change of plans, shrooms instead of acid
should be good and more manageable
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37117865]change of plans, shrooms instead of acid
should be good and more manageable[/QUOTE]
Damn I would be lucky to get past the entrance to the airport if I was on shrooms lmao.
had a breakdown while drunk about seeing that body being pulled out of the river. After talking to family i feel a lot better now, sobering up, no work tomorrow, god i wish i could wipe this memory away.
fuck this i hate seeing my dad brake down infront of me
[QUOTE=Rediscover;37116057]okay so me and a friend are buying 180mg of oxycodone in a week or so
i dunno if we should go balls deep and do 90mg each for one night of pure perfection or like, a few nights of 20-30mg each
what're your thoughts dd[/QUOTE]
go for gold
also think tolerance would be a bitch and end up making every night after the first a little underwhelming in comparison
Last night was great! Smoked weed played mortal combat with a friend and had some fucking huge ass balls munchies. Ate a shit ton of food, now I'm waiting for it to come out again.
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37114963]i've put a decent amount of thought into that myself, the fact is
1. I have acid
2. My room will be searched while i'm away
3. I don't have anyone that will safely hold onto it for me
i'd rather not risk trying to sneak it past security, also, from my own experience it takes a good hour and a half before I start feeling anything from psychs, so i'll be well in the air by the time it kicks in, even then, it takes a good extra few hours before the peaks become maximal, so I think I should be hitting my strongest peaks come landing and IMO that will be awesome.
Also, my experience with acid is mostly limited to my bedroom, but i've been around people who weren't tripping while I was and i'm perfectly comfortable with it.
By all means, it's still a bad idea, but i'm confident enough in my self to do it and I believe it will be a great (even if it might get scary) experience[/QUOTE]
Strongest peak while landing? that means you will be peaking through security as well, fuuuuuuck that
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[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37117865]change of plans, shrooms instead of acid
should be good and more manageable[/QUOTE]
now shrooms? Jesus that would be like the complete opposite of more manageable to me, being trapped in a small seat on a plane while tripping on shrooms fuck that
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And then dealing with flight attendants asking if you are hungry and shit, im pretty sure they let someone know somethings up if you look like you are tripping balls, have you really thought this through?
yeah a find acid alot easier to handle than mushrooms
Oh boy, a hangover. At least it's only a mild one.
Saw Step Up 4 while high, was awesome.
[QUOTE=Arkay;37114567][IMG]http://www.folkingmetal.com/pickors/dog-on-acid.jpg[/IMG]
posted by my dog[/QUOTE]So I'm looking at this image and I'm thinking to myself "What [i]do[/i] dogs do when they're high" and that is when I realized [i]I[/i] was high.
[editline]yes[/editline]
I think I just thought of a new religion
i was told by someone they were done with drugs because they had experienced it all, the extent of their use covered ecstasy presses, weed and alcohol. they explained they had done heroin based E, LSD based E, coke based E,ketamine based E and so on, basically giving them experience with pretty much every drug out there
just tried to lookup a word on google, but I mispelled it; but the incorrect version meant the same word spelled properly in another language
[QUOTE=l l;37119916]just tried to lookup a word on google, but I mispelled it; but the incorrect version meant the same word spelled properly in another language[/QUOTE]
I'm not saying it was aliens, but it was aliens.
it was actually
bourgeoisie
I don't know why I looked it up
Morning bump, big ass plate of hashbrowns and some coffee
I wish I could get her off my mind, even if only just for a minute or two. I love her so much, and I miss her. Being without her is like The Doctor without TARDIS. I'm trying so hard to win her back, but I just don't know what to do. I'm writing a song, which is more or less just to get my emotions out, though I will definitely show it to her and maybe even sing it to her, despite the fact that I'm not that great of a singer.
[QUOTE=smithy69;37120745]I wish I could get her off my mind, even if only just for a minute or two. I love her so much, and I miss her. Being without her is like The Doctor without TARDIS. I'm trying so hard to win her back, but I just don't know what to do. I'm writing a song, which is more or less just to get my emotions out, though I will definitely show it to her and maybe even sing it to her, despite the fact that I'm not that great of a singer.[/QUOTE]
Good luck I guess, you broke up?
[QUOTE=Stormcharger;37119518]Strongest peak while landing? that means you will be peaking through security as well, fuuuuuuck that
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
now shrooms? Jesus that would be like the complete opposite of more manageable to me, being trapped in a small seat on a plane while tripping on shrooms fuck that
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And then dealing with flight attendants asking if you are hungry and shit, im pretty sure they let someone know somethings up if you look like you are tripping balls, have you really thought this through?[/QUOTE]
dude it's an interstate flight, not international
also, it's adelaide that I landed in, security? nope. land and walk out, that's how it's done here.
Also, I find shrooms much more managable than acid personally, flight attendants didn't bother me, over it all it was a great flight
i'm gonna spend some time now writing up a recount of events, but don't expect anything amazing, it was really quite mundane, as well as post something that was bothering me about the state of society in regards to how I fit in (a little thing I wrote up)
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
So basically before the flight I had 7 capsules filled with ground mushrooms, not sure on weight but i'd say it was less than an eighth, got to the airport about 20 minutes after consumption, so standard run of the mill shit, security was easy, still no effects
Right as we're about to board it starts to hit me, this is about 45 minutes or so in, I start feeling the subtle mix of nausea and euphoria, with those flashes of what my friend calls acid belly, but borrowing from that there's also a feeling I get in my mouth/sinuses that I relate heavily to acid, but seems to just be a general trip thing. So yeah, I know i'm in for a bit of rough business, suddenly the thought of flying makes me feel a bit ill, no turning back now..
Board the plane, everythings fine, we sit on the runway for about 20 minutes while they refuel, in this time the shrooms had started to kick in a fair bit more heavily, the purple tones out the window were suddenly strong and comforting while the beige yellow interior became more and more un-nerving with it's subtle rumble. Well, at THIS point is where I start thinking shit, maybe I shouldn't be doing this, start to get a bit worried and realize that, fuck, if I keep worrying i'm gonna have a bad trip, so I just stop worrying (literally, just like that) and everything started to feel a lot better. Still had a bit of nausea, but overall the takeoff was ridiculously enjoyable, the clouds, holy shit, the clouds over the city, the rain in the distance, the world is so fucking awesome at this point that I couldn't give two shits about the nausea or the negative ideas anymore, I know it's going to be a long and loopy flight, but I wanted exactly that, I welcomed it with arms wide open and honestly, had a pretty good time.
So other than subtle shroom effects, there really isn't much else to talk about at this point, I could go on about how I watched the patterns on the wall or the colourful tracers behind the attendants bobbing past, but there's no point, we've all been there when it comes to the visual side of things, which tbh, was pretty underwhelming anyway.
At one point during the flight I almost started to yell at my brother (more like loud friendly talking) about the difference between improvising on guitar and just learning to play songs, he was going on about how he wanted to learn to improvise so I pointed out that improvising isn't something you "learn" in the same way that you learn a song, you don't really learn theory so much as practical theory, as in, you learn by playing around, by improvising... You start off bad and get better, but it's like a language in itself.
Anyway, towards the end of the flight I started to do a bit of introspective thinking (my favorite part of every shroom trip, ever) and, well, long story short wrote this down on my phone
"It's been nearly three hours since I had them at this point and I've made lots of realizations along the way, everything from guitar to life and how performance in music is analogous to your own lifestyle. Firstly, my life is improvised, I do not and can not plan anything, I learn through experience, experience is what makes me. I feel however that while I still have a lot to learn, it is no longer academic in nature, like that of my brother for example, who sees music only as theory and recital and fails to accept that in order to improvise you just do.
Improvisation is two things, partially it is creation, but mostly it is just method based on previous experience. You kind of can learn how to improvise, in theory, only not through theory. Rather improvisation is learnt through improvisation. The two (recital/theory/academic knowledge and improvised knowledge) go hand in hand but are on opposite ends of the same spectrum, Yin and yang like everything else. On one hand you have your smart, intellectual types that are good at math and what not, on the other you have people like me, real people, these people are possibly the deepest you will ever meet as they value experience over theory, these people are able to improvise and create the most amazing works of art based on those experiences. Creativity is not really "creation", It's just complex thought mixing, blending up new thoughts, ideas, like a painter mixes his colours, only we are not limited to that which we can quantify academically, but rather allow our minds to move beyond that, question what is actually happening around us rather than go through in a business minded autopilot, sticking to strict rules and subjecting ourselves to stress, we don't try to quantify it or turn it into a science because our brains understand the cause and effect on the fly with no need for cunning calculations or any other scientific deviation, rather we "feel", and those too caught up in theoretical knowledge will never be able to understand that"
Basically, fuck big businesses and their strict routines, let people be people, not fucking robots. All this security and shit makes sense but honestly, how many of you go through security and see the people working there the same way you see your friends? How are they any different (other than the fact that you don't know them), they're just doing their job, whatever happened to people being polite to eachother? From now on, I will make an effort to be a friendly person wherever I can, every single trip on shrooms I have realized this much, people are designed to be compatible, but we keep fighting that and making it worse for ourselves by teaching kids bullshit like stranger danger, causing a closeted society in which real people have no room to speak or interact, a society in which business is all that matters
[QUOTE=Potato-Pugilist;37116808]What happaned to weremoose?[/QUOTE]
Last I saw he was banned.
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37120803]dude it's an interstate flight, not international
also, it's adelaide that I landed in, security? nope. land and walk out, that's how it's done here.
Also, I find shrooms much more managable than acid personally, flight attendants didn't bother me, over it all it was a great flight
i'm gonna spend some time now writing up a recount of events, but don't expect anything amazing, it was really quite mundane, as well as post something that was bothering me about the state of society in regards to how I fit in (a little thing I wrote up)
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
So basically before the flight I had 7 capsules filled with ground mushrooms, not sure on weight but i'd say it was less than an eighth, got to the airport about 20 minutes after consumption, so standard run of the mill shit, security was easy, still no effects
Right as we're about to board it starts to hit me, this is about 45 minutes or so in, I start feeling the subtle mix of nausea and euphoria, with those flashes of what my friend calls acid belly, but borrowing from that there's also a feeling I get in my mouth/sinuses that I relate heavily to acid, but seems to just be a general trip thing. So yeah, I know i'm in for a bit of rough business, suddenly the thought of flying makes me feel a bit ill, no turning back now..
Board the plane, everythings fine, we sit on the runway for about 20 minutes while they refuel, in this time the shrooms had started to kick in a fair bit more heavily, the purple tones out the window were suddenly strong and comforting while the beige yellow interior became more and more un-nerving with it's subtle rumble. Well, at THIS point is where I start thinking shit, maybe I shouldn't be doing this, start to get a bit worried and realize that, fuck, if I keep worrying i'm gonna have a bad trip, so I just stop worrying (literally, just like that) and everything started to feel a lot better. Still had a bit of nausea, but overall the takeoff was ridiculously enjoyable, the clouds, holy shit, the clouds over the city, the rain in the distance, the world is so fucking awesome at this point that I couldn't give two shits about the nausea or the negative ideas anymore, I know it's going to be a long and loopy flight, but I wanted exactly that, I welcomed it with arms wide open and honestly, had a pretty good time.
So other than subtle shroom effects, there really isn't much else to talk about at this point, I could go on about how I watched the patterns on the wall or the colourful tracers behind the attendants bobbing past, but there's no point, we've all been there when it comes to the visual side of things, which tbh, was pretty underwhelming anyway.
At one point during the flight I almost started to yell at my brother (more like loud friendly talking) about the difference between improvising on guitar and just learning to play songs, he was going on about how he wanted to learn to improvise so I pointed out that improvising isn't something you "learn" in the same way that you learn a song, you don't really learn theory so much as practical theory, as in, you learn by playing around, by improvising... You start off bad and get better, but it's like a language in itself.
Anyway, towards the end of the flight I started to do a bit of introspective thinking (my favorite part of every shroom trip, ever) and, well, long story short wrote this down on my phone
"It's been nearly three hours since I had them at this point and I've made lots of realizations along the way, everything from guitar to life and how performance in music is analogous to your own lifestyle. Firstly, my life is improvised, I do not and can not plan anything, I learn through experience, experience is what makes me. I feel however that while I still have a lot to learn, it is no longer academic in nature, like that of my brother for example, who sees music only as theory and recital and fails to accept that in order to improvise you just do.
Improvisation is two things, partially it is creation, but mostly it is just method based on previous experience. You kind of can learn how to improvise, in theory, only not through theory. Rather improvisation is learnt through improvisation. The two (recital/theory/academic knowledge and improvised knowledge) go hand in hand but are on opposite ends of the same spectrum, Yin and yang like everything else. On one hand you have your smart, intellectual types that are good at math and what not, on the other you have people like me, real people, these people are possibly the deepest you will ever meet as they value experience over theory, these people are able to improvise and create the most amazing works of art based on those experiences. Creativity is not really "creation", It's just complex thought mixing, blending up new thoughts, ideas, like a painter mixes his colours, only we are not limited to that which we can quantify academically, but rather allow our minds to move beyond that, question what is actually happening around us rather than go through in a business minded autopilot, sticking to strict rules and subjecting ourselves to stress, we don't try to quantify it or turn it into a science because our brains understand the cause and effect on the fly with no need for cunning calculations or any other scientific deviation, rather we "feel", and those too caught up in theoretical knowledge will never be able to understand that"
Basically, fuck big businesses and their strict routines, let people be people, not fucking robots. All this security and shit makes sense but honestly, how many of you go through security and see the people working there the same way you see your friends? How are they any different (other than the fact that you don't know them), they're just doing their job, whatever happened to people being polite to eachother? From now on, I will make an effort to be a friendly person wherever I can, every single trip on shrooms I have realized this much, people are designed to be compatible, but we keep fighting that and making it worse for ourselves by teaching kids bullshit like stranger danger, causing a closeted society in which real people have no room to speak or interact, a society in which business is all that matters[/QUOTE]
i've been thinking about this a lot, but i haven't been able to actually put all the thoughts together and say them out loud. you've just done that and it was fantastic to read it.
we should all stop up once in a while and look around us. look at the sunset, the forest or maybe the painting hanging on the wall. we don't really "see" all these things as we go through our day, cause we're too caught up thinking about bullshit all the time.
fuck everything and enjoy your life as much as possible.
the problem is we're not allowed to do that, we're too tied down with superficial stress when really there isn't any need for any, what we need is less robots and more real people doing what they actually love.
Schools are programming us to be robots that cater to society, when it should be schools catering education to us so that we can benefit society in a way that we love. Imagine how much better the world would be
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
edit: rephrased what I said earlier in a much neater way, without as much ranty bullshit
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
also, part of the reason why psychs help me see things in that way is because it takes me away from sober without as much mental impairment as other drugs, rather amplifies the senses and introspective ability which is great. Sober is just an autopilot drug trip that we're used too, introducing other chemicals that aren't a part of that balance makes us see things differently etc. When we die, that drug trip ends, but the "conciousness" doesn't, conciousness will always exist, because when it doesn't, it doesn't matter. With infinite time, matter will, eventually form conscious life again, at which point it will subjectively matter to that life. That's why existence is fucking awesome
[QUOTE=smithy69;37119937]I'm not saying it was aliens, but it was aliens.[/QUOTE]
[T]http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m89h0oVqdg1qajiqn.jpg[/T]
I had to say that outloud when I read your post, laughed my ass off, but thats cause I'm high
bump
[QUOTE=Inzalonus;37121413]the problem is we're not allowed to do that, we're too tied down with superficial stress when really there isn't any need for any, what we need is less robots and more real people doing what they actually love.
Schools are programming us to be robots that cater to society, when it should be schools catering education to us so that we can benefit society in a way that we love. Imagine how much better the world would be
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
edit: rephrased what I said earlier in a much neater way, without as much ranty bullshit
[editline]7th August 2012[/editline]
also, part of the reason why psychs help me see things in that way is because it takes me away from sober without as much mental impairment as other drugs, rather amplifies the senses and introspective ability which is great. Sober is just an autopilot drug trip that we're used too, introducing other chemicals that aren't a part of that balance makes us see things differently etc. When we die, that drug trip ends, but the "conciousness" doesn't, conciousness will always exist, because when it doesn't, it doesn't matter. With infinite time, matter will, eventually form conscious life again, at which point it will subjectively matter to that life. That's why existence is fucking awesome[/QUOTE]
I don't think Ive been tied down with any stress at all since I was like 13 when I realised nothing mattered. Man all this stuff you've been saying I realised before I even did any drugs, I always look around me and appreciate views and stuff, in face today I found the nicest chill spot on some rocks at the beginning of a river, I took some photos because It was so nice Ill upload them tomorrow
To be fair you're a new zealander bro, I really do not think I've ever seen anyone from new zealand stressed out, ever haha.
All stereotyping aside, it's a bit different to realizing shit doesn't matter, it's more like being reminded, but in a way that reinforces a concept of productivity and friendliness within me. I realized ages ago that shit doesn't really matter, that's why I started smoking weed, then stopped giving a fuck about anything, but when I have shrooms I realize that there's no point in not giving a fuck in that way, that's just being lazy, and useless as shit.
Happened a few times now, but I keep reverting to habitual smoking of weed which ends up blunting me out again... Might not do that this time and make the world mine
Ah I see, my way of not giving a fuck is more like, I dont give a fuck, if something goes wrong it can most probably be fixed
problem is when you blunt yourself down into not giving a fuck about anything, gotta stop doing that to myself
but it's hard, weed is just so relaxing and good and shit, sheeeeyt
I get bored of weed If I do it for like a week straight and so I just stop for a while, I just do it once or twice a week now
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God mode drug challenge, take 700mg of DPH in this museum [url]http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mummies_of_Guanajuato[/url]
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[img]http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/0/01/Las_Momias%2C_Guanajuato.jpg/800px-Las_Momias%2C_Guanajuato.jpg[/img]
lets do it bro, i'm down (not really, don't actually want to do dph)
Okay anyway, which should I try next?
mdma or dmt or dxm or mxe?
all of them in whatever order is most convinient to obtain them
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