• The Addicts' Lounge V - What time is it? Time to get high!
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I woke up randomly at 4:20 AM with no memory of anything yesterday except this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLi5_3p7hh8
Same as me man, I came on here to read about weed initially and learnt about a whole other world
Have you guys ever got so high you think you can feel your hair growing
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how do i use it?
I don't even know why I clicked on dd back then. I think I was still anti drug at the time and I clicked on it out of curiosity. When I started reading up on it and realizing the new context in which people where discussing drug use I was pulled in. "What is it like to get high or drunk" Reading your either daily or epiphany moments made drug use seem less of a 'u touch it once, ur addicted get ready to die' and more of something to try out, experience something new, type thing. It (drug use) wasn't as malice as DARE/prohibition wants you to think, just wanna have an experience, chill trip or get lit and have a good time. Nothing should be wrong with that.
personally I've always been pretty accepting of drug use despite having a family that is against it. the catalyst of my acceptance, which obviously lead to me using one day, started when I was 11-12 years old playing garry's mod. I used to play a lot of DarkRP back then and I remember stumbling upon the drugs mod for the first time. for those who don't know, it added various drugs like cocaine, weed, heroin, speed, LSD, shrooms and you name it, as well as a dedicated drug dealer job. I got curious so I decided to try all of them and I still clearly remember getting especially curious about LSD since it was fun to try in the game. being a naive little boy, I remember telling myself that I wanted to try it but then I realized I was just a naive little boy and no dealer would possibly sell LSD to a 12 year old like me I put the idea in the bin and figured I'd never get the chance to try any of it. then once the darknet markets popped up, I introduced myself to the wonderful world of drugs and started posting here
I got lucky and grew up in utah so that means mormons but the strongest counter culture, I haven't had a dealer who couldn't get me anything I wanted. Coke, shrooms, crystal, dmt, various research chems, etc. You can score pills from feels like anyone so long as your back "hurts".
Depend on browser you can just download the file and drag it to your extensions page. Some browsers you'll need Greasemonkey / Tampermonkey though.
good dose of LSD + weed gave me super awareness once. I could feel individual cells dying and multiplying all over and inside my body. my awareness, the part of me I identify with, was reduced to becoming the electrical connections in my brain. I stopped percieving the world as a single entity but instead I felt every single chemical message + electrical impulse working its way around in my brain hundreds of times a second. I was no longer me, I became all 100 billion neurons that collectively create who I call me. there's something peaceful about being able to identify with 100 billion small neurons that work together to create me lmao. thanks brain cells for creating me, you the best
I took an unmeasured swig of Delsym (dextromethorphan Polistirex) XR bc of a cold and I think I'm high? I know DXM can cause trips but this is far from a trip, just very spacey. Almost like being drunk. Is this because of the delsym or am I just sick as fuck
I moved from a Drop to a Aspire Breeze and it was way better. Two coils, one for sub ohm and one at 1.2 ohms, an airflow hole if you want lung hits, way smoother and better juice storage and its the same price
Guess I'm quitting weed for the next 4 months since my internship regularly drug tests. At least I can still drink and trip
ignore above, can't delete on mobile i'm thinking about buying some robocough, mostly because i've been craving dxm and partially because i find it hilarious that such a product exists.
Think of it as a compulsory tolerance break. It's good to take a break from green occasionally, I find it loses its magic if you use it too much. That first joint after your internship will knock you on your arse.
If you stop, you will begin to find other things fun again.
first thing i'm gonna tell you dude, flat fucken out no drug you ever take once you hit that skid of "will it ever be like old times again?" will ever actually feel like old times again until you've spent at least a full year or two without using anything i'm mostly sober now bc an ex helped me clean up and have been for over two years and need to remain as such because an OD had me clinically dead for a matter of a few seconds which gave me brain damage n shit, and even though i could do psychs, i actually can't bc i'm on lithium rn for multiple psychotic and mood disorders (which has made a night and day difference, i'm a completely different much healthier person) some drugs still don't feel like "the old times" when i take them, partially bc the old times in my life were complete and utter hell, and i'm a V E R Y different person now//// all of that shit about me aside, what i'm trying to say is, if you don't make an active choice to address the underlying issues by actually letting yourself heal and recover from things by not using heavy shit for a while and finding a good therapist and shit, actually try to find the right balances of medications you need to feel more functional and more stable and ok on a daily basis, and take care of your physical health for a bit, shit probably won't get better on it's own a big thing for me personally that seems to be happening to a lot of my friends, is a dismantlement of the concept that a choice for comfort is a choice for a greater happiness comfort is easy and can feel happy for a while, and then it can stop being happy and it keeps feeling comfortable and like, It's What Yr Used To Doing so you just keep doing it and i'm finding often choices that lead to a greater happiness are actually hard work, that take active assessment, dismantlement of all the patterns you're allowing to keep being enacted bc it's just comfortable, it's hard work bc you're actively trying to change who you are but like believe me it fucking HELPS my wife at one point had tweeted something along the lines of "i really really hate that all of those annoying assholes who told me to go to a therapist and work out were actually right about it helping" and it's tru
I've been thinking about this the past few days and I totally agree. the big difference between before and now is that I always had other shit to do while doing whatever but the past few months the drugs became the main attraction. playing games, listening to music, watching shit, w/e is a blast while high but just sitting there, restless as fuck and clueless of what to do? that'll only lead to dark thoughts this hits home, I agree with all your points. especially the thing you're saying about comfort and happiness. before I quit smoking weed habitually, I spent at least 2-3 months of getting high every night without getting any enjoyment out of it. why did I continue? because its what I always did, it was comfortable despite the effects. whatever fun used to be there disappeared somewhere along the road but the comfort never did. until I pushed it too far and got a guaranteed panic attack every single time. your wife speaks the truth lmao. I've had a similar revelation when I started working out 1.5 years ago like damn it really works. while growing up and early into adulthood, comfort was always king. its funny how that perspective starts shifting after a while and suddenly hard work becomes the new source for happiness. I've slowed down a lot on the drug use so that feels nice. sure do miss it though but it's not worth it anymore. hopefully I'll be able to return one day with a more healthy view on them but that's something I'll have to decide when the times right
Yeah, I already did it a few months ago for my first drug test and I've been smoking every day since. Could definitely use a break
mhmm cuban cigars and whiskey. Gonna get me some of that green next week too, wonder what it'll taste like then
Reading this makes me realize how much I have given up on trying recently. I used to work out about a year ago and I was way happier in terms of my self confidence, body image, and overall life outlook. But then when I finally got a stable job, I fell back on old habits of "ill just do it tomorrow/later" and I stopped working out, stopped curbing my weed/alcohol use, and just gave up on trying in relationships n crap. I get home from work, make dinner, get high/drunk repeat, and while it is comfortable and I do like doing it, I don't enjoy it anymore, if that makes any sense. Like, it has become a cycle of comfort like you pointed out, where I'm trading in daily comfort for overall lifelong happiness and it fucking sucks. I don't enjoy playing videogames or watching shows anymore because I end up thinking "ugh but whats the point, wheres the endgame to this, im not doing anything productive" and I'll stop playing the games I should still love to play. I'm really stuck on thinking about my current temp job and knowing it will end soon has been a nightmare. It's a strange dance of will it be temp to hire or will I be let go, and while I really hope they hire me (thats my main goal), the alternative would really suck and I'll be back at square one. I just want a job so I can be stable so I can get back to thinking about other shit. I should just apply elsewhere but then I feel bad that I'm bailing on my current role because they do need me until their sick worker returns and still its a pretty sweet gig if the do hire me. Anyway long story short, I'm too stuck on thinking about work n shit that I have given up on working out and taking care of myself, and my mind is just a swirling toilet of negative thoughts every other day, that reading this is a quasi slap to the face to get started on something productive. Thank you for posting.
!! of course it's been interesting revisiting the place a little more consistently than on a 5 minute whim years later and seeing what/who is still around, i used to be a complete and total confused asshole, and i'll be the first to admit in some ways i still am, but like, addressing my own personal gender shit (i'm 17 days from a boob job consult and i'm forcing my surgeon to give me bailey jay grade tiddies woop woop) and my mental illnesses and, to be honest, being horribly traumatized, broken down, and rebuilt countless times in the years since i've been here n trying to break free of comfortable, unhappy patterns n shit has given me a decent amount of wisdom that i've been forced to learn if you've got some shit in the closet, queer or not, that you keep putting off addressing because you feel like "there will always be later" you will continue to feel miserable now tbh i've lost a lot of people who were loved ones, friends, acquaintances, to drugs and abuse n shit so even if y'all are like, very much barely in periphery to me it's nice to see y'all still kicking it and trying to survive
the body is a symbiotic organism of the mind
This could be a quote from Xavier: Renegade Angel
You're not alone in that, mate. I can relate to a lot of that, I bet other people in this thread can relate too. Once you get into the habit of working out again, a lot of other stuff seems to fall into place easier. At least for me. Massively helps with feelings of self-worth and -esteem too, seems to make my depression and anxiety more manageable.
Yeah man. I feel like the hardest part of getting back on the horse is pulling yourself up, then after that its easier because you just maintain it from there.
I just love taking my camping gear and walk 10 miles to a mountain, lay down and smoke some fine tobacco. Letting go of all anxiety and civilization, by simply not giving a'fuck for a an hour or two. I smoke at least 1-7 cigars each month (medium/full, Cuban & Brazilian).
i often feel like xavier
Who would've thought Facepuncher user Cigarettes prefers cigarettes
I'm the same way. One of my favorite parts of smoking is the throat hit you get from the nicotine and obviously you're not getting that from a cigar. Ever since I switched over to a juul though, it has a much more intense throat hit along side a much more intense buzz than both previously mentioned alternatives so
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