• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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Deff a little of both. Success is imminent and failire must always be learned from. The nicotine headrush helps me meditate, but I only have like 4 cigs left to my pack. I probably won't smoke any more after these last few
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46071902]In terms of motivation would you guys say you are success oriented, or failure oriented?[/QUOTE] I'm not sure if I'd describe myself as oriented at all :v:
Drank the last of my whiskey. The store is a 5 minute walk away but fuck that, it's hot as shit outside. I think I need a girlfriend or someone who I'm able to talk about emotional crap with. It might diffuse it more than thinking it over internally. Recently thinking has just been making me feel more frustrated and depressed. Talking seems like a nice alternative. It'd be too easy to become an alcoholic at this point.
It's finally happened i'm free of the group chat it's impossible to leave, now I can't even talk in it so I gave up fighting it, muted it permanently people can be so fucking annoying about shit, and I hate getting so caught up in the endless shit talking [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] now I have no choice but to talk more with the girls life you silly, it tries to derail me but it just puts me closer to where I wanted to be wat
My friend smoked me a fat bowl and a joint yesterday, smoked the last hit in my grinder this morning. Gonna most likely do some acid tomorrow night with a friend
[QUOTE=explodingape;46072550]Drank the last of my whiskey. The store is a 5 minute walk away but fuck that, it's hot as shit outside. I think I need a girlfriend or someone who I'm able to talk about emotional crap with. It might diffuse it more than thinking it over internally. Recently thinking has just been making me feel more frustrated and depressed. Talking seems like a nice alternative. It'd be too easy to become an alcoholic at this point.[/QUOTE] Yeah man, talking definitely helps with that sort of thing. It can be hard to open up to friends if you feel like you're not sure your relationship is at the right level for that sort of vulnerability, but it is really cathartic and rewarding if you have a friend you think you can trust. In return, they'll likely confide in you and you'll have a stronger friendship for it. Of course, you have to ease into that sort of stuff with people. If not, feel free to PM me. Lots of folks here are really good to talk to when you need.
Has anyone here ever heard Kim Dotcom's music? [video=youtube;MokNvbiRqCM]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MokNvbiRqCM[/video] Must be the most happiest, informative, upbeat avocation for revolution I've ever heard.
smoked some funky lookin weed today
Saw these guys last night at a local bar. They put on the best fucking show. They have a great stage presence. The singer actually wound up stripping down to just his underwear by the end of the show :v: [video=youtube;m-r-aG19lwI]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-r-aG19lwI[/video]
Can we all get high and play Space Engineers together, some time?
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46073521]Can we all get high and play Space Engineers together, some time?[/QUOTE] I would love to, but I don't have a copy. I played it a while ago just to see how it was, but I couldn't really invest the time into figuring out how to make an effective spacecraft. If anything I had fun putting meteors up to apocalypse level and fucking around.
[QUOTE=Exigent;46064641]Philosophy and spirituality really interest me. Do you guys have websites and books (stuff like that) that could help me research and learn more about the topics? I've been reading about modern philopshers like Terrence McKenna and Timothy Leary. So like physchonauts and stuff like that. I've never read on this stuff before and I honestly think I've found my passion.[/QUOTE] Dude, I'm really into that kind of shit. I have some stuff I could talk to you about.
So I found one of my drugs I'm prescribed is a really strong DPH style drug. Every time I take them even at the 1mg dose I start hallucinating. Lots of flashes of white and good old shadow people. I then had 4 spread out over 45 minute period to see what would happen. I went into delirium which was actually pretty damn fun till I smoked weed. Which just caused a massive panic attack that took about 3 hours to go away. On the plus side the psych drug is the first one to ever make me feel better with in the span of week of taking it.
by my expert calculations, assuming the new job I'm applying for has a LOWER wage than it's actually likely to (overcautious optimism), i can afford to spend £30-40 on weed per week and still save around £150, a third of which I can use for a fat 5g+ blaze every month fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaaah
[QUOTE=Mamok Zalku;46073670]Dude, I'm really into that kind of shit. I have some stuff I could talk to you about.[/QUOTE] You totally should man, I would really like to learn more about the stuff.
[QUOTE=geogzm;46073694]by my expert calculations, assuming the new job I'm applying for has a LOWER wage than it's actually likely to (overcautious optimism), i can afford to spend £30-40 on weed per week and still save around £150, a third of which I can use for a fat 5g+ blaze every month fuck yeaaaaaaaaaaaah[/QUOTE] update: it's more
Made a sick contact who can get me a 1/2 ounce for $150. If all goes well, I'll just split it into dimes/dubs selling each for $10/$20 which would lead to a $130 dollar profit per 1/2 ounce.
blastin the skints mate [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] things are lookin up got tha main dosh comin in soon enough, got tha mad stonin' crew at college, got tha mad stonin' crew out of college, everything seems sorted out for now memorials towards my friend have been going well too, glad to see his family doing so well considering the situation, already had two memorial smokes for him, rest in peace you brilliant comedian bastard
Just made a follow up call on an application I submitted. Dude said he's gonna review and he'll be calling me back. Hope I get this interview. I get massive anxiety on the phone, I don't know why. Like I get nervous and my hands start shaking. It's the strangest thing. And it's only on the phone.
Fuck........ What have I gotten myself into I've broken free of the safety net and now I'm stuck facing THIS SHIT, what the God damned hell is this?! I almost find it funny but it's actually got me so mad now that I see it for what it is Rabbit holes everywhere Fucking, everywhere Holy God damn I don't even know anymore, wouldn't know where to start, wouldn't know what's right for me, I don't know if I want anything to do with this mess we've dug into the inter dimensional matrix. Dmt, please
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I need my fellow travellers
[QUOTE=Consciousness;46074376]I need my fellow travellers[/QUOTE] -snip
[QUOTE=DELL;46073679]So I found one of my drugs I'm prescribed is a really strong DPH style drug. Every time I take them even at the 1mg dose I start hallucinating. Lots of flashes of white and good old shadow people. I then had 4 spread out over 45 minute period to see what would happen. I went into delirium which was actually pretty damn fun till I smoked weed. Which just caused a massive panic attack that took about 3 hours to go away. On the plus side the psych drug is the first one to ever make me feel better with in the span of week of taking it.[/QUOTE] What is it called? [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Exigent;46073849]Made a sick contact who can get me a 1/2 ounce for $150. If all goes well, I'll just split it into dimes/dubs selling each for $10/$20 which would lead to a $130 dollar profit per 1/2 ounce.[/QUOTE] I get half's for around 140 and zips for 280
[QUOTE=soupman345-2;46074415]there's infinite ways to look at the universe and what we are. I think thats why it all ultimately makes no fucking sense, the whole answer is to see it how you want to see it. I feel like thats gotta be the main answer to it all. No why's or how's, just simply, living. still life trips me the fuck out, maybe its the dxm i've used over time mixed with the anxiousness already there[/QUOTE] The way you look at it does make a huge difference Possibly to the degree where what you choose to perceive is what actually unfolds, But it's not as simple as wishful thinking, it takes true perception of the very basic starting points and an understanding on direction in order to unfold reality with predictability Otherwise all you're doing is naively watching We construct this reality eitherway, and our perspective on things, aka our position on matters, is what ultimately affects the outcome of happenings [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] I just keep seeing dmt style visual interpretations of things right now, not hallucinations but visionary mental images of things in a dmt hyperspace esque style of reality I feel like my reality and ego is stripping and suddenly I'm left with divine knlowedge in the power of faith and construction. Sounds silly but I am quite crashing at the moment as well so my mind is a little fragile and worked up after I went through a conversation about love, addiction, trap And decided to not smoke a cigarette for now and just start distancing myself from that again Whyd you snip? You're not wrong [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] I should paint these mental images
USB and passwords at the ready, I wait for my chance to order dmt. I need a kick in the head so I can stop listening to the clocks tick and go and live freely. There's something holding me back, but my anger blinds me. I must meet my subconscious face to face.
[QUOTE=Joscpe;46073521]Can we all get high and play Space Engineers together, some time?[/QUOTE] yes, fucking hell yes. [QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;46073579]I would love to, but I don't have a copy. I played it a while ago just to see how it was, but I couldn't really invest the time into figuring out how to make an effective spacecraft. If anything I had fun putting meteors up to apocalypse level and fucking around.[/QUOTE] I was thinking the same thing. Like, life happened to me and I don't have as much time as I had in my teenage years to spend on games like Sims, Tropico, Roller Coaster Tycoon, Space Droids, Minecraft or any other construction/engineering stuff that actually demands [I]time[/I]. Now I crave for the quick fun of stuff, even tho I'd love to immerse myself in some crafting shit once again, but'll probably have to be rich before I can afford so much free time. [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Consciousness;46074576]The way you look at it does make a huge difference Possibly to the degree where what you choose to perceive is what actually unfolds, But it's not as simple as wishful thinking, it takes true perception of the very basic starting points and an understanding on direction in order to unfold reality with predictability Otherwise all you're doing is naively watching We construct this reality eitherway, and our perspective on things, aka our position on matters, is what ultimately affects the outcome of happenings[/QUOTE] But I think that's all you [I]can[/I] do, naively watch as the universe laughs at your humanly capable attemps of overwriting the outcome of happenings in the space time continuum. All empirism bases itself in the senses that are experiencing it, your mind (counsciousness or existence) doesn't receives copies of external objects such as chairs, walls, cliffs, physical touches or anything else that caused that interaction, but it turns them into symbols. Like that, we all develop symbols systems that, through external correlation, present the objects that constitute the universe of ideas, y'know? Reality is dependent of perspective, and perspective is generated through the symbolism of your mind towards external objects and ultimately, you know, life.
I wasn't supposed to, but I went out and bought myself 5 grams... Sadly weed, as he didn't have any hash, but I guess it'll do :v:
[QUOTE=cody8295;46074421]What is it called? [/QUOTE] I was on benztropine 4mg(Like DPH), DXM somewhere around 100, 16mg of concerta, risperidone, and then two personal bowls that wrecked the rest of the trip. On the flip side I'm still see weird anomaly's in space and time.
All I do now is live for the weekend and I love it
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