Gay Chat XII - "who🅱est're gay" - General

[QUOTE=bitches;53176717]that looks sick i'd get very hurt[/QUOTE] Nah, just keep the weight rearward and you can roll over/through anything. Trust your tires, bank hard, pick your line right and there's no problem.

if gays are good at anything, it's keeping the weight rearward

it's ma birthday today

My boyfriend has been really depressed lately, and just kinda generally fucked up and it's killing me so bad that I can't help him. I've been there, and am still there and the thought of him having to deal with it just fucking breaks me. He wants to take a break from our relationship because he says it stresses him out too much on top of everything else he's dealing with and I know the only way I can help him is by giving him the distance he feels he needs but holy shit is it killing me to agree

I found what I probably look like being a 5'3" Italian boy if I ever bothered to go dancing [video=youtube;EBq7Lvzg3Zo]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBq7Lvzg3Zo[/video]

Had a dream about my ex telling me that he never needed me and that no one will ever need me, which I don't suppose is wrong, but he would never say anything like that. Why does my mind insist on making me feel bad about stupid shit? Is it really that selfish and dumb to be worried about dying alone?

[QUOTE=Mysterious;53190146]Had a dream about my ex telling me that he never needed me and that no one will ever need me, which I don't suppose is wrong, but he would never say anything like that. Why does my mind insist on making me feel bad about stupid shit? Is it really that selfish and dumb to be worried about dying alone?[/QUOTE] You won't die alone <3

[QUOTE=Mysterious;53190146]Had a dream about my ex telling me that he never needed me and that no one will ever need me, which I don't suppose is wrong, but he would never say anything like that. Why does my mind insist on making me feel bad about stupid shit? Is it really that selfish and dumb to be worried about dying alone?[/QUOTE] Dreams are reflections of our thoughts, hopes, and fears. Your dream was just your fear showing itself, not your mind trying to make you feel bad. It isn't wrong to worry about dying alone, I think we all have that fear. We all also have the ability to make that not happen. You've got plenty of time to see that through, so don't worry about the how and just live. Opportunities will come, just try to not let the doubt stop you from seeing them.

Boyfriend after telling me he just needs to be alone and bailing on me constantly: I'm gonna go on a trip with my friends Ok [editline]10th March 2018[/editline] I don't know why but I gave him $55 the other night so he could buy something lol [editline]10th March 2018[/editline] [QUOTE=Shock_Coil;53191074]Dreams are reflections of our thoughts, hopes, and fears. Your dream was just your fear showing itself, not your mind trying to make you feel bad. It isn't wrong to worry about dying alone, I think we all have that fear. We all also have the ability to make that not happen. You've got plenty of time to see that through, so don't worry about the how and just live. Opportunities will come, just try to not let the doubt stop you from seeing them.[/QUOTE] Or you'll just get depressed because your so tells you how much they love you and want to be with you then just bail on you and hang out with other people

Dragging my dumb ass back on this forum for a quick while because being open anywhere else feels like I'd be pissing someone off. Sexuality anxiety is at me, and it's good enough for my short term wellbeing that I can just ignore it for a while so that I can get on without making change and confronting myself. I had one of those nights where I do have some romantic feelings, and even though no real connection was made, I'm just stuck feeling alienated from myself again. Whenever that usually goes down, I listen to Gypsy by Fleetwood Mac, bathe in the romance of my misery, and inevitably repress the memory to avoid acknowledging that there's a bit of a hole in my life. Because I have no idea how to go about addressing that. Like, I know that as I started wanting to act on my romantic feelings 8-9 years ago, they weren't convenient at that point in my life, and I was encouraged to put them away. But now I'm so used to putting them away, and my self-perception is at risk whenever I have to question that, because my confidence comes from this idea that I can be superficially outgoing and confident, while romanticising my withheld vulnerability like a secret that makes me worthwhile. Which is a lot of wank, but if any of you guys know a thing or two about emotional repression, I'd be glad and uncomfortable to read it.

[QUOTE=bitches;53175737][t]https://i.imgur.com/TgjycsN.jpg[/t][t]https://i.imgur.com/lxs3zyJ.jpg[/t] watch in amazement as the power of biking transforms an old man into a cityslickin youth[/QUOTE] I'm just glad to see you doing well after all of the shit I gave you back in the day. I'm still sorry for all of that. (confession: me and a bunch of guys from an old gmod community treated him with a lot of scorn over dumb video game shit, I was a dumb selfish kid and the whole thing we were was totally ridiculous and overblown.)

[QUOTE=Phycosymo;53193317]I'm just glad to see you doing well after all of the shit I gave you back in the day. I'm still sorry for all of that. (confession: me and a bunch of guys from an old gmod community treated him with a lot of scorn over dumb video game shit, I was a dumb selfish kid and the whole thing we were was totally ridiculous and overblown.)[/QUOTE] rest in peace GATM also foszor if the cancer took him

[QUOTE=Adelle Zhu;53188200]I found what I probably look like being a 5'3" Italian boy if I ever bothered to go dancing [video=youtube;EBq7Lvzg3Zo]https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EBq7Lvzg3Zo[/video][/QUOTE] this song is lit [editline]10th March 2018[/editline] don't be ashamed of that boy, he's the coolest motherfucker in that club [editline]10th March 2018[/editline] i've been getting back into these dating apps, since the only social contact i get is with my friends, without a job atm there's not really a whole lot of opportunity to meet somebody something funny i've learned is that i seem to match on tinder with guys EXCLUSIVELY on okcupid it's both genders, but i seem to match pretty heavily with girls vs guys idk if it's something about the userbases on these apps? it just made me laugh

Boyfriend left yesterday, and both of us are now officially MtG nerds! We went to a fantasy game store on friday, just to look around at figurines and such (he's quite into WH40K) and there was a MtG game night happening, so a regular came to talk to us and then introduced us to the shopkeeper, who gave us both free starter decks, including some foil merfolk cards (those were worth more money than the starter decks apparently :v:) We went back on saturday and got some booster packs along with a Merfolk v Goblins duel pack, as well as dice. It was bf's first time playing MtG, and my first time playing with physical Magic cards. We also went to have some Greek food which was nice. Out of all the visits so far, this is among my favorites, even though we mostly just stayed at home. Now to wait for the next visit in 3-4 months or so!

I have been having so many adventures lately, jesus. This past weekend I went out to the usual monthly meet at one of the local gay bars, and met a ton of local friends plus a few I'd only interacted with in chat groups. That was fun enough, but I was also wearing some ridiculously a e s t h e t i c leggings and got (with consent) mad butt touches and they were [I]good[/I]: [t]https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DX5_LXcU8AE2-Tr.jpg[/t] I was staying late and about to leave when Asswolf ([URL="https://twitter.com/TheRealAsswolf"]@TheRealAsswolf[/URL]) showed up - he just moved to the area and I had been talking to him a bit in a local pub crawls group. He's a pretty rad dude, and his gf + current roommate are super cool too. They bought me a jack and coke that was mostly jack (almost couldn't taste the coke lmao) so I tossed that back and stuck around a bit longer. I hid behind his gf when some creepy dude half my size came up to me and said, in a voice that sounded like gravel: "you are so unbelievably fuckin' sexy [I]rughhhhhh[/I]" which was about when I figured it was time to head home but then things got crazier and I ended up sticking around another hour or so. [URL="https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DX89cwSU0AE8d-D.jpg:large"]I ended up trying to do a super drunk slavsquat[/URL]. I'm honestly leaving so much out but the rest gets nsfw as heck (though how it does so would surprise you) Then someone slid into my DMs gracefully (actually had this happen and go well more than i've had it go weird) over the weekend, so I possibly had a date tomorrow but idk I'm not really feeling it and he's not really my type. I feel shallow for saying it, but I have a hard time dating dudes shorter than me and I've tried to make it work but it just... doesn't. Kinda kills the physical spark of attraction, and it can make positioning awkward in the bedroom lol. Plus, I fuckin' love being the little spoon and it's a bit awk when someone isn't as tall as I am. Anywho, hopefully going out again this weekend for St. Patrick's day. Hoping to find local parties and such to go to, so I've been reaching out to more people and trying to actively ask for things to do. Then next weekend, there's a 7pm-7am warehouse party I'm going to, which should be a complete blast. I don't think I'll stay the whole time but I'll probably put on my token ~galaxy sky~ leggings and a tanktop and get my dance on for a few hours, at least! [editline]13th March 2018[/editline] Also bought tickets for BLFC, and got all of that sorted out. Also pre-paid for a VIP pass to a furry yacht party this summer that I'm ridiculously hyped for, but it's not happening until July :(

I got a 30” Appa plushie the other day and I didn’t realize just how gigantic he would be. [t]https://i.imgur.com/NzhLizT.jpg[/t] It’s so fluffy!!!

So its my birthday on friday and I was talking with the fam who I havent come out to yet about places to go for dinner and they were joking about going to a place like hooters, wow its like twice the fucking awkward now. im waiting until I am actually in a relationship with someone to come out but holy shit I want that to happen soon

Just throwing my discord name on here so noone gets mixed up: 11/00000#0134