Its ok, i talked to the digital team at work (Graphics Studio with the Web Devs) and we think we've narrowed it down to the power supply.
If it randomly turns off without a BSOD it's most likely the power supply.
The times i've convinced friends to not cheap out on a power supply when I get their builds is almost constant.
"Why does it need to be rated."
"So it doesn't blow your entire rig up if it fails."
[editline]8th February 2016[/editline]
Also whilst out drinking I am sure I cut my throat by eating a broken ice-cube from my cocktail glass, and now two days later it really hurts, I put my finger in my throat and pulled out bits of skin and shit.
Ew.
[QUOTE=paindoc;49693233]I really need to stop making internet friends
leads to heartbreak when I inevitably crush on them and find out they're worlds away :v:[/QUOTE]
Fuck it, I'm working my ass off to meet all these people I met and made good friends with online, its real shitty when you cant be with people you care about but that time spent together is p fuckin amazing.
[editline]8th February 2016[/editline]
Also fiber optic internet in 2 weeks aw SHIT I'm finally not gonna be on pleb internet
[QUOTE=Louis;49698626]Fuck it, I'm working my ass off to meet all these people I met and made good friends with online, its real shitty when you cant be with people you care about but that time spent together is p fuckin amazing.
[editline]8th February 2016[/editline]
Also fiber optic internet in 2 weeks aw SHIT I'm finally not gonna be on pleb internet[/QUOTE]dont worry i dont bite but im p sure u do so i should watch out
also does this mean you wont throw in dota again? Kappa
Nah the throwing had nothing to do with internet that was all me baby
[vid]http://i.imgur.com/q2IOW9j.webm[/vid]
Not much to talk about today, have this cutie.
[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;49700394][vid]http://i.imgur.com/q2IOW9j.webm[/vid]
Not much to talk about today, have this cutie.[/QUOTE]
GIVE pls
I threw away my SSRIs and am going to attempt locking myself to my bed to prepare for the inevitable withdrawals. They don't work very well I feel and the side effects probably worsen my life more than what they were originally prescribed to me for.
[QUOTE=kalamari13;49700787]I threw away my SSRIs and am going to attempt locking myself to my bed to prepare for the inevitable withdrawals. They don't work very well I feel and the side effects probably worsen my life more than what they were originally prescribed to me for.[/QUOTE]
This is a Bad Idea; like, a terrible idea. Even medically, you should slowly taper off of the SSRIs before completely stopping. And you really should talk to your doctor before doing such things.
:snip:
Fuckit
there was a sheet of bubble wrap lying on the couch and of course my dog stepped on a landmine
so i hung out with my man today n we did some "stuff" and i still dont know how to feel about it
like it wasnt BAD im just really numb right now
i was a bit hesitant to begin with and even then we didn't do much
this is coming from a fuckin 100% virgin fella btw
like not even a kiss before, i have no idea how to function
Edit: also woo 100 posts in eight years
[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;49700838]oh so you might be able to play dota 2 better then the generic russian now?[/QUOTE]
Nah fam I've got the dota game down just held back by my team :ok:
[editline]9th February 2016[/editline]
[QUOTE=Gunteen8;49701470]so i hung out with my man today n we did some "stuff" and i still dont know how to feel about it
like it wasnt BAD im just really numb right now
i was a bit hesitant to begin with and even then we didn't do much
this is coming from a fuckin 100% virgin fella btw
like not even a kiss before, i have no idea how to function
Edit: also woo 100 posts in eight years[/QUOTE]
I mean, what kinda stuff. Its not a big deal really as long as you feel bad, I remember the first time I had sex and did gay stuff I was like "ok thats kinda cool I guess" it didnt make me explode from the joy of doing it but it doesnt mean its bad (i actually rather enjoy it now!!)
I visited my grandfather today and he doesn't look good, he's not really responding to external stimuli but his eyes did open a couple times and it seemed he acknowledged me and my parents being there. The visiting nurse came and, after checking his vitals, said that he could die anytime this week.
Aside from my eyes watering a few times, I didn't feel anything. I feel a bit of sadness now but I feel like I'm not sad enough.
Oh boy! Sure hope I don't end up having my eye cut out!
Long story short: Poked myself in the eye JUST after I got out of the kickboxing class trying to put on my glasses. [I]Staphylococcus epidermidis[/I], ho!
[QUOTE=Zillamaster55;49702629]Oh boy! Sure hope I don't end up having my eye cut out!
Long story short: Poked myself in the eye JUST after I got out of the kickboxing class trying to put on my glasses. [I]Staphylococcus epidermidis[/I], ho![/QUOTE]
eh it'd hurt like a bitch but antibiotics can still work so long as your immune system doesn't attack the eye (which is super rare)
[QUOTE=paindoc;49702672]eh it'd hurt like a bitch but antibiotics can still work so long as your immune system doesn't attack the eye (which is super rare)[/QUOTE]
Threw in some eyedrops, washed around my eye like a motherfucker.
If my itches at all tomorrow morning, going straight to immediacare.
[QUOTE=Louis;49701965]
I mean, what kinda stuff. Its not a big deal really as long as you feel bad, I remember the first time I had sex and did gay stuff I was like "ok thats kinda cool I guess" it didnt make me explode from the joy of doing it but it doesnt mean its bad (i actually rather enjoy it now!!)[/QUOTE]
like nothing serious, he was just like TRYING to, as he put it, "get a good kiss out of me" before he left
i wasnt exactly down to clown with that and he gave up eventually
the whole experience left me really numb and shit, like i was really dizzy and stuff afterwards
like i was holding onto walls to just simply walk around
[QUOTE=Ac!dL3ak;49701193]This is a Bad Idea; like, a terrible idea. Even medically, you should slowly taper off of the SSRIs before completely stopping. And you really should talk to your doctor before doing such things.[/QUOTE]
I've done it 4 times in the past with little issue. None of them were super extreme. I think the fact that I've been taking them for over a decade has shot up my tolerance to them to the point that my body hardly notices their effect anymore.
[QUOTE=kalamari13;49703895]I've done it 4 times in the past with little issue. None of them were super extreme. I think the fact that I've been taking them for over a decade has shot up my tolerance to them to the point that my body hardly notices their effect anymore.[/QUOTE]
If you are experiencing augmentation, have you asked your physician to try lithium as an augmentation agent to reset the affected receptors? If you have MDD, this is a highly effective course. Lithium has been shown to be ridiculously effective in numerous studies. Especially if TCA's haven't worked, 75%+ of patients responded positively to lithium treatment.
Bupropion is also an option if you haven't responded to SSRI's or TCA's, but can have differing effects and if you try to cut that off it will be the worst withdrawal you've ever experienced. Benzodiazepines are an option if you have atypical depression. Methylphedenate is an option as well if dopamine reuptake-stuff is a problem for you. My point is, a number of options exist.
Otherwise, you are likely fighting the medication if you tell yourself it can't work or use negative self-talk. Where the mind goes, the body follows. And by repeatedly stopping-starting your medication you are only worsening your tolerance and decreasing the ability of your body to respond to the medication.
Are you telling your prescribing physician [I]everything[/I] you have done or felt, or are you holding back?
[QUOTE=kijji;49702307]I visited my grandfather today and he doesn't look good, he's not really responding to external stimuli but his eyes did open a couple times and it seemed he acknowledged me and my parents being there. The visiting nurse came and, after checking his vitals, said that he could die anytime this week.
Aside from my eyes watering a few times, I didn't feel anything. I feel a bit of sadness now but I feel like I'm not sad enough.[/QUOTE]
Trust me, you don't need to feel sad to know that you care about your granddad, i didn't cry at all when he died. Like i welled up a lot and i miss him like hell, he was amazing, but i didn't cry and i know that i care for him.
Did MDMA/Molly last weekend and dear god that was an amazing night, everything was so comfy, I felt so open, I pulled someone who was doing it there with me who was an absolute dreamboat oh god and I just feel a lot more clear about everything also my bff said some very heartwarming stuff to me ❤. 10/10 night would do again but not for a month or so.
[QUOTE=DigitalySane;49704917]Did MDMA/Molly last weekend and dear god that was an amazing night, everything was so comfy, I felt so open, I pulled someone who was doing it there with me who was an absolute dreamboat oh god and I just feel a lot more clear about everything also my bff said some very heartwarming stuff to me ❤. 10/10 night would do again but not for a month or so.[/QUOTE]
Don't get hooked!
Someone i used to know was like that, wasn't that confident to begin with, then did MDMA/Molly and gained a load of confidence and slept with this girl he liked for ages. He then realised he didn't have the confidence without it and rapidly turned into a downward mess even though we all tried to help him.
I don't know what he does now but last time i saw him, he was a wreck.
Ya seriously, I had a phase and if I didn't have people there for me constantly I probly wouldn't be here right now. I still have to be careful that the things I do are for fun not because I "need" them to feel better. Be safe with ur drugs gays they're bad (but only sometimes!)
[editline]9th February 2016[/editline]
Seriously think I got spiked the other day by that guy I was talking about, because I've felt like utter shit since then and a normal hangover doesn't take me out for longer than a day and I wasn't even drinking much, who even does that
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i slept in til 2
:toot:
[QUOTE=greeley;49704944]Don't get hooked!
Someone i used to know was like that, wasn't that confident to begin with, then did MDMA/Molly and gained a load of confidence and slept with this girl he liked for ages. He then realised he didn't have the confidence without it and rapidly turned into a downward mess even though we all tried to help him.
I don't know what he does now but last time i saw him, he was a wreck.[/QUOTE]
As far as MDMA goes he couldn't do it more then once a month even if he wanted too. Unless you enjoy sweating and shaking without any of the other effects.
[QUOTE=Cold;49705172]As far as MDMA goes he couldn't do it more then once a month even if he wanted too. Unless you enjoy sweating and shaking without any of the other effects.[/QUOTE]
I think he moved on to other drugs after the first few times.
This is why I prefer not doing drugs.
Drugs are bad m'kay.
Videogames have ruined my life far more than drugs and alcohol
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