I had a dream that i got a really awesome tattoo on my side and now i really want a new tatto
[QUOTE=sox.;49930263]How are you doing, my fine friends? c:[/QUOTE]
broke muh damn phone
[QUOTE=greeley;49930384]I had a dream that i got a really awesome tattoo on my side and now i really want a new tatto[/QUOTE]
I want a tattoo but the only things I'd get are some weeaboo shit or vidya related or some super deep foreign saying so I have second thoughts because probly nobody will think it's cool but me
[QUOTE=Xieneus;49930404]broke muh damn phone[/QUOTE]
Who needs a phone when you got a smartwatch, right? :smug:
After two days at Lollapalooza my face is burnt, my feet hurt like a motherfucker and I have no voice, but damn that was a fantastic experience!!
[QUOTE=Ax3l;49930776]Who needs a phone when you got a smartwatch, right? :smug:[/QUOTE]
dude the thing has been a lifesaver
the screen on my phone is completely shot/destroyed but my watch still forwards texts + notifications and I can respond to them via google now.
[QUOTE=Louis;49930427]I want a tattoo but the only things I'd get are some weeaboo shit or vidya related or some super deep foreign saying so I have second thoughts because probly nobody will think it's cool but me[/QUOTE]
If I really wanted a tattoo it will say, "see you space cowboy". Might get it inked on my ass or forearm \:v:/
Just woke up from another bad dream.
I feel like writing it out just in case I forget it later throughout the day, read it if ya want I guess.
This time it actually disturbed me and left me sad and empty as I woke up, it involved my family and how I felt personally to how they treat me and basically had me growing a physical manifestation of stress and anxiety, represented by cancerous looking tumours, cysts and boils growing from my hand and onward, this was making me freak out and I wanted it off.
Talking to my mother resulted in no change cause one of my older brothers just dismissed it as nothing serious and mocked me for what was going on, and of course my mother listens to him cause he's older and knows better, so she just decides to ignore me as I am screaming and panicking the fuck out.
The cysts and boils get worse as I am staring at my arm just being engulfed by it, as I run off into a room to literally 'sit and cry', as my full-blood brother, call him Ian, comes in and takes a look at it, he says "Ah, it's Burkuli" (I think that's what he said), so I begin to calm down as it seems he knows what it is even if I don't, and can reassure me that it's harmless if treated, thus actually making some of it fade away, but then my other family members walk in and almost instantaneously it starts to grow again and become worse. I was just sitting there curled up and panicked until Ian comes back with some sort of remedy and tells me to just gently rub it in. And obviously the cysts and boils start to uh, deflate and just fall off like thick tar and start sludging on the floor. And this is where I start waking up.
Now in the dream this was all represented as a disease or some sort of infection, I never thought it was stress or anxiety or anything, I just thought it was something attacking my body as a whole, and I wanted it gone.
As soon as I woke up I almost instantly realised what my brain had just presented me and I just feel like absolute shit, because I feel like I have a closer and safer connection to my brother, making my stress and anxiety relieved, by declaring what it was to me, reassured me and aided me, while others ignored anything I had to say, didn't care for the condition I was in and simply mocked me.
End of dream journal.
[QUOTE=KOS-MOS;49932334]If I really wanted a tattoo it will say, "see you space cowboy". Might get it inked on my ass or forearm \:v:/[/QUOTE]
On your ass for sure, so you can have a real ride with some space cowboy ;)
I do have a hernia, I have the rest of the week off work and I see a surgeon on Friday (my birthday) to see what can be done.
[media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMGUr6tl418[/media]
Don't get the bite.
[QUOTE=Thomo_UK;49932815][media]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LMGUr6tl418[/media]
Don't get the bite.[/QUOTE]
tim and eric are my spirit animals
[video=youtube;bLmIlH-pFiE]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bLmIlH-pFiE[/video]
So I switched my OKC account to say that I'm bi n such, see that I guy likes me, so I message him, he says he's only looking for sex, I say that once I get to know someone, anything's fine, I prod him to tell me about himself, and he sends this:
[QUOTE]I said I'm looking for a fuckbuddy. Friend with benefits. Something like that. Don't really want a relationship rn[/QUOTE]
waaat
welcome to online gay relationships
Like, are gay guys this desperate? I don't wanna sound rude, but c'mon. I'd rather get to know someone before getting fucked by them :|
Eh... well, it's not something exclusive to gays but it's pretty common.
i guess that's what repression do us. I mean most gays are too afraid to show affection in public so when we have the opportunity to do so we just do it without thinking too much about it
I'm more into women but tbh I'm a little desperate for love :v:
I kinda wish gay relationships "just happened", naturally and easier. All these coming from gay apps feel so fast, hollow and "programated".
Straight relationships and hookups take more work, I think. Most gay hookups seem to consist of "I'm gay, you're gay, let's make this work"
Men seems more open sexual than women. man plus man equals very sexual. [B]FEEDING THE HOMELESS PRANK GONE SEXUAL.
[/B]EDIT: also why oh why does it have to be old men messaging me on grindr and not a guy in my age. one guy even looked a bit like my old teacher even if I know it was not him.
It tends to not even matter if your profile screams "age appropriate please", old guys will still message you.
Like there's so many old guys, I wonder why they can't just message each other instead.
I blocked any old guy that messages me
whats wrong with old guys tho
i mean unless they are those "discreet married daddy looking 4 son"
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;49934439]whats wrong with old guys tho[/QUOTE]
Usually gross and creepy. Nothing wrong with a charming well dressed older guy for sure, but those guys usually sleep with people closer to their age.
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;49934439]whats wrong with old guys tho
i mean unless they are those "discreet married daddy looking 4 son"[/QUOTE]
Well for me as someone who never been with someone it's that even if it would be just getting laid I still want someone near my age that have similar interests and I would feel relaxed by it. like even with a handsome old guy I would feel grossed out.
[QUOTE=IForgotPassword;49934405]It tends to not even matter if your profile screams "age appropriate please", old guys will still message you.
Like there's so many old guys, I wonder why they can't just message each other instead.[/QUOTE]
I don't even write that because it feels hopeless to do. I just delete the message or block.
[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;49934439]whats wrong with old guys tho
i mean unless they are those "discreet married daddy looking 4 son"[/QUOTE]
you just answered your own question
I'm just not attracted to anybody more than 4 years older than me, goes for guys and girls alike
[QUOTE=IForgotPassword;49934405]It tends to not even matter if your profile screams "age appropriate please", old guys will still message you.
Like there's so many old guys, I wonder why they can't just message each other instead.[/QUOTE]
Because they're after 18 year old twinks with bubble butts.
I wouldn't mind my own personal dad tbh
[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;49934611]I wouldn't mind my own personal dad tbh[/QUOTE]
It does sound pretty hot, but only if they were more like this.
[t]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CCKBCCdWYAA29mu.jpg:large[/t]
And less like this
[t]https://secure.static.tumblr.com/4e0879cd72fa7a043b5f4c8722098779/pct7lhp/u24nor1e8/tumblr_static_dfugti9ehjc4w448cscgkw0og_640_v2.jpg[/t]
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