The word 'thirst' in its modern slang context, is nothing more than a means of supressing nature. In this example we see that the user of the word always uses it with a negative connotation. The function of this insult is to shame men (and women) into thinking being sexually attracted to one another is wrong. This is one linguistic virus that I predict will have an enormous pychological and sociological effect on our generation.
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Example:
Boy: Hi :)
Girl: lol you thirsty!
while i'm not a fan of dividing the genders or anything, i've mainly heard thirsty being used to describe women
if you give somebody a simple hi and get called thirsty, that's not your problem, that's theirs
sexual attraction isn't wrong but sometimes people are really, really too forward with it, it isn't based on gender
i had my interest set to 'dirty heads' as in the band, on tinder, and a girl literally fucking said something along the lines of "so you like dirty heads because your head's gonna be between my legs? ;)))"
other than the horrifying mental imagery of what sounds like an STD, it was generally uncalled for
mexican fast food grade food poisoning
shitting myself into a coma
follow me
all around the planet I run the gamut on sickology
they could neva manage
we do damage wit no apology
I think I've found out the meaning of "selling ones soul for rock n roll".
Spending time and all my money on the band is one thing, the other is more abstract.
Its the only thing I'm devoted to...no job, education, hope or ambition. Wish I had all the 4, hah. Though rock n roll saved me, so all I'm doing is paying back
[QUOTE=can man;45817675]I think I've found out the meaning of "selling ones soul for rock n roll".
Spending time and all my money on the band is one thing, the other is more abstract.
Its the only thing I'm devoted to...no job, education, hope or ambition. Wish I had all the 4, hah. Though rock n roll saved me, so all I'm doing is paying back[/QUOTE]
You're keeping it alive and preserving it. You are rock n roll!
I don't know how but DPH gave me a positive experience. Well I was on it all I would see are kittens and objects in my room behave weird. When I looked into the dark rather then it turning into a monster it just flashed white and got brighter. At some point I started petting a turtle and went wait I don't own a turtle. Even when the fuzzy worm things that engulfed my hand put a smile on my face.
Now after that everything looks fucking bright and colorful. The best way I could describe it is that my creative and logical mind are one. No more anxiety or doubt just pure unity within my thoughts. My body no longer feels heavy. Music can not even be described. It's as if I feel all of the worlds energy coating me in a warm glowing blanket of love. All in all I feel as if I can move through this world as a weightless entity. None of those human things can stop me for they are just lost in a world of blindness and fear created by themselves.
To my DD brothers do not give up, there is hope for you yet. The secrets to all your problems are in your head. Once you clear your head and find inner peace you leave the realm of the humans. No matter how impossible it seems do not give up. Embrace whatever weird strange thing you do or like because the equalizer will grab all of us no matter how far away we run. I shall leave you with this.
[Media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sq9oR9x171w[/media]
[QUOTE=geogzm;45816975]while i'm not a fan of dividing the genders or anything, i've mainly heard thirsty being used to describe women
if you give somebody a simple hi and get called thirsty, that's not your problem, that's theirs
sexual attraction isn't wrong but sometimes people are really, really too forward with it, it isn't based on gender
i had my interest set to 'dirty heads' as in the band, on tinder, and a girl literally fucking said something along the lines of "so you like dirty heads because your head's gonna be between my legs? ;)))"
other than the horrifying mental imagery of what sounds like an STD, it was generally uncalled for[/QUOTE]
id fucking meet that chick, she sounds like she can have a serious conversation about sex without the awkward feeling that comes with the ideology that promotes not talking about that with somebody you don't know.
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I'd still get to know her first
oh no she really wasn't really that nice
i know other people who i've talked to about sex right off the bat without it being weird or anything, it's just the kind of thing most people would prefer to take a while to build up
personally i like to have some kind of conversation prior to somebody telling me they want to have sex with me because then i feel just that little bit more valuable :v:
i just hit a fat fuicking dab out of some of the hash we made. im so fucking [I][U]rippeed[/U][/I]
hey guys, its been a long time since i've been here, im still tokin it up but i have to stop :v: i have a second interview with walmart tomorrow. I smoked on tuesday so i've been drinking atleast 2-3 pints of water and sweating and pissing it out lol. Just to make extra sure i bought a 211 triple port beer from H-E-B to make sure i piss it all out lol.
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i've only smoked that one day out of the several months i've been on a T-break so i should be fine
[QUOTE=confinedUser;45820570]hey guys, its been a long time since i've been here, im still tokin it up but i have to stop :v: i have a second interview with walmart tomorrow. I smoked on tuesday so i've been drinking atleast 2-3 pints of water and sweating and pissing it out lol. Just to make extra sure i bought a 211 triple port beer from H-E-B to make sure i piss it all out lol.
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i've only smoked that one day out of the several months i've been on a T-break so i should be fine[/QUOTE]
They don't drug test at Walmart do they? I have a friend who got a job at one and they didnt test him
[QUOTE=jonnymad;45820587]They don't drug test at Walmart do they? I have a friend who got a job at one and they didnt test him[/QUOTE]
i think they do, if they dont then cool, but im just making sure :v:
[QUOTE=confinedUser;45820593]i think they do, if they dont then cool, but im just making sure :v:[/QUOTE]
Yeah probably best that way. Good luck man
I have not smoked in a month what should I do to kill my tolerance break? Should I face a blunt to myself before school?
Wow what a shitty day... As I suspected, my sister was far too unmotivated for her first day back at school. Parents are out so I got to wake her up. She wouldn't get up until I threatened to call my mom. By the time I got her to class I was almost late. Sped to uni, got pulled over (chill cop was the high point of the day, imagine that,) got to class a half hour late, no credit for the day. Got caught behind an accident, was sitting in traffic for a hour, then finally got home. Proceeding to smoke as much of my half ounce blunt I can followed by some Dex and a few shots of fireball until I pass out. Night dudes.
buy and eight, make some keif hash with it by grinding it finely into a mesh like a fine cloth shirt. Save remains and roll into blunt or joint. Smoke the hash in a bowl or in a dab rig
Picked up some new headphones at least too... Get to try those out at least
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RIP merge thanks Cody <3
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No fireball, guess its Smirnoff instead. Hate straight vodka but its all I got on hand right now
today is all kinds of wrong,
bleak weather, stressful environment, nothing significant to get up too
music is my one and only saviour
that and job hunting
a bit of music from yesterday that I didn't manage to finish up on
[media]http://soundcloud.com/petebound/something-to-play-with[/media]
Fuuuuuuck guys
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I think I got the reefer madness already
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Sixty gels washed down with Smirnoff, best I go now fellas, I love you buttheads so much
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I miss you guys already
Feeling much better than last night, I spent a few days without taking my meds, I realize now that it was a pretty awful idea.
I tried going to HK's party district, was nuts. Went to one lame club and one fun place. A friend of mine might have hooked up with some chick but he at least got her number. Good to know I can still come here and chill with you guys wherever I am in the world <3
Smoke? We'd every day...
i just had a thought
what if the darkness beyond the stars isn't a never ending expanse
what if we're inside something
red shift is misguided
the universe is not expanding, it's host is simply growing
[QUOTE=TCB;45821663]i just had a thought
what if the darkness beyond the stars isn't a never ending expanse
what if we're inside something
red shift is misguided
the universe is not expanding, it's host is simply growing[/QUOTE]
it's a big cloth with a bunch of flashlights on the other side
slow start to a long day.
it's nice to relax once in a while though
i was rolling a calea cigarette when the fire alarm went off - a fire drill. I finished rolling before I left. I got stopped for leaving too late and now they want me to go to a fire safety class fuck
Oh even better now she probably won't even come until Friday Which is a day before I leave..was supposed to come early this Morning and didn't, re scheduled for a train at 3 then didn't AGAIN because her Mom was worried about her taking the train alone even though it's so safe so the only way now is for her cousin to take her Friday which I'm even doubting that will happen..sorry to bitch about this but I'm in motherfucking California with some good weed. I should be so happy to be here but all I do is cry and feel like shit, I wanted to spend days with my girl after 3 whole years not just one. Also earlier in the trip my dad was saying we could go get her and she was like no ill take the train and then doesn't do it, now when I ask to get her after she finally is gonna find out if I can but now I don't know if I'm able to drive down there...really sorry about the wall of text this is just such a bullshit emotional rollercoaster and I'm so sick of it ruining my trip. Anyway....gonna go have a toke, maybe that'll help a little but I need my girl, not Mary Jane :(
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Add me on snapchat for dickpics(but not really I just like snapchatting)
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Feel free to not but ye.
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[QUOTE=dr.bean;45822166]Oh even better now she probably won't even come until Friday Which is a day before I leave..was supposed to come early this Morning and didn't, re scheduled for a train at 3 then didn't AGAIN because her Mom was worried about her taking the train alone even though it's so safe so the only way now is for her cousin to take her Friday which I'm even doubting that will happen..sorry to bitch about this but I'm in motherfucking California with some good weed. I should be so happy to be here but all I do is cry and feel like shit, I wanted to spend days with my girl after 3 whole years not just one. Also earlier in the trip my dad was saying we could go get her and she was like no ill take the train and then doesn't do it, now when I ask to get her after she finally is gonna find out if I can but now I don't know if I'm able to drive down there...really sorry about the wall of text this is just such a bullshit emotional rollercoaster and I'm so sick of it ruining my trip. Anyway....gonna go have a toke, maybe that'll help a little but I need my girl, not Mary Jane :([/QUOTE]
Hope it works out for ya man, its a bitch of a situation so youre not being a bitch by venting your frustration, better here where alot of us can relate to those states of mind etc. Mary jane is ok at masking that loneliness and frustration but I know the feeling of that last statement all too well. Hang in there and try to enjoy the time you have left there, dont shut yourself off from the outside world over this, smoke a jay and go for a walk, take in the sights, culture, explore what your surroundings have to offer; make some memories if you havent yet of purely self enjoyment. Try taking some good photos as a means of getting your mind off things for now if you havent done so yet and you'll also thank yourself later when you have them to look back on.
Doing nothing and toking it away might just make the situation feel more dire for a variety of reasons, but either way if theres nothing you can do about it right this moment, make the most of this moment by diverting your attention and energy to something else for now. but I do fully understand if you feel completely unmotivated to do much of anything over this all, just throwing some good will your way. Stay strong buddy, sucks to hear you arent having a good time(its difficult especially on your own and when things dont go as anticipated) but we're here for ya either way.
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Im gonna have a quick vent moment.
I want to keep up with the things I set out to do as much as possible, but the environment at home is literally that heated and stressed its killing my drive and desire to do much of anything. I need to move away from this bullshit and find space to myself where I can keep a clear head without that sort of negative atmosphere dragging me down all the fucking time
Jesus christ ive tried talking to them, ive tried defusing shit, it never works, my mum has gone full dictator life control mode on every little thing and its non stop ranting, yelling and emotional verbal abuse. Im not even the one copping the flak directly and its having a severe impact on me. Yet if we try to tell her to calm down and stop being so over the top we're the ones in the wrong. It leads me to isolating myself just hoping, waiting, for a clear moment so I can recuperate my mental flow into something that works and I nearly managed to do just that.. only for it to start right back up again.
Jesus fucking christ its like a mental prison, I dont blame my dad for trying to get away from things and drinking and shit even though he shouldn't (it perpetuates the loop, but he's probably just trying to find his own happiness in himself)
I need a drink....
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