• Deli lyfe v.10 let's share our life problems edition because apparently we're all miserable
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I'm a fuckhead. That is all.
[QUOTE=Apache249;44874627]Nah I only started playing 2012.[/QUOTE] Ah, Westmoor wasn't in the same division anymore. What position do you play? Can't believe I missed out on meeting an FPer in real life.
Just reformatted my computer and lost everything wheeeeee B) Incluging all of my pictures B) And games B) but at least I have a new graphics card
To elaborate on my last post, though I don't expect anyone to care (mostly just need a vent I guess?), I hate my life, I hate not having direction or a hobby or really any friends because this city a shit and all my family/friends are in a completely different state 2 hours away or more. I hate society in general and most of the people in it. I hate opening up to people because 9 times out of 10 they turn around and shit in my face over it and I've been betrayed by people I gave my heart and soul to so many times (not just romantically but even as normal friendships go because the rare few people I trust typically get entrusted with everything about me) that I don't even want to be honest about my feelings anymore because it's so much easier to just be a jaded cynical angry jackass to everyone I meet and hope they leave me alone instead of having to explain why I'm so fucked up after constantly being betrayed by people I thought I could trust, having no real childhood because my father was an abusive piece of shit and most of my formative years were spent moving constantly so he couldn't find us, et cetera. I have no job, can't find a new one because the economy a shit and other mainstream news buzzwords, am in debt to my own mother (while I am thankful she's helping me in a rough patch I literally cannot stand owing people anything let alone money), am worried about job prospects after I eventually finish this Cybersecurity/Computer Forensics degree, and just overall am really disappoint in myself. On top of all that I haven't even been interested in dating anybody since my ex walked out on me 4 years ago because she was an immature piece of shit who took the coward's way out, and now all of a sudden I meet this chick on a game who has many of the same interests and opinions that I do and we seem to have a fair amount in common and I would totally date her if she was likewise interested and I really really like her (more than I probably should) and goddamn if she doesn't make me happy, and basically the biggest thing I look forward to over the past several days is her getting online so I can talk to her.... and naturally she lives ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE FUCKING WORLD. Which is just fucking typical. tl;dr I'm a miserable angsty prick and I hate my life and I don't even know why I'm posting this I should just go crawl under a rock for the next millennium :suicide: [editline]22nd May 2014[/editline] And while I'm sitting here spilling my guts to said lady-friend and basically telling her everything I told you guys I've been playing with this pair of solid brass dice I've got. And what do I roll? Fucking snake eyes. I'm not superstitious in the least, but come on - seriously? Snake eyes? Is there some higher power at work here that just loves to hate me?
So, just so you guys didn't think I forgot I'm working on patches tonight. First time I've had a day off in awhile to play with it so I'm trying to see if I can figure out how to sew velcro onto the patch since that's sorta important.
The Kill Bill movies are literally masterpieces all the way through to the end of the credits. Wonderful films.
[QUOTE=Aznsniper911;44874981]Ah, Westmoor wasn't in the same division anymore. What position do you play? Can't believe I missed out on meeting an FPer in real life.[/QUOTE] I played one year too, 2012-2013. Also, care to elaborate on that screenshot apache?
[QUOTE=apoctank;44875771]I played one year too, 2012-2013. Also, care to elaborate on that screenshot apache?[/QUOTE] 99% sure there was no fucking going on. [editline]22nd May 2014[/editline] [QUOTE=Aznsniper911;44874981]Ah, Westmoor wasn't in the same division anymore. What position do you play? Can't believe I missed out on meeting an FPer in real life.[/QUOTE] I played boys doubles all three years. I was exhibition 2012, didn't make grades 2013, and I played #1 half of this season because one of the real #1s didn't make grades, then I went back to #2 the second half of the season.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/7wN2ZRF.jpg[/t] Dear Herf, thanks for the (cat) durgs I dont have a cat but Felix does. Hobbes is gonna go nuts.
Finished High School today. Feels, strange.
[t]http://i.imgur.com/xQcypZa.jpg[/t] yis
[QUOTE=BBOOBBYY!;44878145][t]http://i.imgur.com/xQcypZa.jpg[/t] yis[/QUOTE] Sorry but it looks very plastic-y, what is it? :v:
Could be the paint under this specific lighting. It's a 23x152mm aircraft cannon (specifically the ones found on an Il-2 Sturmovik ground attack plane) round made into a bottle opener. These kind of shells have to be drilled to be legal as a decorative/collection piece anyway, so at least it serves dual purpose like this. Unpainted ones are all worn and rusty, so I ordered it painted like this. [t]http://i.imgur.com/Y7ca5FQ.jpg[/t]
[QUOTE=Apache249;44877333] I played boys doubles all three years. I was exhibition 2012, didn't make grades 2013, and I played #1 half of this season because one of the real #1s didn't make grades, then I went back to #2 the second half of the season.[/QUOTE] Must have been a fun time playing doubles #1/2. Was there twins playing boys doubles?, every year that I played there would be at least one ranked twin players. Funniest and scariest thing to see while playing badminton are twins. [QUOTE=apoctank;44875771]I played one year too, 2012-2013.[/QUOTE] I graduated in 2012, so I couldn't have seen you guys. Didn't know any of you guys played badminton :v:
Yea we had twins for boys doubles 1 that graduated my year (2013)
[QUOTE=Fish Muffin;44877711][t]http://i.imgur.com/7wN2ZRF.jpg[/t] Dear Herf, thanks for the (cat) durgs I dont have a cat but Felix does. Hobbes is gonna go nuts.[/QUOTE] oh my god theres another package with fish based yugioh cards
[QUOTE=Fish Muffin;44879729]oh my god theres another package with fish based yugioh cards[/QUOTE] fish muffin
it's my birthday in swedesville [IMG]http://i.gyazo.com/d6a8f27664a8ade6db1f29272cd71ebe.png[/IMG] thanks eygss :)
[QUOTE=Fish Muffin;44877711][t]http://i.imgur.com/7wN2ZRF.jpg[/t] Dear Herf, thanks for the (cat) durgs I dont have a cat but Felix does. Hobbes is gonna go nuts.[/QUOTE] info and better pics of those decks?
[QUOTE=TehG3A3;44882503]it's my birthday in swedesville [IMG]http://i.gyazo.com/d6a8f27664a8ade6db1f29272cd71ebe.png[/IMG] thanks eygss :)[/QUOTE] oh hey neat my birthday is in 2 days gemini hi-five
[t]http://i.imgur.com/slgwN0Q.jpg[/t] Here's the mask I made while eating a jelly doughnut for the last day of AP Psych today. I was too lazy to put in the effort of making some intricate design which everyone else did in rainbow colors so I just did corpse paint. I got a few looks when I was walking down the hall past classrooms to clean off my hand covered in red paint but no matter, I think this turned out much better.
[IMG]http://i.gyazo.com/bc044355be1620ec79c57c16f77be157.png[/IMG] BUY ME GAMES I'LL NEVER PLAY
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Oh man. My dream Polo is in the works. I'm so excited for it I'm literally going on a diet to get rid of some weight so I can wear it without looking like a bigger tool than I already am. Embroidered security shield, with all the official looking stuff, my name and Loss Prevention on the back. With the mic loops and pen pockets I love. Also I accidentally ran my Rite in The Rain notebook through the washing machine and dryer. I'm glad I pay a little extra for that brand because although the notepad it's self is warped and ruined the paper was perfectly intact and all my notes clearly legible even with regular ink pens.
Officially done with high school.
[QUOTE=Apache249;44884545]Officially done with high school.[/QUOTE] I ALSO GRADUATED TODAY. If anything, Hawaii goes all out for high school graduations. [img]https://scontent-a-lax.xx.fbcdn.net/hphotos-prn2/t1.0-9/10297662_10203184021936877_3002216967845185202_n.jpg[/img] pic related, it's me
no offense but that genuinely looks like it could be like a dictators portrait i think its the red background [editline]23rd May 2014[/editline] in the best possible way tho ;)
His name is TERRORshield for a reason, it seems... [editline]23rd May 2014[/editline] 2112th post [IMG]http://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/en/c/c9/Rush_2112.jpg[/IMG]
That face when a job interview goes perfectly and the employer seems super-happy to employ you as soon as possible because you "show great skills and adaptability" That face when they give you a test to do until the week after That face when they don't respond to your emails when you hand it in and today is that last day :((((
the grade 3s at my school went to go see chris hadfield talk today fuuuuuk why can't i be 8 years old
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