Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

My father's memorial ceremony was yesterday, and holy fuck it was beautiful ;~; It had a huge turnout of people, almost half of which I didn't even remotely know because they were his former employees and shit, I never realized how much stuff he was involved in really, there were a lot of speeches and shit it was great. The whole church floor was filled all the way down and around the altar with flowers with cards people had sent, I almost cried just from that. Then afterwards there was a meetup with the whole family (which is huuuuge, even a few of the children I don't remember the name of, heh.) and everybody talked and overall it was a touching, sad, but oddly good day.

you always find out so much about a person after they pass, it's unfortunate that it is then that it happens, that you're unable to celebrate that until after their passing.

[QUOTE=Animosus;44397609]By my ex as well :v: oh the friendship we have. It's bad because even though I was drunk, I remember that (and all the other terrible things) that happened last night. You certainly enjoyed yourself though, being shirtle- I won't go in to details.[/QUOTE] Awww no fun. :v:

Anyone here ever have dreams involving people you only see but don't know? That's what happens with me and this thread.

[QUOTE=elevate;44399315]Anyone here ever have dreams involving people you only see but don't know? That's what happens with me and this thread.[/QUOTE] No, but with who specifically? c:

[QUOTE=NoOnE#235;44399358]No, but with who specifically? c:[/QUOTE] Lots of people, not just any one person in particular. I come here so much that the regulars here are ingrained into my head.

[QUOTE=elevate;44399367]Lots of people, not just any one person in particular.[/QUOTE] He's been having gay dreams about me

[QUOTE=Uzbekistan;44399385]He's been having gay dreams about me[/QUOTE] i love having dreams about ramming my hot gay dilbert dick into your tight little ass

[QUOTE=Uzbekistan;44399385]He's been having gay dreams about me[/QUOTE] Haven't we all?

[QUOTE=Uzbekistan;44399385]He's been having gay dreams about me[/QUOTE] I said that verbatim to my first bf before we got together and he actually confirmed it. :v:

So, me, my mom, her boyfriend and my aunt were on this pub opening bike trip which was organized yesterday. In total, we rode around 60+ kms so pretty decent distance. Towards the evening we stopped at the restaurant to finally have our well-deserved dinner. Mom and aunt were visiting someone quickly so it was just me and Lucas (mom's boyfriend). We sat outside because we had pretty expensive bikes none of us wanted to take the risk. While we were waiting and looking around, I heard from behind "What the fuck are you looking at you half-breed scum?" At first I didn't even realized it was aimed for me but then I noticed that the guy was looking right at me. I turned away then because I didn't have mood nor strength to answer anything. He was drunk as hell, that was kinda obvious. He then said, "Fucking shithead, what are you even doing here, you don't belong into this society. You should fuck off into concentration camp and die there. Hail Hitler!" At this point I was just shocked but I kept quiet. When my mother and aunt appeared, I immediately asked the waiter if we could move inside and take our bikes with us and thankfully yes. After some time, we could hear police arriving. Apparently that guy tried to steal pair of bikes and run away with them but some bystanders caught him and completely beat the crap outta him, then called the police which took him away. I am not sure why I'm posting this, it wasn't anything special, nothing new came up from that besides that some people are still ignorant to point of absurdity. Probably that it was first time someone actually said into my face that I don't deserve to live based on my skin colour. Crap, I didn't know I wrote it THAT long. Oh well.

[QUOTE=Dom Pyroshark;44399439]So, me, my mom, her boyfriend and my aunt were on this pub opening bike trip which was organized yesterday. In total, we rode around 60+ kms so pretty decent distance. Towards the evening we stopped at the restaurant to finally have our well-deserved dinner. Mom and aunt were visiting someone quickly so it was just me and Lucas (mom's boyfriend). We sat outside because we had pretty expensive bikes none of us wanted to take the risk. While we were waiting and looking around, I heard from behind "What the fuck are you looking at you half-breed scum?" At first I didn't even realized it was aimed for me but then I noticed that the guy was looking right at me. I turned away then because I didn't have mood nor strength to answer anything. He was drunk as hell, that was kinda obvious. He then said, "Fucking shithead, what are you even doing here, you don't belong into this society. You should fuck off into concentration camp and die there. Hail Hitler!" At this point I was just shocked but I kept quiet. When my mother and aunt appeared, I immediately asked the waiter if we could move inside and take our bikes with us and thankfully yes. After some time, we could hear police arriving. Apparently that guy tried to steal pair of bikes and run away with them but some bystanders caught him and completely beat the crap outta him, then called the police which took him away. I am not sure why I'm posting this, it wasn't anything special, nothing new came up from that besides that some people are still ignorant to point of absurdity. Probably that it was first time someone actually said into my face that I don't deserve to live based on my skin colour. Crap, I didn't know I wrote it THAT long. Oh well.[/QUOTE] Well, at least he didn't get violent with you or anything, so that's something.

It seems like I've had nothing but nightmares all this month. I've been having enough trouble sleeping as it is, but now it's just completely fucked up cuz I keep waking up from awful dreams.

fuckfuckfuckfuck fuck a friend of mine has gone really existential, and wants to 'let everything go' because "..everything. My life is defined by pain, and I'm tired of hurting" fuck what do i say, i'm trying to say positive shit about life but i'm being super dumb about it. help.

[QUOTE=Nerdrage;44399693]fuckfuckfuckfuck fuck a friend of mine has gone really existential, and wants to 'let everything go' because "..everything. My life is defined by pain, and I'm tired of hurting" fuck what do i say, i'm trying to say positive shit about life but i'm being super dumb about it. help.[/QUOTE] I've been through this before. And it's really hard sometimes. It differs from person to person, but it's a bit universal. Just remind him that people DO care about him and doing anything irrational would not bring any good to anyone. Times get really tough for everyone, but it gets worse before it gets better. Most often than not, people just need someone to lean on.

[QUOTE=Mysterious;44399731]I've been through this before. And it's really hard sometimes. It differs from person to person, but it's a bit universal. Just remind him that people DO care about him and doing anything irrational would not bring any good to anyone. Times get really tough for everyone, but it gets worse before it gets better. Most often than not, people just need someone to lean on.[/QUOTE] This, just show some support, listen to his issues, remind him that things'll get better and people care about him (including you).

[QUOTE=Viva;44398969]It's funny because I'm the polar opposite and think red alert is highly over rated for what it is and i also actively enjoy and love generals, especially with the expansion packs because i honestly feel it plays out much more better than any of the others. It feels considerably more organized and tighter. People call me heretic for not liking red alert or preferring generals over it, but i don't really give a fuck. I like the game and i still think red alert is over rated.[/QUOTE] I think I'm just more used to Red Alert and Tiberium. Generals just works a bit differently than I'm used to, mainly in the base building part. I liked it when it was simple in in 5 seconds I could instantly pull a power plant or a temple of nod out of the floor :v: I can see why people love Generals, I'm just not that huge a fan of it. Probably because I played literally every other C&C game in existence before Generals but yeah :v: Maybe I'll get used to it over time and adore it, we'll see!

[QUOTE=NoOnE#235;44399749]This, just show some support, listen to his issues, remind him that things'll get better and people care about him (including you).[/QUOTE] He's getting p.existential about it: [quote]But why? Theres nothing left I really want anymore. Nothing left for me to strive for. My ideals are as much their for token appearance as they are for actual belief. And the only thing I actually want is a delusion that was shattered years ago. [/quote] I've managed to steer the topic away from the dark n serious existentialism, and i've told him about how i hear some of you guys have great success with antidepressants (and how they aren't life-sentences, as you might be able to come off them later) I've reassured him in a lot of ways, i just hope he's taking it all the right way ;_; [editline]30th March 2014[/editline] I think i managed to talk him out of it.. i'm sweating hailstones and my bones are piano-wire... i doubt i'll be getting much sleep tonight...

Talking people out of suicide? Ahhh...[I]fun[/I]... The thing that's still on the back of my mind is what became of the person I had to deal with. The jist that they are, as I'm told, a male who's trying to be a female and their parents don't approve of this and won't support them, so they can't get the hormones and such required. All I could suggest was that they get a job and slowly become what they want to be. Still haven't had contact with them and I need to wade through my Steam list to find them. [editline]30th March 2014[/editline] Can't seem to find them. Doesn't help that I can't remember their name off the top of my head. [editline]30th March 2014[/editline] I'm gonna look through my profile comments and- [b][TONS OF HATE MESSAGES][/b] I quickly regret this decision.

[QUOTE=Viva;44398969]It's funny because I'm the polar opposite and think red alert is highly over rated for what it is and i also actively enjoy and love generals, especially with the expansion packs because i honestly feel it plays out much more better than any of the others. It feels considerably more organized and tighter. People call me heretic for not liking red alert or preferring generals over it, but i don't really give a fuck. I like the game and i still think red alert is over rated.[/QUOTE] AK-47s for everybody!

[QUOTE=Reagy;44399236]Awww no fun. :v:[/QUOTE] My clothes were really heavy.

[QUOTE=FacepunchZen;44400113]AK-47s for everybody![/QUOTE] Angry mobs were (are) the best

Well. I went through most of my messages. Feeling a bit like shit but thanks to the few who saw a bit of something even though I was complete full retarded back then.

[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fq3abPnEEGE]Every time I forget where I put my glass of water[/url] Seriously I spend 5 to 10 minutes looking for the damn thing

You know what's a really dangerous combination Procrastination + Snapchat I've never had so much fun not doing assignments due tomorrow

[QUOTE=kaze4159;44401257]You know what's a really dangerous combination Procrastination + Snapchat I've never had so much fun not doing assignments due tomorrow[/QUOTE] Procrastination and reddit often worse.

snapchat is funny

[QUOTE=FacepunchZen;44400113]AK-47s for everybody![/QUOTE] SCUD launcher poised to strike

I made a TWIII era temple of nod in minecraft it looks pretty good to me

[QUOTE=Xieneus;44401488]SCUD launcher poised to strike[/QUOTE] [t]http://i.imgur.com/ifUbxYQ.png[/t] [B]CHINA WILL GROW LARGER[/B] [t]http://i.imgur.com/ifUbxYQ.png[/t]