I've lost all my good friends and I'm close to ruining my family. - General

[QUOTE=CoolKingKaso;23041279]It allows you to go outside. Hell, it's fun looking at your pictures afterwards.[/QUOTE] I go outside all the time yet I contemplate suicide every other hour.

[QUOTE=BagMinge101;23041253]Why don't you see a shrink and find out what you should actually do instead of immersing yourself in a solo activity that won't help with jack shit.[/QUOTE] Or both. I don't see why he can't take up photography and go to a shrink when it was perfectly fine to smash his PC and go to a shrink. Both were supposedly helpful actions.

[QUOTE=Kyle902;23041276]I should so this again in case you missed it [b]Self diagnosis is misdiagnosis.[/b][/QUOTE]

[QUOTE=BagMinge101;23041253]Why don't you see a shrink and find out what you should actually do instead of immersing yourself in a solo activity that won't help with jack shit.[/QUOTE] I have no idea of where to see a shrink, or how I could do so. I'd think up of some way to tell my parents, but I'd have to find the good moment because if I just go right up to mom and tell her what I feel when she's making food or something isn't gonna work, it's just gonna be awkward and she won't know what to say. I've tried to tell her and made her understand my problems without directly telling her everything, and so. For example, I'd never tell her nor anyone I have a crush on this girl.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041305]I have no idea of where to see a shrink, or how I could do so. I'd think up of some way to tell my parents, but I'd have to find the good moment because if I just go right up to mom and tell her what I feel when she's making food or something isn't gonna work, it's just gonna be awkward and she won't know what to say.[/QUOTE] Directory enquiries

[QUOTE]*blankquote*[/QUOTE] I know, I'm pointing out your hypocrisy.

Also don't worry, I never self diagnose, I've never done any tests by my own nor will I.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041305]I have no idea of where to see a shrink, or how I could do so. I'd think up of some way to tell my parents, but I'd have to find the good moment because if I just go right up to mom and tell her what I feel when she's making food or something isn't gonna work, it's just gonna be awkward and she won't know what to say.[/QUOTE] Here we go with the excuses again. 1. Google where to find psychologists in your area. 2. Say that you would like to talk to her at some time later.

[QUOTE=Kyle902;23041297]I go outside all the time yet I contemplate suicide every other hour.[/QUOTE] I could agree with that, there are several things that I regret completely in my life. However, I wasn't that suicidal as I used to be in Elementary School.

[QUOTE=wewt!;23041331]I know, I'm pointing out your hypocrisy.[/QUOTE] I wasn't talking to you via that blank-quote.

If you're just making excuses for not getting shit done, this points to you having more issues with yourself.

[QUOTE=radioactive;23041358]If you're just making excuses for not getting shit done, this points to you having more issues with yourself.[/QUOTE] And even more reason to seek professional help, and not rely on the opinions of an internet forum.

[QUOTE=BagMinge101;23041392]And even more reason to seek professional help, and not rely on the opinions of an internet forum.[/QUOTE] Even if the opinion of the internet forum is to seek out help? :v:

[QUOTE=BagMinge101;23041337]Here we go with the excuses again. 1. Google where to find psychologists in your area. 2. Say that you would like to talk to her at some time later.[/QUOTE] Okey I found one in a town about 20 KM away from here, somewhere on a map where I have no idea where it is. I guess I just need to talk to my parents... Hmm, maybe I should just try to find an online chat with one of those organizations here in this country where they talk to young people. I don't know what to do, and I have such a hard time believing people even if they tell me what to do I always find a way it's wrong in my head.

[QUOTE=SilverDragon619;23041091]achievement unlocked,life fucked[/QUOTE] You're not funny. You're just being an asshole....

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041413]Okey I found one in a town about 20 KM away from here, somewhere on a map where I have no idea where it is. I guess I just need to talk to my parents... Hmm, maybe I should just try to find an online chat with one of those organizations here in this country where they talk to young people. I don't know what to do, and I have such a hard time believing people even if they tell me what to do I always find a way it's wrong in my head.[/QUOTE] The chat is just going to tell you to talk to your parents and seek professional help.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041413]Okey I found one in a town about 20 KM away from here, somewhere on a map where I have no idea where it is. I guess I just need to talk to my parents... Hmm, maybe I should just try to find an online chat with one of those organizations here in this country where they talk to young people. I don't know what to do, and I have such a hard time believing people even if they tell me what to do I always find a way it's wrong in my head.[/QUOTE] No, you don't need an online chat, speak to your parents right this minute and tell them your problems as openly and honestly as you can, they will understand that you have 'problems' and they will offer to take you to the shrink and then your mental condition should improve, stop procrastinating or I'm taking you to the shrink myself.

[QUOTE=radioactive;23041467]No, you don't need an online chat, speak to your parents right this minute and tell them your problems as openly and honestly as you can, they will understand that you have 'problems' and they will offer to take you to the shrink and then your mental condition should improve, stop procrastinating or I'm taking you to the shrink myself.[/QUOTE]

You know what you need to do, get a Harley and hit the road. Outdoors will do ya better. Otherwise, shit happens.

[QUOTE=BagMinge101;23041446]The chat is just going to tell you to talk to your parents and seek professional help.[/QUOTE] Yes and that's the problem, I'm really afraid of doing this because I have to do it alone. I don't believe I'm able to do something like this, because I have nothing to fall back on if I want to get away from it or if anything goes wrong. But you're right, I probably need to talk to my parents and I'm gonna try to. Edit: Not now though, my mother is at a festivale for 3 days (she left today) and my dad is at a friends place getting drunk.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041493]Yes and that's the problem, I'm really afraid of doing this because I have to do it alone. I don't believe I'm able to do something like this, because I have nothing to fall back on if I want to get away from it or if anything goes wrong.[/QUOTE] Grow a pair and do it now

[QUOTE=Francis;23041483]You know what you need to do, get a Harley and hit the road. Outdoors will do ya better. Otherwise, shit happens.[/QUOTE] [sarcasm]Man you are such a good poster. That was a very good post and you are quite obviously a very good person.[/sarcasm] Stop posting.

[QUOTE=radioactive;23041497]Grow a pair and do it now[/QUOTE]

We're trying to be nice and reasonable with you. But you just give excuses. This is not progress.

[QUOTE=radioactive;23041519]We're trying to be nice and reasonable with you. But you just give excuses. This is not progress.[/QUOTE] get out of my mind goddamnit.

[QUOTE=radioactive;23041519]We're trying to be nice and reasonable with you. But you just give excuses. This is not progress.[/QUOTE] I will talk to my parents. Not now.

How about you get some nice sleep instead? Go to bed, and do in the morning.

You're still young. Everyone has bad feelings about their childhood. That's the world we live in. But it's very mature and smart of you to admit that what you're doing is unhealthy and that it needs to change. Most people would simply lie to themselves and say that they're happy in their existence. You need to start small and get a hobby which requires you to go outside and meet other people. From this, you will find your own way as you get older. Speak to your parents. They need to understand that you are feeling this way. Try to see a counsellor or something. Simply talking to people about your problems releases a lot of stress and makes you feel a lot better.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041535]I will talk to my parents. Not now.[/QUOTE] It may be a bit late, I can understand that, do it in the morning when your head is clearer.

[QUOTE=Don Ochs;23041535]I will talk to my parents. Not now.[/QUOTE] Now.