• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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[QUOTE=soupman345-2;46039324]frfom the deviant art appreciation thread [img]http://fc04.deviantart.net/fs71/i/2014/259/4/2/yea_umm_what_by_yoshidasexual-d7zbmne.png[/img][/QUOTE] Dude what
4 more days Between now and the appointment i need to get copies of my old school reports (hopefully i hear back from my high school, they still havent responded to my email, might have to call up) I have a job seeker appointment where theyre probably gonna make me start listing jobs ive been applying for (hopefully i find a job soon enough that this wont be an issue) aaaaand i gotta give a piano lesson to the same girl on wednesday assuming thats still on... Then thursday its follow up time and hopefully alls clear for getting a script back on. ritalin has been pretty much perfect for me to the point where i dont want to transition over to amps for treatment but if my doc suggests it i might give the dex a go, He may or may not recommend it because of how ideally ive responded to the ritalin, im not really sure on the standard procedure but he may want to see how i go on dex to compare which is more effective for me overall between this appointment and the next one... but i doubt thatll happen with how effective ritalin was for me. Either way.. this state sucks and i feel like im regressing
one of my old smoking buddies died. what the fuck rest in peace dude
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46039242] I keep losing my shit... I don't mean mentally, I mean I literally keep losing stuff fuck [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] this is all making me feel so dysfunctional when it's all so god damned simple :tinfoil: [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] for fuck sake... the thing I lost was where I left it but I coulda sworn I looked there like 3 times what the god damned hell too many concerns, not enough forward momentum[/QUOTE] I feel you man. My memory has gotten so terrible and I don't know why. I can put something somewhere and forget where it is in less than 10 seconds. This has happened so many times. I feel really stupid every time.
[QUOTE=KillerTele;46040394]I feel you man. My memory has gotten so terrible and I don't know why. I can put something somewhere and forget where it is in less than 10 seconds. This has happened so many times. I feel really stupid every time.[/QUOTE] I have to say, whenever I smoke more than usual my memory gets really crappy. Like it will be difficult for me to remember certain names or words for shit like "oh yeah you remember that one character, uh uh, whats his name, fucking uhhhhhh". Over the years of smoking I really do feel it has impaired my memory negatively, but it's a trade off I'm willing to deal with since I have a really good episodic memory anyway and it's not so profound it hurts my functioning.
Awh yeah, just picked up Destiny. Gonna get baked and play this :v:
Got so high that I thought I was dying last night. It felt like I had inhaled a sliver of metal and that it had punctured my throat and I was slowly bleeding to death I kept telling myself I was just really high, eventually made it to my bed and passed out
Picking up from my dealer for the first time in a month I'm about to blast off into outer space
Ah fuck this mindstate is bad. Im tryna stay positive but it keeps collapsing in on itself and pushing me in weird ways this is fucked. [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] And i cannot even sleep
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46040714]Got so high that I thought I was dying last night. It felt like I had inhaled a sliver of metal and that it had punctured my throat and I was slowly bleeding to death I kept telling myself I was just really high, eventually made it to my bed and passed out[/QUOTE] I got paranoid that because I coughed up some stuff, that mold had somehow grown in my Solo stem and I had inhaled superheated mold spores that flew into my lungs and burned their way into the flesh and were growing inside of my lungs. Stoner paranoia is weird.
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46040714]Got so high that I thought I was dying last night. It felt like I had inhaled a sliver of metal and that it had punctured my throat and I was slowly bleeding to death I kept telling myself I was just really high, eventually made it to my bed and passed out[/QUOTE] i know it's easy to be smart about it afterwards, but you really should have gone and taken a look in the nearest mirror haha :v:
Feeling shitty, even though I got at least 9 hours of sleep. Dropped a tab of acid yesterday, enjoyed that for the most part, really enjoyed kayaking. My tripsitter suggested building a fire, worked pretty good and was done safely though. After that, anxiety really destroyed me, sorta got overwhelmed trying to clean, choose food, and eat at the same time. Drove back to college after about 8 and a half hours since taking the tab, while my driving was fine and I was mostly sober, I feel like I'm going to get pulled over at any moment even though I was going the speed limit and was very aware of my surroundings. Should have stayed one more night or at least gone to sleep immediately after finishing driving instead of staying up for 5 more hours.
I know some of your are fans of the Trailer Park Boys, so I hope you enjoy this. [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Rzjv2Uj9xAo&list=PLTtM96PSK0ts6OkXnDAWrDvpjmeXUn5Mo[/media]
when the hilllllssssssss of los angeles are buuuuuuuuurniiiiiiiiiiing
So I took four milligrams of etizolam and a shot of vodka and didn't get much of any effect. I also took a lot of kratom at an earlier date and didn't feel much of anything. My friend suspects I have a natural tolerance to those things. I don't know man
Dealer has some XTC on hand, he gets really clean shit, near 100% pure. Definitely picking some up in a while. [Img]http://38.media.tumblr.com/61db4f72202694f35c8d1f969e951131/tumblr_n1ybbtl43y1svs3nuo1_500.jpg[/IMG] [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] I'm probably the only guy in the world that enjoys railing molly, I love the way it feels when it sets in, and even kinda enjoy the sting in my nostrils
[QUOTE=jonnymad;46043020]Dealer has some XTC on hand, he gets really clean shit, near 100% pure. Definitely picking some up in a while. [Img]http://38.media.tumblr.com/61db4f72202694f35c8d1f969e951131/tumblr_n1ybbtl43y1svs3nuo1_500.jpg[/IMG] [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] I'm probably the only guy in the world that enjoys railing molly, I love the way it feels when it sets in, and even kinda enjoy the sting in my nostrils[/QUOTE] I like snorting it too, think it's cause that's the first way I started doing it, and I like sniffing anyways, and it just stuck, like the burn is the labor you go through to enjoy the roll.
[QUOTE=zach1193;46043144]I like snorting it too, think it's cause that's the first way I started doing it, and I like sniffing anyways, and it just stuck, like the burn is the labor you go through to enjoy the roll.[/QUOTE] Yeah that's really it, gives me something to focus on when I'm coming up... Pain is weakness leaving the body, right? And when I'm on molly you better believe I have no weakness [editline]21st September 2014[/editline] Plus you look cool as fuck lining it up then taking a long snort
I got used to the taste of the molly drip. I almost prefer snorting it to eating it. I swear eating it makes gives so much more potential for potentiation. Drink ALL the MAOI's! All day erry day.
[QUOTE=teslacoil;46043203]I got used to the taste of the molly drip. I almost prefer snorting it to eating it. I swear eating it makes gives so much more potential for potentiation. Drink ALL the MAOI's! All day erry day.[/QUOTE] Its an odd taste for sure. I pop a peppermint hard candy or two sometimes, sometimes spearmint gum, just the flavor of mint is amazing to me, and usually I forget about the drip
I hung out with the same people at Uvic I did last weekend, I took 5-MeO-DiPT and I had a blast, I kept seeing words in the ceiling popcorn of their living room and I imagined everything had preset animations and textures like I was looking at a sort of modeling program for real life, everything was flowing into spirals and the rainbow fractals that overlayed my sight made the lights seem to flicker and made everything kinda wobbly Also someone there told me I have a nice smile, it made my night
I want to go live outside for like a year, no tv, no media, no commercials, no hate, just me and trees
Had a dream i freeclimbed a bell tower That was a cool one
[QUOTE=cody8295;46043725]I want to go live outside for like a year, no tv, no media, no commercials, no hate, just me and trees[/QUOTE] Dude, that would be awesome
I want to get away from the cultural engineers and back to authentic feeling.
[video=youtube;RByvzmmEFiQ]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RByvzmmEFiQ[/video]
another night of low dosing ambien staying under 10mgs, rest of the pills tucked away so i cant redose them
I've decided to quit drinking. I've thought it over for a long time. It's just an awful drug, it takes away from who we really are
Cool, my MXE came in too! Should I go it alone or mix with some X?
Have you tried it before? Always try drugs by themselves if it's your first time
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