Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

I enjoyed Christmas for the most part. But in my family, it's becoming less of a thing. We all kind of split apart and do our own thing. Besides the fact I was kicked out of the house during a Christmas, some time ago, by my father due to his temper. What a way to end the year for me. Jeez, I got 99 problems, but Daddy issues are all them. When I get home I'm gonna need something good to relax me. Nothing bad memories of that man. [editline]1st December 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Fhenexx;43042031]I'm a bit embarrassed to admit this, but this pretty much describes me to a "t". It's probably the reason why I didn't have any friends when I was down in uni, and it... bothers me. I joined clubs, tried to get out there, and yet nothing. Man, I feel down now.[/QUOTE] Don't worry too much about being shy. It's a common thing for a lot of people I knew personally. You eventually can learn to be more interactive with others. If I could I would help any of you. I used to be shy as fuck. But I got over that a long time ago.

I bought some sparkling lemon water called Izze from where I work yesterday and today I decided to try and make my own So I got some seltzer water, two of those little plastic lemons and limes filled with juice and a bunch of granulated sugar I ended up with carbonated lemonade and it was pretty cool

Izze is the shit, yo. [img]http://www.beveragewarehouse.com/images/products/7219.jpg[/img] One of my absolute favorite drinks.

[QUOTE=Roll_Program;43042011]How old are you?[/QUOTE] Just 20. I'm feeling pretty optimistic about the future of my self confidence though, and what I said wasn't really just helpless weeping. I think a big part of me feeling less like I did then is recognising that I really have moved on a lot, and I'm a lot different than the person I was 5 years ago, by recognising the abilities and experience I now have. Starting to see that the people I have always seen as 'functioning young adults' aren't far off who I am now, and I'm well capable of living the kinds of lives they do. It's a slow process but recently I've started to feel like I'm nearing a turning point, and feeling a bit better about myself. Though still I'm spending most days indoors, the world seems a bit more open to me now. There wont be any instantaneous change and it'll still be slow as heck, but I feel ready to start acting, by participating in society a bit more. So I'm feeling good.

The dude from Fast and Furious died and a bunch of my friends on facebook are mourning his death, but making references to him driving?? like "may you ride in heaven" and shit like that. he didn't do any serious driving (i would understand doing that if he was a nascar racer before being an actor or something), that seems kinda disrespectful?

The last really good Christmas I had was probably back in 2008 when everyone wasn't against eachother and we were still in our old house. Basically everyone was there and truly happy with one another. So far, it's been pretty bunk unfortunately. We don't even put up a tree anymore. Probably gonna be more the same this year. I still do love to see the spirit still in other people. I'm still in the spirit, I guess. My family, for the most part, isn't though.

that episode of the walking dead ;-;

[QUOTE=latin_geek;43042214]The dude from Fast and Furious died and a bunch of my friends on facebook are mourning his death, but making references to him driving?? like "may you ride in heaven" and shit like that. he didn't do any serious driving (i would understand doing that if he was a nascar racer before being an actor or something), that seems kinda disrespectful?[/QUOTE] How's it disrespectful? He starred in movies where he drove cars. [editline]1st December 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Xieneus;43042326]that episode of the walking dead ;-;[/QUOTE] [sp]When the Governor killed Hershel I was screaming at my TV. So glad that he got what was coming to him though in the end.[/sp]

[QUOTE=latin_geek;43042214]The dude from Fast and Furious died and a bunch of my friends on facebook are mourning his death, but making references to him driving?? like "may you ride in heaven" and shit like that. he didn't do any serious driving (i would understand doing that if he was a nascar racer before being an actor or something), that seems kinda disrespectful?[/QUOTE] I've seen people saying "Rip Paul Walker, died at such a young age. His last song was beautiful. Sad =(" It saddens me to see people only remembering each other when they die but even worse is when someone don't even know whot the hell they are talking about.

[QUOTE=latin_geek;43042214]The dude from Fast and Furious died and a bunch of my friends on facebook are mourning his death, but making references to him driving?? like "may you ride in heaven" and shit like that. he didn't do any serious driving (i would understand doing that if he was a nascar racer before being an actor or something), that seems kinda disrespectful?[/QUOTE] your friends are way 2 fast 2 make those jokes, makes me furious.

Ugh running off 4 hours of sleep and have so much work to do next week for school ...on the upside I got 4 hours of sleep because my BF's mom wanted us to get up super early (6:30am) after I closed the night before (2am bedtime) because she lives an hour away... so she could treat us to breakfast and buy my BF a PS4 with killzone :D PS4 is neat. Too tired to really mess with it though. and too busy next week to as well. And too steam-saley to focus gaming on it. Commmeee onnnnn wintterrr breakkk

Christmas is just one of those "Ehh" things. I generally don't like being at my Uncles house, but my Uncle can be a cool person if you don't bring up Obama and such. Christmas music doesn't appeal much to me anymore. That said Christmas has it's moments. Steam Winter sale let's me grab gifts for folks on my friends list. [sp]Your welcome Sparks and Qaus.[/sp] And I can still admire some Christmas related animations. And I will never ever tire of A Christmas Carol ever. It's a great story I love.

[QUOTE=Pvt. Martin;43042504] And I will never ever tire of A Christmas Carol ever. It's a great story I love.[/QUOTE] The Muppet Christmas Carol is the one thing I legitimately enjoy watching during the christmas season

[QUOTE=Shark Bones;43042041]Christmas is usually just annoying for me these days, because it's the time when my parents feel the need to push their religion on everyone near them the most. "Don't say happy holidays, Jesus died for your right to say merry Christmas."[/QUOTE] jesus has nothing to do with yule they're celebrating wrong

I do enjoy the holiday season, I just don't enjoy all the religious shlock that comes with Christmas itself. [editline]1st December 2013[/editline] [QUOTE=Zeke129;43042577]jesus has nothing to do with yule they're celebrating wrong[/QUOTE] If you think my parents are by any means intelligent people you'd be sorely mistaken.

A Christmas Story is one of my favorite movies ever.

A Christmas Story is such a classic. It made me truly fear Santa Claus. And slides. And cold metal poles.

So, got some porn from Steam of controversial things. [I]"Well...I guess I have a comic full of porn to read."[/I]

Ugh. Im confused about my sexuality. Like for a year I have not been attracted to women at all. I was already bi before that, so I just assumed I've outgrown women all together. Now randomly I start seeing women and feel attracted again. x.x I thought I was gay ;-;. I don't know what to think anymore. Anyone else ever have issues like this?

I prefer not to even label myself as gay or bi or straight. I like what I like, doesn't really matter what parts the person has. |3

I won't get anything except some money for Christmas. I don't mind, I typically like to use the money to buy stuff for other people.

[QUOTE=Shark Bones;43042619]I prefer not to even label myself as gay or bi or straight. I like what I like, doesn't really matter what parts the person has. |3[/QUOTE] My worst mistake was telling my family I was gay :V. It's going to be hard telling them "lol jk"

[QUOTE=Vilusia;43042634]My worst mistake was telling my family I was gay :V. It's going to be hard telling them "lol jk"[/QUOTE] If they have a problem with it, just shrug and say "Why do you even care?"

Just say that you're bi and that saying you were gay was easier to explain.

My parents responded with "Well, I don't really see 'gay' or 'bi' or 'straight'. You are who you are."

When I came out to my parents they responded with "How could you shame us like this." :3

[QUOTE=Mysterious;43042652]My parents responded with "Well, I don't really see 'gay' or 'bi' or 'straight'. You are who you are."[/QUOTE] Sounds like there's a bit of denial going on there and they're not comfortable talking about it. At least that's what my parents are like. But they're fine with me bringing my boyfriend over and my mom really wants to meet him. The last time she missed out, she got really angry with me.

My parents said "Im not surprised." when I came out.

[QUOTE=Vilusia;43042612]Ugh. Im confused about my sexuality. Like for a year I have not been attracted to women at all. I was already bi before that, so I just assumed I've outgrown women all together. Now randomly I start seeing women and feel attracted again. x.x I thought I was gay ;-;. I don't know what to think anymore. Anyone else ever have issues like this?[/QUOTE] I fluctuate between 50/50 gay/straight and 90/10 Right now I'm like 80/20

Hell, when I came out my dad literally cried like a baby because he named me after his father, and he felt I was bringing the most possible shame to my grandfather that I possibly could.