Since I came out to my best friend months and months ago I think he's convincing himself to be curious I'm not totally comfortable with that as he's now my roomate.
Since i came out to my boyfriend he's just been wanting more and more sex!
I might be mildly bi but I'm not sure.
Yeah I'm texting him he just promised to stay out of my bed.
Uh thats a good promise.
[QUOTE=HeilHitman;39185658]I convinced my best friend to be bi-curious and we experimented last night.
He seems changed... All he wants now is to be fucked, or do something erotic. Mind you, he was fully smashed from bourbon and whisky. I was a bit tipsy from vodka.
I have tried to tell him that sex, to me, is not just about fucking. He lacks the passion and emotion, it's all lust to him. (I've had previous experience with my ex) He lost his anal virginity to me which is why he was not too sure what to feel, say, or do.
Any tips I should use to help him understand my purviews of sex?[/QUOTE]
How do you do this? This is like a fantasy of mine that can never be done in the real world.
You have no idea how hard it is just to come out to your friends that you've known for over half your life. I don't think I ever will, my mom knows and tried telling everybody when she was drunk, but they assumed she was being a dumb drunk.
I want to say what's on my mind. I want to buy dildos and rainbow socks. I want to be myself without fearing for my life and losing friends and family. Being in the closet is comfortable for now, but the light in the doorway faintly beckons me.
[QUOTE=Shotacon;39186373]How do you do this? This is like a fantasy of mine that can never be done in the real world.
You have no idea how hard it is just to come out to your friends that you've known for over half your life. I don't think I ever will, my mom knows and tried telling everybody when she was drunk, but they assumed she was being a dumb drunk.
I want to say what's on my mind. I want to buy dildos and rainbow socks. I want to be myself without fearing for my life and losing friends and family. Being in the closet is comfortable, but the light in the doorway faintly beckons me.[/QUOTE]
Just tell them. It's tough but the more people you tell, the easier it gets every time until it's "Yeah, I'm gay. So?"
Ehhh only my parents don't know. I buy all the bad things I please off the Internet I had my dildo delivered to my parents house (was living there at the time)
Few of my old date friends know(Not that I see a lot of them anymore, but a few), most of my new friends know, mom knows.
Not so bad, eh.
[QUOTE=moesislack;39186458]Ehhh only my parents don't know. I buy all the bad things I please off the Internet I had my dildo delivered to my parents house (was living there at the time)[/QUOTE]
I hope your parents did not take a test drive it would be dirty experience
I don't care much who knows.
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Meaning I just casually tell people.
It's not really a big deal anyway.
[QUOTE=terike;39186542]I hope your parents did not take a test drive it would be dirty experience[/QUOTE]
I took it out of the shipping thing.
I keep a big sack of dildos on a bench in the side of my room and I'm glad my parents respect my privacy and dont snoop. I mean, on the outside it's just a standard rucksack. But on the inside.
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[QUOTE=HeilHitman;39185658]I convinced my best friend to be bi-curious and we experimented last night.
He seems changed... All he wants now is to be fucked, or do something erotic. Mind you, he was fully smashed from bourbon and whisky. I was a bit tipsy from vodka.
I have tried to tell him that sex, to me, is not just about fucking. He lacks the passion and emotion, it's all lust to him. (I've had previous experience with my ex) He lost his anal virginity to me which is why he was not too sure what to feel, say, or do.
Any tips I should use to help him understand my purviews of sex?
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I know how it feels to be my ex, now. :v:[/QUOTE]
Ease into it and keep fucking him, but gradually try more things.
This thread never changes.
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ps, I'm my avatar now in real life
getting a hair cut soon
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I drunkenly made out with a male burlesque dancer, who is a friend of a friend, I suppose.
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I woke up one day with an Italian in my bed, tattooed and with various stab wounds.
Mafia-level shit, literal Mafia family connections.
He's straight though.
[QUOTE=Seiteki;39186639]This thread never changes.
[editline]11th January 2013[/editline]
ps, I'm my avatar now in real life
getting a hair cut soon
[editline]11th January 2013[/editline]
I drunkenly made out with a male burlesque dancer, who is a friend of a friend, I suppose.
[editline]11th January 2013[/editline]
I woke up one day with an Italian in my bed, tattooed and with various stab wounds.
Mafia-level shit, literal Mafia family connections.
He's straight though.[/QUOTE]
Can we get the full story on all of dat?
Which parts.
Reminder, I was pretty trashed.
Oh yeah, that was all in one night, fyi.
[QUOTE=Shotacon;39186373]How do you do this? This is like a fantasy of mine that can never be done in the real world.
You have no idea how hard it is just to come out to your friends that you've known for over half your life. I don't think I ever will, my mom knows and tried telling everybody when she was drunk, but they assumed she was being a dumb drunk.
I want to say what's on my mind. I want to buy dildos and rainbow socks. I want to be myself without fearing for my life and losing friends and family. Being in the closet is comfortable for now, but the light in the doorway faintly beckons me.[/QUOTE]
It requires two open minds and desensitization of nervous/anxiety tensions from both people.
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Don't ask how I desensitized myself, I don't even know. I just don't get anxious and nervous about sex and relationships.
[QUOTE=Shotacon;39186373]You have no idea how hard it is just to come out to your friends that you've known for over half your life. I don't think I ever will, my mom knows and tried telling everybody when she was drunk, but they assumed she was being a dumb drunk.
I want to say what's on my mind. I want to buy dildos and rainbow socks. I want to be myself without fearing for my life and losing friends and family. Being in the closet is comfortable for now, but the light in the doorway faintly beckons me.[/QUOTE]
Sadly, if you do come out, there's no guaranteeing you won't lose someone. I lost a lot of friends when I started being open, and I would lose my family too if they knew. So I did the best I could, worked up to telling my friends, most took it terribly, some had no problems with it, and others took it hard but ultimately stopped being homophobes after my revelation. The ones who remained are my real friends. After recovering from that, I told my mom because she's the only one who would've taken it well, and she did. I'm at peace now about it because that's as close as I'm gonna get. Also, like Cooty says, the more you tell, the easier it gets.
If you lose friends over it, then they weren't really your friend in the first place. I just saw it as idiots culling themselves out of my life over it, they've been long gone now. Coming out is a "damned if you do, and damned if you don't" kind of situation, but at the end of the day it's better to risk it (within reason) than it is to feel oppressed.
Keen to go to work just so I can be closer to it being over so I can go skating lol
Listening to the old Eminem tracks.. he was better when he was on drugs lol
I cant take a picture without doing a silly face. :(
[IMG]http://i.imgur.com/qh3GI.jpg[/IMG]
[QUOTE=Seiteki;39186688]Which parts.
Reminder, I was pretty trashed.
Oh yeah, that was all in one night, fyi.[/QUOTE]
Well if it was all in one night then tell us what you do remember lol.
[QUOTE=ultra_bright;39186951]Well if it was all in one night then tell us what you do remember lol.[/QUOTE]
Alright.
Night out with my friend.
I remember eating the most delicious burger and chips ever, then wandering to the Irish pub. That's where I bumped into the dancer guy and a friend of his, a woman that dances as well. She was quite foxy. Black, wearing fur, elaborate. I loved everything about her.
Wandered some more with dancer and friend, went to dive bar. More drinks. Mostly vodka, in fact.
Sitting in the dive bar, in a booth right near the entrance, I suggest that my friend would probably love to watch us make out, so we did. He was pretty drunk and vanished at some point, but that's when I met Italian guy and his friend. By the way, the Italian guy's name is Ezio. More chatting, then we all walked back to my place. We all bought some more alcohol before heading out, too.
We watched stuff on tv for the most part when we got back, drinking and eating popcorn. Then it was around 5:30am and we all just decided to crash. Went to the bedroom and said Ezio could sleep with me, I wouldn't do anything. I didn't.
Well, I gave him a massage, but he asked me for one.
Woke up the next morning, early, no hangover, and took people home.
The end.
Drinks:
Tall cider.
Astropops (shot of uv blue, mike's hard, and grenadine in a mug)
Tangeray and tonic
Dreamsicle or maybe just a Screwdriver
Skittles or Starburst (it's just all the different flavors of vodka mixed)
Bits of friends' drinks here and there.
Whiskey and coke back at my place
Wine
Another drink of something I can't recall
Fun fact: I checked my fridge later and found a full, unopened bottle of yellow tail moscato. It wasn't that bad, brought it to my friend's place with his birthday present a few days later. Wine, cake, and his excitement when he found out I bought him a Nexus 7.
We totally bang regularly and he's even getting all close and emotionally attached, or so it feels, with him calling me sweetheart and stuff with emotes following in texts. Always wants me over, wanting to cuddle and just be touched.
I digress.
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Holy shit, that's a lot of words.
[QUOTE=Shotacon;39186905]I cant take a picture without doing a silly face. :(
[/QUOTE]
wow it is only now that I realize that you're weasel
wtf
Stop being depressed about things!!!
[QUOTE=latin_geek;39187579]Stop being depressed about things!!![/QUOTE]
I need human affection though.
I don't even remember the last time somebody has shown interest in a relationship with me. It's even worse when I feel like motherfucking ChrisChan when I'm just talking to friends who aren't single.
Apperantly my mother told my sister that I'm gay.
I'm a bit irritated because I wanted to tell her myself.
I was jerked off on top of a chili's monday.
I think I'm going to try to remain sober for a while, or at least not hang out with a fuckbuddy when their dad is home.
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[QUOTE=HeilHitman;39186711]It requires two open minds and desensitization of nervous/anxiety tensions from both people.
[/QUOTE]
so, booze?
Feeling fat and lonely right now.
Not alone on the lonely part. On the fat part though, I just don't mind being overweight by now :v:
I figured out the secret to weight loss on Christmas day.
Get horribly sick to the point of being practically bed-ridden, expel everything in your body and don't consume anything for two days because you're practically in a coma.
Works every time like a charm~
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