Gay Chat V11 - Were you expecting something funny? - General

[QUOTE=Elcaro;46250830]Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror and loved what you saw? I'm so fucking glad to just say that I love my existence, and everyone in it. (Yes, that means you as well)[/QUOTE] I just looked at myself in the mirror and I noticed my ribcage seems to be outstanding more then usual and I can see outline of my abs even though I don't work out. I think I might be losing weight :(

I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I hate my look, simple as that. I'm still stuck in my teens when it comes to my perceived look, in that I still think I'm a pretty unattractive/unremarkable looking person, even if someone tells me otherwise. I don't really mind how I look to others, I just wish I didn't look so bad to myself.

Oh I thought I was the only one lol.

Wow, suddenly this morning putting on contacts makes me feel like I'm bleaching my eyes :\ I have no idea what is up. Tried putting on a new pair... that helped a little, but the moment I rinsed them with a fresh+new bottle of solution the burning came back. Did I just overnight become allergic to eye solution?

Well this has been a wonderful week. I realized that I'll never be happy again.

So I just got dumped by text. [editline]16th October 2014[/editline] This sucks.

Isn´t getting dumped by text the most painful way to get dumped?

Yes. It's cold and emotionless. [editline]16th October 2014[/editline] It read: "Im in a new relationship now im sorry please stop texting me" Apparently I'm not even worth proper punctuation to him. I really just want to cry now.

[QUOTE={TFS} Rock Su;46252689]Isn´t getting dumped by text the most painful way to get dumped?[/QUOTE] I remember when I was dumped via text from my first relationship. After a few weeks of some rough road that I tried to patch, I got a message from them one morning: "I kissed my friend" And then they left after I asked why. I look back on it and laugh at how gullible and idiotic I was, but I still feel a bit irked when people treat cheating as a side thing. I'm glad I'm with the girl I have now.

Delete Facebook, go to gym. Worst part is the mutual friend split.

So I put on lipstick today at school (with the help of a friend of mine) just joking around and shit. In the beginning of the year, I did it a few times just because, no one gave a shit (teacher or AP-wise). Well today, after i had put it on, this PE coach told me to "take off the lipstick or you will get a referral", I'll call her Mrs. Notarealteacher. So she makes me go into the bathroom and wipe it off (didn't get it all off the first time so she sent me back in). I get back to my friends and we're laughing and talking shit about the coach, and the coach walks by again and says "where's lipstick boy?" and checked to make sure I hadn't reapplied or some shit I guess. As she's walking away, one of my really feminist/humanist/pro-gay rights friends says "Allison, put away your lip stick, you might get in trouble because it's apparently not allowed here" loud enough for the coach to hear. tfdidyousaybitch.jpg, the coach turns around and says "excuse me?", getting in her face and shit, and my friend says "why are we allowed to wear lipstick and he can't?". "it's not appropriate in schools" "why is that?" "because he's a boy" "so?" "it's just not allowed here". And she walked away. After she walked away my friend started crying because the coach got in her face and that's my story. How was you guys' days?

Oops, I accidentally forgot to post sorryyyy Did I miss anything?

[QUOTE=Trekintosh;46252579]So I just got dumped by text. [editline]16th October 2014[/editline] This sucks.[/QUOTE] Happened to me with my ex a few years ago. Super shitty way to go.

[QUOTE=~Kiwi~v2;46254412]777 is being the depressing page.[/QUOTE] 777 is about getting lucky but everyone seems to be far from it which sucks :c

[QUOTE=jack10685;46254015]So I put on lipstick today at school (with the help of a friend of mine) just joking around and shit. In the beginning of the year, I did it a few times just because, no one gave a shit (teacher or AP-wise). Well today, after i had put it on, this PE coach told me to "take off the lipstick or you will get a referral", I'll call her Mrs. Notarealteacher. So she makes me go into the bathroom and wipe it off (didn't get it all off the first time so she sent me back in). I get back to my friends and we're laughing and talking shit about the coach, and the coach walks by again and says "where's lipstick boy?" and checked to make sure I hadn't reapplied or some shit I guess. As she's walking away, one of my really feminist/humanist/pro-gay rights friends says "Allison, put away your lip stick, you might get in trouble because it's apparently not allowed here" loud enough for the coach to hear. tfdidyousaybitch.jpg, the coach turns around and says "excuse me?", getting in her face and shit, and my friend says "why are we allowed to wear lipstick and he can't?". "it's not appropriate in schools" "why is that?" "because he's a boy" "so?" "it's just not allowed here". And she walked away. After she walked away my friend started crying because the coach got in her face and that's my story. How was you guys' days?[/QUOTE] A coaches can be real dicks. Our coach in Junior High called me and two other friends "a couple of fags". I know those two aren't gay, so I have no idea how he came to that conclusion. Of course, the administration thought we were full of shit when we told them (and obviously we had no proof). Three 7th graders vs staff apparently isn't good enough. Zero tolerance really has a way of only working when it feels its convenient.

My parents are fucking pussys when it comes to movies. They skipped a kissing scene because god knows why. They do this all the time and keep switching channels because they really wanna avoid someone having harmless censored sex or kissing. Jesus, Transporter 3 must have been an erotic movie. How dare the character to kiss someone in a movie!

Teachers aren't the worst. Shitty awful teachers are since they have a position of power towards helpless kids but not all teachers are like that.

Good evening.

Having the worst case of insomnia I've ever had. About to go on 3rd day awake after about 2-3 hours of sleep, and I've had 2 full cardio-weights-cardio gym sessions to tire me out and I still feel wide awake but extremely tired. Asked doc for sleeping pills but got denied because of med history. Killing time waiting, dreading another upcoming shift of feeling tired and unable to concentrate.

[QUOTE=Batmoutarde;46255797]Teachers aren't the worst. Shitty awful teachers are since they have a position of power towards helpless kids but not all teachers are like that.[/QUOTE] I don't think I'd be a shitty teacher, do you guys?

Last night was the worst night ever. Woke up in the middle of the night with a sharp stomach pain, puked and then had diarrhea. Absolutely wonderful.

Fuuuuck I'm back up to 145 ;-;

Does anyone have advice for anal sex other than go slow, foreplay and use more lube cause it hurts for both me and my bf when either of us bottom. Also hi gay punch I have a bf now.

[QUOTE=DigitalySane;46256896]Does anyone have advice for anal sex other than go slow, foreplay and use more lube cause it hurts for both me and my bf when either of us bottom. Also hi gay punch I have a bf now.[/QUOTE] Try fingers!

[QUOTE=Mysterious;46251741]I hate looking at myself in the mirror. I hate my look, simple as that. I'm still stuck in my teens when it comes to my perceived look, in that I still think I'm a pretty unattractive/unremarkable looking person, even if someone tells me otherwise. I don't really mind how I look to others, I just wish I didn't look so bad to myself.[/QUOTE] Do not tell yourself that. You are beautiful.

[QUOTE=Roll_Program;46256469]Having the worst case of insomnia I've ever had. About to go on 3rd day awake after about 2-3 hours of sleep, and I've had 2 full cardio-weights-cardio gym sessions to tire me out and I still feel wide awake but extremely tired. Asked doc for sleeping pills but got denied because of med history. Killing time waiting, dreading another upcoming shift of feeling tired and unable to concentrate.[/QUOTE] I personally use melatonin. Its puts me out like nothing. Its over the counter in the states. You feel extremely tired in the morning since the effect hasn't quite worn off yet though. I really only use it for when I'm going crazy trying to sleep though. That way, I don't pull the stint of a crazy emotional slump and drive to a nearby city 60 miles away just to go to Walmart at 3 AM because I wanted a Slim Jim.

Holy fuck my Bfs snoring help me please I can't sleep for shit now.

[QUOTE=DigitalySane;46257034]Holy fuck my Bfs snoring help me please I can't sleep for shit now.[/QUOTE] Well I would just be glad you have a boyfriend to sleep next to at night. It's extremely hard to find people where I live.

[QUOTE=Slade Xanthas;46257082]Earplugs! I used them at AC when my roommates were snoring rather loud, and also offered a pair to my friend and other roommate at the time. Absolute godsend.[/QUOTE] IEM earphones also work if they snore to the volume my father does where earplugs don't cut it. Play some music you like and you won't hear shit. :v:

[QUOTE=DigitalySane;46257034]Holy fuck my Bfs snoring help me please I can't sleep for shit now.[/QUOTE] I grew up in a very snore-y household, usually I find if you nudge them a bit it wakes them up enough to stop snoring (without waking them up all the way). You'll also get used to it over time, I don't even notice when my bf is snoring anymore.