This day couldn't have gone worse, to finish it all I have no weed...
Gotta be up tomorrow morning at 7.30. Going to Blackpool with my grandad and his friends for an all day drinking bender (until 1AM), against my psychiatrist's wishes (he think's it'll just make me worse) but my mum forced me to go.
Hey. That sounds like a good time, go have fun man.
[QUOTE=Werem00se;35825989]Hey. That sounds like a good time, go have fun man.[/QUOTE]
I really don't want to go though, I'm a nervous wreck, and I'm going to be with loads of people I don't know, getting drunk in a city I know next-to-nothing about. It's gonna be bad for me but I can't back out of it
I'll try have fun though, thanks. I'm just pretty scared of going outside with people for the first time in two weeks
[QUOTE=Cypher_09;35826021]I really don't want to go though, I'm a nervous wreck, and I'm going to be with loads of people I don't know, getting drunk in a city I know next-to-nothing about. It's gonna be bad for me but I can't back out of it
I'll try have fun though, thanks. I'm just pretty scared of going outside with people for the first time in two weeks[/QUOTE]
Ooooh now see, from where I was sitting it sounded like a good idea.
Shit bro , I honestly have no clue what to tell you. I know how you feel though, sort of. I used to have realllllly bad anxiety about being around other people. So I know know how it feels to not want to leave. Maybe just get drunk, get a 'fuck it' attitude and try to have fun? That sounds difficult nevermind, I'm just going to leave it at sorry. Sorry.
Snorted some adderall, and chased it with some pizza. Time to smoke a few bowls and play deus ex:hr. Then getting drunk as fuck later tonight, should be an ok day
Bump, I'm REAALLLY baked.
[QUOTE=Werem00se;35826137]Ooooh now see, from where I was sitting it sounded like a good idea.
Shit bro , I honestly have no clue what to tell you. I know how you feel though, sort of. I used to have realllllly bad anxiety about being around other people. So I know know how it feels to not want to leave. Maybe just get drunk, get a 'fuck it' attitude and try to have fun? That sounds difficult nevermind, I'm just going to leave it at sorry. Sorry.[/QUOTE]
Don't worry, I appreciate any words. Thanks man.
My parent's and I aren't arguing anymore so now I have some weed for the night, so I can worry about this tomorrow morning.
Got really stoned and went to see the midnight showing of the Avengers last night.
We all made paper masks of the superheroes and marched in and sat in the front row.
I was Hulk.
Awesome night.
ah fuck .. i either have to go out, get kicked out of my house and find a place to crash for the night or stay inside all day..
fuck shit fucking shit bitch cunt fuck im pissed
God I love my tolerance, barely need any to get me gone forever.
also bump
fuck my life, honestly. i had an awesome friday planned and i cant do fucking shit. Fuck my dad.
70 mg's of Vivamp down the hatch, first time doing an upper this is gonna be funnn
I had awesome month planned. Buying shrooms and weed for summer, D3 lanparty, buying tickets to festival with like 10 my favourite artists,upgrading my computer. Its funny how fast you can destroy all your plans in just few minutes. Story short: found casino again gambling all my money away and going -500€ with those fast loans you can get without almost any requirements but they get large really fast. Blah. So there I was thinking once again should I dive head or legs first into concrete from my balcony but I got over it like I always do and just ignored my feelings locking them up somewhere deep in my mind. I don't really care about anything anymore. I feel pretty good even though I'm still thinking my life is totally fucked up and I won't ever have job, new friends or any of that shit ever. I have like 2 good friends which I see maybe twice a month and then I have these few assholes who I hangout with when I can't stand being alone. I'm just so tired to fight my depression anymore and thought I just let things go with their own weight and if they drag me down with them I guess that's it.
I took shrooms last night, an 8r, and it was the most intensely mind boggling experience ever. I felt unconditional love and jimmy hendrix's passion reverberating through the universe and time.
Today is dry as fuck cant get shit
bump fucking again
Properly psyked atm
Going to the Download festival in a few weeks. One of my mates has announced tonight that she's got a good chance at getting a guest lanyard for backstage, and that I could borrow it to go see tenacious d after they've played. So hopefully this time in 4 weeks I'll be back stage with JB n KJ getting my smoke on.
Fucking Awesome
Bump, made a little shitty home made bong, never knew how handy a one hitter is for a bong bowl XD
Hey DD, drunk :)
What are your guys experiences with mixing LSD and Marijuana?
[QUOTE=Nsybouts;35829213]What are your guys experiences with mixing LSD and Marijuana?[/QUOTE]
When I tried it, it made me feel really fucking crazy. Awesome crazy, I was outside smoking a cig and it was at least 20 degrees out but it felt like I was wrapped up in a magic blanket. I went inside before I thought I would freeze to death though.
I feel like it picks up the body high really well, and when I would take my hit my visuals went all crazy colorful and vibrant.
hey guys
ohai der, bump.
MCA died
:(
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that news completely crushed me
woop woop. pancakes for breakfast, bongs for lunch. awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeah
[QUOTE=confinedUser;35786309]mushrooms if you want psychedelics and acid if you want a hallucinogen[/QUOTE]
I think my brain broke a little. Psychedelics are a type of hallucinogen.
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[QUOTE=Nsybouts;35829213]What are your guys experiences with mixing LSD and Marijuana?[/QUOTE]
Weed mixes with everything.
Just imagine being high on LSD, then being high on weed on top of that. There isn't much to it.
The psychedelic/dissociative effects of the marijuana compound onto the psychedelic effects of LSD, making it seem more intense, and you generally feel more laid back, relaxed and calm (unless you get anxiety from weed).
smoked 6 bowls out of my friends elephant piece, I threw down 2, the rest were matched. smoked a comedown spliff a few minutes ago for that upper, that shit was fucking awesome.
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