[QUOTE=joe588;39444506]weird, i am currently sat here intoxicated on amphetamine sulphate. are you my computer attempting to communicate?[/QUOTE]
Please lay down while I extract your humanity.
Assimilate.
Destruction.
Beep boop.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39444569]Dude, I feel like God.[/QUOTE]
A very ironic sentence, considering I'm an atheist. Logic dictates I don't exist.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39444334]The observation is being made that an excess of dopamine in the autistic brain destroys all social conduct and generates almost computer like statements. This is unacceptable.[/QUOTE]
Curious observation as the opposite tends to be true for most. I only get all computer-like with the corresponding use of fancy-pansy jargon when on psychedelics and in the analytical mood.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;39444607]Curious observation as the opposite tends to be true for most. I only get all computer-like with the corresponding use of fancy-pansy jargon when on psychedelics and in the analytical mood.[/QUOTE]
Asperger Syndrome seems to leave an individual in a perpetual analytic state of mind to compensate for the dysfunction in emotional perception.
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Though if people are weirded out by it, I should probably try and communicate like a neurotypical individual. I'm just curious, is it weird when I phrase myself like a computer? Or am I just being insecure?
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39444650]Asperger Syndrome seems to leave an individual in a perpetual analytic state of mind to compensate for the dysfunction in emotional perception.[/QUOTE]
Out of curiosity, have you ever tried psychedelics? If so, what effect does it generally have on your state of mind?
I seem to switch between extremes while on them; either I am immensely emotional and empathetic or plain asperger-style analytical and cold.
But seeing as you are permanently stuck on one end of the spectrum it would be interesting to know how it affects you.
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[QUOTE=Memnoth;39444650]Though if people are weirded out by it, I should probably try and communicate like a neurotypical individual. I'm just curious, is it weird when I phrase myself like a computer? Or am I just being insecure?[/QUOTE]
Keep in mind you're in DD, I don't think people will find that type of behavior disconcerting considering we're all weird and on drugs.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;39444794]Out of curiosity, have you ever tried psychedelics? If so, what effect does it generally have on your state of mind?
I seem to switch between extremes while on them; either I am immensely emotional and empathetic or plain asperger-style analytical and cold.
But seeing as you are permanently stuck on one end of the spectrum it would be interesting to know how it affects you.[/QUOTE]
4-HO-MET makes me analyse the wall in high enough dosage where I see beautiful patterns in fractals rotating and moving as if I was watching a different dimension in perfect mathematical and logical sense, the sense of a flat white wall just seems so symmetrically compelling, I can stand and stare for hours.
Last time I took LSD I was crawling around on the floor looking at the patterns that seemed to be perfect hexagons, and as I looked up at the ceiling, it was melting down on me and I could taste it. I could taste the purification in the semantic definition of what a ceiling really means.
Combining LSD and Amphetamine makes me write poetry and artistically articulate posts.
[QUOTE=creative;39443963]12mg dillies? so jealous man, I've been slowing down on drug use lately, but that really makes me want to ring a friend up and get some hydromorphone[/QUOTE]
I've never done hydromorphone but I wanna try it I'd obv. start with like 2mg.
2C-E makes me lose myself in long, almost rhetorical, complex logical monologues. I once tried to send an email to my landlord with a long one page essay about how the rent was confusingly changed since last year. Yes, one entire page about how the rental agreement was inconsistent with my rent. I'm so glad I accidentally sent it to the wrong address, otherwise she would think that I'm a complete nut-job with the one page essay with sentences like "The stated number on the rental agreement is under the condition of failure to achieve the axiomatic integer which is not identifiable in a consistent manner produced along the foundations of a definitive communicative error to deliver the definition of the term agreement."
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39444890]4-HO-MET makes me analyse the wall in high enough dosage where I see beautiful patterns in fractals rotating and moving as if I was watching a different dimension in perfect mathematical and logical sense, the sense of a flat white wall just seems so symmetrically compelling, I can stand and stare for hours.
Last time I took LSD I was crawling around on the floor looking at the patterns that seemed to be perfect hexagons, and as I looked up at the ceiling, it was melting down on me and I could taste it. I could taste the purification in the semantic definition of what a ceiling really means.
Combining LSD and Amphetamine makes me write poetry and artistically articulate posts.[/QUOTE]
Interesting. And have you ever experienced an almost overwhelming sense euphoria, joy or empathy while on homet or acid? Or is the analytical mindset prevalent during the entirety of the trip?
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;39444924]I've never done hydromorphone but I wanna try it I'd obv. start with like 2mg.[/QUOTE]
Definitely start low, 2mg then 2 or so more after 30 minutes. When I had a tolerance I usually went 8mg at a time, which was more than enough to melt
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39445019]2C-E makes me lose myself in long, almost rhetorical, complex logical monologues. I once tried to send an email to my landlord with a long one page essay about how the rent was confusingly changed since last year. Yes, one entire page about how the rental agreement was inconsistent with my rent. I'm so glad I accidentally sent it to the wrong address, otherwise she would think that I'm a complete nut-job with the one page essay with sentences like "The stated number on the rental agreement is under the condition of failure to achieve the axiomatic integer which is not identifiable in a consistent manner produced along the foundations of a definitive communicative error to deliver the definition of the term agreement."[/QUOTE]
Ooh yes I have done this so many times, both by myself and with friends. Verbosity to the almost incomprehensible, even in your thoughts, on 2c-e or most 2c's in general seems to be a very common occurrence.
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;39445021]Interesting. And have you ever experienced an almost overwhelming sense euphoria, joy or empathy while on homet or acid? Or is the analytical mindset prevalent during the entirety of the trip?[/QUOTE]
I think my euphoria differs in the manner that I experience extreme beauty in symmetry and fractals, it's almost as if I connect emotionally with shapes. Once I had a bad trip on LSD where I was attacked by asymmetrical yellow rectangles, they were so scary.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39445066]I think my euphoria differs in the manner that I experience extreme beauty in symmetry and fractals, it's almost as if I connect emotionally with shapes. Once I had a bad trip on LSD where I was attacked by asymmetrical yellow rectangles, they were so scary.[/QUOTE]
Ah, I see. Well I've got everything I need, so no further questions from me.
Thanks for helping me broaden my understanding of psychedelics and the mind :)
[QUOTE=Mindtwistah;39445162]Ah, I see. Well I've got everything I need, so no further questions from me.
Thanks for helping me broaden my understanding of psychedelics and the mind :)[/QUOTE]
Knowledge is power, and power is responsibility. Therefore, sharing my own foundation of mind to help someones cognitive development is a blissful experience.
oh man groovin on 30 mg's of oxycodone
New favorite high, can't be doing it all the time though that's for sure!
waking up early saturday morning just to go to work sucks.
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gn7SWpctUL4[/media]
[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FHviwdECNjU[/media]
I always find weird shit on youtube when I am high...
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[media]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fOx_dw8lJhg[/media]
Can't stop chewing on the inside of my cheek, I'm going to be sore when I crash. Maybe chewing gum will help.
Ok, I started watching a bunch of videos with weird ass russian or something for titles. It was all really fucked up, more so than those videos... I think I'm done with that for now. Good night.
question: can you dab iso hash?
[QUOTE=SuperNatural;39444924]I've never done hydromorphone but I wanna try it I'd obv. start with like 2mg.[/QUOTE]
2mg wont do crap unless you IV, which in that case 2mg is the max to start off with. if not, sniff 4mg
[QUOTE=polarbear.;39445852]2mg wont do crap unless you IV, which in that case 2mg is the max to start off with. if not, sniff 4mg[/QUOTE]
Even with completely no Opiate tolerance? I just want a medium dose.
I've tried dip now, not a fan but maybe its cause im drunk and high
i want weed to be legal so i can consistently get high quality bud without worrying of getting caught or being dependent on a dealer who may or may not be there. Man, imagine amazon capitalizing on that market, shipping quality bud from wherever.
I'm decently high, glycerin coil bong hits so smooth. Whats up bruh's?
Just smoked a bowl sitting next to my dad while he puffed on a cigar. Is this real life? So much can change in so little time.
This is something I wouldn't tell anyone except unknown people on the internet, though.
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I'm also really high that took me 8-10 minutes to write
Parallel worlds in creation unfolds, one side I recon as my own
My mind taught me choice, my surroundings gave me a voice
An identity to share, to love and to fear all I can bear
When my eyes can finally see, I'm at the mirrored screen
For in perspective lies deception, the other is perception
Now I can no longer choose, as seeing the illusion is to lose
Puppet of evolution, the other hand is delusion
Strings of my soul, governed by the mathematical goal
Trapped and afraid, in the curse of sentience
There is no escape, from this form of primal ape
As I am judged by sentence, through the road in the empty desert
And to walk upon the path, from birth to old
I ask myself the reason why, do I live to simply die
woke up at 4 am and couldn't go back to bed so I loaded up some bowls.
I love reading high, just finished Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas.
[QUOTE=Memnoth;39445731]Can't stop chewing on the inside of my cheek, I'm going to be sore when I crash. Maybe chewing gum will help.[/QUOTE]
Lollies work better imo
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