[QUOTE=:smugspike:;35747588]Otherwise known as making your sentences sound wordy like we all stopped doing when we were fifteen because we don't want to sound like assholes.
People get by with informal communication just fine, sweetheart. Try it.[/QUOTE]
Your statement is predicated on the assumption that I even possess the ability to express myself in such crude language. After years of compulsive studying different thesauruses, manically analyzing the construction of complex semantic functions. Simply so I can at least communicate at all. Being autistic is difficult, since I can not perceive socially acceptable behavior in the same way as you can.
Though do you know what the saddest part is? Your complete overblown ignorance in the aspect of your total arrogance over the fact that language development is controlled by genetic predispositions. From my point of view, you are the real asshole, just another bully from all the times I have been harassed and made fun of in my life, simply because of my overly rapid ability to learn language and remember words.
The real problem here is you, a mere inferior mind with inadequate intellectual capability to establish a fundamental understanding of language in general, doomed to bother the more developed beings of this planet for the sole reason of your unresolved childhood issues implied by your reference to your age of fifteen.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35748584]Your statement is predicated on the assumption that I even possess the ability to express myself in such crude language. After years of compulsive studying different thesauruses, manically analyzing the construction of complex semantic functions. Simply so I can at least communicate at all. Being autistic is difficult, since I can not perceive socially acceptable behavior in the same way as you can.
Though do you know what the saddest part is? Your complete overblown ignorance in the aspect of your total arrogance over the fact that language development is controlled by genetic predispositions. From my point of view, you are the real asshole, just another bully from all the times I have been harassed and made fun of in my life, simply because of my overly rapid ability to learn language and remember words.
The real problem here is you, a mere inferior mind with inadequate intellectual capability to establish a fundamental understanding of language in general, doomed to bother the more developed beings of this planet for the sole reason of your unresolved childhood issues implied by your reference to your age of fifteen.[/QUOTE]
so you waited until now to explain why you post the way you do instead of making it apparent in the first place for people to understand. You took the dick route and tried making other people who dont know your condition look like assholes when in reality you have already had it happened before and still waited until the last moment to explain yourself [I]and[/I] continue to insult them. Gee im so sorry people in high school arent taught about the mysterious disease that is autism and other developmental disorder. Its almost like autism is a relatively new phenomenon that is still under heavy development and research as to how many different kinds there are and incredibly difficult to classify and diagnose. But i guess everyone shouldve known you are autistic because you mentioned it above, oh wait you didnt.
Its like if i was to ask someone to hand me color coded pictures for a task i am trying to do and they get all upset calling me an asshole for not realizing they were colorblind. Fuck, im sorry dude there was no way i couldve known you were colorblind sorry i asked you to do a task but it doesnt mean you can call me an ignorant asshole for not knowing.
Does the brain see or do the eyes see?
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C771GPOPLPM[/media]
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35748584]Your statement is predicated on the assumption that I even possess the ability to express myself in such crude language. After years of compulsive studying different thesauruses, manically analyzing the construction of complex semantic functions. Simply so I can at least communicate at all. Being autistic is difficult, since I can not perceive socially acceptable behavior in the same way as you can.
Though do you know what the saddest part is? Your complete overblown ignorance in the aspect of your total arrogance over the fact that language development is controlled by genetic predispositions. From my point of view, you are the real asshole, just another bully from all the times I have been harassed and made fun of in my life, simply because of my overly rapid ability to learn language and remember words.
The real problem here is you, a mere inferior mind with inadequate intellectual capability to establish a fundamental understanding of language in general, doomed to bother the more developed beings of this planet for the sole reason of your unresolved childhood issues implied by your reference to your age of fifteen.[/QUOTE]
you should stop acting like an asshole, dude.
no one around here wants to internet fight you, so just chill.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;35749120]so you waited until now to explain why you post the way you do instead of making it apparent in the first place for people to understand. You took the dick route and tried making other people who dont know your condition look like assholes when in reality you have already had it happened before and still waited until the last moment to explain yourself [I]and[/I] continue to insult them. Gee im so sorry people in high school arent taught about the mysterious disease that is autism and other developmental disorder. Its almost like autism is a relatively new phenomenon that is still under heavy development and research as to how many different kinds there are and incredibly difficult to classify and diagnose. But i guess everyone shouldve known you are autistic because you mentioned it above, oh wait you didnt.
Its like if i was to ask someone to hand me color coded pictures for a task i am trying to do and they get all upset calling me an asshole for not realizing they were colorblind. Fuck, im sorry dude there was no way i couldve known you were colorblind sorry i asked you to do a task but it doesnt mean you can call me an ignorant asshole for not knowing.[/QUOTE]
1. From my perspective, there were never any evidence supporting your claim that my posts are a bother, neither did I perceive my statements as insulting.
2. Autism was first established as an official diagnosis in 1943 by Leo Kanner, contradicting your statement of it being relatively new. Later studies have shown that autism have not increased in frequency, but rather the efficiency of societal awareness that enables the discovery of individuals that display autistic problems.
3. It is not difficult to diagnose, professionals dealing with investigating and diagnosing individuals on the autistic spectrum are very skilled at what they do.
4. Actually I did mention that I was autistic a page back.
5. I'm confused, I simply retaliated to smugspike from the insinuation about me being an "asshole" for simply being myself. Why are you involved?
[editline]29th April 2012[/editline]
[QUOTE=/B/rother;35749499]you should stop acting like an asshole, dude.
no one around here wants to internet fight you, so just chill.[/QUOTE]
Patience, I'm still learning the boundaries of what is appropriate and what is not, I do not want to internet fight anyone either. I will isolate myself now for a couple of weeks, due to feelings of self loathing and remorse. Contemplating, studying and thinking about what went wrong in this social situation. I guess I have to step over the line of "insults" from time to time to remind myself that it actually exists.
[editline]29th April 2012[/editline]
Forgive me for insulting you, I guess I don't fit in anywhere.
If anything mem, you fit in here just fine. We are a bundle of oddities in this small area of a forum. Most have problems and they differentiate greatly passing between user to user. It seems others aren't sure how to react to most of the users problems and when they aren't sure how to react they just make fun. It isn't polite, it isn't reasonable but it happens. Understand this, that I appreciate your being here and I hope one persons gratitude is enough to help you along and stay here for as long as you please. No matter how terrible the stay may be, I always find joy in reading your overly convoluted sentence structures. You get your point across, and that is all that matters. It matters not that you may come across as an ass, arrogant, douche or any assortment of insulting insinuations internet goers throw at you. And believe you me I think none of those words towards you.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35748584]
[B]The real problem here is you, a mere inferior mind with inadequate intellectual capability[/B] to establish a fundamental understanding of language in general, doomed to bother the more developed beings of this planet for the sole reason of your unresolved childhood issues implied by your reference to your age of fifteen.[/QUOTE]
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35749902]1. From my perspective, there were never any evidence supporting your claim that my posts are a bother, [B]neither did I perceive my statements as insulting.[/B]
[/QUOTE]
Fine, having worked with autistic clients i will give you the benefit of the doubt on that. But understand that not everyone on here knows much about autism since there is such a large spectrum of capability. There are some autistic users on here but none that have posted like you so you can see how it caught people off guard that that is why you post how you do. Just dont call people ignorant assholes for it, if they question you about it explain it as soon as you can to avoid confusion and ambiguity.
everyone should just relax and be friendly
all bullshit like this self important banning over the use of certain words is fucking stupid in online gaming.
what happens in chat (well at least drama) doesn't affect the game, and the senseless banning of certain words or even conduct won't stop drama from happening either way.
sometimes i wish you could strangle through the internet.
i guarantee the internet would be a much better place in a couple of days.
I disagree with everything you said.
*strangle*
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;35751693]Fine, having worked with autistic clients i will give you the benefit of the doubt on that. But understand that not everyone on here knows much about autism since there is such a large spectrum of capability. There are some autistic users on here but none that have posted like you so you can see how it caught people off guard that that is why you post how you do. Just dont call people ignorant assholes for it, if they question you about it explain it as soon as you can to avoid confusion and ambiguity.[/QUOTE]
Thank you, sincerely.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35748584]Your statement is predicated on the assumption that I even possess the ability to express myself in such crude language. After years of compulsive studying different thesauruses, manically analyzing the construction of complex semantic functions. Simply so I can at least communicate at all. Being autistic is difficult, since I can not perceive socially acceptable behavior in the same way as you can.
Though do you know what the saddest part is? Your complete overblown ignorance in the aspect of your total arrogance over the fact that language development is controlled by genetic predispositions. From my point of view, you are the real asshole, just another bully from all the times I have been harassed and made fun of in my life, simply because of my overly rapid ability to learn language and remember words.
The real problem here is you, a mere inferior mind with inadequate intellectual capability to establish a fundamental understanding of language in general, doomed to bother the more developed beings of this planet for the sole reason of your unresolved childhood issues implied by your reference to your age of fifteen.[/QUOTE]
ok
I fucking hate that it seems like I always get in the worst god damn situations. Trying to be nice to everyone just leaves you hurting people it's so crazy and stupid. Why can't it just be that being a good person fucking works out versus having you accidentally hurt someone when all you tried to do was the right thing?
generally if you're a prick you're more well liked
I feel I have missed so much already, and see nothing but the worst coming for the future. I'm only 21, and have not been happy in such a long time, I don't see it happening again. Every day is just worse and worse. I don't know where to go. I trust no one.
I seem to be slipping back into the dark, clasping void of my depression which has been grasping at my mind and soul since I was 12. I'm stuck in boarding school, with a cunt for a housemaster, a group of "friends" who find me rather repulsive to talk to and be around, with nowhere to go. I can't toke, so I can't release any of my stress or unwind doing that until I go home (every ~8 or 10 weeks during holidays) or when I go to Holland (these holidays). I'm just stuck in a frame of mind where everything isn't going well for me, even if I dedicate myself to it. I'm in a rut where I can't get out, and that rut is filled with expectation of excellence.
I want to leave, and go somewhere where the voices of discontent are silent...
Are you completely sure your friend sfind you repulsive? Or are you just thinking they do?
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;35793396]Are you completely sure your friend sfind you repulsive? Or are you just thinking they do?[/QUOTE]
Don't know. I'm sure they aren't thinking: hey, let's go and chill with rob now, he's a nice dude.
or hey, maybe rob wants to come along with us...
I've always just been the guy that is an outsider. I came here last year, became acquainted, and then pretty much stuck to myself. People don't ever come to me to talk, I'm always the one that has to go out to talk to others and that's what I base my thoughts on. I don't understand it, it's fucked
Bad picture quality but meh. Completely sober but with moody music and I felt I could walk in that direction forever, if I could.
I have developed a habit of going out ca 9 pm and staring at sunset for half an hour listening to music. Living in a countryside sure is good.
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Maybe when you die you become pure energy and float into space and go into a grouping that form a star. Like pure fucking energy.
[QUOTE='[GRiM];35803569']Maybe when you die you become pure energy and float into space and go into a grouping that form a star. Like pure fucking energy.[/QUOTE]
Maybe you're really high :v:
[QUOTE='[GRiM];35803569']Maybe when you die you become pure energy and float into space and go into a grouping that form a star. Like pure fucking energy.[/QUOTE]
but the planet needs the energy from our bodies to take back into the environment
be responsible
Having contemplated contextual consensus concerning former erratic and conceited behavior, I hereby formally formulate an apology.
Like Boris Spassky lost against Robert James Fischer in the World Championship of chess in 1972, I too feel the failure and shame of the Soviet Union losing their pride in the face of the world, no longer being seen as undefeatable in their national sport of chess. Like the death of the authoritarian leader Kim Il Sung of North Korea in 1994, I too mourn the loss of my perceived facade of persona. I squeezed out shit accompanied by a bull alongside the presence of Penn & Teller shoveling the disgrace of arrogance.
I sat on the public toilet of the Roman Empire; I was the emperor with the new clothes; I was the example when Sigmund Freud defined the Oedipus Complex; I was the soldier who stabbed Archimedes; my face was the working inspiration of Pablo Picasso; I was George W Bush.
On another note on the same page; as I am at present being aware of the pure nonsensical purposeless dysfunctional annoyance in the unreasonable, incorrect, irrational and invalid incongruousness in the axiomatic oxymoron of the time designed worn out phenomenon that inflicts the holes upon my pockets of my pants. So do I taste the bitter tea of vengeance of my error.
Now, I presume this equates approximate equilibrium corresponding the conflicting comportment?
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35818102]Having contemplated contextual consensus concerning former erratic and conceited behavior, I hereby formally formulate an apologize.
Like Boris Spassky lost against Robert James Fischer in the World Championship of chess in 1972, I too feel the failure and shame of the Soviet Union losing their pride in the face of the world, no longer being seen as undefeatable in their national sport of chess. Like the death of the authoritarian leader Kim Il Sung of North Korea in 1994, I too mourn the loss of my perceived facade of persona. I squeezed out shit accompanied by a bull alongside the presence of Penn & Teller shoveling the disgrace of arrogance.
I sat on the public toilet of the Roman Empire; I was the emperor with the new clothes; I was the example when Sigmund Freud defined the Oedipus Complex; I was the soldier who stabbed Archimedes; my face was the working inspiration of Pablo Picasso; I was George W Bush.
On another note on the same page; as I am at present being aware of the pure nonsensical purposeless dysfunctional annoyance in the unreasonable, incorrect, irrational and invalid incongruousness in the axiomatic oxymoron of the time designed worn out phenomenon that inflicts the holes upon my pockets of my pants. So do I taste the bitter tea of vengeance of my error.
Now, I presume this equates approximate equilibrium corresponding the conflicting comportment?[/QUOTE]
yes
memnoth you can write paragraphs without saying a thing
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35818102]Having contemplated contextual consensus concerning former erratic and conceited behavior, I hereby formally formulate an apologize.
Like Boris Spassky lost against Robert James Fischer in the World Championship of chess in 1972, I too feel the failure and shame of the Soviet Union losing their pride in the face of the world, no longer being seen as undefeatable in their national sport of chess. Like the death of the authoritarian leader Kim Il Sung of North Korea in 1994, I too mourn the loss of my perceived facade of persona. I squeezed out shit accompanied by a bull alongside the presence of Penn & Teller shoveling the disgrace of arrogance.
I sat on the public toilet of the Roman Empire; I was the emperor with the new clothes; I was the example when Sigmund Freud defined the Oedipus Complex; I was the soldier who stabbed Archimedes; my face was the working inspiration of Pablo Picasso; I was George W Bush.
On another note on the same page; as I am at present being aware of the pure nonsensical purposeless dysfunctional annoyance in the unreasonable, incorrect, irrational and invalid incongruousness in the axiomatic oxymoron of the time designed worn out phenomenon that inflicts the holes upon my pockets of my pants. So do I taste the bitter tea of vengeance of my error.
Now, I presume this equates approximate equilibrium corresponding the conflicting comportment?[/QUOTE]
i'm looking forward to reading your posts while high as fuck.
[QUOTE=/B/rother;35820039]i'm looking forward to reading your posts while high as fuck.[/QUOTE]
PREPARE TO STUMBLE ON YOUR WORDS WHILE NOT SAYING ANYTHING!
on to good news. I've officially been confirmed as a clinically depressed individual :) So, I was ejected from boarding school and im not allowed to come back before a psychologist says im no longer a threat to myself. So, im at home, playing video games and smoking bongs. On that note, my friend got a new bong, and he says its very nice. I look forward to testing that theory tomorrow.
So memnoth. Do you do drugs? Cause this is Durgs Discussion.
i dont like ur long posts boy
[QUOTE=Memnoth;35818102]Having contemplated contextual consensus concerning former erratic and conceited behavior, I hereby formally formulate an apologize.
Like Boris Spassky lost against Robert James Fischer in the World Championship of chess in 1972, I too feel the failure and shame of the Soviet Union losing their pride in the face of the world, no longer being seen as undefeatable in their national sport of chess. Like the death of the authoritarian leader Kim Il Sung of North Korea in 1994, I too mourn the loss of my perceived facade of persona. I squeezed out shit accompanied by a bull alongside the presence of Penn & Teller shoveling the disgrace of arrogance.
I sat on the public toilet of the Roman Empire; I was the emperor with the new clothes; I was the example when Sigmund Freud defined the Oedipus Complex; I was the soldier who stabbed Archimedes; my face was the working inspiration of Pablo Picasso; I was George W Bush.
On another note on the same page; as I am at present being aware of the pure nonsensical purposeless dysfunctional annoyance in the unreasonable, incorrect, irrational and invalid incongruousness in the axiomatic oxymoron of the time designed worn out phenomenon that inflicts the holes upon my pockets of my pants. So do I taste the bitter tea of vengeance of my error.
Now, I presume this equates approximate equilibrium corresponding the conflicting comportment?[/QUOTE]
What the fuck is this all about, it's too convoluted and incoherently worded.
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