• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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oh man guy who tried to swat me before is going all out this weekend apparently, lets see if I'll get a knock on the door again.
[QUOTE=de;45849035]oh man guy who tried to swat me before is going all out this weekend apparently, lets see if I'll get a knock on the door again.[/QUOTE] How does one come in contact with people like this?
I am still drunk holy shit I got stoned last night as well for the first time in forever It was.. something huehue
[QUOTE=Joscpe;45849066]How does one come in contact with people like this?[/QUOTE] was involved with a lot of hacking/griefing communities for a while, people like that are actually pretty common in the dirty underbelly of gaming.
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35mg 4-AcO-DMT down the hatch. Apparently Erowid lists this as a "strong" dose. I've never done this stuff before (or shrooms) so I am in for a wild ride I guess.
bustin open those gel caps, aiming for a 150mg mid first plat tonight. Per personal tradition im dosing in honor of jayzeus and any mia/dead dders. [editline]30th August 2014[/editline] these are not as bitter as i was expecting, no worse than xanax it seems
Was out of weed, scraped my grinder and shit and made a little kief/weed-bit bowl in my Solo. I'm blazed and setting up an acid trip with one of the most badass friends I've ever had. She's exactly like me and I'm going to show her the same beautiful experiences psychedelics have given me and I'm amazingly happy I get to enlighten such a lovely friend as to how wonderful the world really is. Sadly, the MDMA order never arrived and the LSD vendor was an exit scam. I lost $110 dollars but oh well. I'll get some goodies eventually and then I'll teach my friends how the mind works.
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i met a guy who said he did 2.5 grams of benadryl. idk if I trust him shrooms are awesome. I want to explore my own body.
i dropped my robodrink while getting some tums, drugs seem to have a habit of finding themselves embedded in my floor
[QUOTE=de;45849149]was involved with a lot of hacking/griefing communities for a while, people like that are actually pretty common in the dirty underbelly of gaming.[/QUOTE] I used to hack minor shit, and also research who people on the internet were. As to 'dump ones dox', but that was when I was younger. I remember hacking some kids shit in school as well. I guess there are things you learn while being 'Anonymous', however maturity seems to get pushed away. So I understand what you're dealing with. I can't stand people who call the police on others though. Unless it's for something life threatening. Has anything happened so far?
alcohol is a shit tier drug I've done 5 things tonight I know sober me will hate me for.
stranded in a dream now I need a new way to sleep
[QUOTE=Joscpe;45850275]I used to hack minor shit, and also research who people on the internet were. As to 'dump ones dox', but that was when I was younger. I remember hacking some kids shit in school as well. I guess there are things you learn while being 'Anonymous', however maturity seems to get pushed away. So I understand what you're dealing with. I can't stand people who call the police on others though. Unless it's for something life threatening. Has anything happened so far?[/QUOTE] Nope, nothing yet. Not sure if he's targeting me still, only know one person who he is targeting and I don't think he got a knock yet. I got the guy's name and several of his IP addresses + the recording of the first attempt (he was kind enough to post it on youtube and send me the link) so if he does pull shit it wont happen again.
Did a tab of acid for the first time with a friend today in the morning. Was a good trip, impressed with the visuals, glad I spent time outside. Lots of things on my mind now.
time to give alcohol a rest for a while me thinks it was a fun week
Miss Behave, why don't you come to There's a woman with a waffle wond'rin Who could be who? [editline]31st August 2014[/editline] I left her behind So's I could find A little old hole Just for me and my mind
Thinking about doing sober September so I can get into the flow of school and everything without drugs in my life. I think it'd be for the best.
dropping 15mg of Zopiclone after some MD tonight. I wonder if I'll get those crazy hallucinogens like last time.
I've been rolling cigs the past few days and I've been smoking one a day for a week now, it helps to calm the nerves. I'm gonna stop because I don't want to form a habit; I have an addictive personality and it just wouldn't do me any good at all to keep going. On the other hand I wish I could smoke the fuck out of some sweet mary jane right now, haven't had any for a while. If I always had weed I would never touch tobacco, fuck that stuff man
i stopped some potential philosophical thinking with some hard logic when i remembered that eyesight can deteriorate at a linear rate
[QUOTE=NoDachiUK;45850997]dropping 15mg of Zopiclone after some MD tonight. I wonder if I'll get those crazy hallucinogens like last time.[/QUOTE] z-drugs are crazy shit man, I had quiet a few run ins with zolplidem which gives similar hallucinations. At one point I saw a really blocky being fall out of my laptop screen, definitely some of the most interesting visuals I've ever had. also if you can stave off of sleep, once it starts kicking in lay back and close your eyes with some music playing. Deliriant CEVs are interesting, cool holodecking type shit.
Quick status report post I don't trust anyone, not even myself, when it comes to attraction. I don't know if that's a good, or a bad thing, i'm scared of getting close and being hurt, i'm scared i might hurt them inadvertently some how (not physically) because of my mental disorder, which, while medicated, still feels like an overbearing weight on my shoulders in a way, I've accepted it for what it is, i'm doing quite well now really all things considered, but i hope it doesn't fuck me in the long run it was an interesting night to say the least. a lot of new insights, a lot of uncertainty, but also a lot of certainty. Thing is, these girls seem to be warming up to me a fair bit, but I feel like i shot myself in the foot by getting high, cause i normally don't anymore and basically told them I don't really do any of the illegal drugs anymore, they found it funny so it's not to bad but you know... that feeling of ah shit they won't take me seriously if I can't even take myself seriously, feel like I need to be more real in a sense because dishonesty will get me nowhere, i feel it inhibited my ability to make decent moves cause the mindstate hit me hard.. and fuck me i had some legitimate opportunities but hope is not lost on that front, one of them seems pretty into my keyboard playing and wants to learn herself but I feel like she could just be trying to use me, (unexpected sweetie cute tone of voice with compliments that get a man hopeful, the sort of tone of voice I have not heard in a long time, but reminds me i'm at the very least, making progress. she could just be using it to her advantage to convince me, won't be surprised/devastated if that's the case, and i'd rather not think too much into it beyond that), either way though, i'm gonna go through with teaching her because it'll be a good experience for me, I improve my own ability, I learn some new life skills that could come in handy, and it should also improve my social standing I'll need to, at the least, stay one step ahead in terms of lessons though; truth be told, I don't want to come across as a bullshit artist that has no idea what they're doing/talking about. So i'm retouching on all the basics with theory and shit, it's been a while, but it's coming back to me very quickly. If I do this, i'm gonna do it right, I don't want to have the reputation of that dude that just talks shit and doesn't live up to it, and chances are i'm very close too it I hope i'm not in over my head, this is going to be interesting to say the least, but in this game of life, i'm making (or have already made) the first move, no backing out now.
This acid tastes like a mint battery
4:20am one last bowl... [img]http://images.mzzt.net/smilies/emot-350.gif[/img]
[QUOTE=hanswithcheese;45851450]This acid tastes like a mint battery[/QUOTE] Then it's probably 25i. I forgot how great CCR was stoned until last night.
Holy fuck I trashed my room while high; my roommate is gonna be pissed
guys i feel like i'm tripping... i've never felt so sure of and happy to be a part of the world around me I finally feel real I finally feel alive what the fuuuuuuuuuuuuck. i'm sorry I always post these super self referential/self centered things guys, i've noticed i've been doing it a lot lately and it's not just here, even when I communicate with people in general i get like this, the irony that this post is in itself, self referential. I don't want to be self centered, I don't want to be stuck being lonely because I fail to communicate directly with people. but it's because i'm so fucking scared of the alternative because of what it's brought me in the past am I brave enough to make the jump? am I strong enough to overcome my fears? am I willing to finally accept that things just can't go on like this? it's a now or never kind of deal, and i'm already procrastinating....
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