Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

[QUOTE=Zillamaster55;45245816]The reason I mention my ex is because of how much she hurt me before we even broke up. She was trans, and one night I decided to open up to her that I was trans too, since a few weeks after we were together, I had an epiphany and finally stopped hating myself. She told me that she "Loved (malename), not (preferredname)". She 'broke up' with me, telling me that I "didn't understand" and "weren't really trans". It destroyed me and it was difficult to do anything that night since I felt abandoned. She came back to me the next morning apologizing (though half-assedly, when I look back on it), and we got back together. For the next, oh, 3-4 months? I'd do basically anything to keep her happy. I completely changed my outlook on life, and became hostile to people I once was friends with (Xieneus pointed this out but I denied it until later). I changed my music taste, movie taste, game taste. Hell, I even started to stray away from Godzilla for a while. I spent roughly $150 sending her gifts and buying her things on steam. I got very little in return, and not just material wise, I got very little emotional response other than "Oh thanks". I got her a jacket that she was dying for, and she's worn it ever since, but I can only remember a "Look what I got". Then it all came crashing down one day. After roughly 2-3 weeks of her ignoring my messages, lashing out at me when I wanted to do something my way, and just being really passive aggressive, she told me "I kissed (someone else)". I couldn't take it and I decided to cut the relationship off. I had a meltdown, feeling that it was "my fault" and that I "wasn't good enough". I hated myself. I nearly wanted to end it all since she was the only thing making me happy, the only thing making me feel like I had a purpose. Then I talked to one of her friends about it, since I was completely dumbfounded as to why she would cheat on me. I was told that she "never cared about me" and that I was "fucking annoying at times". She bragged about making out and beginning sexual experiences with this person to her friend. That friend removed her, and iirc, hasn't spoken to her since. At that point, I snapped. My whole outlook on life turned completely negative. My trust for anyone was gone, and my feelings for love and care were destroyed. Everyone was an enemy, and nobody would care about me. Then I met my current girlfriend at school. She's everything anyone would want in someone. When I told her I was trans, she said "I have deeper, darker things. It doesn't matter, since it doesn't define [I]you[/I]". Those dark things of hers haven't driven me away, instead they brought us closer since we're working through them. Everything bad seems to melt away when we are together, and I've finally decided to take life by the horns here. But I will always, always remember how my ex treated me, and how it hurt me to just want to be who I was. Every so often (once a month or so), my entire day will be consumed by emotional pain that rises up. Anything from the 1980s or anything related to 80s-90s car models will trigger this bristling pain inside of me for a short while. I know it sounds stupid, but it does nothing but remind me how she hurt me. My current girlfriend, however, makes this all go away. She is my life now, and I'm glad and honestly blessed that I have her. Sorry for the rant. If it doesn't belong here or if it's annoying, I'll snip it.[/QUOTE] This is right in feels considering I'm going through a rough time with my current relationship myself. I feel scared I'm going to lose my man to a mutual friend of ours that I once looked up to but now feel intense jealousy and discomfort towards. It keeps me hopeful that despite what might happen with the one I love that in the end it'll all work out, even if I end up single. As for your feeling that way towards your ex, in time I know for a fact it'll get better. Your experience with her was valuable and a necessary step to learn more about yourself and grow better as a person more than you ever could have if you hadn't had that experience. It'll just take some time before the dust settles and you find clarity. My last ex 3-4 years ago I went through a similar situation of getting burned from him being apathetic towards me yet me being too delusional to notice. Took me over a year to truly get over him but if I didn't go through that experience I wouldn't be where I am today. Knowing I made it through that stronger is the only thing keeping me hopeful in my current situation...

[QUOTE=Uzbekistan;45245251]Love the picture Konnestra drew of me [IMG]http://puu.sh/9NXo3/ce5f1128f2.png[/IMG] I'm an anime now[/QUOTE] I am too. [img]http://puu.sh/9NdLb/0150e05303.png[/img]

Two years ago (my how time can fly) I found out my ex boyfriend cheated on me. I understand how it completely flips things, and I tried multiple times to kill myself (to make a long, long story short.) But I'm finally getting things - now, much, much later (two years and two relationships). You learn from stuff like this, and I think it made the end of things a lot less harder for me. There's always going to be things that remind you though, and that's what makes life difficult. The cheater ex I don't really think at all of anymore and nothing brings me back in time, and I'm glad for that. It's probably something to do with being in the hospital for a week. But it's been hard recently for me, as a lot of the music I listen to (read: all) reminds me in some way of my recent ex. The best you can do, from what I've experienced, is talk to someone about it. I saw one of my old friends after working out at the gym two days ago and she texted me (I didn't see her there so I was pretty confused at first.) We've been talking on and off about things and it's really done a lot for me.

seiteki, whenever I see your avatar I'm always reminded to check the comic for updates

Could have totally scored a kickass Scorpion at the pet store today. Mum said no, though.

I want a tarantula. Or a snake.

Snakes are the cutest thing next to sharks and kittens.

had a grand old time at minneapolis' pride festival. found a rad pair of shorts at a little booth there [img]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BrPDbNiCMAAx1W7.jpg:large[/img] my friends ran into some cool folks [img]https://33.media.tumblr.com/027948358ece1782ff071a7d27938c02/tumblr_n7yceg8LCL1s41p7vo1_1280.jpg[/img]

I want a bisexual pride day

it wasn't a specific event, tho, it's just referred to as "pride"

it would be like this boring ass parade where we just shrug while we walk down the street, saying "i like dongs and vaginas" in a monotone voice

so by your logic would an asexual pride parade just be a mass of people walking silently in one direction down a boulevard

anime pride parade

[QUOTE=Zillamaster55;45249655]Could have totally scored a kickass Scorpion at the pet store today. Mum said no, though.[/QUOTE] I know what you mean, I wanted a pet sub-zero but my mum said no, what a bitch >:c

[QUOTE=Batmoutarde;45250128]anime pride parade[/QUOTE] make this happen obama

[QUOTE=fishyfish777;45250107]so by your logic would an asexual pride parade just be a mass of people walking silently in one direction down a boulevard[/QUOTE] yes ofc but i hope you guys realize im joking because i've been taken way too seriously lately and it makes me nervous [editline]30th June 2014[/editline] actually an asexual pride parade would be a massive fucking orgy

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248795]It's not even just fighting games, every time I try to get good at something, I'm stopped because my brain doesn't fucking function properly.[/QUOTE] When you're in the moment and trying to execute long combos it's normal to get mixed up out of stress or unfamiliarity. Take breaks. There are limits to what you can learn in a day, so attempt lota of combos with a reasonable ampunt of practice and build it up over days. It's just learning sequences, I have this in spinning competitions where we have our own notation and it's the same principle. The human brain cannot take THIS: [url]http://pastebin.com/KXzpVAdi[/url] And process it perfectly in one go. You're not defective, you're just trying to do too much in too little time

[QUOTE=Disgruntled;45248795]It's not even just fighting games, every time I try to get good at something, I'm stopped because my brain doesn't fucking function properly.[/QUOTE] Yeah, don't let it get to you. I still forget which buttons to press in 5 move combos and I've put over 500 hours into the game. :v:

I want a dog. Sucks that I live in an apartment and it's too frickin small

[QUOTE=phytocide;45249892]had a grand old time at minneapolis' pride festival. found a rad pair of shorts at a little booth there [img]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/BrPDbNiCMAAx1W7.jpg:large[/img][/QUOTE] I want that shirt, ngl

I have the feeling that if I went to a pride event I would spend 2/3 of my time slapping asses and giggling to myself like a prepubescent schoolgirl. Maybe dressed as a prepubescent schoolgirl, I dunno.

[QUOTE=Gray001;45250463]I have the feeling that if I went to a pride event I would spend 2/3 of my time slapping asses and giggling to myself like a prepubescent schoolgirl. Maybe dressed as a prepubescent schoolgirl, I dunno.[/QUOTE] If you go around slapping people on the ass you'll get slapped in the face, and by slapped I mean punched

[QUOTE=jp_rsardeto;45250418]I want a dog. Sucks that I live in an apartment and it's too frickin small[/QUOTE] Consider volunteering at an animal shelter. Thats what I did to get my dog-itch for a while. Only reason why I stopped was because I moved and distance was a big factor getting there from new location.

If I went to a pride parade I would hide somewhere :v: Also since everyone is posting texts of walls, have mine (mostly about a fun day I had): Very many things happened over the past 24 hours. I played a megagame. I was the UK representative (Charles "Charlie" Charlesington) and my objective was to have the most successful spy missions. I formed the EU with France (Pierre Croissant) and Russia (Stalin Fatime - stalling for time apparently...) and eventually Italy (Mario Gelati) begrudgingly joined. To counter us, the rest of the game formed the "Asia and Friends" alliance (Japan (Toyota Honda), the DPRK (Kim Jong Deux), USA (Kentucky Obama) and Italy [greedy guts wanted in on all the alliances]). Everything was going peacefully until I bought a military card that gave me +4 military research. At first I thought this was good (it saved 4BN dollars that it would have cost to research), but then the international terror counter went up and because it was reported by the media as being from the UK's advances I got blamed for it. Turned out that everyone else was expanding their military as well. We all agreed to reduce our military level when the terror counter went up so high (because if the terror counter goes up you lose PR and if you get negative PR you lose money). The EU all reduced their level but none of Asia and friends did (we didn't know though). Then Russia got caught trying to release a zombie virus in North Korea. This ended up being our demise. It took ages for me to realise that we were on the bad guys side. And that North Korea (now including Japan because they had been bought out by NK when they went bankrupt), the US and Italy were all the good guys. It turned out that Russias objective was to zombify the world and escape to their secret moon base :v: Again no one knew that though, they just thought they were war mongering. Eventually Asia and Friends all invaded Russia. Russia released their zombie virus on their whole population as a counter measure. When Asia and Friends realised they were all horrified, all their armies were going to turn into zombies on the next turn. Except at that exact same time DPRK drew a card called "The Cure" (there were about 200 cards to draw from so this was an awesome coincidence). And so they managed to avoid that. Meanwhile I was going bankrupt and France was the only strong-ish member of the EU left. I had spent my last significant amount of money on sending spies to France (basically betraying my ally without him ever knowing) because he was the only one I knew had a low enough observation level so he wouldn't detect my spies. I was trying to achieve my win condition despite basically losing to Asia and Friends. France developed nukes and gave them to Russia (which now existed solely on the moon). Russia was going to blow up the moon and destroy DPRK's space elevator (idek what was going on here :v:). Instead they sent it to the DPRK itself. They just shot it down, no effect, because at this point they were amazingly rich (because along with Italy and the US they were all well respected in the international community for being anti-Russia). The last turn came around, I was hanging on to the hope that I had sent out more spies successfully than anyone else (I was also bankrupt). France spent their last amount of cash on trying to max their PR (their objective was most PR). DPRK sent a tonne of money to the USA (whose objective was have the most money), DPRK's objective was already completed (occupy two neighbouring Asian countries). Italy and Russia had failed their objectives. So we all thought that maybe, somehow, we could pull off some of our win conditions despite losing dismally, when it was announced that for the past three turns the US, DPRK, Japan and Italy had all been preparing for a meteor strike that would destroy planet earth. I thought that they may have tried to leave earth for another planet to live on (and they had) but they didn't have the capability, so instead they shot it down. Which was a relief because if you die you lose and my only hope at that point was to survive to the end. They shot it down so that shrapnel would all fall on France. It looked like the end for France and everyone in Asia and Friends were congratulating them. Then just as the shrapnel was about to hit France was like "wait I built anti-missile defence when they invaded Russia" and a complete coincidence allowed them to survive. In the end everyone except for Italy and Russia (and technically Japan, but their objective became DPRK's when they were bought out) achieved their objectives. It had also turned out that at one point DPRK had drawn a science card that sent them to an alternate dimension where they had almost let through aliens to the world to destroy us. So many things happened it was really fun. [URL="https://twitter.com/ThemonthlyInter"]We had a twitter we used for media announcements.[/URL] And then I got home and my friend I was stressing about before called me and spoke to me for a bit and yeah I had clearly overreacted about it all. We spoke again today for ages. All is well!

How do you play that game

It's a half LARP half... mostly LARP. But not as full on as most LARPs. I dressed up in a tailcoat and stuff and ([I]only[/I] because I didn't have a proper white collared shirt) I had a bow tie around my neck and a white t-shirt so me and the guy who tried to dress up as a North Korean both looked like strippers. But no one else dressed up. My younger brother made rules for it and got everyone to play after they [URL="http://www.shutupandsitdown.com/blog/post/susd-play-goddamn-megagame/"]watched SUSD play a megagame.[/URL] Which was a lot more detailed than our game because there were far more players and each country was its own team. But yeah my brother made the rules and acted as the game master and he got a series of cards (science, military and cultural) and you just write on an action card every turn what you want to spend your money on and the game progresses from there. You talk to other countries and formulate plans, figure out what they're doing etc.. I spoke to the US once and came back to the EU and was like "uhm... the US has invented AI..." If you're in the UK like flagdog says you might actually just be able to play the real deal they host a number of events a year, the Megagame people.

We lost our garden, our firepit, 2 trees, a window, and possibly our pool getting damaged because of a storm. And it's not over yet. Fuck storms. They are fucking stupid.

"Oh hey it's still early, I can talk to my boyfriend before I have to go out to the shop this morning!" Last online: 12 Minutes Ago "Fuck." Also woo for my arm feeling like there's no circulation below the elbow. Went to sleep and woke back up with it still having the feeling so my mum said if it's persisting later today, we're off to the doctors. So that'll be fun :v:

[quote=ScoobyV2;45251134][quote=Craptasket;45250956][quote=ScoobyV2;45250900]What the hell was my meme reply? I don't even use memes... Of course this probably more shit from gay chat. I should of known better to post there. Every fucking time I make a post it derails the thread even though I'm not talking to anyone. Just because the members are fucking assholes. Whatever Facepunch. Been here since 2006 and it's became shit. Don't know if I'll ever get unbanned. I guess I'll wait for Garry's birthday. Anyways, if any DD'ers see this, farewell. Let the other DD'ers know I love them. I've made A LOT of quality posts. It's sad a moderator assumed I'm not learning... when I didn't even do anything wrong. I think it was about a post I made. I think I possibly said "whatever cool story bro" Which was literally because I got sick of getting so much shit in that thread. I didn't think I'd get fucking perma'd because I don't buy into their BS. Fucking faggots. They're all fucking dumb nerds anyways.[/quote] Are you the same guy that snorted a condom?[/quote] Whatever you're fucking dumb. And obviously fucking clever. Glad you're such a fucking waste of space you sit and moderate every fucking page on a forum. Or else you wouldn't of seen that video or gif. The gif fucking nerds made to make fun of me when I'm hotter and better than them (what else can I say) :) Does garry even pay you to moderate this forum. I hope so.... anyways it's probably what you'll do for the rest of your life. Kind of sad. Anyways, have fun guys. The better ones. Of course I am not surprised the moderator failed to fucking reason and made a joke. You fuckers whore your posts for ratings. It's so sad. Or obviously try to be funny. You're still dumb.[/quote] lol

man he is a dedicated one isnt he