[QUOTE=FalseLogic;45859473]Enjoying a nice Firestone Double DBA and some unknown weed. Nice night.[/QUOTE]
Son we must be from the same area code, I know no one that has Firestones besides us 805'ers. And their DBA's are soooo much fuckin better than the 805 brew.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45864692]Great.... smokers cough returns
Take 106 at cutting back and possibly quitting cigarettes
For my lungs sake
+ as ive come to realize, the kind of girls im into find smokers unattractive/gross. Its a pretty gross habit, but I imagine it also comes across as a sign of weakness.
So for my lungs and for the ladies[/QUOTE]
also you won't realize it because smoking kills your sense of smell
but if you're a regular smoker your probably smell like ass
Depression, man.. :rolleyes:
I feel like I'm in an endless loop of depression and I don't know how to get out of it. My doctor wouldn't even give me any antidepressants. She just gave me numbers to therapists and told me to try that.
[QUOTE=mrmr;45862522]Like Jacobs Ladder?[/QUOTE]
i have no idea how the gameplay would work for a game about flashbacks and other spooky vietnam shit
[QUOTE=Nifae;45864338]How do you guys try to scrounge up weed when you're out? Apart from the obvious re-vaping ABV, I've scraped my grinder (with both a little screwdriver and a brush to brush it all out) so far, gone through my old baggies etc., and I'm sadly about to admit that I am simply out of weed, so perhaps you guys have some ideas.[/QUOTE]
You've got an Arizer Solo, right? I read there was a way you could stir a stem you've been using in milk and get THC infused milk, look it up
got summa dat dank
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[QUOTE=ZenX2;45865371]You've got an Arizer Solo, right? I read there was a way you could stir a stem you've been using in milk and get THC infused milk, look it up[/QUOTE]
My stem doesn't have nearly enough for that. Also, the container I keep all my weed stuff in had a bunch of weed crumbs on the bottom so I brushed them all out and vaped it... pretty sure I vaped a hair or something because I tasted lint or something similarly strange.
[QUOTE=Lebowski;45864950]also you won't realize it because smoking kills your sense of smell
but if you're a regular smoker your probably smell like ass[/QUOTE]
This is true. Many toxins in the body creates a pretty bad body odor not to mention breath, smoke on hair/clothes etc.
I should probably improve my diet a bit too but, one battle at a time
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45865448]This is true. Many toxins in the body creates a pretty bad body odor not to mention breath, smoke on hair/clothes etc.
I should probably improve my diet a bit too but, one battle at a time[/QUOTE]
if you try to embrace a world of possibilities at once you'll most likely not achieve any of them and eat cheeseburgers smoking a cigarette in no time.
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
we had a party two days ago, about 200, 250 people came over to my place
had an open bar on beer, vodka and pinga/cachaça, so i got pretty hammered
in addition took a tab of LSD around 4pm, so at 6~7pm i was tripping balls, working my ass of and trying to control my trip, i've had some intense shit going on in my head, y'all.
anyway, that was my weekend
i don't think i'll take psychedelics around hundreds of people again in a very, very long time
Oh thank the drug gods, I'm getting 4 oxycontin 20mg's... saved my ass.
In other news, feeling proud for making $125 in 2 hours, sealcoating a driveway.
[QUOTE=zach1193;45865624]In other news, feeling proud for making $125 in 2 hours, sealcoating a driveway.[/QUOTE]
always wanted to drive one of those
i have an idea
my name is tyler brown
i am going to become a clown
my clown name will be smiler frown the ganja clown
[QUOTE=greeds;45865508]if you try to embrace a world of possibilities at once you'll most likely not achieve any of them and eat cheeseburgers smoking a cigarette in no time.
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
we had a party two days ago, about 200, 250 people came over to my place
had an open bar on beer, vodka and pinga/cachaça, so i got pretty hammered
in addition took a tab of LSD around 4pm, so at 6~7pm i was tripping balls, working my ass of and trying to control my trip, i've had some intense shit going on in my head, y'all.
anyway, that was my weekend
i don't think i'll take psychedelics around hundreds of people again in a very, very long time[/QUOTE]
It helps to not look too far ahead in any regard. Pick a path and follow it, let it take you where it goes
Trying to find a destination without knowing the direction just leads to walking in circles
Part of why ive waited so long is with cigarettes is because ive had other battles to take on
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
Is it strange that it bothers me that people are proud of how far ive come
Im a fucking idiot, I wouldnt have to have these battles of mind if I hadnt so readily thrown myself at the grasps of addiction.
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=TCB;45865657]i have an idea
my name is tyler brown
i am going to become a clown
my clown name will be smiler frown the ganja clown[/QUOTE]
Tyler clown brown?
Its your destiny, TCB
(Sorry for the jokes)
Oh for fuk sake another tripping point is hitting me :/
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
if I come accross as saying dum unnecessary shit for the next little while its because im tired as a motherfuck and trying to overcome this next step.
I want to have one last cigarette, so I am procrastinating the inevitable move im about to make
Soon I will be very frustrated, and act on it, with a strong force of opposition.
Applied for a couple jobs today, feel pretty confident I'll get some calls back after I go check back with them in a few days. Aww yee
Anyone here take xanax? My guy didn't have any bud last night but he had 2mg xanax bars for $4/ea so me and my friend bought three and split them. We each had 3mg and it was our first time. It just made me really chilled out and I didn't give a fuck about anything, and I didn't really feel any emotions while on it. Also when I woke up this morning I had trouble remembering some details from the previous night...
My friend enjoyed it but I thought it was a very empty and lacking experience... If I want to chill and not give a fuck I'll just drink some beers which is a lot tastier alternative. Really wish I just spent that money on bud instead.
Oh fuck. Oh shit I'm really high holy fuck.
sebd hel p
I was going 75mph down a semi residential, yet dead northwestern Connecticut road. My friend took aim at the "Speed limit" sign. Fire! The bottle shattered into thousands of shining shards. Time stood still as the glass rained down on the rugged, grassy shoulder and I realized we we're headed straight for a corner. I slammed on my breaks to slow us down before the corner would take it's toll. We were still coming in hot and I couldn't keep us off the shoulder, my tires take a beating from the fierce rocks. I'm pumping the breaks knowing I can come out of this in one piece. My car turns ninety degrees and I end up in the middle of the road, the first words- "jesus fuck!" Followed by several other obscenities as my friends exited the vehicle to check the damage. Exterior damage was minimal besides the front passengers rim being roughed up. Initial theories to explain a leak under the car were that I was leaking oil, fast. This was quickly disproved when my friend smelled the leaking liquid and it turned out to be water.
oh fuq 10 a g AWW YEEE
Uuuh. So I have blue lotus, calea, and mugwort... They're several months old and I wonder how long it'll be until they get moldy
Decided against the DXM today, decided on weed instead
good decision, feel slightly worn out from yesterday. May dex tomorrow, may not.
[QUOTE=greeds;45865653]always wanted to drive one of those[/QUOTE]
I did it by hand, it was a smallish driveway, with one of those broom squeegee things
[editline]1st September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;45866342]Applied for a couple jobs today, feel pretty confident I'll get some calls back after I go check back with them in a few days. Aww yee
Anyone here take xanax? My guy didn't have any bud last night but he had 2mg xanax bars for $4/ea so me and my friend bought three and split them. We each had 3mg and it was our first time. It just made me really chilled out and I didn't give a fuck about anything, and I didn't really feel any emotions while on it. Also when I woke up this morning I had trouble remembering some details from the previous night...
My friend enjoyed it but I thought it was a very empty and lacking experience... If I want to chill and not give a fuck I'll just drink some beers which is a lot tastier alternative. Really wish I just spent that money on bud instead.[/QUOTE]
xanax is good for getting rid of anxiety, sleep, and for coming down off of stimulants or psychs.
[QUOTE=WoodenSpoon;45866342]Applied for a couple jobs today, feel pretty confident I'll get some calls back after I go check back with them in a few days. Aww yee
Anyone here take xanax? My guy didn't have any bud last night but he had 2mg xanax bars for $4/ea so me and my friend bought three and split them. We each had 3mg and it was our first time. It just made me really chilled out and I didn't give a fuck about anything, and I didn't really feel any emotions while on it. Also when I woke up this morning I had trouble remembering some details from the previous night...
My friend enjoyed it but I thought it was a very empty and lacking experience... If I want to chill and not give a fuck I'll just drink some beers which is a lot tastier alternative. Really wish I just spent that money on bud instead.[/QUOTE]
On its own xanax is good pretty much only for what zach described. I find its recreational potential very low unless you have a fuck ton.
However its good to mix into things. Xanax + bud is cool as fuck, especially if you get panic attacks. Dont recommend mixing it with alcohol or other downers tho as you could pretty easily kill yourself doing it (and wouldn't be the first to).
Dabs in the park, dabs after dark
I find the fappening thing quite humorous.
Totally just restocked on incense, I fucking love this shit.
I also got chakra candles, they smell really good.
[QUOTE=Exigent;45868320]Totally just restocked on incense, I fucking love this shit.
I also got chakra candles, they smell really good.[/QUOTE]
damn I might have to burn one. Incense is godly stuff for zen states
[editline]2nd September 2014[/editline]
i'm feeling quite good today.
This medication is a bit of a rollercoaster, especially when it starts running out for the day and I go back to the ADHD mind states
but i'm noticing the things I gain from it while medicated are starting to carry over even while unmedicated, I feel a lot of it has to do with how my perspective on things has changed, the walls i'm pushing through, the positive reinforcement and functional reference points. It seems to be allowing me to tap into flow states unmedicated a lot easier, simply because I know it's there and I can so long as I take it one step at a time,
it's helped me see things not too much as an impossible challenge where I can't reach an end goal because I lose sight of the direction by doing things in the wrong order,
but instead I see things as a path to follow while enjoying myself along the way, i find in this perspective on things, I get the much needed stimulation from the external so long as I let myself enjoy the process, medicated or not, and just keep up with the momentum of making steps, because i'd rather stay in motion than not, call it life inertia
imagine if I stay off meds for an extended period of time the struggle with my mind might build back up a fair bit, i mean it basically kept me up all night last night, but..
but at the same time... things seem to be evening out, i've found zen in everything i do simply through the act of doing,
i've created some new consistantly productive/constructive habits that I'm keeping up with regardless, my social anxiety is fading, medicated or not, but I still get it to a degree especially around new people, only one way through it though
I'm making positive changes whether or not i'm medicated, when i'm not medicated my mind likes to put up a fight but I don't like to lose. I decided last night to quit the cigarettes while unmedicated for example,
and also made a few other decisions and realizations about things
i've realized a lot through this process so far and I think, regardless of how the medication thing pans out(whether or not i'll stay on them in the long run),
i'll be able to continue to make good decisions and keep myself going in the right directions based on what i've learned in the past few weeks alone.
maybe i'm just being hopeful though. Sorry my thoughts are a little scattered today, not smoking cigarettes fucks with my head a little bit. I've experienced this in the past, but i'm not giving in to it this time.
[editline]2nd September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=Joscpe;45868293]I find the fappening thing quite humorous.[/QUOTE]
I downloaded the pack, it was a little bit disappointing tbh. I don't see the big deal other than the fact that they're celebrities, the invasion of privacy is pretty ridiculous though and I feel a little sorry for them
if anything, though, it was nice to see celebrities as they are, to some degree or another, just like us all, in the end.
Already spent 800 fucking kroner on hash this month, fuck this addiction.
At least it will get cheaper for me, not having to go to Copenhagen to get good hash anymore.
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45868491]
I downloaded the pack, it was a little bit disappointing tbh. I don't see the big deal other than the fact that they're celebrities, the invasion of privacy is pretty ridiculous though and I feel a little sorry for them
if anything, though, it was nice to see celebrities as they are, to some degree or another, just like us all, in the end.[/QUOTE]
Yeah, but it's funny what little rise there really is about private companies spying on you, invading your privacy; but now that hackers have done it, it's probably going to be big news for a while.
these fucking cravings are sneaky fuckers
I keep wanting to have that "one last cigarette"
I don't know whether I should even risk it, but I really want one to have a nice, good bye experience of sorts now that i've decided it's time to put an end to it.
this is the bit that always fucks me when I decide to try cutting back, but it feels a little different in my mind this time
if I end up having it, i'm ditching the pack no matter what
maybe I should ditch the pack first
i will win this mental battle either way
[editline]2nd September 2014[/editline]
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[editline]2nd September 2014[/editline]
It has been done.
Soaked and ditched the pack. Goodbye old mate, I wont miss you.
I shared a pipe with a girl I met today while hanging out with some friends
Her weed was really dry and she just dropped the nug into the bowl whole
I'm too used to meticulously stored and ground and packed weed
It pisses me off that durries are so expensive in this country. $20 for a pack of Camels? 12$ for a pack of JPS Golds? Ugh. I've been going through at about a pack a month for two months now. I'm happy with my current smokage at least. I don't really feel like quitting, but i don't feel like smoking more either. I know there's a lot of smokers here, so am i being retarded about this?
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