I figured out why I was freaking out.
I'm so high right now that my internal senses are going haywire
I hev the repeated feeling of something coming up from my throat and then penetrating the soft pallette of my mouth, and then up though my nose and then up into my brain and it getting hella funky lots kf pressure in my head and things flowing through me, if I wasn't sure that I was high, I would be fucking terrified thinking about what I'm feeling right now. Like this would be like feeling you're brain is being invaded by worms, or 4-dimensional worms, or anything more terrifying, like the feeling that I'm being raped by the spirit world.
Im kickin it out and about today. Why not
Espressos seem a little overpriced but whatevs
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=ZenX2;46045444]I figured out why I was freaking out.
I'm so high right now that my internal senses are going haywire
I hev the repeated feeling of something coming up from my throat and then penetrating the soft pallette of my mouth, and then up though my nose and then up into my brain and it getting hella funky lots kf pressure in my head and things flowing through me, if I wasn't sure that I was high, I would be fucking terrified thinking about what I'm feeling right now. Like this would be like feeling you're brain is being invaded by worms, or 4-dimensional worms, or anything more terrifying, like the feeling that I'm being raped by the spirit world.[/QUOTE]
Ive been there before man. Can be quite a fucky feeling
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=June;46045239]what;s the tinychat???? drunk and bored[/QUOTE]
[url]Www.tinychat.com/bionut[/url]
passwords BB420 but its been pretty dead as of late
[QUOTE=cheetahben;46044726]Get high and listen to Godspeed You Black Emperor
Trust me.[/QUOTE]
F♯ A♯ ∞ is better than LYSFLATH. Incredible band regardless, i've always wanted to see them live. Got any other good post rock bands like them?
well move your ass in there cause i'm smoking bowls on bowls on bowls
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46045448]Im kickin it out and about today. Why not
Espressos seem a little overpriced but whatevs
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
Ive been there before man. Can be quite a fucky feeling
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
[url]Www.tinychat.com/bionut[/url]
passwords BB420 but its been pretty dead as of late[/QUOTE]
There's not that much discomfort, really. I think the only reason I freaked out was that I just misunderstood the fact that scope of it's effects is infinite within my consciousness, not just just affecting the basic five senses
I just had the longest most profound walk of my life
Also i have a job now
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46044498]I reals gotta stop overthinking shit in general
go out and do some photography soon[/QUOTE]
i would love to see what stuff you end up with mate, remember to share 'em :smile:
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46044715]it's been like 5 days and I still haven't heard back from my highschool about the school reports I need
for fuck sake, why are they so unreliable still
I'm gonna stop in tomorrow in person me thinks[/QUOTE]
when i needed my papers from school i just went straight to the office, chatted up some old skank with huge glasses. i think she thought i was cute, cause she kept offering me coffee and found my papers super fast.
go there, it's the fastest way and then you no longer have to go around and stress about it.
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
i overslept my job seekers appointment today.
i hate the world
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
goddamnit, i wish i could just sit around blasting tunes and do whatever the fuck i want without a worry in my life.
instead we have to worry about scraping in money, friendships, family drama, addiction and my physical condition.
[QUOTE=The Aussie;46045491]F♯ A♯ ∞ is better than LYSFLATH. Incredible band regardless, i've always wanted to see them live. Got any other good post rock bands like them?[/QUOTE]
Well, F♯ A♯ ∞ is my favorite album of all time, so I'd have to agree with you.
And other good post-rock bands: Talk Talk, Slint, Tortoise, Stereolab, Gastr del Sol, Mogwai, Sigur Ros, Set Fire to Flames, Silver Mt. Zion, world's end girlfriend, Mono
[QUOTE=/B/rother;45767165]my mother just got fucked over by a long time friend, who we used to invite to our birthday parties, vacations etc because she doesn't have a lot of family or friends, and now we're out 24k danish krones.
i'm considering driving over to her place and give her a piece of my mind. also started thinking of ways to make her life miserable (cutting tires, smashing windows, threaten her beloved kitties etc.
[editline]22nd August 2014[/editline]
i remember her once telling me that my brother and i were like nephews or something to her. i think i'm going to barf.[/QUOTE]
my mother has received all the money now, and we did it completely without threats, violence or breaking any of her shit.
it feels fucking fantastic having this out of the world.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46046524]i would love to see what stuff you end up with mate, remember to share 'em :smile:
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
when i needed my papers from school i just went straight to the office, chatted up some old skank with huge glasses. i think she thought i was cute, cause she kept offering me coffee and found my papers super fast.
go there, it's the fastest way and then you no longer have to go around and stress about it.
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
i overslept my job seekers appointment today.
i hate the world
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
goddamnit, i wish i could just sit around blasting tunes and do whatever the fuck i want without a worry in my life.
instead we have to worry about scraping in money, friendships, family drama, addiction and my physical condition.[/QUOTE]
that's why I went for a walk today. Got my reports
it's uncanny
"Peter is a great student, but he needs to develop a habit of following through and studying in his free time"
"Peter is great in class, but has not handed in any homework"
"Peter is a very positive, friendly student, has a lot of potential that he could live up to if he studied more"
over and over and over from year 8 to year 12
progressively getting worse and more obvious as more structured work comes up
I got a few photos today. Nothing spectacular
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i'm just using phone apps so
woke up and smoked a hit before school, helps with the pain but I still can't stop thinking about my girl :/
[QUOTE=cheetahben;46046612]Well, F♯ A♯ ∞ is my favorite album of all time, so I'd have to agree with you.
And other good post-rock bands: Talk Talk, Slint, Tortoise, Stereolab, Gastr del Sol, Mogwai, Sigur Ros, Set Fire to Flames, Silver Mt. Zion, world's end girlfriend, Mono[/QUOTE]
Slint's Spiderland is a pretty superb album i'd have to agree. Also, isn't Silver Mt. Zion headed in part by some of the GY!BE guys?
[editline]23rd September 2014[/editline]
Note to self; Friends make excellent, and shit dealers.
Yeah, Silver Mt. Zion is. Same with Set Fire to Flames and HRSTA
i want a website to show off my portfolie, a bio and a contact page.
right now i'm looking at squarespace, and since i don't know jackshit about creating a website it looks pretty cool and straight forward.
i'm looking for a low cost and it should be easy to setup.
anyways, any of you guys been in the same situation and might be able to give some advice?
Pay attention, watch closely, observe action/reaction, successes and mistakes. obsessively learn from yourself every chance you get and you can become something great with time. Avoid overthinking things in the moment though, theres a fine line and if youre anything like me its easy to slip into the wrong territory.
If you ignore the process though things will never change.
Tl;dr
Be more adaptive, dont get too stuck in your ways until your ways work and well at that.
That is all. Life lesson 42, the one that applies globally no matter who you are
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
[QUOTE=/B/rother;46047288]i want a website to show off my portfolie, a bio and a contact page.
right now i'm looking at squarespace, and since i don't know jackshit about creating a website it looks pretty cool and straight forward.
i'm looking for a low cost and it should be easy to setup.
anyways, any of you guys been in the same situation and might be able to give some advice?[/QUOTE]
It shouldnt really matter too much where you host it just make it neat and presentable
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46047363]It shouldnt really matter too much where you host it just make it neat and presentable[/QUOTE]
since i don't know any coding the squarespace really looks like a nice option.
it's going to cost me $8 a month to have it running, but that doesn't seem like a lot to me.
now the to the actual design on the page, that's going to be a little tougher.
[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
and writing a bio is gonna be weird.
Shit fuck cunt my student loan hasn't came in I wanted to see Kristian Nairn's DJ set today
Alrighty day 4, finally starting to round the turn and not feeling like complete crap, still a bit sore and got diarrhea still, but I'm doin' it... Hope I'm ready enough for work tomorrow, I already missed 2 days and I really don't feel like going through the job finding run again...
No classes today, cool.
Anyone wanna come in the Tinychat and chill?
I'll be on soon
So, I've been off the drugs for 8 days now, am I supposed to feel any different? The only thing I feel is the lack of being high, which is a feeling I miss very much :v:
Some dank kush in my system and Beavis and Butthead on the computer screen, ordered some pizza, wishin more people would join in the tinychat
i'm making a shitton of fries and nuggets which i'm going consume with a smarked grin on my face
Comfortably stoned.
[QUOTE=jomt1234;46048761]So, I've been off the drugs for 8 days now, am I supposed to feel any different? The only thing I feel is the lack of being high, which is a feeling I miss very much :v:[/QUOTE]
It's how anyone would feel after that long without a reefer mate, next time you smoke though you'll be on your arse
So I've been put on Fluoxetine/Prozac. Been on it before back when I was 17 for depression and I think it did kinda help from what I remember. I'm 25 now and I've been prescribed it for anxiety. What are your experiences with it guys? Some online stoner friends said I might find a high CBD strain of weed better but I don't know anyone in my area to get weed from full stop let alone specific strains and I'm socially challenged/aspergers diagnosed.
Pretty cool weekend
Friday, drinks, went exploring a ~haunted~ aerodrome, saw no ghosts. Passed on a party that was still going on late into the night - glad I did, friend went and ended up getting his door kicked in and beaten up the next morning because someone accused him of stealing some chick's phone
Saturday, smoked the last of my weed, watched "Big Money Rustlas", a movie with exactly the same plot as "Big Money Hustlas" but oh shit it was still funny as fuck. Got to try poppers, I like them a lot. :v:
Sunday, sober, gave a shitty stick and poke. Cool.
And now my friend might start selling weed - and doing mates rates. Yaaaaaass
Stoned and watching Pingu. this is rather interesting.
yo dosent this rock look like e.t.
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[editline]22nd September 2014[/editline]
also i'm in my halls and a few minutes ago smoked a pipe in my room, then just now the security guard comes knocking and i shit myself thinking he's somehow found me out, so i answer the door and he's just handing out leaflets
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