haha I wasn't trying to be noble if it came off that way, I just think it's silly for anyone to want to take their own life, but like I said, your set to do it, and some kid you just met on the internet isn't going to change your mind, so sure, I have severe anxiety and I use weed to aleviate any nausea symptoms as well as build my confidence.
[QUOTE=Stephen427sf;34637898]I dont even wanne suicide, But i really dont give a crap if i die and all the stuff i do/use? is this mental disorderd.[/QUOTE]
probably, if you're not perfect in the head, then someone will find something to call what you "have"
once i realized I couldnt draw anime for a company in nippon I realized my life was basically useless (im not kidding)
[QUOTE=Stephen427sf;34637898]I dont even wanne suicide, But i really dont give a crap if i die and all the stuff i do/use? is this mental disorderd.[/QUOTE]
I dunno, I just said that because "normal" people don't have suicidal thoughts. You could have something though, I'm the same as you. Don't give a shit about myself.
stop posting in this thread
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34637938]once i realized I couldnt draw anime for a company in nippon I realized my life was basically useless (im not kidding)[/QUOTE]
See now someone who smokes pot should know, it's not (in your case literally) the end of the world if you can't do something, chances are you won't kill yourself and then find something else to do.
[QUOTE=zach1193;34637766]and this isn't about drug use, its about drug abuse, and most everyone in dd is against drug ABUSE[/QUOTE]
technically we are for drug abuse since we are using drugs in their unintended way for our benefits. We are against reckless drug use to the point where you are destroying your life and others. Its ok to get high as a recreational activity but to have a death wish for it is taking it too far. I just wanted to clarify that zach not trying to call you out.
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34637938]once i realized I couldnt draw anime for a company in nippon I realized my life was basically useless (im not kidding)[/QUOTE]
How old are you?
[QUOTE=zach1193;34637967]See now someone who smokes pot should know, it's not (in your case literally) the end of the world if you can't do something, chances are you won't kill yourself and then find something else to do.[/QUOTE]
i dont think you understand what severe autism does to you. I can't even focus on something else, even while heavily medicated, to do anything well besides smoke weed, stay on the internet, or draw furry art/anime
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[QUOTE=Mac2468;34637982]How old are you?[/QUOTE]
im 20
[QUOTE=AbysalRush;34637960]stop posting in this thread[/QUOTE]
Ill post where I want.
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;34637979]technically we are for drug abuse since we are using drugs in their unintended way for our benefits. We are against reckless drug use to the point where you are destroying your life and others. Its ok to get high as a recreational activity but to have a death wish for it is taking it too far. I just wanted to clarify that zach not trying to call you out.[/QUOTE]
Yes, thanks for putting it better, today's been kind of a slow day.... ( waked and baked )
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34637993]i dont think you understand what severe autism does to you. I can't even focus on something else, even while heavily medicated, to do anything well besides smoke weed, stay on the internet, or draw furry art/anime
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im 20[/QUOTE]
Yea, but once you hit rock bottom, you can only go up from there
Worry abiut suicide when you're old, at 20 you're pretty much still a kid.
I would go do something but I'm to depressed to get motivated. I've been laying on the ground for a few weeks and I stopped eating really besides ramen and gatorade, recently started eating again though but still very nonmotivated
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[QUOTE=Mac2468;34638038]Worry abiut suicide when you're old, at 20 you're pretty much still a kid.[/QUOTE]
when is a good age to kill myself????
Got a psychiatrist?
I would certainly hope so.
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34638073]I would go do something but I'm to depressed to get motivated. I've been laying on the ground for a few weeks and I stopped eating really besides ramen and gatorade, recently started eating again though but still very nonmotivated[/QUOTE]
As far as eating goes, then you don't smoke weed, cuz I don't care what's wrong with you, if you smoke some weed, you will eat, or atleast not feel sick to your stomach at the thought of eating, weed helps me to eat when I'm not hungry... when I should be eating haha
[QUOTE=Mac2468;34638003]Ill post where I want.[/QUOTE]
just seems like a troll
[QUOTE=zach1193;34638107]As far as eating goes, then you don't smoke weed, cuz I don't care what's wrong with you, if you smoke some weed, you will eat, or atleast not feel sick to your stomach at the thought of eating, weed helps me to eat when I'm not hungry... when I should be eating haha[/QUOTE]
Yeah, you obviously have no idea what you're talking about, I'm sorry to be so crass, but heroin kinda overrides weed
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[QUOTE=Mac2468;34638104]Got a psychiatrist?
I would certainly hope so.[/QUOTE]
I don't have enough money. Free clinic is miles away and I have no vehicle.
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34638144]
I don't have enough money. Free clinic is miles away and I have no vehicle.[/QUOTE]
Such is life in America.
This is why we need free healthcare.
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[QUOTE=AbysalRush;34638119]just seems like a troll[/QUOTE]
its generating discussion without causing a shitstorm, i dont see any problem in it
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no. but that post made me laugh my ass off.
wait, yeah its kinda funny
lets look at it like this, what are the positive and negative symptoms of your autism? how severe is it?
[QUOTE=Cpn Crunch21;34638282]lets look at it like this, what are the positive and negative symptoms of your autism? how severe is it?[/QUOTE]
Positive: I love anime negative: I want to end my life
this is just getting to be silly
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34638301]Positive: I love anime negative: I want to end my life[/QUOTE]
Describe an entire trip report of how it can be when you smoke weed/do heroin. What does it do to you?
Weed makes me be able to walk around in the morning, heroin numbs me
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34638656]Weed makes me be able to walk around in the morning, heroin numbs me[/QUOTE]
Yea but heroin is loads more expensive and maybe if you spent your money that you use on heroin to pay for help or something, you wouldn't be in the mess you're currently in, and though I don't know what heroin makes you feel like, I do know enough not to do it. because you know what, you're not gonna die from the heroin, you're gonna die from the withdrawls, and that is probably going to be one of the worst ways a person could die
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34638301]Positive: I love anime negative: I want to end my life[/QUOTE]
positive symptoms are things you acquire like for schizophrenia one positive symptom would be hallucinations and delusions. Negative symptoms are those that show a loss in function like movement fluidity in parkinsons.
your lack of general self-respect is worrying
i literally have no other way of explaining this further, of course I don't have self respect
[QUOTE=Animelover420;34639237]i literally have no other way of explaining this further, of course I don't have self respect[/QUOTE]
then you should really seek ways to advocate for yourself
try talking to people too, like counselors
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