[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;50116244]All I do when I'm sad and realize I'm just a lazy fat ass that makes up excuses not to do shit is be quiet because I don't want to be another whiner on a forum or to a friend.
Even though I have no real IRL friends, no BF, and I'm lonely as fuck. I can't do bi things because my family except for my sister, cousin, and sister's BF don't know. I've never dated, and I never went to see the only friend I ever made, because his lil brother was loud and annoying, because I hate loud annoying little kids. Right now all I have, are my online friends, this forum, my family, and my video games.
I've never admitted this to anyone aside to myself because I'm scared GMF will target me and make fun of me again like they did before. I don't even feel comfortable posting a selfie but I know they'll just bring up one of my embarrassing selfies from years ago.[/QUOTE]
seems to me you could care less about the GMF
drama between users responding to each other is one thing, but if those threads just became a GMF circlejerk criticizing other forum users who never respond to the goading, it looks even more childish than it already is
more importantly, it starts to look more like a cancer than a squabble; quite a few ~olde golde~ got permabanned after the moderators realized how much they took from the community
unless someone is trying to harass you IRL (which never fails to warrant a permaban) just don't respond
GMF is mostly shitposting garbage and better off avoided entirely.
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What does it provide better than any other part of the forum other than ~~exclusivity~~?
[QUOTE=bitches;50116258]seems to me you could care less about the GMF
drama between users responding to each other is one thing, but if those threads just became a GMF circlejerk criticizing other forum users who never respond to the goading, it looks even more childish than it already is
more importantly, it starts to look more like a cancer than a squabble; quite a few ~olde golde~ got permabanned after the moderators realized how much they took from the community
unless someone is trying to harass you IRL (which never fails to warrant a permaban) just don't respond[/QUOTE]
Honestly I'm just getting something I've wanted to get out for a long time out of me. I've been hiding behind a mask of being chill, relax, and uncaring, when in reality, right now, I'm depressed. I always get depressed when folks like people in my guild or here on FP call me out on shit they're right about. Like how I feel I'm powerless to protest against shit, even though it's not hard, I'm just too lazy and afraid to get hurt.
Honestly it's ALOT of emotional daming from barely expressing how I feel. Then again my own mother doesn't care, she just tells me to get over it and I'll be fine.
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[QUOTE=Trekintosh;50116266]GMF is mostly shitposting garbage and better off avoided entirely.
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What does it provide better than any other part of the forum other than ~~exclusivity~~?[/QUOTE]
I didn't go to GMF, GMF came to me, though this was some time ago, not recently. But they bullied and teased me enough to leave an effect on me.
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Do you guys even take me seriously?
All I want right now is for someone to ask me if I'm really ok so I can tell them I'm really not. Deep, deep down I'm really really not.
I hope you don't think I was saying to 'just get over it'. I mean to say that you can cause them harm simply by not responding to them, not that you can simply stop caring.
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You're not alone in talking to online friends more than anyone else. It's what tends to happen to LGBT youth especially from our generation, growing up with a place like Facepunch to find friends more commonly than IRL.
[QUOTE=bitches;50116310]I hope you don't think I was saying to 'just get over it'. I mean to say that you can cause them harm simply by not responding to them, not that you can simply stop caring.[/QUOTE]
I'm not upset because of GMF, they can go fuck themselves. I'm expressing my emotions for the first time ever because I feel I've had enough of keeping it inside myself, even if I come off as a rambling baby. For years I've been fighting the idea of where I stand in life right now. No job wants me, College is expensive, and so much more. I just want to express myself for the first time to other people in years.
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I've lost alot of potential friends IRL because of dumb shit. I could have been friends with one decent Indian kid, but he was kinda a loser, and I was friends with the popular kids in High School, and I was a loser before, and I didn't want to be seen like that and bullied. So I turned into a bully myself. I could have had the chance to be friends with a really nice woman, but I wanted to date her, she said no, and I didn't know what to do, I broke down crying hysterically to my embarrassment.
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Right now the only thing I have looking forward to, is taking a college class come summer. It's the only chance I have to feel like I'm moving ahead somewhere in my life. A chance to meet and make friends, real friends.
Right now I'm just sort of emotionally exploding like this, is because I've tried so hard to make excuses for myself, and defend those excuses, when in the end I get called out for them, and they're right for it. It sent me over the edge, and now I just want to admit I'm just a depressed, pathetic, coward of a man. I'm 22 and I feel like I've barely grown up.
Just remember.
In Dante's inferno, being gay is worse than being a murderer, because at least murderers can reproduce and be useful to humanity.
:eng101:
surely then being sterile is worse than being gay, because at least gays can reproduce with people they aren't attracted to
[QUOTE=Mort Stroodle;50116460]surely then being sterile is worse than being gay, because at least gays can reproduce with people they aren't attracted to[/QUOTE]
Cool concept, might wanna ask God about where he'd put those.
[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;50116493]Cool concept, might wanna ask God about where he'd put those.[/QUOTE]
just ask the castrati
[URL]https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Castrato[/URL]
i mean they've sang in the sistine chapel, god must've heard them at some point
[QUOTE=bitches;50116310]I hope you don't think I was saying to 'just get over it'. I mean to say that you can cause them harm simply by not responding to them, not that you can simply stop caring.
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You're not alone in talking to online friends more than anyone else. It's what tends to happen to LGBT youth especially from our generation, growing up with a place like Facepunch to find friends more commonly than IRL.[/QUOTE]
Thanks.
I had the shits yesterday. It was like my butt hole was the firey gates of hell and lava was spewing out of it.
gross
help i'm stuck watching jontron episodes that i missed the first time
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in other news birds are still [URL="https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6CKnakAgnYA&feature=youtu.be&t=5s"]huge dorks[/URL]
[QUOTE=greeley;50117616]I had the shits yesterday. It was like my butt hole was the firey gates of hell and lava was spewing out of it.[/QUOTE]
:glare:
[url=https://dl.dropboxusercontent.com/u/31421373/Camera%20Uploads/IMG_20160412_131110.jpg]i finally got new glasses and i don't look like a dweeb anymore yay[/url]
i'm getting new glasses tomorrow, can't wait to try em out
I had an appointment for an eye exam yesterday, but it turned out I wasn't being covered by my mom's insurance, despite her checking and seeing that I was the night before, so we left.
I got a C on my calculus exam after I thought I was sure I'd get an A.
Turns out I forgot to put "x=" before a bunch of answers about intervals so I lost 12 percentage points from that. Now I'm running the risk of losing my scholarship if I don't get my shit together. aaaa
[QUOTE=Firecat;50119891]I want circular glasses[/QUOTE]
Circular glasses are cute.
[QUOTE=LordyLord;50120048]I got a C on my calculus exam after I thought I was sure I'd get an A.
Turns out I forgot to put "x=" before a bunch of answers about intervals so I lost 12 percentage points from that. Now I'm running the risk of losing my scholarship if I don't get my shit together. aaaa[/QUOTE]
just disprove an existing mathematical model and wait for the scholarship offers
[QUOTE=Stoffy;50120195]Circular glasses are cute.[/QUOTE]
they're the most practical, any shape that doesn't cover your eyes entirely even makes your eyesight worse
[QUOTE=LordyLord;50120048]I got a C on my calculus exam after I thought I was sure I'd get an A.
Turns out I forgot to put "x=" before a bunch of answers about intervals so I lost 12 percentage points from that. Now I'm running the risk of losing my scholarship if I don't get my shit together. aaaa[/QUOTE]
That's the biggest shit man, I once had an exam that required writing out a bunch of IP and mac addresses. Things like 192.168.1.1, 192.168.2.254, 00:00:00:00:00:AA, 00:00:00:00:00:BB and so on
To save time hand writing out all the numbers, I shortened things to the only digits that changed, 1.1, 2.254, :AA, :BB
When I was being marked (immediately after finishing), the examiner gave me full marks for the IP questions, but half marks for the MACs because I didn't write the 10 trailing zeros
I wouldn't have been so pissed if he hadn't then told everyone to write out the full answers as I was leaving the room
I want to buy some new baseball caps, but I can't find any with something cool and modest on it. I don't want to buy ice hockey caps etc. I just want one that looks cool without any ties to anything.
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;50120247]Morning gaylords[/QUOTE]
Its fucking midnight you nerd.
you're both wrong it's 7 in the evening
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;50120910]Fight me.[/QUOTE]
Oi! Play more ARMA 3 with us you were pretty banterous to be honest.
I just looked up ARMA III to see if maybe I might want to get into it but jesus fucking christ that price tag. They really expect people to play $60 for a game that came out three years ago?
[QUOTE=Mort Stroodle;50121251]I just looked up ARMA III to see if maybe I might want to get into it but jesus fucking christ that price tag. They really expect people to play $60 for a game that came out three years ago?[/QUOTE]
videogames have become a broad enough market to employ tactics of ignorance like every other market
lots of people don't know they can do better for their money, so they still make money off of outdated games
kind of like best buy selling ancient GPUs for 500$
[QUOTE=Mort Stroodle;50121251]I just looked up ARMA III to see if maybe I might want to get into it but jesus fucking christ that price tag. They really expect people to play $60 for a game that came out three years ago?[/QUOTE]
You should see Call of Duty.
With the capability ARMA has I don't blame the price-tag.
I got it for £25 in the BETA stage of the game though.
Well nevermind, read the question wrong and every answer was my fault.
At least I know they aren't picky enough to give students shit about a few symbols now. :v
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