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Reminds me of 101 Dalmatians

[QUOTE=Slade Xanthas;45242847]got on the subject of leather jackets with a friend and decided to take a #facebookselfie [t]http://i.imgur.com/ABcuNBG.jpg[/t] looking at this reminds me of how much goddamn weight ive lost, my jaw makes knives jealous (no im not shaving for this picture go away)[/QUOTE] Wow congrats, thats a huge difference from what I last remember. I'm kind of on a weight loss kick myself. I don't hate my current body fat but I have the kind of face where it looks naturally chubby (especially from the side) so losing weight overall is the only real way to get rid of my chubby chin [editline]29th June 2014[/editline] Also for me there is sex for pleasure and sex for love. Its two intrinsically different things I find sex for pleasure exciting and a fun way to carry out fantasies, but I wouldn't say i need such thing. Like, I think the idea of doing a foursome is pretty hot but I'd only want to do it if me and my partner were doing it with another secure couple, and everyone is on the same page about just having consensual fun. That is all it is, consensual fun and its wrong to demonize someone for doing stuff like that. I don't get jelous becuase I know there is no reason to be. However if someone starts being intimate with my partner, then that is crossing a line. Its like drinking alchohol, there is literally nothing wrong with having fun with it but its possible to abuse. Sex for love/intimacy is totally different, and something I can only have with a partner and would only want to have with a partner. As nice as it would be to have both sex for fun and sex for love in my life, if I could only have one sex for love would win by a mile. Fantasy fulfilment is great but being intimate with your partner is great and more special. Its a higher-quality kind of sex.

The reason I mention my ex is because of how much she hurt me before we even broke up. She was trans, and one night I decided to open up to her that I was trans too, since a few weeks after we were together, I had an epiphany and finally stopped hating myself. She told me that she "Loved (malename), not (preferredname)". She 'broke up' with me, telling me that I "didn't understand" and "weren't really trans". It destroyed me and it was difficult to do anything that night since I felt abandoned. She came back to me the next morning apologizing (though half-assedly, when I look back on it), and we got back together. For the next, oh, 3-4 months? I'd do basically anything to keep her happy. I completely changed my outlook on life, and became hostile to people I once was friends with (Xieneus pointed this out but I denied it until later). I changed my music taste, movie taste, game taste. Hell, I even started to stray away from Godzilla for a while. I spent roughly $150 sending her gifts and buying her things on steam. I got very little in return, and not just material wise, I got very little emotional response other than "Oh thanks". I got her a jacket that she was dying for, and she's worn it ever since, but I can only remember a "Look what I got". Then it all came crashing down one day. After roughly 2-3 weeks of her ignoring my messages, lashing out at me when I wanted to do something my way, and just being really passive aggressive, she told me "I kissed (someone else)". I couldn't take it and I decided to cut the relationship off. I had a meltdown, feeling that it was "my fault" and that I "wasn't good enough". I hated myself. I nearly wanted to end it all since she was the only thing making me happy, the only thing making me feel like I had a purpose. Then I talked to one of her friends about it, since I was completely dumbfounded as to why she would cheat on me. I was told that she "never cared about me" and that I was "fucking annoying at times". She bragged about making out and beginning sexual experiences with this person to her friend. That friend removed her, and iirc, hasn't spoken to her since. At that point, I snapped. My whole outlook on life turned completely negative. My trust for anyone was gone, and my feelings for love and care were destroyed. Everyone was an enemy, and nobody would care about me. Then I met my current girlfriend at school. She's everything anyone would want in someone. When I told her I was trans, she said "I have deeper, darker things. It doesn't matter, since it doesn't define [I]you[/I]". Those dark things of hers haven't driven me away, instead they brought us closer since we're working through them. Everything bad seems to melt away when we are together, and I've finally decided to take life by the horns here. But I will always, always remember how my ex treated me, and how it hurt me to just want to be who I was. Every so often (once a month or so), my entire day will be consumed by emotional pain that rises up. Anything from the 1980s or anything related to 80s-90s car models will trigger this bristling pain inside of me for a short while. I know it sounds stupid, but it does nothing but remind me how she hurt me. My current girlfriend, however, makes this all go away. She is my life now, and I'm glad and honestly blessed that I have her. Sorry for the rant. If it doesn't belong here or if it's annoying, I'll snip it.

[QUOTE=Zillamaster55;45245816]huge rant[/QUOTE] It´s atleast good on the eyes to read so no biggie.

In other, more happy news, I got my tickets to G-Fest and picked up these beauts. [t]http://i.imgur.com/hgJxB3G.jpg[/t] Both on Digital Versatile Disc.

gay chat p. walls of text [editline]29th June 2014[/editline] hi pf

hi pf

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Hey Teto, what are you dreading about student accommodation? I'm going to be moving into residence in September and I'm sort of the opposite of you in that I can't charge into things blindly, I need to know all about everything first. Even if it's bad things I can deal with it as long as I anticipate them.

If he's in Greece like fp says then I'm fairly sure his situation doesn't apply to you in canada

[QUOTE=fishyfish777;45246024]gay chat p. walls of text [editline]29th June 2014[/editline] hi pf[/QUOTE] What you're saying in this post is literally just "tldr". Thanks, you too.

Holy crap, this computer is endless loop of error. Here's the thing. I can't install Skype because Service Pack 3 isn't installed yet. To download SP3 I need to open Win Update page in Internet Explorer. To be able to open that page in IE I need to update it. To be able to update, IE would have to work. WHICH IT DOESN'T! I am holding onto all of my calmness I have, trying to not just burst out in anger and smash this garbage into oblivion. Only what's helping me to not go completely insane is the fact I'll have soon a new computer.

[QUOTE=Dom Pyroshark;45247463]Holy crap, this computer is endless loop of error. Here's the thing. I can't install Skype because Service Pack 3 isn't installed yet. To download SP3 I need to open Win Update page in Internet Explorer. To be able to open that page in IE I need to update it. To be able to update, IE would have to work. WHICH IT DOESN'T! I am holding onto all of my calmness I have, trying to not just burst out in anger and smash this garbage into oblivion. Only what's helping me to not go completely insane is the fact I'll have soon a new computer.[/QUOTE] Download the XP SP3 redistributable off the MS website using another browser. I always keep it around for XP VMs. The XP era Windows Update site is rediculously prone to weird issues and is rage inducing when XP is even working correctly.

I'm trying to practice combos in Skullgirls, but I keep losing my train of thought, hitting the wrong buttons, spacing out, and it's really starting to upset me.

[QUOTE=Batmoutarde;45246521]If he's in Greece like fp says then I'm fairly sure his situation doesn't apply to you in canada[/QUOTE] it's living in close proximity to thousands of other people in a dorm or apartment setting on or near university campus it's not as though canada does things totally different than the rest of the world, some advice is universal

He lives in Scotland. [editline]29th June 2014[/editline] Not Greece.

I'm mentally defective. I hate myself.

[QUOTE=ScoobyV2;45244413]wow cool story bro. but i don't have the time of day to lurk here 24/7 sorry i feel the necessitity to post something. i post in dd all the time. anyways of course more shit for posting here. gay people suck dick..... literally. [highlight](User was permabanned for this post ("Meme reply - Isn't learning" - Craptasket))[/highlight][/QUOTE] about time

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248067]I'm trying to practice combos in Skullgirls, but I keep losing my train of thought, hitting the wrong buttons, spacing out, and it's really starting to upset me.[/QUOTE] [QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248548]I'm mentally defective. I hate myself.[/QUOTE] stop getting burned up on goddamn fighting games, they are just games

i met my cousin's baby today and he's the cutuest little thing. i can't stand babies but he's so quiet and awwwwwwwwwwwwww babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. literally the perfect baby.

This is the second time you've hated yourself and gotten depressed over the video games.

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248548]I'm mentally defective. I hate myself.[/QUOTE] Nah, these games just take a ton of practice over the course of years. You're just new, like me.

It's not even just fighting games, every time I try to get good at something, I'm stopped because my brain doesn't fucking function properly.

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248795]It's not even just fighting games, every time I try to get good at something, I'm stopped because my brain doesn't fucking function properly.[/QUOTE] Probably because you think way too much about getting good. Just play, you'll progress naturally.

[QUOTE=elevate;45248681]stop getting burned up on goddamn fighting games, they are just games[/QUOTE] Not as easy for some people

[QUOTE=Shark Bones;45248807]Probably because you think way too much about getting good. Just play, you'll progress naturally.[/QUOTE] It's a problem, though. I'm spacing out uncontrollably and constantly, losing my train of thought.

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248820]It's a problem, though. I'm spacing out uncontrollably and constantly, losing my train of thought.[/QUOTE] I have the same issue. Somehow all this stops when I'm tired though. For some reason I work better when I'm tired. I made this last night [url]https://db.tt/3W9pxJpE[/url] You just gotta find something to make you focus. Put on some relaxing music, get comfy, and focus. :)

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248820]It's a problem, though. I'm spacing out uncontrollably and constantly, losing my train of thought.[/QUOTE] I do it, too. Sometimes you just have to practice when you're really in the mood for focusing on it.

[QUOTE=Roll_Program;45247040]What you're saying in this post is literally just "tldr". Thanks, you too.[/QUOTE] i just skim this thread to occasionally participate in idle conversation???

I've slowed down my posting / browsing of FP a lot over the past coupla months. Dunno why, really.