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yeah there's no solution
my bitch asked me to help her buy a lion...
buy her a stuffed one it'll be cute
i suppose all you can do is wait.
[QUOTE=En-Guage V2;35229652]buy her a stuffed one it'll be cute[/QUOTE] good idea... but Im gunna buy her a dog collar first ;)
[QUOTE=SHOE3045;35241041]good idea... but Im gunna buy her a dog collar first ;)[/QUOTE] kinky
[QUOTE=aliendrone123;35241312]kinky[/QUOTE] WHY DOES EVERYBODY SAY THAT!?
because it is kinky
hahaha I joke... holyshit Im looking back at myself and I dont understand what I see
Nothing too saddening here, just concerned for the future and my outlook for the future. I've recently skipped out on a tonne of English lessons, missed out on a lot of coursework and may not be able to catch up, wouldn't surprise me if I was kicked off the course, leaving me with only 3 A-levels (one of which being General Studies, which doesn't exactly count for shit). I feel like I've let my teachers and my parents down but I don't feel too bothered, there's always the option of re-taking my final year but I'm not sure how comfortable I'd be with that. I was looking to get a job next year and save up for Uni, but I guess if I want to go to uni now I'm going to have to retake English or pick up another A level, seeing as most courses want you to have 3. Anyone been in similar academic situations? I think coursework is supposed to be sent off to the examiners today, not sure if I can get any more time. I've just not had the energy to do it and I don't know why.
[QUOTE=Lukeo;35316542]Nothing too saddening here, just concerned for the future and my outlook for the future. I've recently skipped out on a tonne of English lessons, missed out on a lot of coursework and may not be able to catch up, wouldn't surprise me if I was kicked off the course, leaving me with only 3 A-levels (one of which being General Studies, which doesn't exactly count for shit). I feel like I've let my teachers and my parents down but I don't feel too bothered, there's always the option of re-taking my final year but I'm not sure how comfortable I'd be with that. I was looking to get a job next year and save up for Uni, but I guess if I want to go to uni now I'm going to have to retake English or pick up another A level, seeing as most courses want you to have 3. Anyone been in similar academic situations? I think coursework is supposed to be sent off to the examiners today, not sure if I can get any more time. I've just not had the energy to do it and I don't know why.[/QUOTE] English is the worst subject. I almost fucked mine up, but we have a different education system in Australia that doesn't focus on work over the year if that makes sense. (you're american yea?)
English, I think I can get away with handing it in tomorrow but I haven't asked my teachers, but the sending deadline is supposed to be today, idunno.
Good Stuff "\(o_o)/"
[QUOTE=Lukeo;35317889]English, I think I can get away with handing it in tomorrow but I haven't asked my teachers, but the sending deadline is supposed to be today, idunno.[/QUOTE] Did you end up getting away with it?
After a stupidly long night of caffeine and almost collapsing into sleep yes
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three hours of sleep in the last two days if it wasnt for the addy id be passed out
Stranger to my own friends, family and I can't meet a new person without fucking off after. What the fuck
How long can a bare the hole my heart, shot buy a wild girl who made the world fall apart.
Lately I've been wanting to see my friends less and less, but I feel so guilty 'cause they're my friends, ya know? What really makes me sad is one of my best friends was shipped off to another state a year ago and now he's coming back and I don't really care. I feel like a horrible person. Also I'm tired of having to avoid relationships because of my fucking personality issues. When I avoid women who like me I feel like I'm playing the martyr and I hate it. Kind of on the same subject, my psycho Ex girlfriend has been trying to get back with me for a year now, and it's getting harder and harder to tell her no each time. She's really the only girl I've ever been comfortable around. But I love life and I'm grateful. I have a lot of things to be thankful for that make my problems seem insignificant in comparison. [editline]7th April 2012[/editline] Shit, that felt good. I like this thread :v:
I just realized today that paintballing is exactly what i've needed in my life this whole time. For the last few months i've been feeling very depressed for various reasons, but I pushed on; and i found out that this pretty cute girl from the electronics section at my work played paintball regularly and seriously too. We talked and one thing led to another, and I ended up buying some paintball gear and we played today. It was amazing! I don't know what it is, but paintball hurts so good. Never has it felt any better to be shot right in the head. When I leave that field I finally feel human again, and that is what I have been forever longing for. Everyone at the field is friendly, it's exactly what i've needed. I finally feel like me again; i finally feel like I can make jokes and be the friendly old me I used to be. I don't know how or why, but it's all in those paintballs. I suggest all of you try it some time; go paintballing.
[QUOTE=JoeyZ;35463879]Lately I've been wanting to see my friends less and less, but I feel so guilty 'cause they're my friends, ya know? What really makes me sad is one of my best friends was shipped off to another state a year ago and now he's coming back and I don't really care. I feel like a horrible person. Also I'm tired of having to avoid relationships because of my fucking personality issues. When I avoid women who like me I feel like I'm playing the martyr and I hate it. Kind of on the same subject, my psycho Ex girlfriend has been trying to get back with me for a year now, and it's getting harder and harder to tell her no each time. She's really the only girl I've ever been comfortable around. But I love life and I'm grateful. I have a lot of things to be thankful for that make my problems seem insignificant in comparison. [editline]7th April 2012[/editline] Shit, that felt good. I like this thread :v:[/QUOTE] How many girls have you been with other than the crazy ex? Just because you have personality problems doesn't mean that there isn't a girl out there who would love you for how you are. Playing the martyr as you say is just you wasting your life alone.
[QUOTE=Mac2468;35468321]How many girls have you been with other than the crazy ex? Just because you have personality problems doesn't mean that there isn't a girl out there who would love you for how you are. Playing the martyr as you say is just you wasting your life alone.[/QUOTE] I agree with Mac, you just need to put yourself out there and try. You aren't going to advance out of your shell unless you make an effort. You just seem lonely, force yourself out there with your friends, we all have times were we just feel like sitting inside playing games instead of going to a party or something, but it's best to just go out there and add it to your list of experiences. In terms of relationships, I haven't exactly had the best history with them either so I know where you're coming from. I used to be really asocial, never really had any close friends, then I just progressed out of it over the years. Don't let your personality issues stop you, you should work around them or conquer them. Anything in particular you worry about to do with relationships? The first date, rejection?
[QUOTE=Mac2468;35468321]How many girls have you been with other than the crazy ex? Just because you have personality problems doesn't mean that there isn't a girl out there who would love you for how you are. Playing the martyr as you say is just you wasting your life alone.[/QUOTE] None. I didn't even want to be with her, but she was really persistent. She was the type of girl that guys just used for her body and I think that made her lose hope in people. I first noticed it when we hung out and she treated me like I just won the Nobel Peace Prize or something. She kept calling me 'nice' and 'sweet' and she couldn't believe that there was someone like me out there. At first I thought she was joking because everyone at my school knows that I'm a bit of an asshole, but it didn't take long for me to realize that she was truly devoted to me. So I was comfortable around her, I could talk to her and tell her things the my own mother didn't even know. A few weeks later we started having problems because we hadn't had sex yet. I guess she felt insecure or unappreciated, so she went out and cheated. That really fucked me up. It's why I started smoking weed. I haven't really had a relationship since then. And I see what you're saying. It's just hard for me to get over myself most of the time. [QUOTE=Lukeo;35468489]I agree with Mac, you just need to put yourself out there and try. You aren't going to advance out of your shell unless you make an effort. You just seem lonely, force yourself out there with your friends, we all have times were we just feel like sitting inside playing games instead of going to a party or something, but it's best to just go out there and add it to your list of experiences. In terms of relationships, I haven't exactly had the best history with them either so I know where you're coming from. I used to be really asocial, never really had any close friends, then I just progressed out of it over the years. Don't let your personality issues stop you, you should work around them or conquer them. Anything in particular you worry about to do with relationships? The first date, rejection?[/QUOTE] Rejection, most definitely. And the being social part is actually the problem. I'm huge at parties and school events and everything. When I talk to people I come off as confident and that causes so many problems for me. For example, I have three separate women in my art class right now who want me to paint them naked. I can't just walk up to them and say 'Sorry, I can't, I don't have the balls.' It's a bit frustrating
[QUOTE=Tophat;35465196]I just realized today that paintballing is exactly what i've needed in my life this whole time. For the last few months i've been feeling very depressed for various reasons, but I pushed on; and i found out that this pretty cute girl from the electronics section at my work played paintball regularly and seriously too. We talked and one thing led to another, and I ended up buying some paintball gear and we played today. It was amazing! I don't know what it is, but paintball hurts so good. Never has it felt any better to be shot right in the head. When I leave that field I finally feel human again, and that is what I have been forever longing for. Everyone at the field is friendly, it's exactly what i've needed. I finally feel like me again; i finally feel like I can make jokes and be the friendly old me I used to be. I don't know how or why, but it's all in those paintballs. I suggest all of you try it some time; go paintballing.[/QUOTE] did you play speedball? speedball > woodsball erryday. what equipment did you get?
Rejection happens you have to accept that and deal with it, you have to have a thick skin when it comes to that. If you want a girl you have to try, sure you could wait for one to come to you but that might never happen and if it does you could be waiting for years. You're making it a lot more difficult than it really is, sure the first step is hard but it only gets easier from there.
I don't know where I should start... I still live at home with my parents and currently share my room with my older brother who moved back in 2 years ago. Back then, everything was fine, but lately, things get worse. Somehow my mom thinks I'm a drug addict and alcoholic and that my bro is a fucking saint, which just isn't true. He smokes weed on a daily basis, I even told that my mom, but she won't believe me, because he "did a drug therapy". Well if he really did a drug therapy, then why comes he tells me about every night he can't sleep because he hasn't smoked weed? Which is pretty dumb in my eyes... Anyways, about 2 months ago I got a jobcoach which helps me to find an apprentice, my own flat and sort out my debts, which basically resulted because my mom refused to pay me pocket money, because of the drug addict thing. My jobcoach managed to get her to pay me 154€ monthly, which is the child support she gets for me. Now I'm cool with that, but she wants me to buy food from that money as well, which isn't possible, because when I paid off my debts and monthly train ticket, I got like 80€ left, which I rather use for buying clothes or having some fun with my mates. So basically, everyone in my family thinks I'm the "black sheep" now, but actually it's been my brother the whole time. Back when I was younger, he already smoked weed in our room and stole money from my mother, but somehow she believes he changed. I also sometimes hear how she talks behind my back, that she thinks I won't be able to live alone and stuff like that, because I never help at home. But why should I help my mother when she gives no fuck about me? I just don't understand how my mom can do this to me, I've always been a good child, but due to the situation lately I've smoked more weed and drank more alcohol than ever before. And I actually hate my mom for doing this shit to me... Now, my jobcoach helped me to find a flat and if everything works out, I can move out in may. But I don't want to leave my mom without her realizing that I'm not the guy which she thinks, I just can't find a way to convince her. I told her I found a flat and stuff, but all she worries about is how she's gonna pay the rent when I move out.
[QUOTE=Mac2468;35474174]Rejection happens you have to accept that and deal with it, you have to have a thick skin when it comes to that. If you want a girl you have to try, sure you could wait for one to come to you but that might never happen and if it does you could be waiting for years. You're making it a lot more difficult than it really is, sure the first step is hard but it only gets easier from there.[/QUOTE] I don't exactly have the highest opinion of myself, and I'm afraid having anyone else validate those feelings would really mess me up. But you're right, I've got to get over this. Most of these problems are just in my head and I need to start taking more risks if I'm ever going to feel better about myself.
Neither do I, I basically hate myself but I have someone because I realized that doing nothing and turning everyone away was a waste of my life. I wish I had realized sooner, only took me like 16 years. [editline]7th April 2012[/editline] Its tough but if I can do it anyone can do it.
[QUOTE=Torekk;35474899]I don't know where I should start... I still live at home with my parents and currently share my room with my older brother who moved back in 2 years ago. Back then, everything was fine, but lately, things get worse. Somehow my mom thinks I'm a drug addict and alcoholic and that my bro is a fucking saint, which just isn't true. He smokes weed on a daily basis, I even told that my mom, but she won't believe me, because he "did a drug therapy". Well if he really did a drug therapy, then why comes he tells me about every night he can't sleep because he hasn't smoked weed? Which is pretty dumb in my eyes... Anyways, about 2 months ago I got a jobcoach which helps me to find an apprentice, my own flat and sort out my debts, which basically resulted because my mom refused to pay me pocket money, because of the drug addict thing. My jobcoach managed to get her to pay me 154€ monthly, which is the child support she gets for me. Now I'm cool with that, but she wants me to buy food from that money as well, which isn't possible, because when I paid off my debts and monthly train ticket, I got like 80€ left, which I rather use for buying clothes or having some fun with my mates. So basically, everyone in my family thinks I'm the "black sheep" now, but actually it's been my brother the whole time. Back when I was younger, he already smoked weed in our room and stole money from my mother, but somehow she believes he changed. I also sometimes hear how she talks behind my back, that she thinks I won't be able to live alone and stuff like that, because I never help at home. But why should I help my mother when she gives no fuck about me? I just don't understand how my mom can do this to me, I've always been a good child, but due to the situation lately I've smoked more weed and drank more alcohol than ever before. And I actually hate my mom for doing this shit to me... Now, my jobcoach helped me to find a flat and if everything works out, I can move out in may. But I don't want to leave my mom without her realizing that I'm not the guy which she thinks, I just can't find a way to convince her. I told her I found a flat and stuff, but all she worries about is how she's gonna pay the rent when I move out.[/QUOTE] Your mum gives you 154 euros a month, I think she does give a fuck about you, 154 euros a month is awesome for free.
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