[QUOTE=Ninja Gnome;46024207]the weed i smoked last night gave me surprisingly intense open eye visuals[/QUOTE]
What strain?
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46024382]What strain?[/QUOTE]
don't know, dealer didn't get the name from his guy
Something interesting happened to me last night when I was meditating after smoking a bit. It all started out as usual, focusing on my breath and getting relaxed. Then all of a sudden it felt like I got sucked into a black void so to say. I just couldn't relax and I got anxious. Even though I had my eyes closed and everything was dark it seemed to get darker. My breath felt harsh and strange instead of smooth and nice as it usually does when focusing on it.
Opening my eyes and moving about a bit got it to go away. It was really odd. Any ideas on what it could be? I've also noticed something else happening to me when high. At the come-up I feel smart and everything flows, conversation flows great, playing guitar is awesome and I can come up with some amazing shit. Then after a while I feel like I get dumber, like my IQ would drop. Conversations fail because I can't think of what to say, I get clumsy and make stupid things, I over think my guitar playing and basically go "how can I even play this, this is complicated as balls". On the come-up I don't even think when playing. It all just comes to me.
I'm guessing I just start to over think, but it is really annoying. It's almost always like this.
Another thing is sometimes when I talk it doesn't feel like it's me who's talking. I make weird noises and change the pitch of my voice without even thinking about it. Talked to a friend of mine who says he experiences the same thing and that it's normal. Is it? This never happens when I'm sober so I'm not too worried.
I had two interesting things happen the other night while smoking
First up was that I somehow gained control of a synthesizer inside my head; it just kept playing whatever notes I thought of perfectly. I could also actually come up with music as it was going, which was cool because I've never been good enough with any instrument to actually play anything. I think it was the musical equivalent of being able to see my minds eye more clearly for drawing
The other thing was that I was lying in bed half-meditating and I could hear this static, and when I focused I could make the pitch of the static increase. I kept it going up up and up, it sounded pretty crazy and eventually I felt myself moving somewhere else, like another plane of consciousness or something like that, but I couldn't push it any higher
IDK If anyone cares but the new Yung Lean Unknown Memory album was leaked, pretty good imo.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;46024577]
At the come-up I feel smart and everything flows, conversation flows great, playing guitar is awesome and I can come up with some amazing shit. Then after a while I feel like I get dumber, like my IQ would drop. Conversations fail because I can't think of what to say, I get clumsy and make stupid things, I over think my guitar playing and basically go "how can I even play this, this is complicated as balls". On the come-up I don't even think when playing. It all just comes to me.[/QUOTE]
It could be related to the initial dopamine/norepinephrine increase making you either perceive and/or actually have better cognitive control
and then when you burn that out you're stuck with a slow brain cause the GABA and anticholinergic effects are still there
Maybe.
i am gonna overcome my fear of roller coasters tomorrow with some help from oxazepam
Got some Taco Bell, guess that means it's about time to light up and put a movie on.
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
Quesaritos are so fucking bomb guys
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
[video=youtube;Zzrh5GftgzM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Zzrh5GftgzM[/video]
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46022499]whats your setting going to be like? prepare good tunes and company you won't mind embarrassing yourself in front of haha :v:[/QUOTE]
i'll be in a college dorm/out and about the campus. it's a huge school so i'm not worried about getting lost somewhere and fuckin up in front of people that will know me
you are the mdma king, /b/rother, please give me all the tips. what is this magical parachute you speak of
life's shitty but at least there are drugs
right
my settomg?
3 x cheeseeburger and 400 beers!
feeeeling likie boogle mang
If you guys remember there was streamer (Whiteboy7thst) who got swatted and they found 30 grams of weed in his house during the search. The charges were dropped because the probable cause for searching his place was bogus thus none of the evidence they found could be used. Surprised the system actually worked for once.
Shits starting to get real
Got a load of house viewings booked for early next week, I start my new job the week after and I learned today I'll be getting a salary rather than hourly which is fucking lovely.
Rolling a Spliff to end what has been a very successful day.
Shiiit man so much went down today. My buddy got busted with a used gravity bong and we went to go bail him out.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;46026539]If you guys remember there was streamer (Whiteboy7thst) who got swatted and they found 30 grams of weed in his house during the search. The charges were dropped because the probable cause for searching his place was bogus thus none of the evidence they found could be used. Surprised the system actually worked for once.[/QUOTE]
looks like i can stop doing every drug in my house every time someone threatens to swat me
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
also ive never gotten the DXM itch, ever. I itch like a motherfucker on regular opiates but DXM was never an issue, even with high 2nd/ 3rd plat.
What happened to Tania?
[QUOTE=teslacoil;46023915]Are Yopi and Cebil seeds legal to buy or own? How nuch total volume needed for mg/kg dosing?
I'm entirely intrigued.[/QUOTE]
[sp]I believe one of them is DMT while the other is 5-HO-DMT, I can't remember which is which, but be careful, as the dosing may differ[/sp]
My mistake-
[QUOTE]
I had one experience with Cebil (Anadenanthera colubrina var. cebil). I think Yopo is a different thing (it should be Anadenanthera peregrina), but some internet shops don't make the distinction.
According to Jonathan Ott, Cebil seeds have mostly bufotenine (5-HO-DMT). Ott has found over 3% bufotenine in Cebil seeds, and that's a lot.
On the other hand, Yopo should contain mostly 5-MeO-DMT and DMT.
Bufotenine is rather neurotoxic, and I've read it seems to be psychedelic only at doses close to neurotoxic levels. In fact, some wonder if the seemingly psychedelic effects (like phosphenes) are not just due to its toxicity.[/QUOTE]
time for a week without meds
wish me luck
[editline]20th September 2014[/editline]
how I feel about today's weather
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FscIgtDJFXg[/media]
time for some chill
One last bowl before bed. Really should T-Break, keep putting it off though.
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
Gotta find something to mix with tonight since this may be my last bowl for a while, what should I do? Opiates are out of the question, already had some oxy last night, sticking away for a while.
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
Also lookin to just completely chill tonight and play video games, anyone got any game suggestions?
[t]http://i.imgur.com/Mh8ReYi.jpg[/t]
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
700mg of Lemon Drop
Just realized my MXE never did come. Hope it's here soon, really wanting to give it a go.
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
Oh my god lol watching anti marijuana propaganda is the funniest thing ever when you're high, there is just so much irony in that
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
[video=youtube;CTEHSolQqD0]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CTEHSolQqD0[/video]
dudde
I have not missed this.
Not even a good coffee is getting me to close to functioning adequately right now
mind wanders, even in peace and letting go of everything, its out of control
i feel like i'm sinking and losing sight of the surface, things are getting very fuzzy so to speak,
signal interference is high
the light of consciousness is rapidly fading
the well defined perspective is quickly blurring
momentum comes to a temporary halt
hoping it doesn't take too much work to pick up the pace again
i may return to preworkout (amp-citrate) for the week in order to maintain and stay afloat, so to speak
I might be trying real mushrooms tomorrow night, but if not I'm probably just gonna be smoking weed with a few people while others do mushrooms
Either way it's gonna be fun
EDIT: Also forgot to mention I dropped a resume off at a local smoke shoppe, hopefully they'll give me a call soon
I notice that I sneeze a lot after I smoke weed, any one else experience this? like ive sneezed three times in the last half hour.
[editline]19th September 2014[/editline]
Like it feels really good n shit but I dont wanna like sneeze so much that i die or something
old mate amp citrate to the rescue
lets go dopamine
[editline]20th September 2014[/editline]
it's like consuming the souls of fallen warriors
[editline]20th September 2014[/editline]
i will have their strength shortly.
[editline]20th September 2014[/editline]
that or die before my time
[editline]20th September 2014[/editline]
the jazz flows through me
[QUOTE=cody8295;46013125]150mg of DPH and meditating in bed caused some really cool wavy/water like open eye'd visuals. Also, every time I closed my eyes, I imagined picking up my phone and using facebook. I was holding (and tracking?) fake conversations with dozens of friends, but when I opened my eyes there was nothing but the churning dark walls surrounding me. Also I had that effect again where my subconscious mind comes up with completely random dialog and then develops a situation around it. It seems like a fun drug in low doses
[editline]18th September 2014[/editline]
Also I asked a girl if she wants to go hiking with me this weekend. I know of a really cool place that overlooks the northwest Connecticut valleys for miles. On a clear day, it's the most romantic view around.
[editline]18th September 2014[/editline]
She said yes[/QUOTE]
DPH is pretty interesting at times when in low doses. I remember I had a bad flu once and took 50 mg of DPH (after sleeping for a while) along with other meds. The flu had given me a mild fever as well and made me pretty floaty, and the DPH made me very tired and I just had to lie down. I couldn't fall asleep (maybe I did, but it wasn't very deep), but my eyes were closed, and I quickly became trapped inside my head. I tried getting up but I only ended up imagining (very, very vividly) I was getting up and doing what I wanted to do. I realized it was not real and tried again, but only to get the same result. It was very easy to get lost in this state but a part of me consistently knew it wasn't real and was trying to tell me to get up.
Nothing too interesting but I found this experience had an impact on me, very weird feeling that's hard to explain.
The gods bestow gifts upon the righteous and holy
Demons suck the blood out of all those before me
I walk a thin line tip toeing life and death
But by both good and evil, I have been blessed.
My soul is immortalized, as is yours in time
for time does not exist, but this life is mine
I am the universe and everything we know
I am you and you are I, the world is our home.
And let it be known that only in life,
Do we feel alone, so take my advice
Don't be afraid to confront the truth
We are all one, but blind are the youth.
I ended up trying a bit of DMT. I didn't have enough to have any significant visuals, but as I held it in I could feel my joints turning into pure energy. I felt a mixture of completely serene but also intensely altered. . .Also, it wore off quickly (within 15 mins or so), so I never really felt overwhelmed. I have an opportunity to try more at another time (enough to trip and have visuals and stuff, I'm pretty sure), should I do it?
Do it
[QUOTE=cody8295;46027393][sp]I believe one of them is DMT while the other is 5-HO-DMT, I can't remember which is which, but be careful, as the dosing may differ[/sp]
My mistake-[/QUOTE]
Since whenever I see neurotoxicity to be a claimed attribute of any drug it perks my interest, I researched neurotoxicity for 5-ho-dmt. Couldn't find anything other than shulgin being a bad ass
[quote]
(with 1 mg, intravenously, over a three minute period) "Within a minute (from the start of the injection)[b] I had a tight feeling in my chest and my face felt as if it had been jabbed by nettles and this lasted for about 6 minutes[/b]. I had fleeting nausea."
(with 2 mg, intravenously, over a 3 minute period) "[b]I felt a tightness in my throat and stomach and it seemed that my pulse was racing[/b], although apparently there was no change in either my pulse or blood pressure."
(with 4 mg, intravenously, over a 3 minute period) "During the injection, [b]I first felt a burning sensation in my face, then a load pressing down from above, and then a numbness of the entire body[/b]. I saw red and black spots -- a vivid orange-red -- moving around. [b]Apparently my purplish face color lasted some 15 minutes, well after my visual things had disappeared.[/b]"
(with 8 mg, intravenously, over a 3 minute period) "[b]I became lightheaded as soon as the injection started, and then my face turned purple and I became nauseated and I felt I couldn't breathe[/b]. I see white, straight lines with a black background. I can't trace a pattern. Now there are red, green and yellow dots, very bright like they were made out of fluorescent cloth, moving like blood cells through capillaries, weaving in and out of the white lines. I another two minutes, everything was pretty much gone."
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goddamn thats fucking bad ass, shrugged off the [seemingly] intense effects for science and exploration. RIP.
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