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understanding captain jack sparrow's plight regarding rum or lack thereof [editline]10th January 2015[/editline] cept its captain catpiss running out of weed
So my female friend ventured home. She's bisexual and has a girlfriend, yet it seems she lets me do anything I want to her body. We're very close friends. After burying my face between her breasts and holding her body against mine in my bed, I can feel my hormones tensing up the general mood of the situation.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46897993]So my female friend ventured home. She's bisexual and has a girlfriend, yet it seems she lets me do anything I want to her body. We're very close friends. After burying my face between her breasts and holding her body against mine in my bed, I can feel my hormones tensing up the general mood of the situation.[/QUOTE] go on
My MXE has arrived, with a free sample of MXP. I can tell that this vendor is shitty :v:
[QUOTE=zach1193;46871896]Fuck guys for once in my life (after childhood) I'd just like to be not depressed. Like shit man, every single day I'm sober, depression depression depression, even before hard drugs, depression all day long, and I don't even have a bad life, I have family, I have friends, what the fuck!?[/QUOTE] That's how I feel man.. I was always like this.. the more substances I added the more emotional and abrupt I became it seemed. Of course since my brain was constantly coming down off of some sort of chemical. I had a wonderful life, a wonderful child hood (hopefully like us all) and I began experimenting too young.. while I was still in my late child hood (13, 14. In America we're just becoming freshman, out of Eighth grade. Riding bike around and shit every day after school) That turned into smoking pot, doing pills and doing that childish shit. Next thing I know the crew I grew up with (here atleast.. And somewhat back in my hometown) had the same problems I carried, just a different poison. I first met a bad meth addict when I was 14. He was also my age. (Sounds like a kid would be lying at that age, but no, I remember helping him get it(Maybe not the smartest idea, but come on I was 14), and watching him snort/smoke/inject it.) In high school, I faced many others that had a deep down struggle inside, that not many seen. Some of the things I never thought I'd do I did. Same with the things I'd own.. I have an 'oil burner' in my room. Rethinking everything I've experienced on this narrow path, It's like the changes cannot be undone. Just covered up and forgotten about. Edit: My "I've been up for one day, but since I've been speeding for too long it feels like I been up 3 weeks mentally" post for the week.
Woke up and about to munch on a half of the other (FAT) cracker then go from there. This shit is so bomb, I absolutely love the taste of firecrackers if done right. I've done it with nutella before and that was really good, but this batch is GODLY. Easily the best/strongest crackers I've made. Also I can't seem to find any rolling papers sadly..maybe they're around here somwhere. Could've swore I at least had a roll of raw.
I think I'm going to try and sleep this night, and get tweaked tomorrow again. Lets see what we should use as a sleeping aid, hmm... 5 pills of Zopiclone, 5 Ambien, 2 tabs flubromazolam or 2 tabs meclonazepam. Maybe I can try mixing them all? Nah, seems like a waste, lets try some Zopiclone. [editline]10th January 2015[/editline] I'm in a whimsical mood, I might make a random phone call when my mind have gone fishing.
Guys ohio is gonna legalize weed this year
I remember playing Sim City 4 a while ago under the influence of amphetamine. After 3 days and 3 nights of carefully designing a city, I lose my mind somehow and make a decision to demolish and rebuild a large section of my city because I felt the need to have an elevated highway going through my city. I'm starting to feel the effects of the Zopiclone I ingested. Anyway, so for several hours I sit and intensely focus on the reconstruction of my city. The project ended up to be a complete disaster. The elevated highway connections caused more traffic jam than the original city, the one I had before I made the decision to anally rape a perfectly fine economically functioning city. And turning it into some very strange art exhibit where the policy of my city is: Would you choose to actually enter the maze that is the infrastructure of this city, consider contemplating a lot about the artistic value of this labyrinth while you're in it, or chances are you'll go insane. [editline]10th January 2015[/editline] Yay, my female friend is back in my apartment right now.
I'm feeling really fucking good today and I can think of no explanation other than the fact that I ate breakfast and haven't smoked Like, euphoria and confidence. My whole body feels good [editline]10th January 2015[/editline] [QUOTE=/B/rother;46897726]i'm feeling really intense euphoria right now, it's almost making my hands shake. it's almost as if i'm rolling on md. this is craaaay[/QUOTE] I think I'm getting a less intense version of whatever you're feeling
Apparently a friend of my cousin's is selling good LSD for $15 a hit. No money. Also a friend can get me what's apparently good MDMA for $15 a tenth. No money. Fuck. I seriously need some MDMA therapy. :v:
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46899935]I remember playing Sim City 4 a while ago under the influence of amphetamine. After 3 days and 3 nights of carefully designing a city, I lose my mind somehow and make a decision to demolish and rebuild a large section of my city because I felt the need to have an elevated highway going through my city. I'm starting to feel the effects of the Zopiclone I ingested. Anyway, so for several hours I sit and intensely focus on the reconstruction of my city. The project ended up to be a complete disaster. The elevated highway connections caused more traffic jam than the original city, the one I had before I made the decision to anally rape a perfectly fine economically functioning city. And turning it into some very strange art exhibit where the policy of my city is: Would you choose to actually enter the maze that is the infrastructure of this city, consider contemplating a lot about the artistic value of this labyrinth while you're in it, or chances are you'll go insane. [editline]10th January 2015[/editline] Yay, my female friend is back in my apartment right now.[/QUOTE] What form of amphetamine do you dabble with m8? I feel like I want to keep my teeth a perfect white color, no matter how much I brush. I can't even stay up on Speed anymore.
This thread is bumped too often for me to keep up with. But you're all such swell people... I was playing CSGO on acid and that was just loads of fun. I am on DXM right now and that is pretty groovy nothing special. It was when I smoked a bowl (bud) that it got pretty nice. [editline]Kingsly[/editline] Oh shit im a king
Getting sertraline on Monday, not sure if I should take the risk of drinking/smoking, birthday in about a month and it'll suck if I can't drink or anything.
[QUOTE=ljonny;46900376]What form of amphetamine do you dabble with m8? I feel like I want to keep my teeth a perfect white color, no matter how much I brush. I can't even stay up on Speed anymore.[/QUOTE] As of right now I'm enjoying the psychedelic euphoria that presents itself when taking a relatively strong dosage of the research chemical 3,4-dimethoxy-a-php. I can probably compare it to a short acting amphetamine that produces an indescribable psychedelic euphoria. Aside from the euphoria, you're tweaked almost exactly like if you were on Amphetamine. This drug makes you completely obsessed about anything, time simply flies by and me and my female friend were very surprised when we looked at the time after sitting next to each other on my computers, playing games. She's a pretty special individual, my soul craves her, we connect on a special level, we have the same hobbies (games and drugs).
[QUOTE=Charrax;46900752]This thread is bumped too often for me to keep up with. But you're all such swell people... I was playing CSGO on acid and that was just loads of fun. I am on DXM right now and that is pretty groovy nothing special. It was when I smoked a bowl (bud) that it got pretty nice. [editline]Kingsly[/editline] Oh shit im a king[/QUOTE] i can't do shit on acid except lie in bed and mongg the fuck out, what strength was the tab and do you prepare at all?
We both have taken another large dose of 3,4-dimethoxy-a-php each, and guess what, she too is in a whimsical mood. She wanted us to take some more benso and go out and do mischief.
[QUOTE=Rolond Returns;46901050]i can't do shit on acid except lie in bed and mongg the fuck out, what strength was the tab and do you prepare at all?[/QUOTE] No idea the strength of the tab and by prepare do you mean "we all got in a car and drove around" then yea. The driver wasnt on acid though.
Had a great time visiting my friend out of state. He finally got his bong so we went up, toked up, drank, played games etc. I forgot how hard bongs hit you, had a friend green out, actually both girls puked, one was fine but the other took a bit longer to recover from space. I named her sandra bullok after the gravity movie since we had to save her from space.
[QUOTE=Entraik;46900966]Getting sertraline on Monday, not sure if I should take the risk of drinking/smoking, birthday in about a month and it'll suck if I can't drink or anything.[/QUOTE] Just be careful with trying sertraline as it induces a manic episode if you happen to have Bipolar Disorder and have just not been diagnosed yet. This happened to me, I entered a full-blown psychotic mania lasting 3 months. I threatened to kill one of my closest friends, I bought clothes I didn't need and I drank alcohol, from morning to bedtime for 3 months. I openly and casually called my relatives a certain term proposing them to be lesser beings, a handyman in society, a Homer Simpsons, no capability to contribute to the intellectual aspects of society. I wrote this on Facebook where everybody I know can see me conducting in such an evil manner.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46901162]Just be careful with trying sertraline as it induces a manic episode if you happen to have Bipolar Disorder and have just not been diagnosed yet. This happened to me, I entered a full-blown psychotic mania lasting 3 months. I threatened to kill one of my closest friends, I bought clothes I didn't need and I drank alcohol, from morning to bedtime for 3 months. I openly and casually called my relatives a certain term proposing them to be lesser beings, a handyman in society, a Homer Simpsons, no capability to contribute to the intellectual aspects of society. I wrote this on Facebook where everybody I know can see me conducting in such an evil manner.[/QUOTE] Are you talking about prescribed SSRIs? I have only heard good things from them with results from my friends. Unless youre using them to get high? I thought they take like 2 weeks - 1 month to actually work...? Can you abuse SSRIs? I know you can abuse Xanax but doctors are giving my friends Lexapro and other SSRIs. To be honest I am for that, I feel xanax is given way too easily and some fall victim to it. It is an as-needed-drug prescribed like a daily-dose-drug
[QUOTE=Charrax;46901172]Are you talking about prescribed SSRIs?[/QUOTE] No, my statement specifically uses the word Sertraline, a psychoactive chemical which happens to be an SSRI. [QUOTE=Charrax;46901172]I have only heard good things from them with results from my friends.[/QUOTE] Then your friends are fortunate enough not to suffer from this serious condition. [QUOTE=Charrax;46901172]Unless youre using them to get high? I thought they take like 2 weeks - 1 month to actually work...?[/QUOTE] Of course I expected to get some kind of pharmacological effect or high, whatever you want to call it, during my treatment with these pills. Concerning the time it takes for these anti-depressant drugs to build up a high enough concentration of serotonin in it's synapses for the desired effect to actually occur. It actually takes a couple of months to reach optimal effect. Even though you were to over-consume an SSRI, the synapses still flood with extra serotonin and a temporary high can probably be experienced. [QUOTE=Charrax;46901172]Can you abuse SSRIs? I know you can abuse Xanax but doctors are giving my friends Lexapro and other SSRIs. [/QUOTE] Of course you can abuse SSRIs, it's an extremely boring experience though. [QUOTE=Charrax;46901172]To be honest I am for that, I feel xanax is given way too easily and some fall victim to it. It is an as-needed-drug prescribed like a daily-dose-drug[/QUOTE] I feel Xanax should be handed out to everyone, by the government, all the time. If there's no coming off your substance, just take it as you would consider eating food. This is a new form of nourishment for the soul.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46900998]As of right now I'm enjoying the psychedelic euphoria that presents itself when taking a relatively strong dosage of the research chemical 3,4-dimethoxy-a-php. I can probably compare it to a short acting amphetamine that produces an indescribable psychedelic euphoria. Aside from the euphoria, you're tweaked almost exactly like if you were on Amphetamine. This drug makes you completely obsessed about anything, time simply flies by and me and my female friend were very surprised when we looked at the time after sitting next to each other on my computers, playing games. She's a pretty special individual, my soul craves her, we connect on a special level, we have the same hobbies (games and drugs).[/QUOTE] I'll definitely have to study more about it. Sounds intriguing. You remind me of someone that's done meth in an intelligent manor.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;46901367]I feel Xanax should be handed out to everyone, by the government, all the time. If there's no coming off your substance, just take it as you would consider eating food. This is a new form of nourishment for the soul.[/QUOTE] I personally disagree with this part(due to friends being consumed by it), but I see your point and to each his own. There is a book called Food of the Gods that reminds me of your quote "This is a new form of nourishment for the soul." check it out, it may interest you. Thanks for all the info by the way.
[QUOTE=Charrax;46901105]No idea the strength of the tab and by prepare do you mean "we all got in a car and drove around" then yea. The driver wasnt on acid though.[/QUOTE] fairs, I've got these 290mcg tabs still andeven half a tab is intense af thinking bout dropping tomorrow yn
I like Xanax. A looot. And that's why I didn't take any today. Toke toke toke
[QUOTE=Charrax;46901422]I personally disagree with this part(due to friends being consumed by it), but I see your point and to each his own.[/QUOTE] I was actually just extemporizing, trying to be funny. I have been in the dark grasp of bensodiazepine addiction. [QUOTE=Charrax;46901422]There is a book called Food of the Gods that reminds me of your quote "This is a new form of nourishment for the soul." check it out, it may interest you. Thanks for all the info by the way.[/QUOTE] Thanks for the tip!
bought a bong for $50, this is my first glass piece. ill post pics soon
lmao right?
After this weird experience where I figured out how to catch a ball without thinking about it, today I realized that that is the difference between thinking about doing something before/while doing it and doing it without thinking. I think I was just lacking the right connections to control that, like not being able to lift an eyebrow because you just don't know how to make the muscles move. Except instead of a muscles it's the ability to "just do things" which everyone assumes everyone can do without training. I was playing tennis and thinking about this and trying to do it to play tennis better and I got this weird surging feeling in my brain and then my vision changed and refreshed a bit, and I have this lasting cool feeling still throughout my body, but I also feel so much more present within myself, like I'm actually in my body now and I'm in control of it This is the disconnect between thoughts and actions that more introverted people have, but I guess you can actually build up that missing connection if you practice doing things without thinking This is why my anxiety fucked with me so much, or maybe that's what this kind of anxiety is in general. Somewhere in my brain the paths for worrying about stuff and actually performing actions got all tangled up
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