• The Addicts' Lounge VI. You Know It's Dank
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I think my body became incredibly efficient at sleeping due to massive and acute caffeine intake (for me, was only a 2 liter of coke but I haven't had caffeine in any reasonable amount for literally months). Nearing the 36 hour mark without any reasonable amount of sleep, running off of a 30 minute nap 16 hours ago and a 10 minute nap 7 hours ago. I can feel the sleep deprivation in my eyes (you know the feeling) but not really anywhere else. Don't have any urge to sleep, might make it to the 40 hour mark just because. [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] might also be because i havnt eaten jack shit for 2 days prior, although that changed today. my appetite is weird as fuck lately, living perfectly happy off of <500 calories a day and then I'll spend 2 - 3 days eating 2k+ and go back to <500 a day. Not by choice, just my body being weird for some reason. probably a defect, should RMA my brain
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[QUOTE=Consciousness;46074576]The way you look at it does make a huge difference Possibly to the degree where what you choose to perceive is what actually unfolds, But it's not as simple as wishful thinking, it takes true perception of the very basic starting points and an understanding on direction in order to unfold reality with predictability Otherwise all you're doing is naively watching We construct this reality eitherway, and our perspective on things, aka our position on matters, is what ultimately affects the outcome of happenings [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] I just keep seeing dmt style visual interpretations of things right now, not hallucinations but visionary mental images of things in a dmt hyperspace esque style of reality I feel like my reality and ego is stripping and suddenly I'm left with divine knlowedge in the power of faith and construction. Sounds silly but I am quite crashing at the moment as well so my mind is a little fragile and worked up after I went through a conversation about love, addiction, trap And decided to not smoke a cigarette for now and just start distancing myself from that again Whyd you snip? You're not wrong [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] I should paint these mental images[/QUOTE] my parents read this sometimes haha
He's gone, guys. [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] Gonna miss you Justin.
so i'm now in a big feud with my two closest friends, who once rushed down to the cliffside to keep me from killing myself (one of them said they shouldn't have), they hate me and i hate them and it feels weird knowing that i've literally lost my best friends yet i don't feel [I]that[/I] bad. things seem to be going well all of a sudden with my ~ex~ and it feels like it's going somewhere and i've felt much happier about life overall than i have in a while. i ain't lost shit.
I'm at a weird point in my life where things start filtering out everybody from my life save for a few people. And it feels shitty to see so many people, no matter how close you were to them, violently burn out from your life.
I'm surrounded by 13,000 students. less than 400 are willing and able to communicate in English. Whenever I try to speak with people in korean or mandarin they get uncomfortable and try to go back to speaking english or just leave. I've gotten more practice speaking french here with the handful of international students than any Asian language. It's like being a ghost.
18 grams 155 dolla holla!!
[QUOTE=explodingape;46077774]I'm surrounded by 13,000 students. less than 400 are willing and able to communicate in English. Whenever I try to speak with people in korean or mandarin they get uncomfortable and try to go back to speaking english or just leave. I've gotten more practice speaking french here with the handful of international students than any Asian language. It's like being a ghost.[/QUOTE] damn yo, well america will always take you back. Don't know if its come to that yet [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] also I'm taking a painting class. I think it's one of the best things I've done in my life so far. haven't done any art in my life but two weeks in I'm painting dope shit
Prime time to give MXE a go. See you on the other side, my friends.
[QUOTE=Lick;46078032]damn yo, well america will always take you back. Don't know if its come to that yet [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] also I'm taking a painting class. I think it's one of the best things I've done in my life so far. haven't done any art in my life but two weeks in I'm painting dope shit[/QUOTE] I fucking love painting, it's too bad I didn't end up doing any this summer. Gonna try to get a lot of painting done in the next few week, though.
Holy fuck this is nice, i feel pretty decent right now all things considered, like this feeling that everything's gonna be alright even if it won't. [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] Typing takes forever [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] This must be what smarked feels like
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so im hopefully getting drunk with this hot Brazilian exchange student on friday
To smoke or not to smoke. I'm getting really close to finishing this project and most of what I've got left to do is UI design which I think I can handle blazed
Coming down and listening to the police scanner in my area. Policechase, shots fired, pretty crazy, think I'm gonna smoke a bowl [editline]25th September 2014[/editline] Shiiit think there calling in SWAT
[url]http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/jnr.23452/abstract[/url] A study that says THC helps cognitive memory functions and protects against damage from inflammation. How gud is it?
[t]http://i.imgur.com/Gjc1FTx.jpg[/t] though nothing could ever truly capture that state
Awesome, I'm not gonna finish this in time. More weed to celebrate.
clubbing it out sober tonight this should be different
[QUOTE=Zenreon117;46079581][url]http://onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1002/jnr.23452/abstract[/url] A study that says THC helps cognitive memory functions and protects against damage from inflammation. How gud is it?[/QUOTE] Can't say I ever noticed any of these effects, although I don't think this would apply to anyone other than old people whose brain is on the way out. Will read the study though, seems interesting.
"sober" Stimulant as fuck Medication and energy drink lol should do the trick I think Uninhibited autopilot here we come
It's a "fun day" at school where we just do cool stuff like games and stuff, so naturally I'm getting incredibly stoned before going. :v: [media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4nyHPIcbn88[/media]
So I recently had a night that I would usually have in a dream.. A recent Ex-Girlfriend that I REALLY was into, came back from Montana, and she was soo excited to see me, oh my god it made me feel better about myself. Which made me cry on the inside because I changed for the worse since she left... Something I promised her I wouldn't ever get back into, Thine Methamphetamine. I had a pac, and was doing a little before they came over, so I could stay up (was up all day, dying tired plus the fact that I'm starting to become chemically independent and get sick without it..) They brought booze (my enemy/friend on one) Was drinking hell of liquor with my Ex, her older Sister, and my buddy. Me and her Older Sister started to basically make out, while they disappeared. (I thought they were doing the same, but I guess they were talking about me..) and I ended up fucking her older sister by the end of the night.. Dick move on my end? She walked in on us, and she even told me later on when the sun began to rise, that she didn't expect that to happen.. I get what I wish for, and I fuck it up. Edit: Also it's been a while... Hello fellow DD. I'm not dead yet.
[QUOTE=zach1193;46064715]I gotta ask how. haha[/QUOTE] It happened a few years back, when i went to this media school, where we ran a local tv station. It wasn't a very large school, I think there were about 120 students, but they apparently still had a deal with the local police department that they could come out to the school a few times a year and do drug searches. It's good for the school and the cops gets to train their dogs, so it's a win-win situation, right? Not for the students, of course. I had some amphetamine in my wallet that day,I know that it was really stupid to bring it with me, but it was some leftovers from the weekend and I had completely forgotten about it. So out of nowhere our teacher tells us that everyone has to go to the cafeteria, sit down with your classmates and await further instructions. At this point I still haven't realized what's actually going down, so i just go out of the classroom and start walking down this long corridor to the cafeteria with the rest of my class. Two dudes next to me are talking about drug raids and how they apparently have them a few times a year. At this exact moment i realize that I'm carrying around a highly illegal substance in my back pocket. As soon as i heard that I turned around in an instant, resulting in me walking right into my teacher. He sees my worried expression and asks whats up. I said to him that I had got to go back inside the classroom and take care of something. He looked me straight in the eye and told me that he couldn't let me do that. I just kind shrugged my shoulders and started accepting whatever was going to happen to me. We all go to sit down and while we're waiting I can see patrol cars starting to park out in front of the school. They had of course brought dogs as well, so I knew that I was proper fucked. Another 5 minutes pass and I told my class that the dog would probably mark me, so that they wouldn't be too surprised when they would drag me out of there. Just before the cops enter through the schools main entry, the teacher from before goes over to me and tells me to hand over whatever. He probably thought what I had was hash, but I didn't really feel like explaining that to him right then and there, so I just quickly handed him my wallet, which he left with just as the cops came in. They do their thing, finds a single half-smoked joint and a gram of hash in a potted plant. They take out the suspects and leaves the school. At this point I'm pretty relieved, but also pretty sure that I'm going to be expelled when they realize that it wasn't hash but hard narcotics in my wallet. We all get let out and my teacher immediately approaches me and tells me that we need a talk in the school principals office. I shrug my shoulders for the second time and follow him into the office. They start out by telling me that they had locked my wallet in this giant ass safe, so that the dogs wouldn't be able to catch it's smell. I tell them that I'm very grateful for what they did and make sure to tell them that I understand they just saved me a criminal charge. Right after that, before they got to say anything, I also told them that I realized that they probably assumed what was in my possession was [I]just[/I] hash, but that assumption was wrong and it was in fact amphetamine. They seemed a little shocked, so I also made sure to point out that it was leftovers which i had forgotten about. I didn't bring it with me to neither ingest it or sell it off. I told them to go fetch the wallet and take a look at how little amph there actually was in there themselves. They did and saw that there where only enough powder for a single line. We talked a little more about school attendance, my mother being manic-depressive and general drug usage. After chatting for about 10 minutes, the principal says that [I]"there's no need to make a bad situation even worse" [/I] and let me off.
woke up and smoked a hit before school, no more taping the fake piss to my leg cause my legs are hairy as fuck so ow. instead im using gauze wrapped around my leg and the container in a sock. trip is tomorrow night instead though
my dealer gave me 1.5 gram for free. love that dude
gave one of my lecturers a slice of pizza lol
wouou I've gotten a spot at a rehab facility in around two weeks. So I'm gonna party fucking hard before then
welp one of my friends passed away yesterday don't even know the details of how yet, though prolly drug related.
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