[QUOTE=Crumpet;45988471]I'll x this here as I've posted it literally everywhere on the internet where I thought I could get help but no one seems to have any ideas
[url]http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1250164&p=45985698&viewfull=1#post45985698[/url]
any help at all or similar experiences would be much appreciated, tia[/QUOTE]
Was it only dry heaving and nausea you experienced? Someone I know throws up every time she has MDMA, then she's perfectly fine and buzzing afterwards. And I think those are nintendo allstars. I took one of those at the festival I went to (was either the light green or orange, I got my friend to give me one at random.) Took one then fell asleep 30 minutes later, never been so tired. Woke up rushing and quickly put my tent away while I was still active.
still got 10 minutes till I can throw up and not feel I'm wasting any dex
damn this come up was actually really nice, usually my dxm come ups are fucking MISERABLE
[editline]15th September 2014[/editline]
throwing up was a really unpleasant + pleasant experience
dxm is awesome
With all the talk of going bald, here's a semi entertaining video for you all of when I finally gave up trying to grow my hair (It looked fucking ridiculous).
[url]https://www.facebook.com/video.php?v=50314912570&set=vb.688327570&type=3[/url]
It looked like Bill Bailey's hair
Soooooooooo basically life is good
just ate an edible, we're about to take it to the next level
That BurningPlaydo tard is really grinding my gears. Gonna go smoke some crack rock and down a fifth of Jack just to prove him wrong
Seriously though, this bowl is fire and the new season of Trailer Park Boys is golden
another edible, more more more!
make sure you have munchies
That also have weed in them ;)
So then the only way to get rid of your munchies is to become higher, its the ultimate plan!
[QUOTE=bacardimaster;45991352]make sure you have munchies
That also have weed in them ;)
So then the only way to get rid of your munchies is to become higher, its the ultimate plan![/QUOTE]
Until you get crazy uncomfortable and green out.
holy SHIT
it's happening
I just pinned down my first original vocalist to work with,
someone i've always sorta dreamed of collaborating with, cause i've always been fond on their music and it's guided me through a lot in my life, good and bad times
[editline]16th September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=cody8295;45988351]I made a near exact post a few weeks ago. Same feeling and same effects
[editline]15th September 2014[/editline]
[url]http://facepunch.com/showthread.php?t=1416312&p=45928744&viewfull=1#post45928744[/url]
[editline]15th September 2014[/editline]
It was only 6 days ago, felt like weeks[/QUOTE]
sounds very similar indeed! it's a truly strange resonant experience, seemingly overwhelming but at the same time very assuring
I just made a weed sauce for carbonara spaghetti, holy jesus fucking buddha, heaven exists
[editline]16th September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=Consciousness;45991733]holy SHIT
it's happening
I just pinned down my first original vocalist to work with,
someone i've always sorta dreamed of collaborating with, cause i've always been fond on their music and it's guided me through a lot in my life, good and bad times[/QUOTE]
time to take projects seriously then
probably name them too
Pretty smacked for two little bowls.
I wish I knew how to become a more outgoing, extroverted person. I think that if I could do that, everyone wouldn't see me as so distant and I would be a more successful person. I have so much potential energy that is starting to build into kinetic energy. But I have a lot of anger issues, but am lucky enough to have massive restraint, a surplus of cannabinoids, and be surrounded (mostly) by loving people.
Oh, and can't forget drugs, silly me.
Packed another, about to go out on the porch and hit this while Top Gear is on commercial.
fuck yea theres this tray server girl at my work who I think has a crush on me and she mentioned she was prescribed tramadol. So I asked for 2 and she gave me a whole tray and says shes gonna give me 2 more trays at work tonight, yesssss
Really pushing the drug usage too hard lately. Missed so much sleep and skipped too many meals it's beginning to catch up with me.
Open and closed eye visual/audio hallucinations being the most prominent side effect, this is made worse by the fact I'm home alone for a while and there happen to be quite a number of spiders about (which I am usually overly paranoid about) making for a fun ol' game of is it real or am I just imagining it.
I drift off from time to time, usually for no longer than 15 minutes. Often I'll wake up with half a text written where the last few words are complete gibberish that I'd basically slammed onto the keyboard and hoped for the best during my last moments of consciousness. I'm also finding that I'll be waking up with either a numb limb or paresthesia in the limb, I think this is probably just because of the awkward position that I usually pass out in... if I just had some kind of jacket which had a built-in sleeping bag.
None of this I find really concerning, more slight annoyances. The main issue here is the strain it's putting on my social relations. A few friends are noting my abnormal behavior, I've even had one or two heated arguments. Most of my friends I don't tell about my drug usage, so it must be double strange for them. There's one friend who I have told the whole story too and he's quite concerned with my usage/attitude. I'm incredibly close to this guy and when he says that to me it really has a huge impact on how I view the situation therefore it's time for change.
I'm going to stop, at least take another long break. Earlier this year I had a 5 month break, which genuinely did me a world of good (actually this was down to that friend who's concerned, what a powerful man). I'm just trying to plan how to quit my usage as I have one or two addictions that need to be fed. I'm no stranger to withdrawal but I think tapering off slowly would be my best tactic so I don't fall into the trap of re-upping as soon as I feel a little shitty.
I think this has rambled on way more than it should have, it's 6am almost now so gimmie a break please. I just hope one or two people read it and can give me some words back, maybe some encouragement. Also if anyone's feeling up for it I'd like a few more Steam buddies, profile is linked correctly on the left, hit me up :)
Hard drugs are hard work. I'm putting you on paid leave for 90 days. I'm writing you a prescription for a healthy meal, complete multivitamin, and no less than 8 hours of accrued sleep every 24 hours.
If you need anything, call either me or your General Practitioner.
Quick update on the dj chronicles, I've started to leave the sync function off and now I'm beginning to actually beatmatch. It's not as tough as I thought it was going to be, honestly it's pretty fun. I think it's causing me to be more active while mixing in general. Sooner or later I'm going open up ableton and try to make my own mashups instead of just using ones that artists have already put together.
Why am I going to business school again?
knowing business theory is useful for any path of life
including DJ'ing if thats what you want to follow
Can't have too many glasses of Jack.
Definitely saw some of the effects from DXM's sigma agonism today, was caught in a really speedy plateu between the first and second. Felt insane for a large portion of it, was intense. Also I noticed that weed mixes with DXM very nicely and DXM (or the HBr form anyway) is very unpleasant without it.
That sweet feeling of a fresh pickup. Nice to not have to be stingy with weed.
I can't wait until I have a job. Can get back to buying weed again. Then I can sleep. Can probably also get on my meds again. With the weed and drugs, I can slow the thoughts, concentrate, and hopefully halt my ever growing madness.
i don't know if it is the mxe or what but i feel like i am in a dream
I like going back and seeing shit I've created while high and/or drunk. Even if it's not good, or that creative.
There's something about this digital drawing that I like.
[t]https://lh6.googleusercontent.com/-kvBPsD8BH7w/UUT3CCvrd9I/AAAAAAAAAHI/r3QhsuayWt8/w1488-h743-no/7tu72J0f.jpg[/t]
fuck i think i disassociated into another plane of reality
serenity sinks in yet again
i need to find out if she's still up for the next piano lesson tomorrow
probably gonna flake on meeeeeee~~~
but we'll see shortly
edit:
flaked but for justified reasons (didn't really practice/family stuff happening) said back on next week
i aint even mad, i wasn't really prepared this week cause of stuff going on
[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;45992670]fuck i think i disassociated into another plane of reality[/QUOTE]
Snort mxe, praise cthulhu, run on american desert with injians and make conspiracy theories.
Went out on the road with my bike for the first time, my dad rode his as well and helped me along. So much fun!
Hey everybody, it was nice hanging with you in this thread as long as it lasted.
I am quitting cannabis, and by that, this thread.
Bye!
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;45993000]Hey everybody, it was nice hanging with you in this thread as long as it lasted.
I am quitting cannabis, and by that, this thread.
Bye![/QUOTE]
God speed bro! Have a nice life
[QUOTE=NeverGoWest;45993000]Hey everybody, it was nice hanging with you in this thread as long as it lasted.
I am quitting cannabis, and by that, this thread.
Bye![/QUOTE]
Good vibes and love for the rest of your journies m8
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