• Deli lyfe v.10 let's share our life problems edition because apparently we're all miserable
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I didn't go to sleep last night. I know your feels, man. That lukewarm shit is a good way of describing it.
I have a way with words. Especially if it involves cursing. I'm like an eloquent fucking sailor. I'm also apparently breaking shit into separate lines for no apparent reason. What the fuck brain, this shit ain't a haiku. It doesn't even have the right syllable count.
[QUOTE=Zao Medong;44194287]I didn't go to sleep last night. I know your feels, man. That lukewarm shit is a good way of describing it.[/QUOTE] Me too! Slept for 30 minutes actually. While taking a gov test today I got to explore the wonders of caffeine. I usually only have a cup per day but I had like 4 today and damn. I made them all the same way, but they kept tasting progressively better and better. The last cup tasted like liquid sex like I don't even know. Ahhhhh, stimulants. Still got to feel that wonderful "post-tiredness" warmth anyway. Sucks when even putting your head on your desk doesn't help.
I feel you. I started my day with 2 cans of Mountain Dew and I've been running on coffee since. Literally the only reason I am still alive.
Just letting you guys know that you're all cool in my book
It really pisses me off when people who don't know jack-shit about something tries to regulate it out of existence because they're afraid of what they don't understand and are too goddamn lazy to learn anything about it. Case in point: [url]http://www.slate.com/blogs/xx_factor/2014/03/05/e_cigarettes_are_all_the_rage_with_kids_these_days_what_else_to_do_but_panic.html[/url] This article highlights how ignorant people are trying to kill vaping ("smoking" of "electronic cigarettes" even though vaporizers work completely differently than real cigarettes) for no good fucking reason, they're just afraid of the stigma they themselves have ignorantly attached to something they don't know the first thing about. Shit like this is exactly why I don't like calling vaporizers "electronic cigarettes" - stupid people see the word "cigarette" and just make assumptions. I'm sure the big tobacco companies aren't making things any better.
Since you guys are venting I might as well stop lurking and join in. Im in a small theraputic BOCES school when I dont need to be, both my counselor and therapist agree I'd work better in a public setting. Which I want to be in, for the opprutunities to actually fucking learn and have enjoyable social contact. However I fucked up my attendence 3 years ago and since then Ive been in two of these types of schools. For two years I was pretty much on my own. A complete fucking loner. Im suprised I havent self harmed or got a drug addiction or something, for the most part I remained intact. I dont do much at home besides sit on my computer, work out, take walks, and talk with internet pals. All my past friends abandoned me for the better, as Ive changed completely since Ive last been in district. So basically my school life consists of being treated like a baby, with some asshole teachers who get mad at the slightest fuck up, and the community are either children, assholes, or too shy to be noticed. Its pretty rediculous. I get done with my work instantly and we have to wait on the rest of the class, on some pretty fucking easy work. I cant take advantage of sleeping in class because I have pretty bad insomnia. I only have 2 real friends there, too. My friends in real life, theyre all in shitty sitsuations or depressed to hell and back and I only get to talk to them once in a while. My absolute best friend (CHARCTERNAME) is in a residential program and only comes home on weekends to go airsofting with me. He cant do anything at home because his brother hogs up the internet and his mom is just kinda stuck up. I only see him twice a week. And one of my other friends (who Ill keep anonymous) has an unloving family, and wants to kill himself. Then hes back to acting happy in class. We dont have that much chemestry but we just stick together to stay sane in this school, I guess. And these are my closest friends right now. It brings a lot of stress my way. Though I also have a close internet friend, we vent and just chill out together for the majority of the day. Hes comforting to be around and lectures me on anthropology and phychedelics or we watch videos. Wont lie, I have a worse outlook on society because of anthropology, not like my outlook was good before, but eh, people are assholes sometimes and it just pushes us to be successful to spit in their faces. I like to listen to Terence and Dennis McKenna. My dad and brother both dont pay too much attention to me, mostly because I stay in my room which is my own fault. I have a computer addiction. My mom though never goes outside and is constantly worried about me, asking questions and being loud as hell. Ive mostly been raised to not deal with responsibility or the consequences of my actions... In my generally boring and stressful life, this is going to sound pathetic, but airsoft is really one of my only outlets. Instead of just playing video games or something Im usually fucking around with externals rearranging things on my rig, and researching. A shitton of researching. Ive always been a fan of militaria so it fits me perfectly. Plus just playing in general, I get some normal social activity and f̶u̶l̶f̶i̶l̶l̶ ̶m̶y̶ ̶o̶p̶e̶r̶a̶t̶o̶r̶ ̶f̶a̶n̶t̶a̶s̶i̶e̶s̶ just have some fun. Its a great hobby. It also just gave me some responsibility. I put more effort on taking care of myself physically, making friends, practicing tactics and just enjoying things in life a little better. Ive turned into a more honorable person because of it, frankly. I dont want any of you to give up though. This community has its fair share of problems like any other, but most of you are inspirations to me, to be honest. Shoutouts to Deathmog, Kath and I think Herfjotur especially because of you guys showing me around HVA and all that, when I was still on the fence of making airsoft a serious hobby of mine. I manage to stay sane and have a positive outlook, and it really pains me to see some people here feeling down like this. You all are fucking incredible, really.
[QUOTE=Malikyte;44194800]It really pisses me off when people who don't know jack-shit about something tries to regulate it out of existence because they're afraid of what they don't understand and are too goddamn lazy to learn anything about it. Case in point: [url]http://www.slate.com/blogs/xx_factor/2014/03/05/e_cigarettes_are_all_the_rage_with_kids_these_days_what_else_to_do_but_panic.html[/url] This article highlights how ignorant people are trying to kill vaping ("smoking" of "electronic cigarettes" even though vaporizers work completely differently than real cigarettes) for no good fucking reason, they're just afraid of the stigma they themselves have ignorantly attached to something they don't know the first thing about. Shit like this is exactly why I don't like calling vaporizers "electronic cigarettes" - stupid people see the word "cigarette" and just make assumptions. I'm sure the big tobacco companies aren't making things any better.[/QUOTE] To be fair, these things have barely been around for 5 years so there aren't any studies on how harmful the liquid can be in your lungs. My friends are all huge into vaping for whatever reason and have these big built up mechanical ones. They keep trying to get me into it but I don't want to dump hundreds of dollars into one autistic hobby when I already have this one.
[QUOTE=Malikyte;44194800]It really pisses me off when people who don't know jack-shit about something tries to regulate it out of existence because they're afraid of what they don't understand and are too goddamn lazy to learn anything about it.[/QUOTE] A certain california politician comes to mind....
[I]ghost cigs[/I]
update: she wants the D... maybe
[QUOTE=Dark Descent;44195117]To be fair, these things have barely been around for 5 years so there aren't any studies on how harmful the liquid can be in your lungs. My friends are all huge into vaping for whatever reason and have these big built up mechanical ones. They keep trying to get me into it but I don't want to dump hundreds of dollars into one autistic hobby when I already have this one.[/QUOTE] Actually, that's wrong. Vaporizers have been around since the 1970's, problem is they've never been able to catch on until recently, partly because of big tobacco and partly because they used to be hella complex and you had to know what you were doing to use/maintain one (but the same can be said of computers). And they've actually been picking up a lot of momentum in the past decade/decade-and-a-half, not just the past 5 years. They're only getting so much attention in more recent years because of the fact that gas stations are starting to sell shitty knock-offs called "cig-alikes" that, as it says on the tin, look like cigarettes. Unfortunately they're small, the batteries don't last long, the cartridges last even shorter, and they're generally just not worth it from a cost vs quality and performance perspective. And idk if you really care that much, but you don't need to dump hundreds of dollars on a vaporizer unless you really want to. I have yet to spend more than $60 on a single device, and that $60 device came with both the battery unit itself as well as 2 of what're called Clearomizers - which are just clear versions of the pieces that both hold liquid and turn it into a vapor. See here (though I was able to find one cheaper at a local physical store) [url]http://bamavapor.com/iTaste-MVP-2.0-Rugged-Steel-99060810/[/url]
Hot damn someones shooting a .50 tonight [editline]10th March 2014[/editline] Also, external earpro is so much better than internal
freaking people out with the [url=http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RGfFaFOVh70]old davai hard op[/url] video is hilarious
[QUOTE=apoctank;44197803]Hot damn someones shooting a .50 tonight [editline]10th March 2014[/editline] Also, external earpro is so much better than internal[/QUOTE] After having used electronic ear muffs, I will never go back to anything else ever again.
Also a Mk17, and SVT, and of course ARs and AKs galore. Pic of my target once I get home
Going back into music mode here [video=youtube;evIhduAT2f4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evIhduAT2f4[/video] Finding a legit video for this was way harder than it should have been. Fucking Youtube.
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[video=youtube;WqAvvwu0kMU]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WqAvvwu0kMU[/video] Enjoy
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4IKddfxkDWk[/media]
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[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ZTvqUvgYCI[/media]
deli lyfe v.10 let's share our awesome music because epic beats make life worth living
[img]https://31.media.tumblr.com/17b2b154b6a32589e3b7f66903002cad/tumblr_n296b5Nc6h1s0dkoro1_500.jpg[/img] look at this cutie i saw today look at it LOOK AT IT
just had the worst panic attack i have ever experienced in my life. Two puffs from my one hitter and im completely fine, without being high. Can't wait for medical. Jesus christ, instant treatment with no side effects. [editline]11th March 2014[/editline] [video=youtube;zj9IAvv32wE]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj9IAvv32wE&feature=kp[/video]
[video=youtube;cM1sQhMGGS8]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cM1sQhMGGS8[/video]
we should make a new deli lyfe rule to accompany every post with a fitting song. [video=youtube_share;EoXvDleWJ5U]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoXvDleWJ5U&list=PLyXFHFGWAESN_a9FvZmRcuA0qIfB1GdBS&feature=mh_lolz[/video] dat bass line
[QUOTE=Herfjotur;44198583]we should make a new deli lyfe rule to accompany every post with a fitting song. [video=youtube_share;EoXvDleWJ5U]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EoXvDleWJ5U&list=PLyXFHFGWAESN_a9FvZmRcuA0qIfB1GdBS&feature=mh_lolz[/video] dat bass line[/QUOTE] The problem with that is that loading pages slows down to a crawl with everyone posting videos. Great song btw.
Range pics [IMG]http://i59.tinypic.com/szu0s7.jpg[/IMG] [IMG]http://i62.tinypic.com/fn5s2c.jpg[/IMG] Mk17 and unknown .50: [IMG]http://i61.tinypic.com/2dlk9l2.jpg[/IMG] My gat: [IMG]http://i59.tinypic.com/2qulocy.jpg[/IMG] 100 yards, I have yet to zero in the sights: [IMG]http://i61.tinypic.com/50jxnl.jpg[/IMG] [editline]10th March 2014[/editline] IDGAF about PERSEC, I was just making a stupid face :v:
So I've come to a crushing realization. I've realized just how awesome The Protomen are in spite of having never heard of them before (technically I "heard of" them one time back in 2011 and didn't think anything of it because it was nothing more than a name on a flyer to me, never actually heard any of their music nor did I know who they were or why people were excited) And now that I'm listening to their music I'm lamenting the fact I was at MTAC back in 2011 when they were performing there and I had the chance to see them live for free (sans the cost of attending MTAC, but the concerts were free for anyone who attended) and missed it because I didn't know who they were. Pic related, it's the back of the shirt I've had ever since WITH THEIR NAME RIGHT FUCKING ON IT and never made the connection because I'm stupid. [img]http://i.imgur.com/bN1M0fO.png[/img] Here's what it's supposed to look like when it hasn't been worn and washed a thousand times [img]http://www.conmania.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/04/205639_10150157423398025_19835033024_6559494_2315500_n.jpg[/img]
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