[QUOTE=Teal Moose;29388203]I'm Teal Moose, I've lurked around here for a while before I finally gave drugs a shot, thanks mostly to information found in this forum. I haven't been smoking or drinking for long but it certainly improves life in moderation. I live way out in the country here in Virginia, it's pretty nice, damn scenic. Living so far out of cities has its drawbacks too; sucky internet, overabundance of rednecks and no reliable hook ups for decent weed are my only real complaints though. Lately I've been chilling and enjoying the great outdoors, as usual. With the addition of trying to get into some electric style guitar blues (not going so well). It gets boring out here and as a result I often find myself packing a bowl or pouring a shot to pass the time, been struggling trying not to become dependent here lately but it's all good. Figured out I can't drown my demons in liquor or smoke 'em out, so just the assurance that abuse will only worsen life provides some comfort. Just trying to figure out what I should do with my life, with emphasis on just living it. I'd like to use some psychedelics to get in touch with my inner self but my disposition towards instability and weak bond with sanity has done much to all but kill off that idea. I'm just like anybody else in any other aspect, struggling my way through school and seeking meaning in the apparently meaningless.[/QUOTE]
That was beautiful (tear in eye)
[QUOTE=chillbro;29390900]That was beautiful (tear in eye)[/QUOTE]
The issues I mentioned above are peaking at bad right now. The anxiety is fucking killing me and I want a smoke or drink or something really bad, but I want to be stronger and not go down the road of full blown addiction like everyone else in my family. god this sucks. and i still have to do this paper.
But i do sincerely appreciate that, I've rarely spoken of those issues before particularly not on an internet forum
[QUOTE=Teal Moose;29391002]The issues I mentioned above are peaking at bad right now. The anxiety is fucking killing me and I want a smoke or drink or something really bad, but I want to be stronger and not go down the road of full blown addiction like everyone else in my family. god this sucks. and i still have to do this paper.
But i do sincerely appreciate that, I've rarely spoken of those issues before particularly not on an internet forum[/QUOTE]
I know how it is, since I've started smoking it seems like weed is the only thing on my mind anymore.
[QUOTE=chillbro;29391026]I know how it is, since I've started smoking it seems like weed is the only thing on my mind anymore.[/QUOTE]
Once you get to a certain point in weed smoking. Atleast for me, I've just recently found myself not really caring about weed. I can go days or even weeks without it, and it's so worth it in the end. But I don't care if I smoke alot either. It's like a peaceful balance and it allows me to not see it as a dependence in my life.
[QUOTE=chillbro;29387530]Bump over 6 moths later :)
Hi, I'm chillbro and I am new to DD, but everyone I have talked to has been very friendly and I feel at home here. I live in Orange County, California. (view from my city minus the lake)
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You in Mission Viejo?
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I was high when I took that pic :v:
Hi, man name is hikula (my real name is Oliver). I live in Aalborg, Denmark. I started smoking hash at the age of 16, i'm 17 now. I have never tried any other drugs than hash, but I would love to try shrooms and LSD. I love to sing and make music. I mostly sing reggae and make Liquid and Minimal drum and bass.
[QUOTE=KanonieR;29394743]You in Mission Viejo?[/QUOTE]
Yes.
[QUOTE=chillbro;29402218]Yes.[/QUOTE]
I lived there for 11 years :D
[QUOTE=KanonieR;29426994]I lived there for 11 years :D[/QUOTE]
Bro, I live in Mission Viejo too.
Small world eh?
Hello, Im tugnbud but IRL My name is Jordan :) I lve on hayling island (UK) Which just so happens to be the most stonery place in england. The downside is that there all fucking ninjas. Ive been here a while but Ive always been background noise (Just like jazz) I longboard a ton and try playing drums on my beloved mapex tornado set. Heres a picture that was taken last week at the beach. Goddamn awesome weather here :)
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[QUOTE=tugnbud;29439711]Hello, Im tugnbud but IRL My name is Jordan :) I lve on hayling island (UK) Which just so happens to be the most stonery place in england. The downside is that there all fucking ninjas. Ive been here a while but Ive always been background noise (Just like jazz) I longboard a ton and try playing drums on my beloved mapex tornado set. Heres a picture that was taken last week at the beach. Goddamn awesome weather here :)
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Why are you wearing a santa hat.
Because I felt like it. Why not?
I dunno I was just curious, seeing as christmas was ages ago.
Yeah, Got bored and decided to go do a party boy style thing into the sea with my bowtie and hat seeing as I live right behind the sea. Just a spark of the moment thing I guess :L
I'm xenodrox. I am an opiophile. I'm schizoaffective, which makes life hard a lot of the time, and that's where the drugs come in. Psychiatric medicine isn't doing much for me.
I play guitar, draw, write, compose, program ... it just depends on my mood and what I'm under the influence of. I'm a ritual stoner, sort of hippie-laid-back when I'm not manic. I've tried percocet, tramadol, lortab, vicodin, codeine (IR and XR), ecstacy, kratom (which I'm getting more of), ambien, of course lots of alcohol, and most of this stuff in combination, and soon I'll add kanna to my repertoire. I'm mildly addicted to opiates - I crave them most of the time - but weed helps, and so does anything else in the medicine cabinet. I don't function well sober.
Like many schizoaffectives, I have a tendency to wreck my life from time to time. My illness holds sway over my judgment a lot of the time, and it's getting ridiculous because the meds should be helping. Ah well. It's a big part of who I am, as far as how I structure my life and understand myself.
Hello, I'm Kaskade007, I don't really do much here in life, 6 months ago I'd drag my ass to high school, but sooner than later I got enough of it and stopped attending, got a job and I am now planning to attend HF(A shorter kind of high school.) after summer.
I don't play musics of any sort and my only particularly artistic skill would be drawing cool stuff on paper with a pencil, I am by no means unhappy with this gift and over the course of the last two years as good friend of mine has let me design two of the tattoos that now adorn his body.
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[I]Me a Nakkefestival 2010
[/I]I practically live for the summer. Not just because it's more pleasant but also because my body literally falls apart over the winter, my skin can't take the cold and gets so dry that it almost falls off of my face. I get sick, normal sick sure, everyone gets that but I'm 'normal sick' all the time. I should invest in some winterwear.
But back to summer. That's much more pleasant to type about.
To me, the summer begins in May it begins with a bang on the first of may with the celebration of the national workers day, which is pretty much(To me at least) A lot of people on a big grass field drinking beers, passing joint and listening to idiotic speeches by people of all sorts of socially acceptable political perceptions. I like this day because all the people sitting there, with nothing to hurry to, just sitting and chilling reminds me of my three favourite weeks of summer: Roskilde festival, Warmup for nakkefestival for the many'eth year in a row at a friends house with the old festival crew, and then of course Nakkefestival.
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[I]Another picture from Nakkefestival[/I]
I can't really describe the feeling of this festival but it's the thought of that and getting a tan that keeps my heart beating trough the winter.
Drugs wise I'm pretty generic, I often drink(To be honest I can't remember a time in the last 6 months where there has been more than 3 days between a lot of drinks). I smoke my cigarettes, coincidentally I hate myself for that. I smoke my Ganja, even though I prefer eating it in cupcakes by several miles it's just problematic that I can't always stand around the kitchen making cannabutter. I some times stray from those three and do coke, shrooms, Amf etc. but I try to keep harder drugs to a minimum :)
That's me!
Funny thing is I got rolled at school about 12 hours posting my story... hahah
Yo, I'm inebriaticxp (NO PIC FOR YOU [I look similar to my avatar (Yeup, I'm a nigga)])
I live in slummy - er, sunny - Stanton, California.
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This picture is severely mindfucking me; those stores on that corner are not set up like that, but there's absolutely no way this could be a different street corner.
EDIT: Wait, nevermind, I figured it out.
Nineteen years of age, sophomore at a community college, studying Theatre Arts with the hopes of becoming a writer/director someday.
Life at school/with friends is fantastic. Love a good time, maybe some drinking and weed every once in a while.
Life at home is very similar to my love life - stagnant and boring.
Three things I want more than anything in the world are:
1) A girlfriend.
2) To move out.
3) My medical marijuana card.
In that order.
[QUOTE=Pepin;25430955]Anyway, I keep hallucinating all these little kids playing some game in this big field of pot and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the pot and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be.[/QUOTE]
this post is almost a year old but i thought id say this; i fucking love you for this post man
names Sean, i live in Melbourne, I'v been smoking for about 1 year now, had cocaine recently wasn't as good as i thought it would be
[QUOTE=dustbusta;25438965]A shout out? From Poo?!
My real name is Ché, named after Che Guevara by my hippie father
French Canadian mother.
my father, who raised me on some primo shit. I'm not talking your stereotypical classic rock loving dad. I got everything from Bob Marley to the Specials, from Steely Dan to the Police. He taught me guitar and now I play drums, bass, and trumpet as well. I play drums for a local punk band and love to jam.
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This was a group we found on my history trip to Washington last year. I decided to join in for the hell of it. They're called The Humans. Search them up. They're fucking hilarious.
I also love to skateboard. It's just so much fun, it's free, without boundaries. There are no uniforms, rules, or referees. Just you, the wood, the wheels, and the pavement.
Thanks to this place I can be confident when giving drug related advice to my friends. I have a place to discuss things with like minded people, and just fuck around sometimes when I'm too baked to make sense. I love y'all.
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I love you too and I'm so jelly.
See you even get pageking
I'm sure pure coke is really good but it's hard to find that in Australia :(
Pure cocaine would be virtually impossible to get anywhere purely because its not financially sensible for dealers not to cut it.
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;32109113]Pure cocaine would be virtually impossible to get anywhere purely because its not financially sensible for dealers not to cut it.[/QUOTE]
but you can get pure cut as weird as it sounds but it's about as pure as it gets
I'm very jealous of your life, PooMonster.
I want to travel the world and be care-free. :frown:
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