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[QUOTE=SilverHammer;35054330]You should probably not give her money anymore lol[/QUOTE] Yea seriously, family or not, she's a still a person, and you gotta treat her like you would anyone else after some point

I've been trying to find a job for over three months i volunteered just so i could get some work experience i've given up now, i'm sick of walking around in a shirt and tie trying to get a job when nobody will give me the fucking time of day

[QUOTE=acer8;34954018]Well guys, for the first time in my life im truly scared... my mom had a heart attack 3 weeks ago and recovered fine, went in for cat scan to make sure everything was just fine and they found multiple "nodules" in her lungs they think it may be cancer. I want to try to be as optimistic about this as possible but god damnit don't let it be cancer... I don't know what to think about other than that right now. We have no insurance or money and im not sure if they will treat her if it is cancer without getting their fat fucking check...[/QUOTE] [b]IT'S NOT CANCER!!![/b]

I hope for the rest of the DD bros that you manage to drag yourselves out of your own personal pits of depression It's a good feeling to be out of it. As uninformed and biased this statement is, I suggest you avoid opiates or other habit forming drugs in order to accomplish this. I drank compulsively for a long ass time when I was idle last year but it's not really the same thing [editline]9th March 2012[/editline] to be honest I didn't realize I had a problem up until uni started and I dropped it then and there because common sense dictated it wouldn't be study productive I got a feeling it'll come again one day.

girls come and go, life doesn't chin up bro coz no matter what life's always an experience and going before your time just means you miss out on what can be a happy future

Think for a second. Why? You must feel that this is really big and important right now, but let's imagine you're 70 years old now and you look back, this must seem really insignificant compared to the huge perspective on your overall life you have now. Is this what you really want to be remembered for? Taking your own life because of one of lifes many minor hiccups? What if everybody in the world felt like ending their life everytime they went through some bad times? Please think about you're saying and I know I'm a bit late - I hope you're still alive, I'm only trying to help. Live the rest of your life and enjoy it.

This probably isn't the place to post this, but I love you guys. Without you guys I wouldn't have any social interaction and I'd probably go back to living inside of my head. Or worse, playing wow.

[QUOTE=Werem00se;35109950]This probably isn't the place to post this, but I love you guys. Without you guys I wouldn't have any social interaction and I'd probably go back to living inside of my head. Or worse, playing wow.[/QUOTE] Friends are friends no matter where they are :D

Well it happened what I was afraid for so long. I gambled all my money and on top of that have this loan that grows bigger and bigger all the time and I have no way to pay it off. I don't have money for next months food or rent. Wish I had some weed instead of this fucking alcohol.. it puts bad thoughts into my head. And the helpline is not open for next 9 hours.. not sure if I even had courage to call it..

My mom is also ridiculously ignorant, she didnt even know what my pipe was...

I think I need psychological evaluation. I have all these extremely violent thoughts and violence doesn't phase me in the least. I also have no remorse for life and regularly laugh while most others would be sick or crying. Psychological and sociopathic tendency's have also been identified by my local GP along with mild to extreme depression swings. One day I'm good, other days I don't feel like waking up in the morning. I fear that I may become a serial killer one day, my episodes where I picture doing horrible things to people are frequent and its really pissing me off. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks.

[QUOTE=Awegner;35312814]I think I need psychological evaluation. I have all these extremely violent thoughts and violence doesn't phase me in the least. I also have no remorse for life and regularly laugh while most others would be sick or crying. Psychological and sociopathic tendency's have also been identified by my local GP along with mild to extreme depression swings. One day I'm good, other days I don't feel like waking up in the morning. I fear that I may become a serial killer one day, my episodes where I picture doing horrible things to people are frequent and its really pissing me off. I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thanks.[/QUOTE] Well it might not be as easy as saying it on here, but go talk to a therapist, you don't want to hurt anyone, and if you do, you won't like the repercussions.

see, its moments like this where i would like to label a possible problem or disorder but i dont want to put anything into anyone's heads because they would just dwell on it and think they have something when they dont. So im just going to say that go to a therapist (i always suggest one that uses cognitive therapy) and mention the lack of empathy and enjoyment from others suffering that you have, thats the important bit.

Don't do it, you'll regret it. A couple of days ago I tryed to kill myself to with an overdose of Prozac, painkillers and alcohol. I saved myself on my last breath by putting my finger in my throat to puke it all out. Listen man, shit sucks, alright? I found out days ago that my girlfriend is cheating on me. The girl I've been with for two years, who I had a bright future planned with. Now it's all over. I still love her very, very much, believe me. But I'm not taking her back, she can cry as much as she wants, she was wrong. Just don't do it. You may think your life is over, but you stil got a bright future before you, my friend..

I'm kinda mad right now because my luck has been shit and most of it is "my fault" yet it feels like I was trying. In the past 24 hours, I nearly got hit by a drunk driver going through a stop sign, I discovered one of my toes has an in-grown toenail, the muscle in the bottom of that same foot keeps pulling and acting up, I lost an 1/8th at a party, I've been feeling terribly sick lately, and I went to a movie last night and somehow spilled half the bag of popcorn on the first bite. It wouldn't be a big deal but it all just adds up sometimes and I just get mad because all of this shit just keeps happening and nothing good seems to happen to me. I love the fact I have a car, and a nice place to live, and expendable income to buy things like gas and weed, but at the same time, it's hard to ignore the fact that my short-term luck is shit. In short, in the long-term I am a pretty lucky kid but on a day-to-day basis, I am pretty unlucky and it piles up and makes me feel like shit, and everyone just tells me stories about people who have it worse, which just makes me feel even shittier, like finding out a guy I know's mom was diagnosed with cancer. :(

In-grown toenails are not much of a problem don't worry, mine always went away and if not there's plenty of ways to get rid of one at home. Be happy you didn't get hit. :v:

Got the courage to talk my parents about my gambling addiction and debts. My father is awesome. He promised to help me with the money. I pay him when I can and work with him. Now I just need to find a way to be sure I don't gamble anymore..

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I've been lurking on these forums for 6 years :(

[QUOTE=TomGun;35321089]I've been lurking on these forums for 6 years :([/QUOTE] welcome, out of curiosity why did you lurk? ive always wondered why since when i found this place i started posting right away

[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;35323876]when i found this place i started posting right away[/QUOTE] That was my mistake.

[QUOTE=Werem00se;35323943]That was my mistake.[/QUOTE] lol how?

You don't know what constitutes a good post and a bad post, or the general unwritten rules. My first thread was a contraption of 3 concrete pylons made into a swing.

well thats how you learn. I remember asking why people bumped the addicts lounge and i got a classic Cypher reply of the willy wonka meme. lol

Truth is facepunch has grown larger and it's hard to post when I want to keep track of them. Also I'd always probably get owned everytime if I got into a disagreement. Things like that, I just like to come on and look when I'm bored.

[QUOTE=Lukeo;35324120]You don't know what constitutes a good post and a bad post, or the general unwritten rules. My first thread was a contraption of 3 concrete pylons made into a swing.[/QUOTE] This.

[QUOTE=TomGun;35321089]I've been lurking on these forums for 6 years :([/QUOTE] Totally understandable. I always start off lurking on forums before I start posting. Hell, I still lurk on DD.

I feel like ive lost my mind and i want to kill my self. what do?

[QUOTE=steven688;35325380]I feel like ive lost my mind and i want to kill my self. what do?[/QUOTE] Don't. Take DXM and work it work bro

[QUOTE=Werem00se;35325409]Don't. Take DXM and work it work bro[/QUOTE] im scared of robotripping again. last time left me with a feeling like i was going to die soon, like an ego death trip or something.