Drinking beer and watching Reba. I don't even like Reba, but beer makes it easier to tolerate.
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Whoa. Reba is an anagram of bear which is one letter off from beer. Holy shit.
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Bump. Watching the Godfather II.
gonna drop acid today before my plane flight
gonna be a good plane trip (it's only like a 3 hour trip so should be pretty swell once we arrive in a new land)
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i'll write a trip report if you guys want, should be a once in a lifetime experience
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37114835]gonna drop acid today before my plane flight
gonna be a good plane trip (it's only like a 3 hour trip so should be pretty swell once we arrive in a new land)
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i'll write a trip report if you guys want, should be a once in a lifetime experience[/QUOTE]
I'm nito the only wone who thsindks this is somewhat a abd idea, am I?
i've put a decent amount of thought into that myself, the fact is
1. I have acid
2. My room will be searched while i'm away
3. I don't have anyone that will safely hold onto it for me
i'd rather not risk trying to sneak it past security, also, from my own experience it takes a good hour and a half before I start feeling anything from psychs, so i'll be well in the air by the time it kicks in, even then, it takes a good extra few hours before the peaks become maximal, so I think I should be hitting my strongest peaks come landing and IMO that will be awesome.
Also, my experience with acid is mostly limited to my bedroom, but i've been around people who weren't tripping while I was and i'm perfectly comfortable with it.
By all means, it's still a bad idea, but i'm confident enough in my self to do it and I believe it will be a great (even if it might get scary) experience
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37114963]i've put a decent amount of thought into that myself, the fact is
1. I have acid
2. My room will be searched while i'm away
3. I don't have anyone that will safely hold onto it for me
i'd rather not risk trying to sneak it past security, also, from my own experience it takes a good hour and a half before I start feeling anything from psychs, so i'll be well in the air by the time it kicks in, even then, it takes a good extra few hours before the peaks become maximal, so I think I should be hitting my strongest peaks come landing and IMO that will be awesome.
Also, my experience with acid is mostly limited to my bedroom, but i've been around people who weren't tripping while I was and i'm perfectly comfortable with it.
By all means, it's still a bad idea, but i'm confident enough in my self to do it and I believe it will be a great (even if it might get scary) experience[/QUOTE]
just as long as yore carelful and in a god state of imnd, yu oughta be okelydokely.
It's good to know you care though! I'm just pretty determined to do it, from my own experience my best trips are the ones that I openly embrace, and right now i'm incredibly psyched to do this, and not for a "cuz I want to get fucked up" kind of reason
I will post reports after the flight, but might have to wait til tomorrow alltogether
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115006]It's good to know you care though! I'm just pretty determined to do it, from my own experience my best trips are the ones that I openly embrace, and right now i'm incredibly psyched to do this, and not for a "cuz I want to get fucked up" kind of reason
I will post reports after the flight, but might have to wait til tomorrow alltogether[/QUOTE]
well i am a litelre drunk 9k mayeb alot durnk0, but i am genuienly converned abut you. i wuld be abot anyone atempting something liekt that thoguh. sgtil, jut eb careful, dont freak out, and have a good motehrfuckin tiem dude.
im actual y wuite jealous. iw ant acid so badly, buit i dnot know where to get any around here. i was cosndeiring askign my cousin if he could beuy me sioem (id give him teh moneys of courese) but he's not overly fond of me so i assumed he woudlnt. ahwel.
Bump
[QUOTE=smithy69;37115062]well i am a litelre drunk 9k mayeb alot durnk0, but i am genuienly converned abut you. i wuld be abot anyone atempting something liekt that thoguh. sgtil, jut eb careful, dont freak out, and have a good motehrfuckin tiem dude.
im actual y wuite jealous. iw ant acid so badly, buit i dnot know where to get any around here. i was cosndeiring askign my cousin if he could beuy me sioem (id give him teh moneys of courese) but he's not overly fond of me so i assumed he woudlnt. ahwel.[/QUOTE]
For some reason whenever I read drunk messages, I can't help but envision a man with busted up, twisted, jerky fingers slamming them down on the keyboard in an attempt to type.
[QUOTE=OutOfPop;37115428]For some reason whenever I read drunk messages, I can't help but envision a man with busted up, twisted, jerky fingers slamming them down on the keyboard in an attempt to type.[/QUOTE]
wel im jstu a depresded nerd tierying to get his midn of the love of his life who lef thim for no good relason whatsonever. we stil talk and shit, but its jtus not the same. il ove her so meuch, and i want her abck omoer thatn anythign else, and id do anything to get her bck. literly. liek, id fuck a dogo if thats waht it took. i love her so much.
I always read it in a slurred as fuck voice while imagining something similar, but rather a completely smashed guy just hammering his keyboard in hopes he hits the right key
from my experience with drinking, "writing" drunk is a bit superficial, it happens because your motor control is inhibited or whatever but if you really want too you can still write completely fine (just not as quick)
but if you try to write as quick as usual you'll end up just slammin keys, thing is, half of the time I just did that for fun
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[QUOTE=smithy69;37115450]wel im jstu a depresded nerd tierying to get his midn of the love of his life who lef thim for no good relason whatsonever. we stil talk and shit, but its jtus not the same. il ove her so meuch, and i want her abck omoer thatn anythign else, and id do anything to get her bck. literly. liek, id fuck a dogo if thats waht it took. i love her so much.[/QUOTE]
ah man sucks to hear that, I got cheated on by the girl I love, got back with her but still feel pretty shitty about it (especially if there's anything sexual involved)
at least I know she won't do it again
all you guys posting about acid makes me want some [I]so bad[/I]
my town is dry, the only psychedelics you can consistently get are shrooms and my brain doesn't react well to shrooms at all
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115454]I always read it in a slurred as fuck voice while imagining something similar, but rather a completely smashed guy just hammering his keyboard in hopes he hits the right key
from my experience with drinking, "writing" drunk is a bit superficial, it happens because your motor control is inhibited or whatever but if you really want too you can still write completely fine (just not as quick)
but if you try to write as quick as usual you'll end up just slammin keys, thing is, half of the time I just did that for fun
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ah man sucks to hear that, I got cheated on by the girl I love, got back with her but still feel pretty shitty about it (especially if there's anything sexual involved)
at least I know she won't do it again[/QUOTE]
sehd didnt cheat on me, but she 'deavelpoed feleigns" for some other guy, though seh says sthe still has felings for me as well and shes just confused abotu evrythign and ido nt understand it alw that wel because i dont erally undersetand people in general, espcailly women. i mise her so much. ive loved her sicne i fist spoek to her, which was wel over a year ago, and i alwasy waill liove her, no matter waht. shes the most amazng girl i evber met, even if eshe doesnt let me do drugs and shti. id dont nbedd drugs if im with her natyway. she awlasu made me happier tahn drugs ever oculsd, and dugs make me prety damn happy.
I'm just finding out that the secret to happiness is chocolate mint chip icecream.
[QUOTE=smithy69;37115511]sehd didnt cheat on me, but she 'deavelpoed feleigns" for some other guy, though seh says sthe still has felings for me as well and shes just confused abotu evrythign and ido nt understand it alw that wel because i dont erally undersetand people in general, espcailly women. i mise her so much. ive loved her sicne i fist spoek to her, which was wel over a year ago, and i alwasy waill liove her, no matter waht. shes the most amazng girl i evber met, even if eshe doesnt let me do drugs and shti. id dont nbedd drugs if im with her natyway. she awlasu made me happier tahn drugs ever oculsd, and dugs make me prety damn happy.[/QUOTE]
see women are easily influenced, more likely than not the other guy's tuning her behind your back, he may not realize it but cmon, all guys when talking to girls have that "yeah i'd like to get closer to this chick" kind of mentality, this is pretty common tbh and can lead to some terrible shit in the long run, if I were in your situation I'd tell her that if she had any respect for me(you) at all, she should stop talking to that guy before she does anything stupid (like cheating, therefor making her a terrible person) or just break up with me if she wants to chase him. Usually something like that makes people realize what's on the line, even if you don't mean it 100%, and they snap back to their senses.
Worked for me... after I got cheated on :(
EMERGENCY EDIT: DO NOT do what I said above unless you're willing to risk the relationship, seriously, I just realized there's always the potential that they've gotten to a point where she would pick him over you should you drop an ultimatum, ultimatums are usually the last resort, try to convince her that physical/sexual attraction is not worth throwing love away over in the meantime, then follow up with SOMETHING like that (not specifically that) as a closer. I've gotten pretty good at dealing with people since acid, it really is just like a game in the end (and to me, that isn't a particularly good thing, but it's useful)
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115597]see women are easily influenced, more likely than not the other guy's tuning her behind your back, he may not realize it but cmon, all guys when talking to girls have that "yeah i'd like to get closer to this chick" kind of mentality, this is pretty common tbh and can lead to some terrible shit in the long run, if I were in your situation I'd tell her that if she had any respect for me(you) at all, she should stop talking to that guy before she does anything stupid (like cheating, therefor making her a terrible person) or just break up with me if she wants to chase him. Usually something like that makes people realize what's on the line, even if you don't mean it 100%, and they snap back to their senses.
Worked for me... after I got cheated on :([/QUOTE]
teh worsrt of it is, he spread some rumoter about her recently which had her really depressed for at least a wek and she knoews he was the one behind it, yet for soem reaosn she still has these feeligns for him, thoguh even seh admitst that eshe cant undertastand why.
[QUOTE=smithy69;37115638]teh worsrt of it is, he spread some rumoter about her recently which had her really depressed for at least a wek and she knoews he was the one behind it, yet for soem reaosn she still has these feeligns for him, thoguh even seh admitst that eshe cant undertastand why.[/QUOTE]
She has feelings for him because he's probably attractive, and she knows she can't have him while with you, but is probably pretty close to him anyway. I don't like being controlling as a partner, but trust me man, you need to put a tighter leash on her if you want things to end up alright in the end (especially with a girl like that)
Argue her out of falling for him further using the info you already know, might not even have to drop an ultimatum, then keep her from doing things like going out getting drunk without you, or involving herself in situations where she's likely to get too close to other males. There's nothing wrong with being a little controlling, if anything it's actually good because, as you can already see she's confused and doesn't know what to do. The only thing is yo have to carry around the fact that you are having control over her/the situation around with you, and sometimes that can feel pretty cunty and make you just want to leave..
Thing is, it's honestly a matter of respect, if she listens and follows the few simple things you ask of her, she's worth staying with because she's willing to change for you (so long as you're also equally willing to change for her), if she doesn't and ends up going off with him, or something, then fuck her, not worth it.
good luck inzalonus. May your flight in the clouds land softly. also, if you see a dog flying on a newspaper, please tell him to come back.
oh also, if you want to take a guilt trip approach towards the situation, it's okay once in a while, but don't get power hungry and guilt trip her into doing absolutely everything your way, I used to be that way, and deeply regret it.
in other words I don't condone it, but it's just another method of achieving what you want, one which I try to stay away from completely now but in some cases it is kind of necessary tbh
human interaction may be complex, but it's really easily quantifiable and using that to your advantage doesn't necessarily make you a terrible person, as long as you're not just doing it to benefit yourself, the girl still loves you, she's just attracted to another guy, by taking advantage in this situation, yes you're saving your own ass but you're also making things better for her by assisting in clearing up confusion, and keeping her from being well, slutty (saves her rep)
just as long as you don't force her into doing anything, it is her choice in the end after all, but you pretty much have the position of power in this situation, you just have to be aware of that otherwise you'll get all depressed about it and then shit will get worse
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115693]She has feelings for him because he's probably attractive, and she knows she can't have him while with you, but is probably pretty close to him anyway. I don't like being controlling as a partner, but trust me man, you need to put a tighter leash on her if you want things to end up alright in the end (especially with a girl like that)
Argue her out of falling for him further using the info you already know, might not even have to drop an ultimatum, then keep her from doing things like going out getting drunk without you, or involving herself in situations where she's likely to get too close to other males. There's nothing wrong with being a little controlling, if anything it's actually good because, as you can already see she's confused and doesn't know what to do. The only thing is yo have to carry around the fact that you are having control over her/the situation around with you, and sometimes that can feel pretty cunty and make you just want to leave..
Thing is, it's honestly a matter of respect, if she listens and follows the few simple things you ask of her, she's worth staying with because she's willing to change for you (so long as you're also equally willing to change for her), if she doesn't and ends up going off with him, or something, then fuck her, not worth it.[/QUOTE]
like i said befoer, im quiwete literally wilign to do wanythign to get her badcjk. anytign. she measn so much to me, and i watne to spend mmy whole ligefewith her. we usesd to talk about our futeure together, adn that alsways made me so happy. tehn she wetn to taht jesus camp and she awas weird agter that. i stil think they brainswashed her or soemsthi. love as storng as ours dsoent just die liek that. obviosuly ther was something big and conspiracy like behihnd that shit. ikwno it.
also if you're unsure of HOW you have the position of power here, she's the one that's told you and, while I can't assume too much, the fact that she hasn't cheated yet but has told you she's attracted to another guy means she feels guilty about it and is seeking guidance in some form, give her that guidance, be the boyfriend
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115792]also if you're unsure of HOW you have the position of power here, she's the one that's told you and, while I can't assume too much, the fact that she hasn't cheated yet but has told you she's attracted to another guy means she feels guilty about it and is seeking guidance in some form, give her that guidance, be the boyfriend[/QUOTE]
ive tired and am tiryign. shes still yohjgn (im 15 and shes 13) so thae fact tat shes confsed abotu all tyshi isnt overly surpirsieign. all i can say for certain is taht i want her back, even if sehs fucking crazy when i tcoemes to drugs and shitl. no girl has ever made me happier than her, and i yardly thingk any firl eve could. i may be youjng, but i know that my felings for her are more thatn jsut mere infatuartion or whatever elaesd kisds generaly experinvece. i KNOW i loce her, abd I will make her mine once mroe, no matter what.
yeah fuck that jesus camp shit man, my girl cheated on me because she was reading some philosophical psychological book that talked a lot about love, being in love and love lost etc etc. she felt trapped and a bunch of other shit, I imagine they do the same kind of stuff at jesus camp where they tell them they shouldn't be worried about romantic relationships, rather they should invest their love in jesus, but I could be wrong..
Relevant also, I only recently realized i'd be glad to spend the rest of my life with the girl i'm with, despite that she cheated on me, thing is it was a result of a shared shroom trip
hit a telepathic moment where we both just realized it, I can't even begin to describe it, just the most beautiful moment i've ever experienced, as i'm thinking all this shit in my head while looking at her she just says to me "lets get married", this was after like 5 minutes of just looking at eachother in tears (not even of sadness, can't explain)
No matter how bad things get, we're both completely committed to eachother now, it's actually really amazing to see because things got pretty bad for me and I really wanted to leave her a while after that experience, because found out some other stuff and got into a really really bad mindset (it was old stuff, nothing new, but still)
she followed me after I walked out, she came around to my house in the morning when I was feeling the shittest, I know she wont cheat on me again after all this, and that's enough for me to get out of that state of mind and help me out, i'm glad to have her and really man, I really hope things work out for you, don't give up now, if you guys pull it off you'll come out a lot stronger
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I was just about to make a comment about the age factor... but me and this girl started going out when we were both 14 (both 17 now, things are still subject to change I suppose but whatever)
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anyway i'm gonna get going now man, I hope shit works out for you, I really do. If I was religious i'd say you have my prayers or some shit, but i'm not, so instead i'll leave you with my best wishes. Just don't do anything stupid or overly controlling, encourage the right decision but don't force it, if it doesn't work out then it wasn't "meant" to be, even though i'm not religious I do believe some people are just well, made for eachother, not in some ridiculous destiny theory kind of way, but rather grew up in a way that they become essentially inseparable (even if they break up, get back together etc) but at the same time, I don't think there's only 1 person out there that will fit as the other piece of that puzzle, so even if you do lose that piece, you can eventually find a replacement, just takes time
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37115884]yeah fuck that jesus camp shit man, my girl cheated on me because she was reading some philosophical psychological book that talked a lot about love, being in love and love lost etc etc. she felt trapped and a bunch of other shit, I imagine they do the same kind of stuff at jesus camp where they tell them they shouldn't be worried about romantic relationships, rather they should invest their love in jesus, but I could be wrong..
Relevant also, I only recently realized i'd be glad to spend the rest of my life with the girl i'm with, despite that she cheated on me, thing is it was a result of a shared shroom trip
hit a telepathic moment where we both just realized it, I can't even begin to describe it, just the most beautiful moment i've ever experienced, as i'm thinking all this shit in my head while looking at her she just says to me "lets get married", this was after like 5 minutes of just looking at eachother in tears (not even of sadness, can't explain)
No matter how bad things get, we're both completely committed to eachother now, it's actually really amazing to see because things got pretty bad for me and I really wanted to leave her a while after that experience, because found out some other stuff and got into a really really bad mindset (it was old stuff, nothing new, but still)
she followed me after I walked out, she came around to my house in the morning when I was feeling the shittest, I know she wont cheat on me again after all this, and that's enough for me to get out of that state of mind and help me out, i'm glad to have her and really man, I really hope things work out for you, don't give up now, if you guys pull it off you'll come out a lot stronger
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I was just about to make a comment about the age factor... but me and this girl started going out when we were both 14 (both 17 now, things are still subject to change I suppose but whatever)[/QUOTE]
the gilr i love was my best friend for a year. inm fact, i thought i was friendszoned for the longest litem. when i realized otherwieese i was happier thatn ever. as i beleive i mentioned befeore, i have loved her sicne the first time i spoke to her, which was wel over a year ago. she always told nem wed be together foever, and i beligeved her. i honesly want to mary her, but of course we;'re far to youjng for tha. i feel as thoguh the love betwen us will return,but im stil fdrepsressed batu the fac tthat its gone ven for this sligth bit of time. pf course, im far too drunk to easily expalian thae whooel stiusalation, but ceritanly you atleast get the gist of it and its nice to knwo taht you care enough to be having this conversation with me depsite the fact that i dont think weve ever conversed even here on facepunch. youre a cool guy, inzalounus. a realy cool guy. at least, i think your a ugy lol.
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im an atheist myself so im rather gald you dindt say anythign abotu prayers, though it wouldnt habe been a big deal if you did anyhow.
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37110034]Why didnt you just put it in the bank?[/QUOTE]
isn't polarbear like 14 or some shit
or am I thinking of some other guy
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[QUOTE=smithy69;37115967]the gilr i love was my best friend for a year. inm fact, i thought i was friendszoned for the longest litem. when i realized otherwieese i was happier thatn ever. as i beleive i mentioned befeore, i have loved her sicne the first time i spoke to her, which was wel over a year ago. she always told nem wed be together foever, and i beligeved her. i honesly want to mary her, but of course we;'re far to youjng for tha. i feel as thoguh the love betwen us will return,but im stil fdrepsressed batu the fac tthat its gone ven for this sligth bit of time. pf course, im far too drunk to easily expalian thae whooel stiusalation, but ceritanly you atleast get the gist of it and its nice to knwo taht you care enough to be having this conversation with me depsite the fact that i dont think weve ever conversed even here on facepunch. youre a cool guy, inzalounus. a realy cool guy. at least, i think your a ugy lol.
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im an atheist myself so im rather gald you dindt say anythign abotu prayers, though it wouldnt habe been a big deal if you did anyhow.[/QUOTE]
yeah I'm a guy, I try not to force my atheist ideals on anyone but incase someone is religious themselves and needs a bit of a pick me up, saying stuff like "i'll be praying for you" really can help in some sits, and I have nothing against that myself, it's always nice to know that someone cares, even if it's in a form that I don't necessarily agree with, and as such I have no problem with saying the same to someone that welcomes that form themselves, No room for bigoted atheism in my mind (or atleast i'd hope)
polar is pretty young iirc. also, i would love a trip report on that plane ride.
okay so me and a friend are buying 180mg of oxycodone in a week or so
i dunno if we should go balls deep and do 90mg each for one night of pure perfection or like, a few nights of 20-30mg each
what're your thoughts dd
I wish I had my gun so I could fire off some shots outside for Werem00se. Hope you see this and get on Live IM homie.
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