Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

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[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;46020394][img]http://i.imgur.com/YW7Sn6V.png[/img] Happy birthday slice you lying piece of shit[/QUOTE] I'm 20 someone help I don't know what I'm doing. [img]http://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/KScared[/img] [sp]Ty tho :3[/sp]

I went shopping on my own for the first time after work, it feels liberating being independent for once. When I got home I made a big fat steak topped with cherry tomatoes and portobello mushrooms pan fried in butter for myself, and it tasted soo good. It feels weird feeding your mom and grandparents when you're the one doing the shopping.

[QUOTE=Grim2o0o;46020394][img]http://i.imgur.com/YW7Sn6V.png[/img] Happy birthday slice you lying piece of shit[/QUOTE] I was confused for a moment, but either way - happy birthday Slice.

Hello gay chat. It's been a while since I posted in here. I realize that my last personal life updates were somewhat apocalyptic so I just wanted to keep you up to date to let you know I am still alive. With all the relationship problems I had over the past half year, I am about to make a very difficult decision. For a quick recap, my partner has serious emotional and health issues. The problems reached a peak when I was confronted with the possibility of his suicide. This being a long-distance relationship, the feeling of absolute powerlessness left me in total despair and panic. I was up and about to just request emergency vacation at the office and cover the entire distance by car but he didn't want that. It was either several weeks of me staying or nothing at all. Needless to say, I can't do that so I felt even worse. In those days of non-stop crying and shivering with anxiety, confronting myself over and over with the possibility of his death, something inside me changed. First I got really sick. I was so spent and exhausted from the emotional stress that my body gave in. Then I started becoming indifferent. All the feelings of affection and love started dying off. I assume it was some sort of self-protection reaction. All the emotional ties that caused me so much anguish shut down, along with parts of my entire emotional spectrum. It all switched to stand-by and the pain stopped. I was left with a very pragmatic desire to help this person in need. But in over a year I haven't succeeded in even getting him to see a doctor or a therapist. Not one tiny piece of advice was listened to. The last time I saw him, he had fits of unconsciousness. Possibly a result from his emotional trauma or something worse, something physical. He didn't even listen to me trying to get him to lie or at least sit down after such a fit. Needless to say, these things put even more strain on me. At some point I reached a very uncomfortable conclusion. I can't help him. I'm hurting myself trying. I am not a doctor or a therapist and I can't fix his problems with all my love and affection and I am drained of these feelings. All I have left is worry and a feeling of complete impotence and helplessness. I started becoming sick myself, I have developed a severe Tinnitus which the doctors say could be the result of permanent nerve damage or PTSD-like symptoms. I don't know how I will come to terms with this decision, but I have to get out of this situation. I will forever feel like a total cunt for abandoning a person for having problems but I can't take it anymore. I am falling apart an i'm doing more harm than good. I spent all my time and a lot of money trying to fix things that are beyond my power. I feel like a horrible person doing this, giving up because things get difficult but I have reached my limits. I tried to fix something beyond my power and competence. But I DID do EVERYTHING in my power. Love, advice, Money, Time, Council I gave EVERYTHING I had of ALL OF THESE THING until I was completely spent and had nothing more to give. I absolutely positively tried EVERYTHING there was to try and I gave EVERYTHING I had and now I have nothing left because I am emotionally and physically exhausted and drained. All I can hope for now is that I will be able to forgive myself for giving up and that I will regain some sort of equilibrium.

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46020440]prepare your body for your 21st party where you can legally drink[/QUOTE] On my 21st(2 years) I'm going to order a double shot of whisky to remind myself why I don't drink: All alcohol tastes fucking disgusting.

who needs alcohol on your birthday when you can just order pizza like I've done since I was 10 it fucking rocks

[QUOTE=HeavyGuy;46021314]who needs alcohol on your birthday when you can just order pizza like I've done since I was 10 it fucking rocks[/QUOTE] Last birthday, a few weeks ago, I filled myself with 1 & 1/2 family-sized pizzas as the rest of my peers did.

I never really had birthday partys. Lets say I'd eat my pizza all alone. :v: It's not fun to have religious parents and barely any friends to celebrate with

[QUOTE=Trekintosh;46021302]On my 21st(2 years) I'm going to order a double shot of whisky to remind myself why I don't drink: All alcohol tastes fucking disgusting.[/QUOTE] It's an acquired taste I don't drink coffee so I think it's sour and tastes like shit

[QUOTE=Slice919;46020423]I'm 20 someone help I don't know what I'm doing. [img]http://steamcommunity-a.akamaihd.net/economy/emoticon/KScared[/img] [sp]Ty tho :3[/sp][/QUOTE] happy birthday, claire

[QUOTE=JtRtheRiPPeR;46021320]Last birthday, a few weeks ago, I filled myself with 1 & 1/2 family-sized pizzas as the rest of my peers did.[/QUOTE] 1+1/2 family-sized pizzas wat. Can't even take half medium sized ones from telepizza/supermarket/any restaurant. Question for you guys with relationship experience: What do you do when you feel like you're giving 1000 and your bf just gives 10, or even worse, he is mad at something else and you end up paying for it, even though you've been doing shit for him all week. I can't handle it personally and it causes me a fight at least every 9 months.

[QUOTE=Batmoutarde;46021678]It's an acquired taste I don't drink coffee so I think it's sour and tastes like shit[/QUOTE] When people say it's an acquired taste, it makes me think it's not worth it. Why force yourself to like something nasty tasting?

[QUOTE=Sgt. Khorn;46021912]When people say it's an acquired taste, it makes me think it's not worth it. Why force yourself to like something nasty tasting?[/QUOTE] Because from there and after it tastes better than other stuff. I'm not sure about drinks with high ethanol %, but getting used to the taste of beer can lead up to a whole new world of different brews and its generally really interesting to try out new things.

Yea, or I could just stick to non-alcoholic drinks. They've always worked for me. Beer tastes like piss water to me, makes me want to gag. Of course if I get used to that, everything else will taste better.

[QUOTE=Dom Pyroshark;46019907]Look at it this way. At least you don't have to necessarily include moving out of your country to be able to go openly gay or finding someone else. I do. My mother even asked me to keep my homosexuality for myself and I understand why. But it helped me to realise that if I ever want to have someone and at least small chance of being happy with them, I need to get the heck out of here.[/QUOTE] Wanna leave together? Too bad most of the Slovanian nations are anti-lgbt. On another note, I just hope that people wont go "hurr durr get drunk you arse getting drunk is the only way of having fun" on my 18th birthday/close to it.

[QUOTE=Sgt. Khorn;46021975]Yea, or I could just stick to non-alcoholic drinks. They've always worked for me. Beer tastes like piss water to me, makes me want to gag. Of course if I get used to that, everything else will taste better.[/QUOTE] But uhm... with the logic of sticking to the things we already know and enjoy we would never discover things that we might like, I don't know. Sometimes I enjoy something new and bad that something good and known.

Drink the ones that are 5% alcohol, 95% sugar. That's what I do. They taste great. It's like grown up lollies.

[QUOTE=Sgt. Khorn;46021975]Yea, or I could just stick to non-alcoholic drinks. They've always worked for me. Beer tastes like piss water to me, makes me want to gag. Of course if I get used to that, everything else will taste better.[/QUOTE] Said pretty much everyone when they took their first drink at like 16

Alcohol doesn't seem worth bothering with. I can have fun without it, no need to damage my liver, even if its minor, just for fun. Plus considering my dad is the biggest douchebag moron I've ever known who also frequently had beer, I'm not exactly a fan of the whole idea.

And then you get older and realize it's whatever you make it and chilling with a beer or a glass of wine on a Friday night is really relaxing and doesn't hurt anything

I feel like if you are having an alcohol drink there should be some food next to it.

[QUOTE=Batmoutarde;46022105]Said pretty much everyone when they took their first drink at like 16[/QUOTE] Yea, and it's been the same for 7 years.

I'm far from straight-edge but I think people who can only have fun when they're drunk are generally just boring people to be around. That being said, I quite enjoy beer. I've always wanted to be real snobby about good beers.

Cider is the best. I love a good apple cider, or strawberry and lime.

[QUOTE={TFS} Rock Su;46022032]Wanna leave together? Too bad most of the Slovanian nations are anti-lgbt. On another note, I just hope that people wont go "hurr durr get drunk you arse getting drunk is the only way of having fun" on my 18th birthday/close to it.[/QUOTE] Happily. I know I can't stay here, I'd just cause trouble to my family that already has good amount of problems but I'm not sacrificing my personal happiness for them. Also, screw being drunk. Most of the goods times I had in my life were lived through completely sober and that one time when I actually got drunk was really miserable night.

Beer and whisky are my fav drinks. 2/3 years ago I hated them, but I got introduced to actual good Scotch and local beers which led me to appreciate the drinks. People should give them a fair shot instead of trying some cheap generic crap and deciding they hate all beer and all whisky.

Alcohol is culturally important but still I find it really gross and I'll never drink it.

Alcohol's the only thing that makes my depression, anxiety, and feelings of loneliness fade away so I consume large amounts regularly.

[QUOTE=Toy_Soldier;46022932]Alcohol's the only thing that makes my depression, anxiety, and feelings of loneliness fade away so I consume large amounts regularly.[/QUOTE] You might want to go see a doctor or counselor about that.