• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Today, i've reopened the rift [media]http://soundcloud.com/petebound/rift-mkii[/media] The last time I cracked it open was with this [media]http://soundcloud.com/petebound/intergalactic-rift[/media] "The Rift" is basically a long term music project of mine that started with a guitar riff many years ago, a conceptual work that does not rely on one point of reference, but instead is revisited over time. I've only shared one iteration of it in the past, and now after a good year or so, i've brought it back to life, so to speak. I am so fucking tired today though, I don't think I can do much more for now, i shouldn't have drunk so much or eaten two of those monster hashbrowns last night.. severe physical and mental drain
I'm feeling much better, still longing a bit for the smooth shores of MA, but I'm settling into HK finally. I think i might put more effort into music so that I can have something to do with this bba in marketing that I'm after. It feels like they'd go together, seeing as a lot of media is just self marketing. Cheap beer for 60 cents a can and some gmod, and everything was alright.
friend's pretty keen to bring me out for a smoke this is nice [editline]29th August 2014[/editline] i cant believe there are people who dont like the smell of weed
First real acid tonight :) Can't wait.
Off to Frankie & Benny's at 7 for a meal with the other half, then to the cinema to watch Into the Storm (obviously smoking a joint beforehand) any tips of how to get into the cinema high? Or is it one of those "play it cool, the people at the counter probably know your high anyway"
When friends leave you out of the smaller impromptu happenings and send snaps q.q Its okay though. Theres this dude there that I dont particularly like for a multitude of reasons. Wouldnt have gone anyway if I knew he was gonna be present etc. Cant help but be a little down about it, ive been wantingsome decent social contact all week Stuff happening Tomorrow though, so its ight But fuck. I dont even know how I should feel about that.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45834968]When friends leave you out of the smaller impromptu happenings and send snaps q.q Its okay though. Theres this dude there that I dont particularly like for a multitude of reasons. Wouldnt have gone anyway if I knew he was gonna be present etc. Cant help but be a little down about it, ive been wantingsome decent social contact all week Stuff happening Tomorrow though, so its ight[/QUOTE] Everytime you send me videos on snapchat they don't play. It's a mystery. I'm concrete_bath if anyone wants to add me on snapchat btw. Late last year my best friend cut off all contact with me, and i stopped getting invited to events pretty much at all. I was pretty socially isolated. It was fucking hard. We made up though, which is good, and now we're friends again. What's i'm trying to say is that i feel ya. [editline]30th August 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=thejjokerr;45835018]Hey people, It's been a while since I was subscribed to his thread, but since I've been getting back into drugs I figured it'd be the next logical step to make. So yeah, had a drug induced psychosis over half a year ago, talking to a shrink helps these days, cant seem to stay away from drugs, starting school again next week, so that's a good thing. Still kinda depressed, but the anti-depressants do help a lot. Gonna roll hard at some techno party tomorrow with 2 mates. Gun be good. How have you all been? I see some familiar names like TCB, geozm, conciousness, Is paraboy still here?[/QUOTE] Good to have you back man. Be careful with the drugs and such. I haven't seen paraboy at all for a while, although he might of just changed his avatar.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;45835067]Everytime you send me videos on snapchat they don't play. It's a mystery. I'm concrete_bath if anyone wants to add me on snapchat btw. Late last year my best friend cut off all contact with me, and i stopped getting invited to events pretty much at all. I was pretty socially isolated. It was fucking hard. We made up though, which is good, and now we're friends again. What's i'm trying to say is that i feel ya.[/QUOTE] Part I dont get is im good friends with basically all of them, and not one of them even said anything about it to me, incl my best friends... Im pretty sure that its literally my entire circle of friends, minus me. Its gettin me into those overthinking states and I am really tempted to give them a giant fuck you but, ya know.. that wouldnt go down well. guess ill just see how tomorrow goes, This week and a bit has just felt like profound life experience domino's
I'm back dudes! Cutting back on my marihuana (:v:) since that 12 hour PUI ban was a bit of a wakeup call. Also have classes today so no getting megabaked anyway
[QUOTE=thejjokerr;45835018]Hey people, It's been a while since I was subscribed to his thread, but since I've been getting back into drugs I figured it'd be the next logical step to make. So yeah, had a drug induced psychosis over half a year ago, talking to a shrink helps these days, cant seem to stay away from drugs, starting school again next week, so that's a good thing. Still kinda depressed, but the anti-depressants do help a lot. Gonna roll hard at some techno party tomorrow with 2 mates. Gun be good. How have you all been? I see some familiar names like TCB, geozm, conciousness, Is paraboy still here?[/QUOTE] Heyyy I had a drug induced psychosis over half a year ago too! I was so strung out I only took like 100mg of adderal that day compared to the 20mg i was prescribed. and it was over the course of the day too. But I stayed up until 4 am thinking everyone in the dorm was telepathically talking to me. [editline]August 29th, 2014[/editline] Next thing you know I had to withdraw from all my classes and was put into the mental hospital for a week and a half. Now I'm starting college again as a freshman and am going to transfer back to the college I was at when I was a freshman last year after this year.
bruhs i'm at college and already set up having troubles bridging wifi to my ps3 but das okay
The most intense and consistent feeling of knowing pours over me. My short time on this earth will be dedicated to love, art, and happiness, everything else is just temporary
[QUOTE=thejjokerr;45835018]Hey people, It's been a while since I was subscribed to his thread, but since I've been getting back into drugs I figured it'd be the next logical step to make. So yeah, had a drug induced psychosis over half a year ago, talking to a shrink helps these days, cant seem to stay away from drugs, starting school again next week, so that's a good thing. Still kinda depressed, but the anti-depressants do help a lot. Gonna roll hard at some techno party tomorrow with 2 mates. Gun be good. How have you all been? I see some familiar names like TCB, geozm, conciousness, Is paraboy still here?[/QUOTE] P-boy still here, doing all good mate. What've you got lined up for tomorrow?
When you comment on somebody's status and they get all "I didnt ask for your opinion so shut the fuck up" it's like wow. These people are so stupid, they share things they don't want others to know about then get mad when somebody says something lol
-I don't want to have that kind of discussion- I am now [I]bump[/I]. I guess I can assemble my computer now. Just have to plug in two dozen things in a tight space.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;45836599] This is me exactly. If I had been given the chance to say yes or no to life, I would have said no. I just don't want to make my mother feel any worse. So once she sadly goes, I can rightfully choose. I always think about how easy it would be if I knew people would just instantly move on with their lives. On another note, I don't know what's going on with my friend. He's been hopping in and out of mental institutions in a near by city. He hasn't been talking to his parents at all, what ever he told his psychiatrist about them caused him to recommend not talking to them anymore. I don't know too much of what went on in their household, but his brother isn't as regretful toward their parents. His dad had actually stopped by my house a while ago, he was heartbroken about not hearing from his son. He's worried, he only insisted to know rather he was alright, and not in any harm. Since I'm his only friend around. He felt bad for having to ask me about it, but feels he is without another option. He only yells at them on the phone, and I can't even bring up his family without him instantly seeing up a border. If I had money for the trip, I'd go up and hang out with him, make sure he's OK. But at the same time maybe just like me, he just wants to be alone and lacks the care to live. My parents saw his dad talking to me, and wanted to pry into what's going on, not to help, but to throw in their taunts and crack jokes or insults as they normally do. As if we're somehow in a much better position. My friends constantly alert me to move out of my toxic environment, but I just don't have the care or motivation. There was a time where my father and I couldn't be in the same room, my mother forbid it. He's a bigoted, racist, full of hate. He and I could easily be in the same position as my friend, yet he laughs at their predicament.[/QUOTE] I hope your friend is alright, with time things do get better you just got to stay positive an try to look beyond the ignorant people. Life is full of ignorant people an hateful critics and it is often hard to break past the negativity to reach peace. I used video games an other hobbies as a get away from reality an to feel a sense of happiness. Only after that failed to help, I resorted to smoking cannabis, which did help me a lot when it came to social anxiety, I found staying positive an being around people who care and accept you for who you are, will enlighten a brighter path to happiness.
[QUOTE=Mka0207;45836816]I hope your friend is alright, with time things do get better you just got to stay positive an try to look beyond the ignorant people. Life is full of ignorant people an hateful critics and it is often hard to break past the negativity to reach peace. I used video games an other hobbies as a get away from reality an to feel a sense of happiness. Only after that failed to help, I resorted to smoking cannabis, which did help me a lot when it came to social anxiety, I found staying positive an being around people who care and accept you for who you are, will enlighten a brighter path to happiness.[/QUOTE] Yeah. I have bad anxiety, I never realized it's severe effect on me, but I guess I used to rationalize with it, I assumed that it was completely normal.
Capitalism is a caste system and you're the untouchables, It kills more people than those Ferguson police patrols. Money is a drug, it's abusers plainly sick, Put the rich in rehab, now that would be a trick.
cool cool, movie night on monday plus weed and I've not been high in months so this is gonna be pretty good, it's mostly to celebrate my boyfriend getting his own house
halfo of ground shrooms acquired
burn out the day burn out the night im not the one to tell you what's wrong or what's right~
I should have known.. It was my old mates birthday, the one I stopped talking to because hes always being an asshole. he probably made me out to be the one in the wrong and talked negative shit about me if they brought me up but, thats the entire point of why I stopped talking to him. If he had the balls to invite me and not be a cunt about it I probably would have gone ya know
[video=youtube;SQnQBGowk3Y]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SQnQBGowk3Y[/video] i wha
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45840961]I should have known.. It was my old mates birthday, the one I stopped talking to because hes always being an asshole. he probably made me out to be the one in the wrong and talked negative shit about me if they brought me up but, thats the entire point of why I stopped talking to him. If he had the balls to invite me and not be a cunt about it I probably would have gone ya know[/QUOTE] atleast it wasn't all of your friends being shitty to you
DXM planned for tomorrow now however, we drift along the sea of cannabinoid agonism.
just got my weed and smoked plenty of it, better than the last one i had and it was even cheaper
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;45840064]halfo of ground shrooms acquired[/QUOTE] Can't wait to get mine
So. Nevermind, her cousin wasn't able to take her and I'm leaving tomorrow morning...I dont wanna go back home, thousands of miles away when I was only 2 hours away from her while I was here...I'm so fucking depressed, leaving tomorrow is gonna be so hard. I didn't even get to meet her :c I haven't had physical affection in such a long time, I could've finally been with my girl in person but of course not. I can't blame her because it was more her cousins fault bailing like that the last day..50mgs benadryl and 40mgs hydro then smoked a bowl, nice and high but the pain is too intense. Such a disappointing trip....she's gonna come see me in a couple months but I'm so tired of waiting to meet for the first time ever.
Im drunk right now when I should be doing drugs...
well alcohol is a drug so you're on mark
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