Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

Gay chat :v:

[QUOTE=garychencool;43579498]just draw![/QUOTE] [url]http://flockdraw.com/fpfags[/url] [editline]18th January 2014[/editline] Apparently, people cant see what I'm drawing and they started drawing over it so I just stopped drawing the shark halfway through. [img_thumb]http://flockdraw.com/upload/1vs3me8yt56sc48w4sc.png[/img_thumb] [url]http://flockdraw.com/upload/m1er71fruw0g80oc8s.png[/url]

[QUOTE=ultra_bright;43579658][url]http://flockdraw.com/fpfags[/url][/QUOTE] There should be a chat function. [editline]18th January 2014[/editline] Oh wait there is. [editline]18th January 2014[/editline] Then this happened: [IMG_thumb]http://i.imgur.com/hAt5MxJ.png[/IMG_thumb]

I left after they wouldn't let me draw obama naked.

Aw man i missed the discussion on tobacco. Bummer, i actually enjoy those. Usually because when it's done in person it's done by people who are criticizing me for smoking while they're in no position themselves to criticize me. That and i often know more about specifically how bad it is for to smoke that those telling me how bad it is and yet i still do it, so they get frustrated. Oh man and then i tell them i roll my own and smoke unfiltered, at that point it stops being a discussion about how i'm killing myself and turns into a discussion of how curious they are as to what rolling your own cigs entails. People are weird. Y'all probably hate me though because i smoke and dip, i smoke because i enjoy the flavor, but if i ever want nicotine (which to be perfectly honest is rare, i'm not addicted to that point where i need to have nicotine) i use dipping tobacco. Which aside from gum cancer is typically more healthier for you than smoking, but that's not saying much because both are still bad for you. Though i can say confidently that after closely two years of smoking, i'm not addicted (as in im not dependent, i can function perfectly fine without withdrawal if i don't go extended periods without some form of nicotine). That's not to say i can't get to that point. But i can still say i'm completely in control with no denial. tldr. I smoke for the taste and nothing more. I never got a buzz from cigarettes and if i want a buzz i use dipping tobacco. Also i only smoke outside and i do not carry the smell, which is something i've actually be told as a compliment twice oddly enough.

Everyone left and then I drew hatdragon. [img]http://i.imgur.com/BMbDTRc.png[/img] Now there's no one to draw penises :(.

Drank a bunch tonight and cried a lot. I was feeling like shit. My buddy (the one that said I could live with her) made me feel like it was possible for me to get ahead in life, I felt happy and optimistic... It one of the very few people that have ever bothered to give me a glimpse of their life situation. One of the very few people who have told me they wouldnt mind meeting me in real life. [B]He told me today however that his mom said no that I cant live there and be her roommate[/B]... I feel like jumping off a mountain. She gets me all worked up about moving to washington and shit, but at the same time brags about his sex life as if its the most amazing thing ever. I'm not even sure anymore if I want to go there with her now if I get the money... I definitely want to escape this life, and I will accept any sort of offers without question. But my jealousy gets so out of whack sometimes. The only sourse of vague hope I ever get is some drunk transgendered chick thinking that telling more of her personal kinky sectrets will encourage mt to get friends more.... It rips my feelings apart. I want real friends. I want confidence. I want MY OWN friends. I want me too feel happy with my disgusting fat body. I need money. I want my friends to be real friends rather than a bunch of strangers messaging me making sure I haven't commited suicide every morning. I want somebody to give me the confidence that I so desperately lack. My 'potential roomie' he says that she cares about me but an hour later she gives me some detailed novel about how awesome having slick wet sloppy buttsex is with her own friends. We were once at the same level. We used to have a sort of romance thing for eachother. We used to both be antisocial nerds who connected to eachother for this very reason. But now it's clear that she has the local friends and motivation to be happy as I'm stuck in a ditch. I get very jealous and I hate myself for it. She pretends to show concern half of the time while bragging about orgasm's the other half of the time. One of the things that I have always been obsessed with is losing my virginity, everybody knows this. This isn't a new issue of mine (obviously) but I feel like the most helpless person in the world I fin d it a very romantic thing. Everything that has to do with my plans with moving to Washington have backfired. Her parents said no to me moving into her house. I was positive and happy for weeks because she seemed to make it appear that they would most likely say yes.. All of my positive feelings have been destroyed. I was certain she would let me stay with her. I cant stand my current living situation. I wish somebody would be a hero and just let me fucking sleep on their couch for a while. It's not too big of a deal, jesus fucking christ you guys, be generous for once in your life. It's a harmless person sleeping on your couch. It's like the generosity of giving a hobo a quarter. It's not that big of a fucking deal. All of the positive feelings that have generated for me this past month were a big lie. I dont even give a shit if my whinings gets me to lose more friends. I dont care if I get banned now because Seiteiki thinks banning me is some sort of twisted fucking form of "help" like the last 5 times.. I wish I could have a life as simple and successfully nonchalant as other people here make it appear. I wish I had a comparable social life and sex life that people that I talk to do. I wish that I felt proud of my friends accomplishments rather than comparing them to my own horrible desissions and letting them grind away at my past mistakes. I wish I had any real friends. I wish making friends was as easy as some of you guys make it appear. I wish I was attractive looking. My only priority right now is to get away from my family and start my own life. I cant live in my house any longer. But I have no escape plan anymore and it's tearing me apart. Obviously my life isn't ever in a good position and I feel horrible sometimes with souring this thread with my typical negativity. But I feel as if I have nowhere else to go and you guys have always been the best source of help in my desperate times in need.

:c sorry

[QUOTE=HyperTails;43578723]Tekken best fighting game[/QUOTE] Yes, best fighting game. For scrubbing.

All my excitement over my first car was drained when i got down to work today. I was told my hours were butchered because "The boss' friend that was hired asked me for more hours and I can't work anymore in for you." I work very hard and don't call in for days off or go home early, and they cut my hours entirely because the boss' friend asked for more.

I find it sad that I do best with Dudley in Street Fighter 4, because he's total ass in that game. But I love him. So gentlemanly. ;o;

[QUOTE=Mysterious;43578583]Look for the bluejay. That's all I will say.[/QUOTE] Oi, c'mere so I can Power Geyser you bby~ We haven't actually played in a while, YOU DOWN???

Fighting games are for ultra-nerds. RTS and FPS (both of which I'm brilliant [read: terrible] at) are where it's at

Also man, why didn't I save that Tekken comic I saw earlier, of one guy who's praising Tekken 6 and how cool all the new characters are, in the end they both pick Eddy. [editline]18th January 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=HeavyGuy;43580730]Fighting games are for ultra-nerds. RTS and FPS (both of which I'm brilliant [read: terrible] at) are where it's at[/QUOTE] piss ooooaaaaffff

[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;43580711]Oi, c'mere so I can Power Geyser you bby~ We haven't actually played in a while, YOU DOWN???[/QUOTE] I would, but my controller has decided not to cooperate with me as of late. Also I'm pretty sure I still need sleep.

Also if I manage to close out of chrome completely by somehow misclicking the x button on an explorer window by 1 pixel I'm going to lose my shit

[QUOTE=Mysterious;43578496]I know a certain swede who plays fight gaems[/QUOTE] Semi-related, but is it me, or are Swedes like.. always adorable? I love their little accents. c:

[QUOTE=Gray001;43580927]Semi-related, but is it me, or are Swedes like.. always adorable? I love their little accents. c:[/QUOTE] As long as Pewdiepie exists, you shall be wrong.

I hate my accent.

I'm pretty convinced my voice in general sucks but then again, who isn't with their voice these days :v:

[QUOTE=Gray001;43580927]Semi-related, but is it me, or are Swedes like.. always adorable? I love their little accents. c:[/QUOTE] Swedish accents are terrible in my ears, especially the heavy accent for when they speak English. [editline]18th January 2014[/editline] Then again I have no heavy accent at all.

[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;43581016]I hate my accent.[/QUOTE] I HATE mine

[QUOTE=Tomo Takino;43581016]I hate my accent.[/QUOTE] Say that to an American, for some reason they all love our Australian accents

My brother came home crying this morning, his friend overdosed on one drug or another with my brother there, he had been vomiting blood and seizing and had died in front of my brother who'd been trying to keep him alive. Now all his friends are over and everyone's crying and now I'm crying this is awful. I think he was 17, he was about that If he was my brother's friend.

[QUOTE=Chickens!;43581046]My brother came home crying this morning, his friend overdosed on one drug or another with my brother there, he had been vomiting blood and seizing and had died in front of my brother who'd been trying to keep him alive. Now all his friends are over and everyone's crying and now I'm crying this is awful. I think he was 17, he was about that If he was my brother's friend.[/QUOTE] This sucks so hard. Stay near your bro, what he went trough is highly traumatic. I'm sorry. My deep condolences for the family of your brother's friend.

We live in a small town so this is gonna crush everyone, last time someone young had died here he'd died overseas in Poland seeing a football match, he was about 19 and the whole town was like a morgue for a week. The Irish football team dedicated one of their games to him the next week which was nice. But this was drug related so hopefully it gets all the other kids to cop on with the stuff. His friends are with him now so I'll wait till they've all cleared out, I gave him a big hug already.

[QUOTE=Chickens!;43581100]We live in a small town so this is gonna crush everyone, last time someone young had died here he'd died overseas in Poland seeing a football match, he was about 19 and the whole town was like a morgue for a week. The Irish football team dedicated one of their games to him the next week which was nice. But this was drug related so hopefully it gets all the other kids to cop on with the stuff.[/QUOTE] I'm sorry to hear that. While i can't do much for your brother if you wanna talk about it you're welcome to hit me up.

[QUOTE=kaze4159;43581045]Say that to an American, for some reason they all love our Australian accents[/QUOTE] Nobody I know on skype likes mine, so no you are the wrong, sir

You can be happy in the comfort knowing your accent is at least better than a North-Eastern English Accent. That's my accent. It's terrible.

[QUOTE=HeavyGuy;43581194]You can be happy in the comfort knowing your accent is at least better than a North-Eastern English Accent. That's my accent. It's terrible.[/QUOTE] I have an italian accent. It's terrible ;_;