this stuff
i'm about to head to bed, but i have this really weird body sensation and my mind seems to be racing. i'm considering taking a few gulps of white wine before i lay down, but i'm afraid i'll feel guilty about it tomorrow.
Wondering if I have a problem because I'm bored of drugs or if that's healthy. Also want to try something new though so I don't imagine it's good, just looking for the next high I guess.
The vendor I bought 4AcO-DMT from gave me 110mg instead of 100 [img]http://www.facepunch.com/fp/ratings/winner.png[/img]
/B/rother is lame, all he does is send me snap pics of him 420 yoloing
[QUOTE=Ruso;46880480]/B/rother is lame, all he does is send me snap pics of him 420 yoloing[/QUOTE] And spitting gum on himself :v: Can't say I wouldn't do the same once in awhile, but my camera only works when I didn't mean to open it. I never got a good pic of me absolutely blasted. I wish I did. Remembering my mxe breakthrough is pretty comforting though. Even if I can't do drugs, I can dream of doing them anytime my mind wants to.
I had a whole 60mg THC lollipop and I'm getting reaaally high pretty early on oh jeez
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