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[QUOTE=Appellation;39380652]Seen something like this before, if it's at all similar she is either sociopathic or borderline. She plays up her isssues as a tool, and has been since she was 13. Expect her to demand violent sex, and to make you feel guilty/blackmail you with the bruises from it. Does she cut? Were all of her old boyfriends irredeemable assholes or somehow pathetic? Does she show you the screenshots from other guys to make it clear to you that if she doesn't get her way she'll get revenge however she can? Does she cut and use threats of hurting herself to reprimand you? Does she insult you and then immediately take her back. I learned the hard way from giving in, having sex with her will only give her more power over you and opportunities for revenge once the relationship goes sour. Don't act like you hate her if it does, just aboid talking to her in person at all costs. Sorry, this probably doesn't apply to you, I just reexperience a lot of that shit mentally (dont know if that makes ssense if I think about her/when she tries to get back together with me, even after ruining my life and being the reason my group of friends split up and so many of them dropped out. Is a good day with her when she doesnt find some way go threaten/hurt you? oDo you find yourself feeling enormously thankful to her when such a rare day occurs? Sorry, this post is far more about me than you....I need to friggin get over it already.[/QUOTE] Its not quite to that extreme at all and no she doesn't self harm at all, there aren't any threats or insults either. Just the constant unstableness she shows.

[QUOTE=Stormcharger;39379933][media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmqpQb6x74M[/media][/QUOTE] I fucking love you storm.

[QUOTE=orcywoo6;39378179][IMG]http://25.media.tumblr.com/737e107f41c701e32b69c876355c638f/tumblr_mgzyment1F1rq5liro1_250.gif[/IMG][IMG]http://24.media.tumblr.com/b347eaf0ad49be14d49d6e732b777465/tumblr_mgzyment1F1rq5liro2_250.gif[/IMG][IMG]http://24.media.tumblr.com/cea48cb1b4403673427bfcdb83e0f12f/tumblr_mgzyment1F1rq5liro3_400.gif[/IMG] [/QUOTE] i know this feeling.

[QUOTE=TamTamJam;39386336]i know this feeling.[/QUOTE] everyone does? [editline]28th January 2013[/editline] [sp]and considering what happened to him it just makes it all the more sad of a GIF[/sp]

I sometimes tell myself that if I had a gun I'd only need one bullet to end my pain and promise myself that I would never hurt another when I end mine. I just want to take my pained, injured body out to the railroad tracks and have a seat until my ride comes through. I'm just sick of living in physical pain and with the failures my life comes with.

Ah man remind me few years back when I used to sneak out and lie on the railroad tracks with my headphones on just waiting for the train, well I was out of luck many nights.. Anyway fuck the alcohol sobriety I'm drinking again. Feel like smoking cigarettes too. I've been down here at rock bottom quite few times and life feels like climbing a ladder just to get kicked back down again. When I'm about to get my shit together more shit comes up and fucks everything up again. I keep telling myself that if I had a gun and 1 bullet I would end myself and I honestly think I would. Somehow my doctor thinks that I don't need therapy but just pills.. well the fucking pills don't work and I feel even shittier. Think the worst part is struggling between life and death just for the sake of your loved ones. That's the real pain when you can't stop thinking about how your family would feel if you killed yourself. This goes for endless hours,weeks,months hell its been going in my head for years. What would my dad say at my grave, how would my mom feel. Its fucking nightmare day after day and you can't just snap out of it. I never fucking wanted it to go this way. I seriously regret that I was born in the first place, couldn't my parents just be happy with 2 kids already. For fucks sake why do I exist at all.. [video=youtube;I14FYrqoK9E]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I14FYrqoK9E[/video]

I would argue to your doctor that you at the very least require therapy for the damages caused by the years you've lived in depression. There's no reason they should be denying you therapy and if you argue for it, you should get it. I know it can be hard when depressed but having someone to talk to with near impunity can make a massive difference in my experience. I'm just unfortunate in that I've used up my psychological sessions at the City College and am now only eligible for 4 sessions per semester (on my last semester)

all i gotta say is, my asshole is literally folded inside out

[QUOTE=pancaker94;39503665]all i gotta say is, my asshole is literally folded inside out[/QUOTE] Wait... What?

don't abuse anything, take what you need listen to this fuckin song yo [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NA1kYg-FEOk[/url] [editline]8th February 2013[/editline] and while you're at it listen to this fuckin song [url]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y5L91b9AaMk[/url] zero fucks given